風仍未止。界紋淡淡,於天際似寫未竟之痕。78Please respect copyright.PENANAQagYeZqAS5
78Please respect copyright.PENANA4EBxImdQUx
無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔,手中捧著那冊筆記本,書頁闔起,沉靜無聲。不是沉寂,而是拒絕。78Please respect copyright.PENANAIi9BN3bCq1
78Please respect copyright.PENANAjfBbp743A6
他已第三次試著提筆書記,卻每一次,筆觸將落未落之時,紙面即微微振動,筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過,空白如雪,不納一字。仿佛紙也有心,知他將書何物,便先一步避開。78Please respect copyright.PENANA2CiqVLT7jB
78Please respect copyright.PENANAAC2dKYhY3N
他閉上眼,深吸,將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話:若問不能止,妳便非問者。筆尖懸空,氣息凝斷。78Please respect copyright.PENANAYIDtRvSb3e
78Please respect copyright.PENANA2IrMftAqcZ
筆冊驟然自翻,下一頁自行展開,浮出一行墨影。78Please respect copyright.PENANAHSNSY19mfE
78Please respect copyright.PENANAw2zHuQuJEm
——「非問者,不配書。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAsdpYE8I5EP
78Please respect copyright.PENANArvn9BnX3oZ
無名怔住,那不是他寫的,也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不,是在審。78Please respect copyright.PENANAsSjVZfunXP
78Please respect copyright.PENANAsk1Qbb6cxL
風更寒,空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理,無形無味,卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動,一頁頁拋開記憶:過往他所記下的每一筆問語,每一句對破相的懷疑,每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己,現在如同被筆冊回放,卻全然陌生,彷彿不是他所書。78Please respect copyright.PENANAkRuOGQUNKb
78Please respect copyright.PENANAbIeK5S8MwD
忽然,一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己,坐在幽光中,執筆無動,眼神冷然,如審稿者般看著他。78Please respect copyright.PENANAEYzasBRYQW
78Please respect copyright.PENANAnHs4VvChKA
幻象之中,書中之他問道:「你還在寫嗎?」78Please respect copyright.PENANA6K2ayZhKk3
78Please respect copyright.PENANAfW8MergL7Y
無名喉頭一緊,不知如何應答。78Please respect copyright.PENANAmyxnSnWcdG
78Please respect copyright.PENANA2uiIihkiLc
書中之影繼續:「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道,你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAWZzUWDgrx4
78Please respect copyright.PENANADitiF1QJcb
無名輕聲道:「我……我只是還不知道答案。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAE2gFVumlCk
78Please respect copyright.PENANA0K7sg0yOjb
書中影子冷笑:「所以你用筆填補空白,而非面對空白。」78Please respect copyright.PENANA03VNUk201j
78Please respect copyright.PENANArtkPY109YW
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來,一聲一響,如斷裂之骨,響於虛空心界。78Please respect copyright.PENANAKSb0TdOCQg
78Please respect copyright.PENANA0dlzXpW2Dt
他猛地睜眼,幻象崩散,但筆冊依然展開,一頁頁空白之中,中央那一句話未曾抹去:78Please respect copyright.PENANA9dmybRFWxh
78Please respect copyright.PENANAQwdc60rKGm
——「非問者,不配書。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAAXQF5TlpRT
78Please respect copyright.PENANAo82pUmzMiQ
這一次,他真正明白,筆冊不是失控,而是拒控。不是記錄之器,而是問之回響。78Please respect copyright.PENANAitjnqTEcB3
78Please respect copyright.PENANAxRoCStjKGz
他手一鬆,筆墜地,靜止無聲。78Please respect copyright.PENANAUFhLRRFSxn
78Please respect copyright.PENANAgijqp62pyb
他低聲自語:「筆不記我之問,那我,還能問什麼?」78Please respect copyright.PENANAhtFlbjNgsy
78Please respect copyright.PENANAg902DvlXFY
天光一線,無響而落,界仍無語,心未止。78Please respect copyright.PENANAAHNPFHW5n9
78Please respect copyright.PENANANbcCJnfVt3
筆冊翻至第十三頁時,一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。78Please respect copyright.PENANAdBuCN9pWQB
78Please respect copyright.PENANA3kWBBC2fog
無名本欲合上筆冊,卻在那光痕形成瞬間,整個人如被筆冊牽引,意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉,四下皆白,無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空,其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。78Please respect copyright.PENANAF39qJk2Bz8
