Maybe it was jealousy.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iK2gZooMp
Or maybe… it was something harder to name.
That quiet ache in your chest when someone you care about starts smiling a little more —55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBYKdeSJym
but not because of you.
I kept asking myself:55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQSnlgSUlC
Was I being possessive? Was I trying to cage something that was never mine to begin with?
But no.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsobXmxF4pb
It wasn’t that.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MAfNaFtzT
It never was.
I wasn’t trying to protect you from someone.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZDpw8HFdZ
I wasn’t trying to compete.
I was just scared.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTcQdtazwX
Terrified, actually.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfaXKGMlrv
That maybe... Ren would take you away.
But then —55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIGE2TaFxE
one long evening, sitting with my thoughts louder than the world around —55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtXACpzbpM
I understood something.
People don’t get stolen.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRFbGB7Fgl
They drift.
Toward what makes them feel lighter.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFPq7C28ur
Toward the sun they didn’t know they missed.
And sometimes love —55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mksgEY1sp
love makes us believe that there’s nothing brighter than what we have right now.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCLmNbgCAH
That this, this, is the brightest moment the world can ever offer.
But that’s a lie love tells.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnnp0DZWq5
Because love is blind,55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1aWDktxSD
and people are not.
And so I questioned it all.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjbqZjirYA
Not love.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNmdqWek4m
But the things we confuse for love.
The need to be someone’s only.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdY4l1sVJkf
The quiet wish that they’ll never find better than you.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfqz73kmE0
The fear that if they do — they’ll forget you ever existed.
Is that love?55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSs6IBl1KS
Or is that greed in disguise?
Maybe the worst kind of greed —55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fGL1OfmTp
the one that wants to own a heart that was only meant to be held gently,55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPS8ILn54vv
not gripped tight.
You see,55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEpxVXFQCB
I wasn’t jealous.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhL9L4EGbDp
Not really.
I was just scared of losing us.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7G2kAzvnid
The us we created in tiny moments —55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeT1Y2iBXGp
walking beside buses, laughing at nonsense,55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17dIX0cc0E
holding on to silences like they were the most honest things we ever said.
I was scared of losing that version of you I named Forevermore.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DzA74yJ2g
And the version of me that only ever existed around you.
But then —55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5LD3WYQN7
I also realized something else.
It’s not someone else that breaks two people apart.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbFF6kbtGT
It’s not Ren. Or time. Or coincidence.
It’s us.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGRu3oawm7
Me. And you.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WnQl1ckvY
Choosing, or failing, to hold on.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBDAV2Apft
Letting go, not because someone better came along…55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguFrepJMG4
but because we forgot how to see each other like we used to.
And that’s what broke my heart the most.
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