Maybe it was jealousy.138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRzhPjkyZF
Or maybe… it was something harder to name.
That quiet ache in your chest when someone you care about starts smiling a little more —138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYzJqbccmb
but not because of you.
I kept asking myself:138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdIAv1dEHH
Was I being possessive? Was I trying to cage something that was never mine to begin with?
But no.138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXUBDhNKvR
It wasn’t that.138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9MzvpVlm1
It never was.
I wasn’t trying to protect you from someone.138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2x7Jp0mF1W
I wasn’t trying to compete.
I was just scared.138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9g02prc5lJ
Terrified, actually.138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFXKNd1ja5
That maybe... Ren would take you away.
But then —138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwpZCFeW3K
one long evening, sitting with my thoughts louder than the world around —138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOjp9d0cGc
I understood something.
People don’t get stolen.138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbK0dJy1JQ
They drift.
Toward what makes them feel lighter.138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oUBQj2wIR
Toward the sun they didn’t know they missed.
And sometimes love —138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknwXwTdw5c
love makes us believe that there’s nothing brighter than what we have right now.138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBh8omXQZmu
That this, this, is the brightest moment the world can ever offer.
But that’s a lie love tells.138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3ijHZmFAP
Because love is blind,138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7jyspmh0X
and people are not.
And so I questioned it all.138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXPAjKXerm
Not love.138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUrr3tIeSW
But the things we confuse for love.
The need to be someone’s only.138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhU5f7eh12V
The quiet wish that they’ll never find better than you.138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1AzZkpO23
The fear that if they do — they’ll forget you ever existed.
Is that love?138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgE609ckTVK
Or is that greed in disguise?
Maybe the worst kind of greed —138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvl05w0xnG
the one that wants to own a heart that was only meant to be held gently,138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgXiSpcObe
not gripped tight.
You see,138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lvIoXz7KW
I wasn’t jealous.138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRQ7H0xZ7T
Not really.
I was just scared of losing us.138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbr2rVJrV7p
The us we created in tiny moments —138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZaQ68v3Te
walking beside buses, laughing at nonsense,138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcG1VFauhPD
holding on to silences like they were the most honest things we ever said.
I was scared of losing that version of you I named Forevermore.138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpWKAYAamf
And the version of me that only ever existed around you.
But then —138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbP7HCt7AC9
I also realized something else.
It’s not someone else that breaks two people apart.138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJmZdUYn3i
It’s not Ren. Or time. Or coincidence.
It’s us.138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxp5xtUMqEn
Me. And you.138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBU4qg1Rsc
Choosing, or failing, to hold on.138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGcOcG6Z8s
Letting go, not because someone better came along…138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33AtNLZIqA
but because we forgot how to see each other like we used to.
And that’s what broke my heart the most.
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