風仍未止。界紋淡淡,於天際似寫未竟之痕。85Please respect copyright.PENANA79xgvozwfb
85Please respect copyright.PENANArgavzV6crG
無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔,手中捧著那冊筆記本,書頁闔起,沉靜無聲。不是沉寂,而是拒絕。85Please respect copyright.PENANAvaITxbuyIH
85Please respect copyright.PENANAWFdXVnvIUO
他已第三次試著提筆書記,卻每一次,筆觸將落未落之時,紙面即微微振動,筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過,空白如雪,不納一字。仿佛紙也有心,知他將書何物,便先一步避開。85Please respect copyright.PENANAMgXUv6I93R
85Please respect copyright.PENANAVprGZJTv9C
他閉上眼,深吸,將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話:若問不能止,妳便非問者。筆尖懸空,氣息凝斷。85Please respect copyright.PENANAA8Ir1gSHnP
85Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1nId6DeAy
筆冊驟然自翻,下一頁自行展開,浮出一行墨影。85Please respect copyright.PENANA05LSGGe5sy
85Please respect copyright.PENANA7XDOExL6gq
——「非問者,不配書。」85Please respect copyright.PENANABCDYke8kfe
85Please respect copyright.PENANAq35moKQvNa
無名怔住,那不是他寫的,也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不,是在審。85Please respect copyright.PENANAEbxbIVtejy
85Please respect copyright.PENANAqggyTME85C
風更寒,空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理,無形無味,卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動,一頁頁拋開記憶:過往他所記下的每一筆問語,每一句對破相的懷疑,每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己,現在如同被筆冊回放,卻全然陌生,彷彿不是他所書。85Please respect copyright.PENANASiBTxTvE08
85Please respect copyright.PENANAla2BS4gpJE
忽然,一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己,坐在幽光中,執筆無動,眼神冷然,如審稿者般看著他。85Please respect copyright.PENANAajOZtW2wjX
85Please respect copyright.PENANAaLidGlMV5S
幻象之中,書中之他問道:「你還在寫嗎?」85Please respect copyright.PENANAcH5rRhYQMl
85Please respect copyright.PENANAC6y0lfhrZ5
無名喉頭一緊,不知如何應答。85Please respect copyright.PENANAoUFQWIiJbs
85Please respect copyright.PENANAMvnrOzMlZA
書中之影繼續:「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道,你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」85Please respect copyright.PENANAk8fNyOHnrX
85Please respect copyright.PENANAcIaP4j3akJ
無名輕聲道:「我……我只是還不知道答案。」85Please respect copyright.PENANArz99U03pb5
85Please respect copyright.PENANALtcsGfkMgj
書中影子冷笑:「所以你用筆填補空白,而非面對空白。」85Please respect copyright.PENANAeNqsi8qJH7
85Please respect copyright.PENANArlyK80u5Se
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來,一聲一響,如斷裂之骨,響於虛空心界。85Please respect copyright.PENANA1HmTWhvW4z
85Please respect copyright.PENANALoXYp8NLAZ
他猛地睜眼,幻象崩散,但筆冊依然展開,一頁頁空白之中,中央那一句話未曾抹去:85Please respect copyright.PENANAB4Epx6C7vD
85Please respect copyright.PENANARVLB1nF8C5
——「非問者,不配書。」85Please respect copyright.PENANAJt0nNdxPZG
85Please respect copyright.PENANAWe0rthnvel
這一次,他真正明白,筆冊不是失控,而是拒控。不是記錄之器,而是問之回響。85Please respect copyright.PENANA0x5LqGlhxj
85Please respect copyright.PENANA7xnigPEQLr
他手一鬆,筆墜地,靜止無聲。85Please respect copyright.PENANAuOGBFibneZ
85Please respect copyright.PENANA58J0gwCQM5
他低聲自語:「筆不記我之問,那我,還能問什麼?」85Please respect copyright.PENANAajeJFgEosP
85Please respect copyright.PENANA6UDyFClLeq
天光一線,無響而落,界仍無語,心未止。85Please respect copyright.PENANARXZYUp6hHI
85Please respect copyright.PENANAbff4Z8aW4C
筆冊翻至第十三頁時,一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。85Please respect copyright.PENANA3534u4VYBD
85Please respect copyright.PENANAyNBqdQSoUK
無名本欲合上筆冊,卻在那光痕形成瞬間,整個人如被筆冊牽引,意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉,四下皆白,無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空,其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。85Please respect copyright.PENANAb24oTs6v53
85Please respect copyright.PENANAwuVr9fDQGN
他站在其中,彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上,化為虛影,如同書魂殘影。85Please respect copyright.PENANAKUPjemz9M2
85Please respect copyright.PENANAfKIRV7P6kp
忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出,與他身形相似,筆在手、冊於懷,面無表情。85Please respect copyright.PENANAPnKtEIpUUL
