After that day, the externals began. Then the semester-end exams arrived like an avalanche.45Please respect copyright.PENANAeHN2NoUBRp
January became a blur of tension and ticking clocks — PDFs flooding WhatsApp, people panicking over units they hadn’t touched, doubt circling like vultures.45Please respect copyright.PENANAdo5cDlZOgK
It was the busiest I’d ever seen our campus.
And in that chaos, I tried. I gave it what I could.45Please respect copyright.PENANA5Qe0HofYfs
Some nights I stared blankly at notes, hoping something would stick. Some days, I simply trusted intuition, muscle memory, or fate.45Please respect copyright.PENANAjI6RpUvxHC
I did what I could — the rest, I left to whatever force governs unfair results and late realizations.
Then February breezed in, bringing a short, scattered week of holidays. A blink. A breath. And just like that, the second semester began.
Five months.45Please respect copyright.PENANA83xCn3lghh
That’s how long the first semester lasted.45Please respect copyright.PENANAGeJfJvdqD7
Five months — that's what the calendar says. But to me, it didn’t feel like months.45Please respect copyright.PENANA9kRqYj5v4a
It felt like moments — raw, unfinished, incomplete. Like scribbles in a notebook I never meant to show anyone.
And then… something shifted.45Please respect copyright.PENANAWgeuVI9V0B
Something in the air.45Please respect copyright.PENANA1aWNtbL3CT
Something in her.
Seren.
I don’t remember the exact moment I realized it. Maybe it wasn’t a moment — maybe it was a slow unraveling.45Please respect copyright.PENANAkLLwVUwPNY
Our evening talks behind the buses — stopped.45Please respect copyright.PENANAS1UPeE3gbK
Her presence, once familiar like a hum at the back of my mind — faded.45Please respect copyright.PENANAuJDb1CvRRC
I kept telling myself it was nothing. Just timing. Just routine.45Please respect copyright.PENANAwo5lPBKH1H
But the truth has a way of finding you… when you least want it.
One day, I was with Simon. Just a regular day.45Please respect copyright.PENANA6t9f0DJDJH
And that’s when I saw them.
Her.45Please respect copyright.PENANAYwLgyl8Wq8
Smiling. Laughing. Walking.45Please respect copyright.PENANAyFrP8LdqX2
And Ren.
He walked beside her — like he belonged there.
Time slowed.
She approached like everything was normal. Like my world hadn’t cracked open a little.45Please respect copyright.PENANALMMXrFEpKZ
I smiled, because what else could I do?45Please respect copyright.PENANAum8umcnker
But deep inside, I was quiet. Frozen. Trying to act okay, because that’s what we do, right?
Later that day, I asked her.45Please respect copyright.PENANAFs4EW50uwQ
“How do you know Ren?”
She said — that,45Please respect copyright.PENANAFwg5mPA5Re
“Oh… we met online,”.
Simple. Innocent. Coincidence.
That word hit harder than I expected.45Please respect copyright.PENANAXQSD6u17kN
Coincidence.
It echoed in my mind, looping like a cruel joke.45Please respect copyright.PENANAvyD8S002kq
Because that’s how she and I started too.45Please respect copyright.PENANAAxoMGQY8ML
A coincidence.
Only this time, it wasn’t mine.
And in that moment, I realized something no one prepares you for —45Please respect copyright.PENANASZwU0fFceY
Sometimes, people slip away. Not because they mean to. Not because of a fight. But because fate hands them a different coincidence.45Please respect copyright.PENANAoxHe9nck9Q
A different thread.45Please respect copyright.PENANAoog1VhPVax
And you’re left holding the memory of what could’ve been.