風仍未止。界紋淡淡,於天際似寫未竟之痕。79Please respect copyright.PENANAp7IEqsR2MI
79Please respect copyright.PENANApwOHi9z0Xz
無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔,手中捧著那冊筆記本,書頁闔起,沉靜無聲。不是沉寂,而是拒絕。79Please respect copyright.PENANALRPLVUBLzP
79Please respect copyright.PENANA5Je4OObtR1
他已第三次試著提筆書記,卻每一次,筆觸將落未落之時,紙面即微微振動,筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過,空白如雪,不納一字。仿佛紙也有心,知他將書何物,便先一步避開。79Please respect copyright.PENANAwCFaTo3BX7
79Please respect copyright.PENANAXFUGTAmWoN
他閉上眼,深吸,將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話:若問不能止,妳便非問者。筆尖懸空,氣息凝斷。79Please respect copyright.PENANA4WAcDo0C54
79Please respect copyright.PENANA820aexmuqZ
筆冊驟然自翻,下一頁自行展開,浮出一行墨影。79Please respect copyright.PENANABNh31GQSgu
79Please respect copyright.PENANAsVHHLg28qG
——「非問者,不配書。」79Please respect copyright.PENANA1oq6aXUt63
79Please respect copyright.PENANAz1Elfuu1AQ
無名怔住,那不是他寫的,也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不,是在審。79Please respect copyright.PENANAs4YDVhN34z
79Please respect copyright.PENANAVpf18vOG7u
風更寒,空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理,無形無味,卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動,一頁頁拋開記憶:過往他所記下的每一筆問語,每一句對破相的懷疑,每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己,現在如同被筆冊回放,卻全然陌生,彷彿不是他所書。79Please respect copyright.PENANAqL4KRnSKqc
79Please respect copyright.PENANAas4eOjm3uB
忽然,一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己,坐在幽光中,執筆無動,眼神冷然,如審稿者般看著他。79Please respect copyright.PENANA1nXmAOL0uo
79Please respect copyright.PENANAjdEjLWCuoK
幻象之中,書中之他問道:「你還在寫嗎?」79Please respect copyright.PENANAfMX7zQFEDU
79Please respect copyright.PENANAYS5OolRMzd
無名喉頭一緊,不知如何應答。79Please respect copyright.PENANAwHroRXVifa
79Please respect copyright.PENANA0W70i8ku1R
書中之影繼續:「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道,你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」79Please respect copyright.PENANAJI1ukeEmFu
79Please respect copyright.PENANAvCYjJ8QYr0
無名輕聲道:「我……我只是還不知道答案。」79Please respect copyright.PENANACik2wcxdQh
79Please respect copyright.PENANAhSut86RfwE
書中影子冷笑:「所以你用筆填補空白,而非面對空白。」79Please respect copyright.PENANAI1slUenovO
79Please respect copyright.PENANAhCk2Sj4TAp
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來,一聲一響,如斷裂之骨,響於虛空心界。79Please respect copyright.PENANAzygCOrmoE1
79Please respect copyright.PENANAsvhwg2MUiN
他猛地睜眼,幻象崩散,但筆冊依然展開,一頁頁空白之中,中央那一句話未曾抹去:79Please respect copyright.PENANAqN5GGHkOBU
79Please respect copyright.PENANAcplOgQDnig
——「非問者,不配書。」79Please respect copyright.PENANAWIjru0EKc3
79Please respect copyright.PENANAfGDFKwdbX9
這一次,他真正明白,筆冊不是失控,而是拒控。不是記錄之器,而是問之回響。79Please respect copyright.PENANABWlx7uLdn7
79Please respect copyright.PENANAbTcsfbgKpI
他手一鬆,筆墜地,靜止無聲。79Please respect copyright.PENANATJL3npbKNe
79Please respect copyright.PENANAhMB5hBkdF3
他低聲自語:「筆不記我之問,那我,還能問什麼?」79Please respect copyright.PENANAQydKhh9uLl
79Please respect copyright.PENANARhx8SYFexw
天光一線,無響而落,界仍無語,心未止。79Please respect copyright.PENANAmhdSkJUqu7
79Please respect copyright.PENANAOSnp91p0rs
筆冊翻至第十三頁時,一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。79Please respect copyright.PENANAp9h28KzSsj
79Please respect copyright.PENANAEUgzsDAw0p
無名本欲合上筆冊,卻在那光痕形成瞬間,整個人如被筆冊牽引,意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉,四下皆白,無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空,其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。79Please respect copyright.PENANAAuGYnZnLVu
