往精神科的記錄 - 5/7 /25 10:40am G3 # 8

PW醫院日記（8）

5/7 /25 10:40am G3

我覺得好煩呀因為我食嘢就要座椅30 min食住座shit ED係醫院係咪就係咁之後我仲唔舒服La今日所以我就拒食breakfast

唉之後我就比人上床欄唔比我落地好想刮手但我冇hahaha

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我所有nurse只係唔鍾意一個．．．．冇錯佢行嚟同我講嘢佢就係問我嘢「唔記得佢講乜」我就話X Doctor上上星期話睇埋呢個weekend就唔使座椅但而家己經兩個星期

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之後我就好崩潰唔想再座椅食嘢但護士佢唔明我lo好惡佢就係講咗超多野反正我就係唔鍾意佢la 我本身已經好煩之後而家仲煩又唔比我落床「乜乜乜」

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我就係因為座椅我先想死點解冇人明好攰吖shit 醫生話紅十字會老師話我記憶差過之前醫生開咗隻新藥比我話記憶可女以好啲but我都唔知吖又換又換講真SSRI嘅我已經試過哂連SNRI 18歲以上嘅藥都試過但其實都有乜用

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我10號開始冇食藥其實有兩個星期我好開心冇食藥我個人真係開心咗好多食咗藥反而冇咁開心 I’m hope I can ………我都唔知自己想做啲乜嘢食完呢隻藥醒嘅次數非常之多 ⋯⋯ 都係第一晚啫可能食多一個星期先 la

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唉我有午餐坐咗30 min 有今朝早咁煩而家好啲我知啲藥唔會咁快有用但我個腦好似轉得快咗but好攰瞓得唔好成日醒

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我仲有16日就18 la yeah 18唉成日係到諗我18前一定要死或者18當日死其實If you ask me why 出答唔到你我唔知自己有咩辛苦有咩唔想我唔知我淨係知我唔想煩任何野

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我人生可以好好架我自己選擇自殺其實我去ICU唔應該救我我覺得我好低死

又阻住咗ICU嘅床位我知好多人愛我咁又點好la 冇點我想要嘅係陪伴

Ok今日夠la夜晚或者聽日再寫

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