比賽當天,星野莉奈早早就搭車抵達東京——180Please respect copyright.PENANAUJghqQvwyj
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鏡頭快速穿梭於東京澀谷、表參道、代代木。夜晚的霓虹、潮流人群與城市節奏,交錯切換,目不暇給。180Please respect copyright.PENANAKnWhw7tRXf
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電子節拍緩緩蓄勢,伴隨城市喧囂。背景音像心跳般節奏遞進。180Please respect copyright.PENANA03GqMEIHF4
180Please respect copyright.PENANAgJdQLjVD1s
剪裁俐落的黑色長風衣、金屬飾品點綴,從電車車廂緩步走出,神情冷峻。手插口袋,走在雨後濕潤的柏油路面,靴跟敲擊地面的聲音與節奏同步。180Please respect copyright.PENANApI7qgJTfaT
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與另一位模特短暫擦肩,對方回頭,但她沒有回望,僅嘴角微勾,鏡頭特寫她的側臉線條與耳環微光。180Please respect copyright.PENANAt9Anxb6Hdz
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「我不是他們定義的她。」180Please respect copyright.PENANAW1jZYMtevK
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她低語,聲音卻透過喇叭,在整座街區迴盪。語氣平穩地不容質疑,像是冷鋼擦過玻璃,留下細細的軌跡。180Please respect copyright.PENANAefr95imoBC
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「我是自己的名字,自己的方式,180Please respect copyright.PENANA0NWFG8JZ1H
我的規則,由我書寫。」180Please respect copyright.PENANATeDvhhx7LB
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下一幕,是她在鏡頭前轉身、走向夜色的深處,風衣如旗幟揚起。180Please respect copyright.PENANAyQeRKhb9xR
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「This is Rina. This is me.」180Please respect copyright.PENANAjZtU8F3SyY
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語氣收尾,卻像一記宣言。畫面黑去,只留下一道金色的文字。180Please respect copyright.PENANAER0NJzIv3T
180Please respect copyright.PENANAFBFoTM5Kjv
敢定義自己的人,才配擁有全世界。180Please respect copyright.PENANAwQEq7wuex2
REDEFINE HER.180Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZcuXLaBcF
180Please respect copyright.PENANAtTxWbH0MQS
——看著自己在看板上的樣子,星野莉奈有一瞬間出神。180Please respect copyright.PENANAoPeB4wMQT9
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那個光影銳利、眼神堅定的女孩——有時候連她自己都分不清,那是不是自己。180Please respect copyright.PENANATqXKPYdd3U
180Please respect copyright.PENANAtfRfevA6Sl
星野莉奈把頭上的鴨舌帽稍微拉開,讓東京的陽光可以多灑一點在自己的臉上。跟影片上完全不同,她今天只上了簡單的淡妝,身上也沒有冷冽帥氣的金屬光澤,只有隨意繞在脖子上的圍巾,還有初春寬鬆的運動外套,拉鍊只拉一半。180Please respect copyright.PENANAiEp5Jqk4uS
180Please respect copyright.PENANArchF0xumDj
才剛從車站走出來沒多久,就發現路邊人潮異常密集。循著音樂與歡呼聲望去,是球場外特設的球迷互動區,圍欄上拉著寫有「RE·AL × 川崎 BREAKERZ」的布幕,還掛著幾面選手應援旗——其中一面,正是糸師冴的名字。180Please respect copyright.PENANAOFzo474e4h
180Please respect copyright.PENANA7pfwnQW2Ze
一面巨型拍照牆擺在入口,印著糸師冴身穿RE·AL球衣的身影,背景是奔馳中的球場草皮與閃爍燈光。他冷冷地盯著鏡頭,像是下一秒就會從畫面裡走出來。旁邊還有提供即影即有的拍照裝置,只要掃QR code就能將自己的照片合成在他身旁,模擬「與他並肩站在球場」的畫面。180Please respect copyright.PENANANbeD44Pm1z
180Please respect copyright.PENANA6FtMD6vhCB
「你來站這邊啦,我幫你拍!糸師的站位這邊比較帥!」有女孩牽著朋友的手,一邊笑著一邊比方向,動作熟門熟路。180Please respect copyright.PENANAtp0os917iz
180Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0KJrbGR0N
星野莉奈站在人群邊緣,看著那一整面牆,忍不住輕笑了一下。180Please respect copyright.PENANAmRxpTdpIRh
還記得以前,冴最受不了這種活動——覺得很煩,覺得浪費時間,甚至會故意繞路不走球場主入口。180Please respect copyright.PENANAMb5za7Lbdh