79Please respect copyright.PENANA3PvnXRW6j7
他站在其中,彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上,化為虛影,如同書魂殘影。79Please respect copyright.PENANAXZbJBXeir1
79Please respect copyright.PENANAJq4TqV7L6U
忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出,與他身形相似,筆在手、冊於懷,面無表情。79Please respect copyright.PENANAqdhd9kYkRr
79Please respect copyright.PENANAhDIDxmRHoB
那人一開口,聲音竟與無名無異:79Please respect copyright.PENANANGI8WgSiYe
79Please respect copyright.PENANAlh9Y8DoT4c
「你問這麼多,想知道什麼?」79Please respect copyright.PENANARj1A7sNqF5
79Please respect copyright.PENANAiiImVYFj0o
無名愣住,語塞。79Please respect copyright.PENANA53ac9GrajX
79Please respect copyright.PENANABWPYqV086w
書中之影步步靠近,語氣不斷加深:「你寫下那麼多字,記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個?」79Please respect copyright.PENANAzY5xyeZIdD
79Please respect copyright.PENANAVFWZ2ZStvI
無名低語:「我……不是為了回答,我只是想留下……」79Please respect copyright.PENANA6w8N1iKHsZ
79Please respect copyright.PENANAOpOIuZUJNA
「留下什麼?問?還是你自己?還是希望有人讀?」79Please respect copyright.PENANABoECE6CfOx
79Please respect copyright.PENANAhOwlvomx1x
那影子筆一揮,虛空浮現過往一頁問語:「『破相者無相之相,問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時,心中有答案嗎?」79Please respect copyright.PENANAQC52s1UoUv
79Please respect copyright.PENANAY9rJuiEPLD
無名凝視那浮字,搖頭。79Please respect copyright.PENANAaIYOopBKYp
79Please respect copyright.PENANAIN3egq8kQ8
書中之影怒聲:「那你為何書之?」79Please respect copyright.PENANALPQRiu9Myp
79Please respect copyright.PENANAMY84eKZAhJ
無名沉聲道:「我不知道答案,但我記得那時候我動了心。」79Please respect copyright.PENANA3xq8b5qyFN
79Please respect copyright.PENANAypP2pYTnsY
書影低笑:「動心,便要書之?那筆冊成了什麼?心動紀錄器?還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀?」79Please respect copyright.PENANAnroWJsJFk0
79Please respect copyright.PENANAr4SFUnLjLZ
無名一字一字地回答:「筆,不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆,是為了不讓自己忘記,自己曾經不知道。」79Please respect copyright.PENANA8bm6IVEkgZ
79Please respect copyright.PENANAQydGw6V2QD
書影靜了數息,沉默凝視著他。79Please respect copyright.PENANALKPRYTiUOY
79Please respect copyright.PENANAW1iWc6yyDs
最後,筆冊驟然合頁,墨海崩散,心象碎裂成白光。79Please respect copyright.PENANA7ouUWHircq
79Please respect copyright.PENANApFdTtvekfl
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒,背脊冷汗未乾,筆冊仍在手中,未曾動過。79Please respect copyright.PENANAHzEPRgriHr
79Please respect copyright.PENANAIYNglrBSlH
唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——79Please respect copyright.PENANAJgTxOuoWjQ
79Please respect copyright.PENANAjF0MpjFu0f
「若問者不能自答,筆即不答之。」79Please respect copyright.PENANANVY3rTaRkI
79Please respect copyright.PENANAeHt57Zbahy
筆冊無聲闔上,天色轉冷。79Please respect copyright.PENANAIDhfnQWe6B
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他的手仍握著筆,卻再無勇氣提起。
79Please respect copyright.PENANAtIi1qtdKnN
79Please respect copyright.PENANAUsdC6DcyMw
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無名靜坐於枯石之上,雙目垂下,筆冊攤開在膝頭,頁頁雪白如初。79Please respect copyright.PENANAvueuhZ7Inb
79Please respect copyright.PENANAIMlBWOJ9eY
他再次嘗試提筆,這一次不寫任何語句,只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙,便忽然一震,如被反彈之力推開。79Please respect copyright.PENANAhVX0xe8dk2
79Please respect copyright.PENANADlgc5gwzuc
他的手微顫,再度落筆,紙頁竟捲起如波,筆尖未至,筆鋒已自碎。79Please respect copyright.PENANAP3807BRZ6O
79Please respect copyright.PENANAU2bMnspZmY
