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——湛霖——8964 copyright protection100PENANAsHSncjXACB 維尼
她醒來了。8964 copyright protection100PENANADifY878Obh 維尼
我聽見她的呼吸聲亂了。8964 copyright protection100PENANAOdU1EyiDoJ 維尼
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那是一種我再熟悉不過的聲音——像是剛從夢裡驚醒,眼淚還來不及收回,世界已經先推著她走。8964 copyright protection100PENANAPVrG4lzkuh 維尼
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我摸到她額頭的時候,發現體溫正常,心跳也平穩。8964 copyright protection100PENANANg2qrExIce 維尼
但我不知道為什麼,心裡還是有種異樣的不安感。8964 copyright protection100PENANANt4TE9TfZ8 維尼
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但……不是昨天那個說「湛霖姐姐,我想睡一下」的小貓。8964 copyright protection100PENANAgf9BXiW3a5 維尼
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她動作很小心,像是來到陌生的空間一樣觀察著每一處。8964 copyright protection100PENANAkX0avmUb5b 維尼
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最讓我在意的,是她的聲音。8964 copyright protection100PENANAkrHMT6Y6OI 維尼
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她說的第一句話不是「姐姐早安」,也不是「我昨晚做夢了」,8964 copyright protection100PENANAkz718Tq4pT 維尼
而是——8964 copyright protection100PENANA8TD77fkGMR 維尼
「……我是不是又車禍了?」8964 copyright protection100PENANA4lmTcQSK42 維尼
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我一瞬間愣住。那不是她會講的句子。8964 copyright protection100PENANAI5iCOcXPl2 維尼
家瑜總是會先觀察我是不是睡得好、問我早上要喝哪種豆漿,再輕輕撒嬌地問我能不能多賴床五分鐘。8964 copyright protection100PENANA2GkbhhyKjZ 維尼
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而這個家瑜,一睜眼就像是從另一個時間點甦醒。8964 copyright protection100PENANAvLTXqYol7J 維尼
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她看我的方式也不一樣了。8964 copyright protection100PENANAHSUDiEPvlJ 維尼
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那是一種我曾經在很多陌生人臉上感受過的表情:驚訝、震動、不確定。8964 copyright protection100PENANAnrO8nU90tV 維尼
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我坐在她床邊,輕輕碰到她的手。8964 copyright protection100PENANAGodNW8WKda 維尼
她的手有點抖,但沒縮開。8964 copyright protection100PENANAECN3BVrqt8 維尼
我摸到她的手,冰冰的。她在顫抖。8964 copyright protection100PENANAwDXLG4VUWg 維尼
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這不是「我的家瑜」會有的反應。8964 copyright protection100PENANABYSux7nMHe 維尼
我的家瑜會皺著眉不說話,但不會抖成這樣。她總是故作堅強,哪怕再痛也會逞強到最後才掉眼淚。8964 copyright protection100PENANA1wQSshU7TS 維尼
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……可這個她,一醒來就哭了。8964 copyright protection100PENANA8walOLLvh3 維尼
我知道她不是我的那個家瑜。8964 copyright protection100PENANAkIEVsF3bKS 維尼
可我沒說破,因為她太孤單了。8964 copyright protection100PENANA9yJSetElS1 維尼
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我柔聲說:「我在這裡喔,妳做夢了沒關係,我會慢慢陪妳醒過來。」8964 copyright protection100PENANAkbwEj298YN 維尼
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但下一秒,她開口問了:8964 copyright protection100PENANABZpxqrrFEb 維尼
「湛霖…?妳……怎麼會……」8964 copyright protection100PENANAj3fjYd6zgz 維尼
我聽得出那句話裡有太多破碎的尾音8964 copyright protection100PENANADRcHIAGkyW 維尼
我沒有回應她這句話,只是等她繼續。8964 copyright protection100PENANANoimrluHVD 維尼
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直到她突然問出那句:8964 copyright protection100PENANAxcu8tN6zvP 維尼
「妳看不見嗎?」8964 copyright protection100PENANASIjl4DfrCq 維尼
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我微微一笑,點頭:「嗯,從很久以前就這樣了。不過我還是記得妳的聲音、妳的習慣、妳醒來時呼吸會變快一點,還有……」8964 copyright protection100PENANA1F7ydWWv84 維尼
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我微微傾身,把臉靠近她一點,低聲道:8964 copyright protection100PENANAf75aTlmvj6 維尼
「妳一困惑的時候,會不自覺咬下唇。」8964 copyright protection100PENANApNoQ8xVCfy 維尼
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但就在我正要繼續說的時候——8964 copyright protection100PENANAK2Syty5MYi 維尼
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她開口了。8964 copyright protection100PENANAOf271Kss0f 維尼
「我……不是妳的那個家瑜。」8964 copyright protection100PENANAtyyc3jVoCn 維尼
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那聲音發抖,像是背負著一整夜沒有出口的夢。8964 copyright protection100PENANA5Amk2Mz8OU 維尼
