筆者之問(一):革筆當自律否38Please respect copyright.PENANARy9WkJV9xY
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問壁之記流傳已遍及七郡,筆魂之顯亦由無心而至有意。筆革四人於雲南問林堂再議,首次將「問筆之責」提上檯面。38Please respect copyright.PENANA5MKpu8uoFJ
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林慧芳率先拍桌:「我們當初寫,只為破封,如今有人書出問語卻引人幻覺自裂,這筆還能任其自流嗎?」38Please respect copyright.PENANADG6QTHn1zj
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楚紅練靜坐窗前,低聲應道:「筆可問人,但須問己。若問者無心而筆重千斤,是筆之錯,還是問之失?」38Please respect copyright.PENANAxBdA72pZWG
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塵飛揚沉聲補上:「我們不是律宗,不是為了立規來限制人。但我們若不立一線,他日有人問出滅界之語,那筆豈不是從我們手裡流出去的刀?」38Please respect copyright.PENANAYfVukvLMlg
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眾人一時無言。堂中只剩風拂書冊的聲音。38Please respect copyright.PENANAckBPztXott
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無名閉目良久,緩緩睜眼,語調平靜卻透骨:「我曾說,筆是記問者之器。但如今筆已入世,便再不是我們私記的書本。若我們不為之立心,它便會被人立形。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAKsA9na3Vrt
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林慧芳挑眉:「所以你贊成立約?」38Please respect copyright.PENANAVXnSliWw4N
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無名點頭:「不是約束他人,而是為了讓我們自己記得——我們為何要問,怎樣才算是問。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAxXKDv3FDbz
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塵飛揚提筆於竹簡上書下一句:「問筆非禁,但須自審。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAYfWCegHHov
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這是問革之中,首次有文字,被定作「筆者自律之首約」。
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筆者之問(二):筆若問你,你可答之
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夜幕垂落,雲南問林堂燈火已息,無名獨坐書齋一隅,面前攤開的筆冊如常無聲。38Please respect copyright.PENANAh1uPyiGjG4
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他欲再書《問者五準》草句,筆尖剛至紙面,紙頁竟輕輕震動,一行墨影無聲顯現:38Please respect copyright.PENANAdxNlo8XxyM
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「你為何書問他人,卻避問自己?」38Please respect copyright.PENANAINXxeQrZIZ
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無名手中微顫,那不是他寫的字跡,亦非筆冊自書之語,而是界心筆魂映問。38Please respect copyright.PENANAjxkz605wPt
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書頁再次翻動,浮出一頁過往記語:「破相者無相之相,問者無問之名。」其上竟赫然蓋上一行新墨:38Please respect copyright.PENANA9HdL9qzyek
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「此句你記之時,可曾問過自己?」38Please respect copyright.PENANAwc1UjbZIg6
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他心中泛起悸動。筆冊再顯一頁,是多年前他筆記於心海迷境的自問:「若我無筆,還能問嗎?」38Please respect copyright.PENANA1y9TQJBnqe
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此刻,那頁紙自燃,化為灰燼,一語無聲浮現其中:「你從未真正問過這句話。你只是寫下它。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAMZMpT59S8I
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筆冊頁面竟隱隱浮現人形,一道與無名幾無二致的筆魂之影,自冊中現形,緩緩抬頭。38Please respect copyright.PENANAlCaLy5bgXL
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那影開口,語聲與無名相同:「你記下無數問題,但你可曾回答過哪一個?」38Please respect copyright.PENANAeug2Qr2F8p
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無名對視那影,沉默如山。書房無風,心界卻起波瀾。筆不再是書他人之語,而是將他引向自己深處的問——那從未真正開口的問。38Please respect copyright.PENANAs7pCmoHkhY
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頁角一句暗墨閃現:「筆若問你,你可答之?」
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筆者之問(三):問者之名,非筆能代
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無名凝視筆冊中那與他無異的筆魂之影,胸口如壓一塊寒鐵。那影坐於紙頁之上,如鏡映心,語聲雖靜卻如鼓。38Please respect copyright.PENANA8kt5HxOMoS
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「你筆記他人千問,書界百念,可曾於這冊中,留下一語屬於你自己?」38Please respect copyright.PENANAvHqlzBm0yy
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無名反問:「我所書,即我所問。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAiGBo0cHZWh
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筆影輕笑:「你問者之名四處流傳,問魂應筆、界心默許,但你從未問過——你自己是誰?」38Please respect copyright.PENANAtJJNPB7v7y
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四周筆頁忽翻如風,一頁頁書中浮現千百語句,皆是他問他人之語:「你為何欺己?」「你可真信?」「你問誰時最怕答案?」38Please respect copyright.PENANAv7G5mDRke1
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而他自己的語句——寥寥幾筆,皆未成句,浮現即隱,無一敢直書其心。38Please respect copyright.PENANAxmBeQTjule
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「筆能代書,但不能代心。」筆影冷聲,「你既記筆為問者,卻避開真正的問——你問不是為問,而是為證你還在問。」38Please respect copyright.PENANA8e7WBUaHtF
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無名沉聲反問:「若不記,問焉存?」38Please respect copyright.PENANAvWUZmraJDE
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「若未問自己,所記皆空。」38Please respect copyright.PENANADZVGdIr5W8
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筆影起立,步出冊頁之外,化為一道墨影立於無名面前,語聲低如地鳴:「你若不敢記你之問,他日他人書你之名,便是錯問之源。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAaXHdY1HldS
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筆冊再現一語,沉於心頁角落:38Please respect copyright.PENANAtydUmWoUy3
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「問者之名,不由筆成,惟由自問可立。」
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筆者之問(四):你是否相信你之問?