筆冊中央,浮起一道極細的裂紋,如書頁之折線,自中軸斜斜而裂,輕如息卻深如刃。79Please respect copyright.PENANA8jlGAbvoI1
79Please respect copyright.PENANAGuegS8gHe2
那一刻他明白——筆冊,不再容他書寫。79Please respect copyright.PENANAPhferuoHa8
79Please respect copyright.PENANA2wdvgch7Xh
筆非碎,書非毀,卻在排拒他本身。79Please respect copyright.PENANAB3M7Vi7yaL
79Please respect copyright.PENANAukr2ldXxQk
風從斷紋中穿過,如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音,自書頁深處傳來,不是語音,不是念語,是一種無形的抵抗。79Please respect copyright.PENANAVa8YptZzMm
79Please respect copyright.PENANAaha0Nlj6hk
「你不是問者了。」79Please respect copyright.PENANAypTNbKixe1
79Please respect copyright.PENANANgjjXK2kHB
這句話無從而來,無形所現,卻重如山崩,將他整個人壓下。79Please respect copyright.PENANAOuIrB3PO27
79Please respect copyright.PENANAQHwm50ho1K
無名張口,卻無聲。他想問:「為何我不是?」卻無一語能出,彷彿不配提問。79Please respect copyright.PENANAkNOfdSFSTf
79Please respect copyright.PENANA0PdgJbQ3NI
筆冊緩緩闔上,如不願與他對話。79Please respect copyright.PENANA4z5yM3tR2Q
79Please respect copyright.PENANA2934TPbm0P
他低頭望著自己手中的筆,那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆,卻在此刻,顯得比石更冷,比雪更遠。79Please respect copyright.PENANAhAqg9uWEmH
79Please respect copyright.PENANAsCVdJOF4ep
他緩緩放下筆,將筆橫置膝前,低聲說道:79Please respect copyright.PENANATua5vE4tmM
79Please respect copyright.PENANAsGjcufrEQR
「若筆不再信我之問,那我是否……再無問可書?」79Please respect copyright.PENANA2jODrPLMxF
79Please respect copyright.PENANAv4LLlHR8v5
無人回答。79Please respect copyright.PENANAHyxxgVCBsB
79Please respect copyright.PENANAWrdFRC3NWn
書頁無聲,筆拒其心。書冊未毀,問已不續。79Please respect copyright.PENANAnoG4XaTd5S
79Please respect copyright.PENANAODD9OcaHmZ
他明白,此非筆毀,而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
79Please respect copyright.PENANAfqOaXCBWKa
79Please respect copyright.PENANAOm4kbtmu5K
問界深處,七宗心盤高臺上,觀測者接連傳來異動警示。79Please respect copyright.PENANAXgNqLYf6JM
79Please respect copyright.PENANAFQuMEs7AKW
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺,她名喚「厲瑤言」,面容清冷,手執空訣,心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝,聲音清晰卻無情:79Please respect copyright.PENANAzwEvUZXa9y
79Please respect copyright.PENANAygfEBV4KNO
「此人筆冊已拒主,書問失綱,應封。」79Please respect copyright.PENANAIMPpb6YXiO
79Please respect copyright.PENANA9NXmpSrLVZ
旁側,武衡宗項悲風抬眼,沉吟道:「拒主不等於毀問,或許……是他心問未穩,筆自止。」79Please respect copyright.PENANA5Wqbuc6MJk
79Please respect copyright.PENANACHa9MV2AXQ
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座,冷笑聲中透骨:「問者之筆,若不服問者,則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者,便是狂。」79Please respect copyright.PENANAtCpAcfeU4J
79Please respect copyright.PENANAwlh9kTiCUW
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆,記下觀盤紋變,語氣柔和卻不無警示:「筆冊未毀、心象未亂,僅以『拒』判封,過重。」79Please respect copyright.PENANAnmCC6Q5iIJ
79Please respect copyright.PENANATd34yn52BZ
而真籙宗心臺中央,一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂,光紋閃爍間,浮現出無名的心象殘痕,不成字、不成句、亦非象。79Please respect copyright.PENANAzIxy1calhw
79Please respect copyright.PENANAXZ48r8upDu
真籙宗使者低語:「此為非象之象,或許……非止人之問,乃界之回。」79Please respect copyright.PENANAHb8oJgFQRC
79Please respect copyright.PENANA2cDB8Ch3Zh
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句:「無象可記者,不可留筆。此例若開,界將無律。」79Please respect copyright.PENANAqk6h3vgAnE
79Please respect copyright.PENANABtMts2RbNV
眾聲爭論未決,心盤共振,浮出一句系統性心盤預判語:79Please respect copyright.PENANA2PZtEQD77u
79Please respect copyright.PENANABspYCvFKP9
