2005年12月17日
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距離現在已有二十年了吧23Please respect copyright.PENANAHL7U4KnB2N
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那麼久了啊23Please respect copyright.PENANAdXmff2UFlH
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大概…也活夠了吧23Please respect copyright.PENANAAOnBOP3RQD
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雖然對大部分人來說這只是個開始23Please respect copyright.PENANAWVO8fGuBT5
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但…23Please respect copyright.PENANAbOPLtFnlnB
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「20歲了啊」23Please respect copyright.PENANAebvEmdGPao
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我的腦中卻只有這樣的想法而已23Please respect copyright.PENANAwSlu8EShEq
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我不知道為什麼,也不知道這是什麼23Please respect copyright.PENANAtu1d8E1tiV
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像是有什麼東西把我的腦袋困住一樣23Please respect copyright.PENANAcPNR5DU1Y2
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我甚至不知道這二十年間我到底做了什麼23Please respect copyright.PENANA2Gx1wfVA1f
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到底是有提升呢?還是一昧的止步不前?23Please respect copyright.PENANA7FrbTf8B8x
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如果我有自己的維基百科的話,上面大概都是紅字吧,或者說是一片空白23Please respect copyright.PENANAnJeFHrJtjy
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→→→23Please respect copyright.PENANAim0Vx80Yno
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我從小就被說是一個很乖的孩子23Please respect copyright.PENANADsqSQEPrZ2
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不哭不鬧,總是靜靜地23Please respect copyright.PENANASSl66wGHXZ
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所以父母也說我是一個很好養的孩子23Please respect copyright.PENANAZB3QgY9xbe
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可不知道從什麼時候開始23Please respect copyright.PENANA0TsWjSirEd
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明明一樣的動作,明明一樣的性格23Please respect copyright.PENANAWIjqJY3pLF
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父母的評語卻變成很難養了23Please respect copyright.PENANAc5q4HZ2LQR
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雖然大致能猜到是怎麼一回事23Please respect copyright.PENANA246nIEEWY5
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但我就是無法表達我的情感23Please respect copyright.PENANAxQb6i8CS8g
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我試過順從,也試過叛逆23Please respect copyright.PENANATpN1ySlv5X
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可最終,都還是回歸於一點23Please respect copyright.PENANAyyUAPa1o2R
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就是虛無與面無表情23Please respect copyright.PENANA1igV8hrbJP
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這並不是因為我喜歡才這樣,也不是因為我性格亦是如此23Please respect copyright.PENANAzjuYj0WhNS
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只是23Please respect copyright.PENANASeid2bHJUM
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不管做什麼都是錯的,不管做什麼只會被誤會23Please respect copyright.PENANALMJa7Mr5Bl
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所以乾脆什麼也不做,什麼表情也不給23Please respect copyright.PENANArl698UUKLC
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讓他們自己過度的把我的表情解讀成他們自認為的答案23Please respect copyright.PENANAHo5hafZ9Kv
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然後我再扮演出來他們想要的結果23Please respect copyright.PENANASAOS5OIDdn
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這就是我的生存方式23Please respect copyright.PENANAGetdqbA336
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也是我慢性自殺的方法23Please respect copyright.PENANAlEM9r6SAyc
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