風仍未止。界紋淡淡，於天際似寫未竟之痕。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTdckcWAyz
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無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔，手中捧著那冊筆記本，書頁闔起，沉靜無聲。不是沉寂，而是拒絕。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsruyukMjC4
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawToOWLcvK
他已第三次試著提筆書記，卻每一次，筆觸將落未落之時，紙面即微微振動，筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過，空白如雪，不納一字。仿佛紙也有心，知他將書何物，便先一步避開。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuItqKCNxHP
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他閉上眼，深吸，將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話：若問不能止，妳便非問者。筆尖懸空，氣息凝斷。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUD4L184IzH
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEsyWiUmL8
筆冊驟然自翻，下一頁自行展開，浮出一行墨影。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMPkVFDgwx
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——「非問者，不配書。」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJsg79hoqk
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJTdt9fbRU
無名怔住，那不是他寫的，也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不，是在審。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPh3aRfmuP
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyp99KNWnV
風更寒，空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理，無形無味，卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動，一頁頁拋開記憶：過往他所記下的每一筆問語，每一句對破相的懷疑，每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己，現在如同被筆冊回放，卻全然陌生，彷彿不是他所書。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQTHptJ6I8
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPTdHNQ0MM
忽然，一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己，坐在幽光中，執筆無動，眼神冷然，如審稿者般看著他。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0grK1OVVt
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCdbqLG10h
幻象之中，書中之他問道：「你還在寫嗎？」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVddTgdYut
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEmkzdLQbn
無名喉頭一緊，不知如何應答。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaE2dkI0bH
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzHbckAz2Z
書中之影繼續：「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道，你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlvh1Gn7cY
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2CGPtClCc
無名輕聲道：「我……我只是還不知道答案。」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOfHGwFtQ7
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoKvC6TvLJ
書中影子冷笑：「所以你用筆填補空白，而非面對空白。」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKGW1ceTkH
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHt8WIPYu9j
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來，一聲一響，如斷裂之骨，響於虛空心界。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQvlJoxoRt
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1sNASX0ja
他猛地睜眼，幻象崩散，但筆冊依然展開，一頁頁空白之中，中央那一句話未曾抹去：28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9xdo7U9F0
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5XVnTSKak
——「非問者，不配書。」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueT2PWLRaR
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZhKukjMfL
這一次，他真正明白，筆冊不是失控，而是拒控。不是記錄之器，而是問之回響。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYGCH32EPR
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMC1EKUPtfv
他手一鬆，筆墜地，靜止無聲。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokZovbEntv
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LD1TTmfMa
他低聲自語：「筆不記我之問，那我，還能問什麼？」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPexobeIoc7
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgmvjIWfdY
天光一線，無響而落，界仍無語，心未止。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIXiCj6t6B
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2iPZx1cEW
筆冊翻至第十三頁時，一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcCXSDC7oO
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMtBdMiSK6
無名本欲合上筆冊，卻在那光痕形成瞬間，整個人如被筆冊牽引，意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉，四下皆白，無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空，其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLsOSivRiV
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAdPLjnBT2
他站在其中，彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上，化為虛影，如同書魂殘影。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRODYMBxKgB
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYp8iQ1eE4
忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出，與他身形相似，筆在手、冊於懷，面無表情。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuiRGG8Zus
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qfpWbhjFA
那人一開口，聲音竟與無名無異：28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIbOziPcY3
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡActz7UnEMN
「你問這麼多，想知道什麼？」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTloIMhTPwm
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SynUxH6kt
無名愣住，語塞。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLaFfICrcu
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFqaw6816Z
書中之影步步靠近，語氣不斷加深：「你寫下那麼多字，記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個？」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO47J0UWE96
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGwR8pnbmU
無名低語：「我……不是為了回答，我只是想留下……」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIE0AGfsorm
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxcITrUKCg
「留下什麼？問？還是你自己？還是希望有人讀？」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwSGZ1KZqW
