2005年12月17日
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距離現在已有二十年了吧119Please respect copyright.PENANA5UGjpbbMsY
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那麼久了啊119Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZQkA5F4JH
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大概…也活夠了吧119Please respect copyright.PENANAzR47eJHyvK
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雖然對大部分人來說這只是個開始119Please respect copyright.PENANAxnlagjak85
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但…119Please respect copyright.PENANAVKVPAzVrsZ
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「20歲了啊」119Please respect copyright.PENANAttEzmYyQdC
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我的腦中卻只有這樣的想法而已119Please respect copyright.PENANAF73tWYx34L
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我不知道為什麼,也不知道這是什麼119Please respect copyright.PENANAeWxXEQ1Poa
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像是有什麼東西把我的腦袋困住一樣119Please respect copyright.PENANAU55ZmtBBkP
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我甚至不知道這二十年間我到底做了什麼119Please respect copyright.PENANAjOtAakUaX3
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到底是有提升呢?還是一昧的止步不前?119Please respect copyright.PENANAnwtxdzhrT0
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如果我有自己的維基百科的話,上面大概都是紅字吧,或者說是一片空白119Please respect copyright.PENANABKC4kqPZVz
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→→→119Please respect copyright.PENANAv8kk7mAud9
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我從小就被說是一個很乖的孩子119Please respect copyright.PENANAc606SoDgFQ
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不哭不鬧,總是靜靜地119Please respect copyright.PENANALC1b7BGvpJ
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所以父母也說我是一個很好養的孩子119Please respect copyright.PENANAn18OBawFIV
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可不知道從什麼時候開始119Please respect copyright.PENANAhFjH5v890J
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明明一樣的動作,明明一樣的性格119Please respect copyright.PENANA7kZv1MOBha
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父母的評語卻變成很難養了119Please respect copyright.PENANAz13dB0HPkL
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雖然大致能猜到是怎麼一回事119Please respect copyright.PENANAcEbgTU7g0U
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但我就是無法表達我的情感119Please respect copyright.PENANATDRq8x4RoB
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我試過順從,也試過叛逆119Please respect copyright.PENANAxAyYdt964P
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可最終,都還是回歸於一點119Please respect copyright.PENANAhpRFd2hG4t
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就是虛無與面無表情119Please respect copyright.PENANA34xlC3KzhB
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這並不是因為我喜歡才這樣,也不是因為我性格亦是如此119Please respect copyright.PENANAWx1c8IQ0xy
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只是119Please respect copyright.PENANAYShRAa8DyS
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不管做什麼都是錯的,不管做什麼只會被誤會119Please respect copyright.PENANAGlI4gORY9U
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所以乾脆什麼也不做,什麼表情也不給119Please respect copyright.PENANATtQ9DrizJz
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讓他們自己過度的把我的表情解讀成他們自認為的答案119Please respect copyright.PENANAcRu8bvqEsr
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然後我再扮演出來他們想要的結果119Please respect copyright.PENANA0NIQMktxOW
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這就是我的生存方式119Please respect copyright.PENANAEc1OYLbILG
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也是我慢性自殺的方法119Please respect copyright.PENANAr8RTJv2RVZ
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