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可現在,他的臉就這樣被印在牆上,還掛著「Welcome Back」的金色字樣。像是在提醒所有人:快來拍照。180Please respect copyright.PENANAUP2WA0GXA5
180Please respect copyright.PENANAULFjok6QNE
不遠處的帳篷下,一排小遊戲區正在開放體驗。投球挑戰、傳球瞄準、猜選手語錄——琳瑯滿目的活動吸引不少孩子與家長參與。只要闖關成功,就能獲得限量的球隊貼紙、徽章,甚至是印有選手名言的小卡。180Please respect copyright.PENANADJyYkIhYOH
180Please respect copyright.PENANAT5RhyznMCo
星野莉奈朝那一區走了幾步,目光落在獎品架上的透明展示盒。一張卡片上,赫然印著——180Please respect copyright.PENANAjiOhG5FcUa
180Please respect copyright.PENANAjAqdQsTzPi
「我會讓這個世界記住我的名字——Itoshi Sae」180Please respect copyright.PENANAuwbQqBZjQR
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字體是印刷的,但她知道,這句話他真的講過。180Please respect copyright.PENANAOKhJ2al7Re
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當時的語氣,還帶著一點不屑。沒有熱血,沒有笑,甚至不像說給他們聽的。180Please respect copyright.PENANAM8zOKkt9Y8
180Please respect copyright.PENANAMVRAR2JeSh
她忘了是什麼話題,只記得冴說出那句話的時候,正坐在學校後門的樓梯上,手裡拿著一瓶沒喝完的可可牛奶——那是她買來硬塞給他的,他難得沒回絕。180Please respect copyright.PENANACZ4Sbgm6br
180Please respect copyright.PENANA6NNH9uorJC
小凜閃著星星眼,一秒就模仿起來,學他哥哥那種沒表情的聲音大喊:「哥哥是世界第一!世界會記住哥哥!」180Please respect copyright.PENANA1LF8mbGlpS
180Please respect copyright.PENANAz0ZEm8tS9A
她忍不住笑了,一邊戳戳小凜圓滾滾的臉頰:「你們糸師家的,都這樣講話的嗎?」180Please respect copyright.PENANAbm9YBfHq1M
180Please respect copyright.PENANA7I30LfQ9CW
冴沒理他們,只是慢吞吞地站起來,把空瓶往垃圾桶一丟。180Please respect copyright.PENANARc9Fuau6Kd
180Please respect copyright.PENANAJJglOIVyCx
她記得那個表情。不是高傲,也不是得意。是某種——過早長大的孩子才會有的神情。180Please respect copyright.PENANACdJrwxj5yl
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是一種,倔強的決定。180Please respect copyright.PENANA1iJXBYdVQh
180Please respect copyright.PENANAWsIp4NAqJq
星野莉奈站在原地許久,沒參加遊戲,也沒有拍照,只是默默地把手伸進口袋,摸出那張他寄來的票。180Please respect copyright.PENANAJnxkx1guAA
180Please respect copyright.PENANAad35CmvURA
有風從身後輕輕吹過,吹起她圍巾的邊角,也吹亂了掛在牆上的旗子。180Please respect copyright.PENANAbVXWIOmvZ0
星野莉奈低頭看了看手裡的票,再抬頭望向球場方向。180Please respect copyright.PENANAOQYndgqfd2
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——走吧。180Please respect copyright.PENANARORsOjIWEv
180Please respect copyright.PENANA5u7HGOCIEJ
今天不是來懷舊,也不是來追星。180Please respect copyright.PENANAxBYbtSOKDY
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是來見證他,重新站上那個位置。180Please respect copyright.PENANAKPfI5OU0H7
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進場時驗票員多看了她一眼,她只笑笑地點頭致意,沒說什麼。180Please respect copyright.PENANAAJ7jNmidSn
180Please respect copyright.PENANANp0xDDzmmr
就在星野莉奈身旁不遠,幾位球迷聚在一起自拍、互相替對方拍照。年紀大概也都和她差不多,有人穿著RE·AL的隊服,也有人披著糸師冴的專屬應援毛巾。180Please respect copyright.PENANAWOmqRRZVWA
180Please respect copyright.PENANARRtuRVMJt1
「聽說他這次改踢中場欸!好像回來之前就有在練了。」180Please respect copyright.PENANABnOlbRWjNK
180Please respect copyright.PENANAT7GoTLgMUg
「傳導絕對誇張,他的長傳根本變態準。」180Please respect copyright.PENANAyLHntuZ2PG
180Please respect copyright.PENANA2LrqmanxQe
「前幾場練習賽我有追側拍,那幾次長傳,準得像定點導引一樣⋯⋯」180Please respect copyright.PENANADWWVLRTFEf
180Please respect copyright.PENANAuNcplUS1oz