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無名靜立於筆魂影前,忽然四周書頁崩塌,意象大變,他被捲入一處無聲心界。那是一方無地無天、唯有灰影浮沉的筆海,每一筆皆為他曾書過之語,筆劃如潮、聲聲入骨。38Please respect copyright.PENANAc2BZ3MV6Hr
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「你記這麼多問,是為什麼?」筆魂之聲從四方而來。38Please respect copyright.PENANAGS9J8GWG5L
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他試圖回答,卻發現每開口一次,便有一筆沉入海底。他忽然看見一幕幕過往——他於山中孤問天道、於市井觀人百態、於迷夢中記幻所言,但從未有一次,是他直問自身。38Please respect copyright.PENANAjRRmqnXTx3
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「你記筆,是為了不忘他人之問;但你可曾想過,若你忘了自己之問,那筆還有什麼意義?」38Please respect copyright.PENANA4Fx7IcEeLB
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海面驟裂,一道倒影浮現——是他自己,在夢中掩面書字,筆下之語斷續混亂:「我想問……但我怕我問了,就不配再書他人之問。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAys9Pyvah6r
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無名眼神一震。他第一次見到——那才是真正的自己,懷疑、恐懼、渴望、卻不敢開口。38Please respect copyright.PENANAbPbZR7abwr
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「你是否相信你之問?」筆魂再問。38Please respect copyright.PENANAgJFRXKkmfB
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他緩緩抬眼,低聲回應:「我曾不敢。但若我不信,那我今日所書皆為偽筆。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAr6f8tpF4l7
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他伸手取起筆魂之影化出的書筆,筆端未沾墨,卻自顯其光。他於心界中書下一語:38Please respect copyright.PENANAj593kKVhwn
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「我問的,不是為知;是為不被忘。」38Please respect copyright.PENANANJUbYsWYAL
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筆下光痕洇開,心界如潮漸平。那筆,第一次,是為他自己所問。
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筆者之問(五):筆中現語,界心為證
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無名自心界中緩緩甦醒,雙目微張,書房依舊靜謐,唯獨筆冊中央浮現一行墨語,無筆而成。38Please respect copyright.PENANANvD06XkrTb
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「問筆者,不為書他人,而為不書己之時仍敢持筆。」38Please respect copyright.PENANA0t7MQYnMIo
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這不是無名所寫,也非筆魂所映,而是界心首次主動於冊中記語,無徵兆,無預警,卻如界律本章,自書其則。38Please respect copyright.PENANAgpCnmk4EeY
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他靜坐良久,翻閱整冊,只見過往所記之問皆未動,唯此語懸於心頁之中,字痕微動,如靜水起紋。38Please respect copyright.PENANAyL9tDBL6GF
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林慧芳輕步走入書房,看見他失神對冊,問道:「你在看什麼?」38Please respect copyright.PENANAybJYmlWUDr
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無名抬眼:「界心,記了我一句未寫之語。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAvLGCCZ4IWl
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她一怔,翻閱書冊,看見那行字,神情頓時嚴肅:「這句……不像是你的筆風。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAxzZaWI8anS
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「不是我。」無名輕聲,「是界在問我:你敢不敢,在無人知你問的是誰的時候,仍然持筆。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAOrBXXzay2E
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她默然良久,忽而轉身:「那這筆,就不再只是你的了。你不只是記筆者,你——是被筆記者。」38Please respect copyright.PENANABPCR5PfGSb
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無名垂目,看著那句話一字字淡去,最終歸於無痕。唯餘一語,自他心中回響:38Please respect copyright.PENANAczupJAG3C5
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「問者之筆,不能書己之問者,不配書天下之問。」
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筆者之問(六):問準立,第五筆影現
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「問之筆成五,心之一缺未補。若其來,須以自問為引,破心而入。名不見,不等於未現;問不書,不等於無問。」
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筆冊所書五準初成之際,問林堂之外,遠方筆碑忽然微震,碑心浮現一道新裂。殘裂之中浮出一行界語:「五問未齊,筆碑不立。」光痕旋即沒入石中,僅餘一道未書之位,如為第五筆者預留。38Please respect copyright.PENANALTRabrZAo2
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林慧芳望著冊中筆影,忽然低聲說:「第五問,不是誰的名字,而是誰敢寫他不願寫的那一句。」38Please respect copyright.PENANANVk8TtJu63
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楚紅練亦道:「筆非簽名之器,而是承問之人。第五人,不一定是後來者,可能是——我們之中最久未敢問的那一個。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAR9VD8GkRfG
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塵飛揚眼神一沉,語氣穩定:「若第五筆要來,就讓我們撐住這個序,等他敢提筆的那天。」
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