這個家瑜……從哪裡來?她怎麼會那麼像我愛的那個她,卻又那麼不一樣?8964 copyright protection100PENANAgrMROFQGEP 維尼
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我沒立刻回答,只是靜靜地伸手,摸了摸她的臉頰。8964 copyright protection100PENANAxpjdpPUimy 維尼
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那一刻我忽然想起來——昨晚,她明明就在我懷裡,說想睡一下,還抓著我的衣角。8964 copyright protection100PENANAQXZS8mqJ5r 維尼
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可是現在,這個人,說話的節奏不同,語氣裡少了撒嬌的語尾,連叫我的方式都不一樣了。8964 copyright protection100PENANAqGrE6nO9H4 維尼
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「……妳剛剛叫我『湛霖』對不對?」8964 copyright protection100PENANAlnIw7IeCEz 維尼
「妳以前不會這樣叫我。妳會說『湛霖姐姐』。8964 copyright protection100PENANAzQGORuPFzx 維尼
——尤其在想撒嬌的時候總是拉長聲音。」8964 copyright protection100PENANAkR69uTuhEw 維尼
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我低聲說著,像是對她,也像是對我自己。8964 copyright protection100PENANAKPkvX8LfVp 維尼
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我不是沒想過——8964 copyright protection100PENANAkUNnHEAJAP 維尼
是不是原本的她又躲起來了?8964 copyright protection100PENANAfDb0rYObks 維尼
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像過去每一次情緒崩潰時那樣,她總是靜靜地藏進某個角落,暫時關掉情緒,關掉語言,留下一具會說「我沒事」的身體,然後隔天又裝作什麼都沒發生。8964 copyright protection100PENANAd6qGDD9gmH 維尼
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但這次不太一樣。8964 copyright protection100PENANAw2TQ7ECEuR 維尼
這不是情緒的封閉。8964 copyright protection100PENANA9hFFE9xmhh 維尼
是——靈魂的沉睡。8964 copyright protection100PENANAoYS5J2i71D 維尼
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我不知道這個家瑜是誰,但我知道,她在慌。8964 copyright protection100PENANA4XVzFcpOjQ 維尼
她在害怕。8964 copyright protection100PENANAFyfAfx07Il 維尼
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她不是想裝成她,是連自己也不知道該怎麼辦。8964 copyright protection100PENANAonHYD1FtwB 維尼
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我沒有拆穿她。8964 copyright protection100PENANAsv3qwLpcGb 維尼
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我只是靜靜地握住她的手,像以前無數次她接住我一樣。8964 copyright protection100PENANAcl8HvECuJb 維尼
「不管妳是誰,妳現在在這裡,妳需要我,那就夠了。」8964 copyright protection100PENANAhJBB8ByUsh 維尼
我伸出手,在空氣中摸索,最後穩穩地落在她的臉頰上。8964 copyright protection100PENANALvDb4Q1scQ 維尼
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那是極輕、像風拂過傷口極溫柔的觸碰,8964 copyright protection100PENANAm0ECE5Pgpp 維尼
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小心地為她擦去淚水,語氣就像在說一件理所當然的事:「這雙手啊,就是為了在妳最迷惘的時候,牽住妳的。」8964 copyright protection100PENANAowKXsBtCXq 維尼
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她哭得像失去所有座標的旅人,而我則緊緊的將她擁住。8964 copyright protection100PENANAZ3QbNIKFuj 維尼
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我沒辦法馬上找到原本的家瑜,也不知道她什麼時候會回來。8964 copyright protection100PENANA63DNwXGzNQ 維尼
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但我知道,如果這個人哭了、怕了、需要被擁抱——我就還是會抱緊她。8964 copyright protection100PENANAjiG9OLADBI 維尼
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「不管妳是不是她,」我低聲說:「現在在我身邊的妳,會哭、會顫抖,會害怕……那我就陪妳,直到妳不怕為止。」8964 copyright protection100PENANAhRyjOHuES2 維尼
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我聽見她的嗚咽變小了,像是突然被擁進了安全的懷抱裡。8964 copyright protection100PENANAJMBAY8aIxZ 維尼
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哪怕這世界早就黑了,哪怕我再也無法看見她的樣子,但我還是能聽見、能觸碰、能陪她醒來。8964 copyright protection100PENANABqU3KZpsAz 維尼
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我還在,我還能牽住一個需要我的人。8964 copyright protection100PENANARVwOh0dUml 維尼
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就算這雙手再也不能替她看世界,那也沒關係。8964 copyright protection100PENANAeqZMZZHt7X 維尼
只要她願意把手放進來,我會牽著她,一步步走過去——走回光裡。8964 copyright protection100PENANAAvu6Ln0fcl 維尼
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因為那是「家瑜」這個名字教會我的:8964 copyright protection100PENANA6CparieFnq 維尼
不是誰的版本比較完整,而是願不願意留下來接住彼此。8964 copyright protection100PENANAF4Ewy9Pwcs 維尼
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