眾人語速飛快,興奮到眼神發亮。還有人拿出之前的選手應援小卡。180Please respect copyright.PENANAUExnOwTRvm
180Please respect copyright.PENANAT9caAey7QC
「練習賽那幾球我看到直接尖叫,真的神。」180Please respect copyright.PENANAxFcSsumxkL
180Please respect copyright.PENANA3ICISwnc3n
「反正他只要傳長球我就當場下嫁。」180Please respect copyright.PENANAGwV1zUATwj
180Please respect copyright.PENANADB6GM0Xypw
「我有預感他今天會助攻超過兩次,甚至——直接主導整場比賽。」180Please respect copyright.PENANAcHkPEBeUym
180Please respect copyright.PENANA1EhMpa3XMK
他們說得那麼篤定,彷彿全世界都相信他會贏。180Please respect copyright.PENANANeP4KB2Qul
180Please respect copyright.PENANAGnciCEUOf7
——看吧。她的嘴角忍不住笑了。180Please respect copyright.PENANAAc7b9WF6fK
180Please respect copyright.PENANA3tLMFcMtYk
星野莉奈嘴角還掛著剛才那抹笑,餘光一瞥時間,才終於將票從口袋拿出來。180Please respect copyright.PENANAj7qUmnTaRD
180Please respect copyright.PENANAbkkhAhdpKU
貴賓席的票券設計得很簡約,印著深金色的「RE·AL」標誌與席次編號。星野莉奈輕輕按了幾下手機,打開球場地圖,快速確認自己的位置。180Please respect copyright.PENANAj5fxNsdefV
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從她現在的位置過去不遠,視野角度非常好,幾乎正對著中場區域。180Please respect copyright.PENANAnqFsDZXZTX
180Please respect copyright.PENANAPm38J7K9eX
球場內部的人潮尚未完全湧入,走道寬敞,工作人員分流引導,節奏有條不紊。星野莉奈順著階梯往下走,手指輕輕拂過座椅邊緣,直到找到自己的座位。180Please respect copyright.PENANAznlGxI1ATG
180Please respect copyright.PENANAFUR71WLQEh
她坐下,把圍巾鬆開一些,視線落在尚未開場的球場中央。180Please respect copyright.PENANASBTndJfeEa
180Please respect copyright.PENANAuk7QmsWMp7
草皮整齊而沉靜,球門還空無一人。遠處熱身的聲音與觀眾席上的討論聲交錯,但她身邊這一排目前還沒什麼人。180Please respect copyright.PENANACjVpn2BQuF
180Please respect copyright.PENANAD66HnjLrg0
星野莉奈把包包擺好,背挺直,讓自己深呼吸。180Please respect copyright.PENANA9gd0r5Zt82
180Please respect copyright.PENANAHpDieya0Ee
「他這次是幾年來第一次在日本踢正式比賽吧——太瘋了吧!」180Please respect copyright.PENANAB4kkNIO81C
180Please respect copyright.PENANAz5u9ps6RiT
「這排場也太高了,怎麼看都不像單純回國,比國家隊比賽還盛大欸。」180Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZXzg9snKQ
180Please respect copyright.PENANAprXQVp85Er
「不管什麼賽,我就想看他一球傳爆整隊!」180Please respect copyright.PENANAWRN5kViglq
180Please respect copyright.PENANA1QYaeTjCpd
「他可是Itoshi Sae欸,哪有什麼『單純交流』這種事。他回來肯定是有安排什麼大計畫——」180Please respect copyright.PENANAD8Zd9Lavuh
180Please respect copyright.PENANAAfiihSkirg
眾人語速飛快,興奮到眼神發亮。有人一邊笑一邊轉發球隊賽前特寫。180Please respect copyright.PENANAw4GDriS5OU
180Please respect copyright.PENANAgP9umkZ5Il
星野莉奈聽著這些聲音,只是笑了笑。180Please respect copyright.PENANA960JeRBFMA
180Please respect copyright.PENANA8uqHDCbNy8
——這場不是什麼安排。180Please respect copyright.PENANAMq7fgD0bYi
是他背著沒人知道的東西,獨自走上來的地方。180Please respect copyright.PENANAFHEwOad5fj
180Please respect copyright.PENANA03vqqNOsTI
周遭的聲音逐漸擴大,燈光開始轉換,現場DJ的語音宣布已進入倒數二十分鐘。180Please respect copyright.PENANA4PAHMC0NUJ
180Please respect copyright.PENANAFH9GQmHNc1
整個球場座無虛席,觀眾的喧囂與DJ的聲音旗鼓相當。加油聲、討論聲此起彼落,幾乎每個觀眾席位都已滿員。據說這場比賽的門票開賣後幾分鐘內就被搶空,黃牛價甚至翻了三倍以上。180Please respect copyright.PENANAzkQAwAdG81
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但在這樣一場幾乎擠不進一根針的賽事裡——她身旁的那個位子,從她入座以來就一直空著。像是刻意留給誰的,或是誰還在遲遲決定要不要出現。180Please respect copyright.PENANAfiSMLzCaX3