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiFNMCj8TZ
那影子筆一揮，虛空浮現過往一頁問語：「『破相者無相之相，問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時，心中有答案嗎？」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRMQyuNOXC
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1unq7mDtU
無名凝視那浮字，搖頭。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBVdao0cmH
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hpAdU1TSD
書中之影怒聲：「那你為何書之？」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLx1zP1pfK
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAUUJKQ6zu
無名沉聲道：「我不知道答案，但我記得那時候我動了心。」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzNAa5xKiR
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25TbBuP41Q
書影低笑：「動心，便要書之？那筆冊成了什麼？心動紀錄器？還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀？」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjAf5NQDZg
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHvbY1w8Q2
無名一字一字地回答：「筆，不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆，是為了不讓自己忘記，自己曾經不知道。」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkm0h05fS3k
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uKB2egdBF
書影靜了數息，沉默凝視著他。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZoCAwd2c4
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU65OmLTJZO
最後，筆冊驟然合頁，墨海崩散，心象碎裂成白光。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDOmMnuPU7
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrKOTMTSEa
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒，背脊冷汗未乾，筆冊仍在手中，未曾動過。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMIf1PJIAp
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnylSEHZlMf
唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmr8oPfW7G
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMVNyVZeP8
「若問者不能自答，筆即不答之。」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvBt7B0Y5l
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX93XXzxZ9S
筆冊無聲闔上，天色轉冷。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTpXzEcAjD
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODNdMQGCe9
他的手仍握著筆，卻再無勇氣提起。
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28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkECdtAWd2
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlIPeO1bUB
無名靜坐於枯石之上，雙目垂下，筆冊攤開在膝頭，頁頁雪白如初。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXL2VTz0GX
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIOKAZdP4b
他再次嘗試提筆，這一次不寫任何語句，只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙，便忽然一震，如被反彈之力推開。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTzg9YoDWJ
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPL2FvtZJOf
他的手微顫，再度落筆，紙頁竟捲起如波，筆尖未至，筆鋒已自碎。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNPZLhl9xh
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eDVwIeVt2
筆冊中央，浮起一道極細的裂紋，如書頁之折線，自中軸斜斜而裂，輕如息卻深如刃。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtR1EAhJueJ
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIcl0oCs7J
那一刻他明白——筆冊，不再容他書寫。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KQcOIkeX2
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvthJvcaTL
筆非碎，書非毀，卻在排拒他本身。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JWpT26pHB
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJjHYKmNfH
風從斷紋中穿過，如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音，自書頁深處傳來，不是語音，不是念語，是一種無形的抵抗。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBF09WEQjl0
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhb59ZzPLA5
「你不是問者了。」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhvwqK3iBq
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU17wgR1uzf
這句話無從而來，無形所現，卻重如山崩，將他整個人壓下。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMhMTNgarz
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI28gMG5j9V
無名張口，卻無聲。他想問：「為何我不是？」卻無一語能出，彷彿不配提問。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RupTEtlpE
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0maRjhSdwA
筆冊緩緩闔上，如不願與他對話。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgubDsjaqn
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZwOHgGjsR
他低頭望著自己手中的筆，那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆，卻在此刻，顯得比石更冷，比雪更遠。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftNzMiBktr
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSs8Plg7QCR
他緩緩放下筆，將筆橫置膝前，低聲說道：28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWRO5C34hY
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSh1eKWemXh
「若筆不再信我之問，那我是否……再無問可書？」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOj7cbZXBBL
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaXVR0CDnt
無人回答。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxtSZvC4Cx
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykPi6gMU6D
書頁無聲，筆拒其心。書冊未毀，問已不續。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYKPe3FiS4
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrv1uwSC01n
他明白，此非筆毀，而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
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28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmOL7souxI
問界深處，七宗心盤高臺上，觀測者接連傳來異動警示。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZDeLoNiDb
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUnHSKu6IK
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺，她名喚「厲瑤言」，面容清冷，手執空訣，心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝，聲音清晰卻無情：28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhw53PI02pV
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUGeZEP6lk