78Please respect copyright.PENANAEUayVjnXSD
他站在其中,彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上,化為虛影,如同書魂殘影。78Please respect copyright.PENANAifYLtx1aKG
78Please respect copyright.PENANAJ63w2wfS0M
忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出,與他身形相似,筆在手、冊於懷,面無表情。78Please respect copyright.PENANAfW5VViKDL2
78Please respect copyright.PENANAXVhevbe1AN
那人一開口,聲音竟與無名無異:78Please respect copyright.PENANAtLlsHQu6aK
78Please respect copyright.PENANAMq0P6tMCNj
「你問這麼多,想知道什麼?」78Please respect copyright.PENANAxlIx9wlaoL
78Please respect copyright.PENANA5rXJ5bLCTY
無名愣住,語塞。78Please respect copyright.PENANAIGjFi87apI
78Please respect copyright.PENANAdvUeZ1dvgB
書中之影步步靠近,語氣不斷加深:「你寫下那麼多字,記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個?」78Please respect copyright.PENANApxNEZEZkNN
78Please respect copyright.PENANACrSGSi1O8X
無名低語:「我……不是為了回答,我只是想留下……」78Please respect copyright.PENANAfghi5RGsbf
78Please respect copyright.PENANAkdUakYKecL
「留下什麼?問?還是你自己?還是希望有人讀?」78Please respect copyright.PENANAqGjmlT9bcF
78Please respect copyright.PENANAYLk0H8NVbR
那影子筆一揮,虛空浮現過往一頁問語:「『破相者無相之相,問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時,心中有答案嗎?」78Please respect copyright.PENANAswpHiBlB87
78Please respect copyright.PENANAvTtdGIRVMh
無名凝視那浮字,搖頭。78Please respect copyright.PENANAo1zxHqSiTV
78Please respect copyright.PENANAxl1wzOOUoc
書中之影怒聲:「那你為何書之?」78Please respect copyright.PENANATy87klrLpE
78Please respect copyright.PENANArq8VFqsoIe
無名沉聲道:「我不知道答案,但我記得那時候我動了心。」78Please respect copyright.PENANA6zcDWShBxG
78Please respect copyright.PENANAYFI21HYKU2
書影低笑:「動心,便要書之?那筆冊成了什麼?心動紀錄器?還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀?」78Please respect copyright.PENANAeEnerteYan
78Please respect copyright.PENANAg0jNjPgfZh
無名一字一字地回答:「筆,不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆,是為了不讓自己忘記,自己曾經不知道。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAVsxtuo2YN1
78Please respect copyright.PENANAnvxFdXHlDr
書影靜了數息,沉默凝視著他。78Please respect copyright.PENANAKISJnIv6OL
78Please respect copyright.PENANAq8QsygfPXe
最後,筆冊驟然合頁,墨海崩散,心象碎裂成白光。78Please respect copyright.PENANAtpOkgSCUFm
78Please respect copyright.PENANALOGtqxatnQ
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒,背脊冷汗未乾,筆冊仍在手中,未曾動過。78Please respect copyright.PENANARZacRzcPtx
78Please respect copyright.PENANAEDsOo0QUrk
唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——78Please respect copyright.PENANApa7o3blgIo
78Please respect copyright.PENANAXp3meXJhl8
「若問者不能自答,筆即不答之。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAyBhU1HeLdz
78Please respect copyright.PENANAr0IujcnjGI
筆冊無聲闔上,天色轉冷。78Please respect copyright.PENANAAGnJxjvreR
78Please respect copyright.PENANATihVwyDEjK
他的手仍握著筆,卻再無勇氣提起。
78Please respect copyright.PENANA0gmRFoh1RQ
78Please respect copyright.PENANAJmVaUoPWTj
78Please respect copyright.PENANAMgpjbjWx8J
無名靜坐於枯石之上,雙目垂下,筆冊攤開在膝頭,頁頁雪白如初。78Please respect copyright.PENANAd2lOTngi5o
78Please respect copyright.PENANABkvybafjZv
他再次嘗試提筆,這一次不寫任何語句,只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙,便忽然一震,如被反彈之力推開。78Please respect copyright.PENANAnPJAVphxpr
78Please respect copyright.PENANAPXS9sknv2y
他的手微顫,再度落筆,紙頁竟捲起如波,筆尖未至,筆鋒已自碎。78Please respect copyright.PENANAhkJqcvU8S7
78Please respect copyright.PENANAiAdDPtKj5k