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正出神時,身旁那個空位忽然有了動靜。她幾乎是下意識地轉過頭——180Please respect copyright.PENANAAsCEVoljft
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一張熟悉的臉,意外出現在眼前。180Please respect copyright.PENANA1BKCxx0GyI
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糸師凜。180Please respect copyright.PENANAyaPEdVpbsW
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糸師凜也怔了一下。可眼神在她臉上停留不到一秒,便快速移開,像是不想讓任何情緒浮現。180Please respect copyright.PENANA2FJc73dljG
180Please respect copyright.PENANAJZehEwXpqG
「⋯⋯小凜?」她試探地叫了他。180Please respect copyright.PENANAFAZCX6mSSN
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他的腳步頓了一下,坐下時明顯僵硬了半拍。180Please respect copyright.PENANAUJQqhFlttP
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但他沒有看她。180Please respect copyright.PENANAMVPCUzWYSn
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沒有回應。180Please respect copyright.PENANAKxeVj5i860
就像完全沒聽見那聲呼喚。180Please respect copyright.PENANAmMiCTWLZeO
180Please respect copyright.PENANA9DYpglrkCa
星野莉奈微微怔住。180Please respect copyright.PENANAxCXr9YDoPn
他不是沒聽見——因為他手背上的青筋忽然繃了一下,像在克制什麼。180Please respect copyright.PENANAUCZOCs0fsj
180Please respect copyright.PENANAIDixxZtnjz
她笑了笑,試著輕鬆地說話:「那天回去,你有感冒嗎?」180Please respect copyright.PENANAIbE5FOExoz
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語氣像是往常那樣關心,柔柔地拋出,可落地的聲音卻像石頭沉進水底,沒有一點回音——糸師凜依然看著前方,表情冷靜得近乎無動於衷,眼神像是刻意把她整個人從視線裡排除。180Please respect copyright.PENANA57V3RNXNd0
180Please respect copyright.PENANAgW0xk2fEC7
——那不是陌生,是太熟了,才知道該怎麼把人隔開。180Please respect copyright.PENANA5u9KxUaNgl
180Please respect copyright.PENANArfKSCeXSzA
星野莉奈的笑容慢慢僵住。她忽然明白了。180Please respect copyright.PENANAtCvzTgdtLZ
180Please respect copyright.PENANAMZSWwmmEFJ
不是他沒感覺——而是他選擇了「不要有感覺」。180Please respect copyright.PENANAjN84PdXW9J
是下定了什麼決心,要把曾經那種親暱與信任,全數封起來。180Please respect copyright.PENANA9C11MOogFi
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因為在他眼裡——她是那個站在哥哥身邊的人。180Please respect copyright.PENANAJrtQGJcN25
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明明是小凜。180Please respect copyright.PENANAE33iKLDovn
那個會眨眼回應自己、在雪地裡偷偷塞糖果進她口袋的可愛傢伙,會一直跟在哥哥身後、有樣學樣——180Please respect copyright.PENANATuvpXyY50m
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比她更傻,也比她更相信哥哥的小凜;就算吵架,還是來看哥哥比賽的小凜。180Please respect copyright.PENANA2pSH6j9KuG
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她不是沒想過這一天會再見到小凜,但她以為——至少,他還會像從前那樣歪個頭、抽抽鼻子,說一句「我還是很生氣哥哥」。180Please respect copyright.PENANAdp3tJ73fXE
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可沒有。180Please respect copyright.PENANA1gIMFaO28j
沒有任何回應,也沒有多餘情緒。180Please respect copyright.PENANA9DMtFYJN7X
180Please respect copyright.PENANAPvil6UgJAB
變冷了。180Please respect copyright.PENANAHHHzcZetED
眼神不再像從前那樣透明,而是鋒利得什麼都不打算藏。180Please respect copyright.PENANAs3kuTl3NxG
180Please respect copyright.PENANAHZB4zv6jNK
