2005年12月17日
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距離現在已有二十年了吧178Please respect copyright.PENANA3OVQiSENGC
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那麼久了啊178Please respect copyright.PENANA65y5kNgeMw
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大概…也活夠了吧178Please respect copyright.PENANAa0fug7acOk
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雖然對大部分人來說這只是個開始178Please respect copyright.PENANAnY85E3mUe3
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但…178Please respect copyright.PENANA3oekUMFanA
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「20歲了啊」178Please respect copyright.PENANAJqWNpD0kMM
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我的腦中卻只有這樣的想法而已178Please respect copyright.PENANAJ78SnIqV0B
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我不知道為什麼,也不知道這是什麼178Please respect copyright.PENANAG2qAhDCgSl
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像是有什麼東西把我的腦袋困住一樣178Please respect copyright.PENANAMZ7KZC16eg
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我甚至不知道這二十年間我到底做了什麼178Please respect copyright.PENANAdiQMSOtCmx
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到底是有提升呢?還是一昧的止步不前?178Please respect copyright.PENANAhgwFu7MKbl
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如果我有自己的維基百科的話,上面大概都是紅字吧,或者說是一片空白178Please respect copyright.PENANAd5800bXvbd
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→→→178Please respect copyright.PENANAl7iDaQubcz
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我從小就被說是一個很乖的孩子178Please respect copyright.PENANA44xyuDHp38
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不哭不鬧,總是靜靜地178Please respect copyright.PENANA6JGgtDzDps
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所以父母也說我是一個很好養的孩子178Please respect copyright.PENANAt6V6v2cG9f
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可不知道從什麼時候開始178Please respect copyright.PENANA9q44DMHQrx
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明明一樣的動作,明明一樣的性格178Please respect copyright.PENANAwtOBGUlM2m
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父母的評語卻變成很難養了178Please respect copyright.PENANA0ITsDMXs8H
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雖然大致能猜到是怎麼一回事178Please respect copyright.PENANAlgrzA0njvb
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但我就是無法表達我的情感178Please respect copyright.PENANAIlTN0ogtb2
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我試過順從,也試過叛逆178Please respect copyright.PENANAJZhZj0VHF7
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可最終,都還是回歸於一點178Please respect copyright.PENANAwyazwgKoHL
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就是虛無與面無表情178Please respect copyright.PENANA7oumHDml9h
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這並不是因為我喜歡才這樣,也不是因為我性格亦是如此178Please respect copyright.PENANACgRPODNGxx
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只是178Please respect copyright.PENANAoVXtdj6tLX
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不管做什麼都是錯的,不管做什麼只會被誤會178Please respect copyright.PENANAnSICDvPeE8
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所以乾脆什麼也不做,什麼表情也不給178Please respect copyright.PENANA6QwBNotSwQ
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讓他們自己過度的把我的表情解讀成他們自認為的答案178Please respect copyright.PENANA7WlzkguyvC
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然後我再扮演出來他們想要的結果178Please respect copyright.PENANADpGgzgCJeu
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這就是我的生存方式178Please respect copyright.PENANAlawPsScazV
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也是我慢性自殺的方法178Please respect copyright.PENANALUN9h450UK
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