筆冊中央,浮起一道極細的裂紋,如書頁之折線,自中軸斜斜而裂,輕如息卻深如刃。78Please respect copyright.PENANASaXsb8HkK4
78Please respect copyright.PENANAKqPdzWiAUy
那一刻他明白——筆冊,不再容他書寫。78Please respect copyright.PENANAJx0PwmpVFn
78Please respect copyright.PENANA2eBle99sm4
筆非碎,書非毀,卻在排拒他本身。78Please respect copyright.PENANAtRtW8zo2MX
78Please respect copyright.PENANAYMs39RWRDD
風從斷紋中穿過,如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音,自書頁深處傳來,不是語音,不是念語,是一種無形的抵抗。78Please respect copyright.PENANA4qeEebAYq3
78Please respect copyright.PENANAmGonnVOZDt
「你不是問者了。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAVgjloivWn6
78Please respect copyright.PENANAtGZQ2CJeJx
這句話無從而來,無形所現,卻重如山崩,將他整個人壓下。78Please respect copyright.PENANAzyFwg4Kyit
78Please respect copyright.PENANAqEarcJvz2u
無名張口,卻無聲。他想問:「為何我不是?」卻無一語能出,彷彿不配提問。78Please respect copyright.PENANANbziwrvqVJ
78Please respect copyright.PENANAoIWr90m0N3
筆冊緩緩闔上,如不願與他對話。78Please respect copyright.PENANAZaTG4DCZ1v
78Please respect copyright.PENANA0krMrIz5kb
他低頭望著自己手中的筆,那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆,卻在此刻,顯得比石更冷,比雪更遠。78Please respect copyright.PENANASGkSxIZ9JV
78Please respect copyright.PENANAmQIOV8fRcg
他緩緩放下筆,將筆橫置膝前,低聲說道:78Please respect copyright.PENANAk0GDJTz20H
78Please respect copyright.PENANAHViY4Cid8t
「若筆不再信我之問,那我是否……再無問可書?」78Please respect copyright.PENANAdr17B7jSeg
78Please respect copyright.PENANA49wDSIBnrz
無人回答。78Please respect copyright.PENANAQCGe2TWmtd
78Please respect copyright.PENANAeDd6ESfPPC
書頁無聲,筆拒其心。書冊未毀,問已不續。78Please respect copyright.PENANAXqlxEA2RRl
78Please respect copyright.PENANAmxdVxqO3pS
他明白,此非筆毀,而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
78Please respect copyright.PENANAY2Td7pyHRx
78Please respect copyright.PENANAbYYxFcq2Wu
問界深處,七宗心盤高臺上,觀測者接連傳來異動警示。78Please respect copyright.PENANASipQSNb9kJ
78Please respect copyright.PENANAU42JTElgmk
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺,她名喚「厲瑤言」,面容清冷,手執空訣,心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝,聲音清晰卻無情:78Please respect copyright.PENANAvWfWUZwPZL
78Please respect copyright.PENANAfQY1pbzD84
「此人筆冊已拒主,書問失綱,應封。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAz6o8GLxAix
78Please respect copyright.PENANAwkzXhV4Ph9
旁側,武衡宗項悲風抬眼,沉吟道:「拒主不等於毀問,或許……是他心問未穩,筆自止。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAvLPIV2KPE2
78Please respect copyright.PENANA7SfpeQqEBA
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座,冷笑聲中透骨:「問者之筆,若不服問者,則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者,便是狂。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAk3zrB7z72I
78Please respect copyright.PENANA5xCd58xYwz
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆,記下觀盤紋變,語氣柔和卻不無警示:「筆冊未毀、心象未亂,僅以『拒』判封,過重。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAg9uyjatFTE
78Please respect copyright.PENANAE0HesvfLVA
而真籙宗心臺中央,一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂,光紋閃爍間,浮現出無名的心象殘痕,不成字、不成句、亦非象。78Please respect copyright.PENANARPHWnAZUHr
78Please respect copyright.PENANAEoPWab7zzG
真籙宗使者低語:「此為非象之象,或許……非止人之問,乃界之回。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAigjE6ozQPI
78Please respect copyright.PENANApyXbIdyINv
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句:「無象可記者,不可留筆。此例若開,界將無律。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAtOe3Yb7j69
78Please respect copyright.PENANAuD4PL89QkR
眾聲爭論未決,心盤共振,浮出一句系統性心盤預判語:78Please respect copyright.PENANADWTP5hw8vw
