2005年12月17日
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距離現在已有二十年了吧171Please respect copyright.PENANAJwlwYHrUDl
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那麼久了啊171Please respect copyright.PENANAPQKaZCJQHY
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大概…也活夠了吧171Please respect copyright.PENANAphqkyBAVps
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雖然對大部分人來說這只是個開始171Please respect copyright.PENANAmstfc1Uqy7
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但…171Please respect copyright.PENANARmpvQ6sG39
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「20歲了啊」171Please respect copyright.PENANAoManRgxZNN
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我的腦中卻只有這樣的想法而已171Please respect copyright.PENANA0VXDvYie6R
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我不知道為什麼,也不知道這是什麼171Please respect copyright.PENANA1D5AWrOo9m
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像是有什麼東西把我的腦袋困住一樣171Please respect copyright.PENANAvafjPtUQYi
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我甚至不知道這二十年間我到底做了什麼171Please respect copyright.PENANAeM8UDMs0dw
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到底是有提升呢?還是一昧的止步不前?171Please respect copyright.PENANAZcjIBggUqO
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如果我有自己的維基百科的話,上面大概都是紅字吧,或者說是一片空白171Please respect copyright.PENANAGHYHM4CQUt
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→→→171Please respect copyright.PENANAxctYSimrkt
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我從小就被說是一個很乖的孩子171Please respect copyright.PENANABuHWbkD37b
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不哭不鬧,總是靜靜地171Please respect copyright.PENANAsSWrXgtw2g
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所以父母也說我是一個很好養的孩子171Please respect copyright.PENANASWAnLNTQ46
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可不知道從什麼時候開始171Please respect copyright.PENANAiiI2ywia0P
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明明一樣的動作,明明一樣的性格171Please respect copyright.PENANAPkCBkJ1wAM
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父母的評語卻變成很難養了171Please respect copyright.PENANApS1IuFQf6V
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雖然大致能猜到是怎麼一回事171Please respect copyright.PENANA9C19oAf6ZC
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但我就是無法表達我的情感171Please respect copyright.PENANABSNZ8ZvGmq
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我試過順從,也試過叛逆171Please respect copyright.PENANA2EZkrLaRp1
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可最終,都還是回歸於一點171Please respect copyright.PENANAtdxRQwFspL
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就是虛無與面無表情171Please respect copyright.PENANASkH0roXFSN
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這並不是因為我喜歡才這樣,也不是因為我性格亦是如此171Please respect copyright.PENANAKGicka0gOt
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只是171Please respect copyright.PENANAwgUs5vWunV
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不管做什麼都是錯的,不管做什麼只會被誤會171Please respect copyright.PENANAsi91J1etEp
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所以乾脆什麼也不做,什麼表情也不給171Please respect copyright.PENANAld8WL4uNij
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讓他們自己過度的把我的表情解讀成他們自認為的答案171Please respect copyright.PENANAompOhiewi5
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然後我再扮演出來他們想要的結果171Please respect copyright.PENANAQEHPTov7Cy
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這就是我的生存方式171Please respect copyright.PENANAkm2XNuQ9Kv
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也是我慢性自殺的方法171Please respect copyright.PENANA0KbnBQVBx6
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