他的目光,裡面是——再也不會有任何人入眼的決意。180Please respect copyright.PENANAo51BuQRvwv
180Please respect copyright.PENANAikfO9CEP7M
空氣之間,出現了一種說不出來的詭異氛圍。不是爭執,也不是敵意,更像是隔著一道看不見的玻璃。180Please respect copyright.PENANA4dHhPjpcgO
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那種彼此都知道對方存在,卻無法碰觸的距離感。180Please respect copyright.PENANAIzycppmCFx
她不知道該怎麼打破這份沉默——也許根本沒辦法。180Please respect copyright.PENANAnZ95uoLEOY
180Please respect copyright.PENANAKW4QQFhyH5
突然,場內燈光暗了下來,全場開始響起倒數。180Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6siEOIx0Y
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「十!九!八——!」180Please respect copyright.PENANAzYA7xlouq1
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震耳欲聾的倒數聲瞬間打斷了兩人之間的僵局。180Please respect copyright.PENANAYKCmdD5em6
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星野莉奈順勢看向球場,她知道糸師凜也將視線移到場內,默默看著選手一個接一個出場。180Please respect copyright.PENANA2e1OJ50rLa
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當那個名字被全場高聲喊出時——180Please respect copyright.PENANAUqG0YWveM6
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「10號,Itoshi Sae——!」180Please respect copyright.PENANAa3tCJ5Lpi5
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星野莉奈快速站起來,鼓掌。毫不猶豫,也毫不猖狂。180Please respect copyright.PENANAeJJ6ArFHcM
就只是站起來,像是早就習慣這種節奏一樣。180Please respect copyright.PENANAwPC4uU9eg0
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就在那個瞬間,她瞥見身旁的糸師凜。180Please respect copyright.PENANATg3egTYnGG
他的手,原本懶散地放在膝上,忽然緊握了一下。180Please respect copyright.PENANAvpf5oA4cKI
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不是激動,而是那種——需要用力按住什麼,才不讓自己失控的力道。180Please respect copyright.PENANAW3y8B00nFQ
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星野莉奈沒有轉頭看他。只是在餘光裡注意到,糸師凜低下頭,刻意避開螢幕上那個名字的亮光。180Please respect copyright.PENANA2HbtCHkhQN
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——他正在逼自己不要抬頭?180Please respect copyright.PENANAGyLXLCbTI6
他不想在這一刻,承認自己還是在意⋯⋯那個曾經一起做夢、卻走向不同方向的哥哥?180Please respect copyright.PENANAhFQwRVSJtb
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即便糸師凜沒回應她的招呼,也沒給她任何表情——可,他仍然來了。180Please respect copyright.PENANAeqsg5AQe3D
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仍然坐在這個唯一空著的位子上。在最關鍵的時刻,看著那個他「不再認同」的哥哥,用新的身份踏上球場。180Please respect copyright.PENANAFasx5unSGI
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不是因為原諒。180Please respect copyright.PENANACRMV1RUr0T
而是因為——無法不看。180Please respect copyright.PENANAHJ0K3WDKyB
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星野莉奈沒正視轉向糸師凜,也沒問他會不會鼓掌。只是忽然很興奮,像壓了很久,終於找到了出口,沒頭沒腦地大喊:180Please respect copyright.PENANAq64JnhHvu0
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「比賽那麼吵,他又聽不見——」180Please respect copyright.PENANAcdL7nK9rZj
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她笑著說,聲音不小,語氣卻是柔的,聽起來像在講場邊的喧鬧。180Please respect copyright.PENANAM2gYXdKAUG
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——這麼吵,偷偷鼓個掌也沒人知道啊,小凜。
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