78Please respect copyright.PENANABHemonlztA
——「問者筆冊失控三級,預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAkxq38ro2uX
78Please respect copyright.PENANAE8jx8vqqbd
此言一出,六宗觀者同時凝神,七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。78Please respect copyright.PENANAmPNsMZM3Rl
78Please respect copyright.PENANAy9uhx8spnt
項悲風垂首,目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意,冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀,手中空訣凝成碎影,似擬筆裁問。78Please respect copyright.PENANAPn0WoVQPMh
78Please respect copyright.PENANAiycYhkAIOd
筆冊尚未崩裂,議決之聲已先臨。78Please respect copyright.PENANAxM8esJ1RDu
78Please respect copyright.PENANAF9Q0th6Jj4
七宗,從觀問轉為審問,從外察轉為內斷。78Please respect copyright.PENANAZANPANKuqS
78Please respect copyright.PENANAASoPSjBhhR
此為問界筆冊紀錄中,首次記載:「問者失控,筆冊拒主。」
78Please respect copyright.PENANAXo6QG1yqxV
78Please respect copyright.PENANAIxmrU8nTJX
無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上,天色已沉,暮色灑落如灰墨,他眼前的筆冊,靜靜躺著,闔上,未再震動,也不再翻頁。78Please respect copyright.PENANAe7ncCl3v67
78Please respect copyright.PENANAJ97R3LSxg9
他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中,但像握著一枚冷鐵,無暖、無息、無應。78Please respect copyright.PENANAK0HIlTWabG
78Please respect copyright.PENANAWgCSdItxno
他曾以為,問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆,筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見,他忽然不確定了。78Please respect copyright.PENANAPUWg6VYXRe
78Please respect copyright.PENANA4q7Xa4qGH6
「若我無筆,還能問嗎?」78Please respect copyright.PENANAYxBobjxyIX
78Please respect copyright.PENANAGJA4Y1c3D3
他問這句話時,無人聽見。楚紅練不在,林慧芳亦不在,丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光,從霧中透出,薄如問影。78Please respect copyright.PENANAkrKfJBs0yM
78Please respect copyright.PENANAgaZWQdkgcB
他低頭看自己的掌心,那曾為千問所記之筆冊,如今彷彿從他生命中抽離,不再是器物,而是一段被拒絕的過去。78Please respect copyright.PENANAKL4olTeYAP
78Please respect copyright.PENANANba3AHiS83
他忽然想起許久以前,在某個幻界之底,他曾問過:「問,是為了答案,還是為了不斷問?」78Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5ogR2Srsz
78Please respect copyright.PENANAKiN90swNH4
當時他記下這句話,是想以後回來看——現在他來了,那答案卻只剩靜默。78Please respect copyright.PENANA9VvWwiO2j2
78Please respect copyright.PENANAVtWM95gn5a
他試著閉上眼,在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下,心中默問:78Please respect copyright.PENANAdyKXItpekm
78Please respect copyright.PENANAcWtqub2tzb
「我還在嗎?」78Please respect copyright.PENANALNsL1mJmMG
78Please respect copyright.PENANAD24X4Et2uk
這一問無聲無象,卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響,如無筆之印。78Please respect copyright.PENANAEKK6goaLI0
78Please respect copyright.PENANAyRe17JTgEj
幻界遠處,天際深紋再現,一條極淡之裂,延伸向無名所在之地,如回應他的默問——78Please respect copyright.PENANAhALeKR2XXJ
78Please respect copyright.PENANAy2Tjy5jIYD
但無字,無語,只有一道問的感覺。78Please respect copyright.PENANAyfhghvFBhC
78Please respect copyright.PENANAcD0ZPvhLyh
他睜眼,第一次明白:問,不必藉筆;念,不需落字。78Please respect copyright.PENANANfHgvclkss
78Please respect copyright.PENANACHYG7C8Kkt
他緩緩收起筆冊,將之懷中藏起,手中空空如初,卻覺得那空,不再只是遺失,而是一種準備。78Please respect copyright.PENANAwEmUPUS3oL
78Please respect copyright.PENANAZni8df5Pn5
「無筆,不是終點。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAIDhxoiUeJA
78Please respect copyright.PENANA5dqyAVt5gd
「或許,是我真正要開始問的起點。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAHhZEPS6Su0
78Please respect copyright.PENANAQ31rie6ymE
此刻的他,不再是筆之問者,而是——無筆之人。
78Please respect copyright.PENANAGRa3P9GK79
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