「此人筆冊已拒主，書問失綱，應封。」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiwUCgp0S5
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5txG87aDss
旁側，武衡宗項悲風抬眼，沉吟道：「拒主不等於毀問，或許……是他心問未穩，筆自止。」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiqI4RD2K4
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZfXzie8J4
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座，冷笑聲中透骨：「問者之筆，若不服問者，則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者，便是狂。」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnCZartfH2
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstG18tydKl
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆，記下觀盤紋變，語氣柔和卻不無警示：「筆冊未毀、心象未亂，僅以『拒』判封，過重。」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45vsRUWE9c
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCt1R77p92u
而真籙宗心臺中央，一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂，光紋閃爍間，浮現出無名的心象殘痕，不成字、不成句、亦非象。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlnsu8bJev
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjI2Qh80IH
真籙宗使者低語：「此為非象之象，或許……非止人之問，乃界之回。」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRQ1XLjGQW
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVdJa0cuwl
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句：「無象可記者，不可留筆。此例若開，界將無律。」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUIzEGnDvZ
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaYJInlBE0
眾聲爭論未決，心盤共振，浮出一句系統性心盤預判語：28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WC8yOmfBN
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDBSYXXhbp
——「問者筆冊失控三級，預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsU7lV2DcMu
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvAwKBIBul
此言一出，六宗觀者同時凝神，七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshQ0GE1s5l
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkgt7O2WmI
項悲風垂首，目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意，冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀，手中空訣凝成碎影，似擬筆裁問。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8M4FKuDkf
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXjCR1G7L1
筆冊尚未崩裂，議決之聲已先臨。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnd7LUfiRBf
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGcp9ghW8n
七宗，從觀問轉為審問，從外察轉為內斷。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabqiusF1Ep
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZvGXKHmHw
此為問界筆冊紀錄中，首次記載：「問者失控，筆冊拒主。」
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28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCvDo0khY5
無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上，天色已沉，暮色灑落如灰墨，他眼前的筆冊，靜靜躺著，闔上，未再震動，也不再翻頁。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡST4qCg0EcM
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uP7n7Mfz8
他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中，但像握著一枚冷鐵，無暖、無息、無應。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3j0i2QRMiJ
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXUKFaxj3J
他曾以為，問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆，筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見，他忽然不確定了。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEmxIFhlP6
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6U1cQ8ldCU
「若我無筆，還能問嗎？」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxdpFWHlmn
28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rHrjmdhF4
他問這句話時，無人聽見。楚紅練不在，林慧芳亦不在，丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光，從霧中透出，薄如問影。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWQBXhCNv5
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他低頭看自己的掌心，那曾為千問所記之筆冊，如今彷彿從他生命中抽離，不再是器物，而是一段被拒絕的過去。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2h7BSKPi7
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他忽然想起許久以前，在某個幻界之底，他曾問過：「問，是為了答案，還是為了不斷問？」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLa1npBV0xf
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當時他記下這句話，是想以後回來看——現在他來了，那答案卻只剩靜默。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIGlgFhgnh
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他試著閉上眼，在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下，心中默問：28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmjPyb7DGW
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「我還在嗎？」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdJNhTUj8Y
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這一問無聲無象，卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響，如無筆之印。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpu2SBNEmDy
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幻界遠處，天際深紋再現，一條極淡之裂，延伸向無名所在之地，如回應他的默問——28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9s6wcYiTZR
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但無字，無語，只有一道問的感覺。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6h9EbelVP
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他睜眼，第一次明白：問，不必藉筆；念，不需落字。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnLSzcDQNJ
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他緩緩收起筆冊，將之懷中藏起，手中空空如初，卻覺得那空，不再只是遺失，而是一種準備。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkBhl0OMxG
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「無筆，不是終點。」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVZeorNvKE
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「或許，是我真正要開始問的起點。」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlPatAF5bM
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此刻的他，不再是筆之問者，而是——無筆之人。
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