——「問者筆冊失控三級,預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」79Please respect copyright.PENANAQfk32Xq9bb
79Please respect copyright.PENANACiS6GsKOis
此言一出,六宗觀者同時凝神,七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。79Please respect copyright.PENANAITurZKfMn3
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項悲風垂首,目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意,冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀,手中空訣凝成碎影,似擬筆裁問。79Please respect copyright.PENANAbxBaystMM7
79Please respect copyright.PENANAlHdCTd2DCw
筆冊尚未崩裂,議決之聲已先臨。79Please respect copyright.PENANAwfW82WpVNb
79Please respect copyright.PENANAYxEUrGSsq8
七宗,從觀問轉為審問,從外察轉為內斷。79Please respect copyright.PENANAn7OudwYp7x
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此為問界筆冊紀錄中,首次記載:「問者失控,筆冊拒主。」
79Please respect copyright.PENANAbwjGCXCdL2
79Please respect copyright.PENANAu2oBYeOfYm
無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上,天色已沉,暮色灑落如灰墨,他眼前的筆冊,靜靜躺著,闔上,未再震動,也不再翻頁。79Please respect copyright.PENANAhs5zrVXIY1
79Please respect copyright.PENANARNgEQTAMKU
他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中,但像握著一枚冷鐵,無暖、無息、無應。79Please respect copyright.PENANAdFtSB20EMC
79Please respect copyright.PENANAC9hx2eWsUo
他曾以為,問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆,筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見,他忽然不確定了。79Please respect copyright.PENANAKCG34Wfzpe
79Please respect copyright.PENANAqsy1xaIBx8
「若我無筆,還能問嗎?」79Please respect copyright.PENANANOZfI65H6D
79Please respect copyright.PENANAeUe12PcRJ0
他問這句話時,無人聽見。楚紅練不在,林慧芳亦不在,丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光,從霧中透出,薄如問影。79Please respect copyright.PENANAezQaefsx5T
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他低頭看自己的掌心,那曾為千問所記之筆冊,如今彷彿從他生命中抽離,不再是器物,而是一段被拒絕的過去。79Please respect copyright.PENANAay6bVhefR8
79Please respect copyright.PENANAI6uaY9nT9O
他忽然想起許久以前,在某個幻界之底,他曾問過:「問,是為了答案,還是為了不斷問?」79Please respect copyright.PENANAUzPAslnZjS
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當時他記下這句話,是想以後回來看——現在他來了,那答案卻只剩靜默。79Please respect copyright.PENANAzyiQfMEfk4
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他試著閉上眼,在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下,心中默問:79Please respect copyright.PENANAWjTXpCVzPx
79Please respect copyright.PENANAeOrr7JFzCj
「我還在嗎?」79Please respect copyright.PENANAnJhOMezy7k
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這一問無聲無象,卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響,如無筆之印。79Please respect copyright.PENANAPFlw0c2jmC
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幻界遠處,天際深紋再現,一條極淡之裂,延伸向無名所在之地,如回應他的默問——79Please respect copyright.PENANAY0CsZ12cVu
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但無字,無語,只有一道問的感覺。79Please respect copyright.PENANAvuPyPpDyPs
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他睜眼,第一次明白:問,不必藉筆;念,不需落字。79Please respect copyright.PENANA5FxqpYN45j
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他緩緩收起筆冊,將之懷中藏起,手中空空如初,卻覺得那空,不再只是遺失,而是一種準備。79Please respect copyright.PENANA4mwA03IoiD
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「無筆,不是終點。」79Please respect copyright.PENANA2EGr5cmRRX
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「或許,是我真正要開始問的起點。」79Please respect copyright.PENANAeSFWByOq7r
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此刻的他,不再是筆之問者,而是——無筆之人。
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