2005年12月17日
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距離現在已有二十年了吧20Please respect copyright.PENANA7dFSO6jLYr
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那麼久了啊20Please respect copyright.PENANA9p9ZJ2QwCR
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大概…也活夠了吧20Please respect copyright.PENANA1en9MRoDVc
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雖然對大部分人來說這只是個開始20Please respect copyright.PENANAwea4UH8eYf
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但…20Please respect copyright.PENANAJJiOhXmMh4
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「20歲了啊」20Please respect copyright.PENANAJN85784oIv
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我的腦中卻只有這樣的想法而已20Please respect copyright.PENANAvHlBSkaH0Z
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我不知道為什麼,也不知道這是什麼20Please respect copyright.PENANAkWsSBNXDPk
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像是有什麼東西把我的腦袋困住一樣20Please respect copyright.PENANAZqnpDwIbGi
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我甚至不知道這二十年間我到底做了什麼20Please respect copyright.PENANA0xWLP8bX6R
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到底是有提升呢?還是一昧的止步不前?20Please respect copyright.PENANAWqINGnjCFD
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如果我有自己的維基百科的話,上面大概都是紅字吧,或者說是一片空白20Please respect copyright.PENANA4fpdyUWKDs
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→→→20Please respect copyright.PENANAeBDOPr3f6z
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我從小就被說是一個很乖的孩子20Please respect copyright.PENANAzmNzxySrU6
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不哭不鬧,總是靜靜地20Please respect copyright.PENANA30K4Big3Qh
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所以父母也說我是一個很好養的孩子20Please respect copyright.PENANA2kN4JMIUHO
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可不知道從什麼時候開始20Please respect copyright.PENANAK8O2j1C9Dc
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明明一樣的動作,明明一樣的性格20Please respect copyright.PENANA97wHaolgkC
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父母的評語卻變成很難養了20Please respect copyright.PENANAvZLvGoe7k0
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雖然大致能猜到是怎麼一回事20Please respect copyright.PENANABw54kfpnHA
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但我就是無法表達我的情感20Please respect copyright.PENANAVtp79HH3Pg
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我試過順從,也試過叛逆20Please respect copyright.PENANAihhoiyD6MH
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可最終,都還是回歸於一點20Please respect copyright.PENANAXJNRDdB6z8
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就是虛無與面無表情20Please respect copyright.PENANAHFtWFEbHMS
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這並不是因為我喜歡才這樣,也不是因為我性格亦是如此20Please respect copyright.PENANAbdZ6f7Z3w3
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只是20Please respect copyright.PENANAgvdPKzb05x
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不管做什麼都是錯的,不管做什麼只會被誤會20Please respect copyright.PENANAXwEBXpusBC
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所以乾脆什麼也不做,什麼表情也不給20Please respect copyright.PENANAqqtssHHDGK
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讓他們自己過度的把我的表情解讀成他們自認為的答案20Please respect copyright.PENANAYayTek3gIN
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然後我再扮演出來他們想要的結果20Please respect copyright.PENANApcRHMbh5Up
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這就是我的生存方式20Please respect copyright.PENANAhcE1IonMMW
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也是我慢性自殺的方法20Please respect copyright.PENANAOEtATNtiZS
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