85Please respect copyright.PENANAZyFYNK7zBk
那人一開口,聲音竟與無名無異:85Please respect copyright.PENANA7cChjQ3LrK
85Please respect copyright.PENANARG4u0xUj1A
「你問這麼多,想知道什麼?」85Please respect copyright.PENANAg9MiKQcwLq
85Please respect copyright.PENANA4XALgZrspt
無名愣住,語塞。85Please respect copyright.PENANAtD8ZhJ0NF7
85Please respect copyright.PENANALgg2XK7aJx
書中之影步步靠近,語氣不斷加深:「你寫下那麼多字,記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個?」85Please respect copyright.PENANAAqgKXduXtJ
85Please respect copyright.PENANAgiaxUuid3F
無名低語:「我……不是為了回答,我只是想留下……」85Please respect copyright.PENANAonUMMkqXOA
85Please respect copyright.PENANACP6XEw8Va0
「留下什麼?問?還是你自己?還是希望有人讀?」85Please respect copyright.PENANAUQft54Wsqw
85Please respect copyright.PENANA9Piz2K7Y9M
那影子筆一揮,虛空浮現過往一頁問語:「『破相者無相之相,問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時,心中有答案嗎?」85Please respect copyright.PENANAl4QFqdTbme
85Please respect copyright.PENANAUBWFzxBAjn
無名凝視那浮字,搖頭。85Please respect copyright.PENANAEOo4Emfxhr
85Please respect copyright.PENANAap4hxZdUM3
書中之影怒聲:「那你為何書之?」85Please respect copyright.PENANAd6bCUI57uY
85Please respect copyright.PENANAwoWwQTRzS0
無名沉聲道:「我不知道答案,但我記得那時候我動了心。」85Please respect copyright.PENANAGvn4ur2afN
85Please respect copyright.PENANAJSiUWj2sf7
書影低笑:「動心,便要書之?那筆冊成了什麼?心動紀錄器?還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀?」85Please respect copyright.PENANAzIu1MHmoAa
85Please respect copyright.PENANAF4VyLcLHmm
無名一字一字地回答:「筆,不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆,是為了不讓自己忘記,自己曾經不知道。」85Please respect copyright.PENANA5GqgZmHZVC
85Please respect copyright.PENANA9hlssu4Fcn
書影靜了數息,沉默凝視著他。85Please respect copyright.PENANATxD2RKAAgV
85Please respect copyright.PENANAPlxDoJ4X7h
最後,筆冊驟然合頁,墨海崩散,心象碎裂成白光。85Please respect copyright.PENANAvNbvQvNeKy
85Please respect copyright.PENANAate7HA2hPA
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒,背脊冷汗未乾,筆冊仍在手中,未曾動過。85Please respect copyright.PENANAvrFRNVeTZR
85Please respect copyright.PENANAym1CnSNTwJ
唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——85Please respect copyright.PENANAQTMTOeR3WF
85Please respect copyright.PENANASiDlfeQ13f
「若問者不能自答,筆即不答之。」85Please respect copyright.PENANAgYJW41McsM
85Please respect copyright.PENANAnQZFFaf9Ye
筆冊無聲闔上,天色轉冷。85Please respect copyright.PENANAeMVMQHngcj
85Please respect copyright.PENANANfktIjzzdT
他的手仍握著筆,卻再無勇氣提起。
85Please respect copyright.PENANAYKPbfGSAdg
85Please respect copyright.PENANAScSTWr7PgM
85Please respect copyright.PENANAkZ9ysgIqdT
無名靜坐於枯石之上,雙目垂下,筆冊攤開在膝頭,頁頁雪白如初。85Please respect copyright.PENANAKkZKCyjjYs
85Please respect copyright.PENANAN2tBbOUc4W
他再次嘗試提筆,這一次不寫任何語句,只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙,便忽然一震,如被反彈之力推開。85Please respect copyright.PENANAcHGXs70hAA
85Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9RNDAt3jN
他的手微顫,再度落筆,紙頁竟捲起如波,筆尖未至,筆鋒已自碎。85Please respect copyright.PENANAsZ2FYozQLG
85Please respect copyright.PENANAGfjB7a1wCk
筆冊中央,浮起一道極細的裂紋,如書頁之折線,自中軸斜斜而裂,輕如息卻深如刃。85Please respect copyright.PENANAuJhOCxflur
85Please respect copyright.PENANArzUUcjsr41
那一刻他明白——筆冊,不再容他書寫。85Please respect copyright.PENANAocZj26cGPl
85Please respect copyright.PENANALFpSQ6kaZn
筆非碎,書非毀,卻在排拒他本身。85Please respect copyright.PENANAp2ucBe1rGT
85Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7tOg0ylLe
風從斷紋中穿過,如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音,自書頁深處傳來,不是語音,不是念語,是一種無形的抵抗。85Please respect copyright.PENANAsj9tH9kOHy
85Please respect copyright.PENANAfDsUxKKxpF
「你不是問者了。」85Please respect copyright.PENANArEbxNAyMjO
85Please respect copyright.PENANAmzqrBTbAll
這句話無從而來,無形所現,卻重如山崩,將他整個人壓下。85Please respect copyright.PENANAdOzMLq8JZR
85Please respect copyright.PENANAoBlxBTUek0
無名張口,卻無聲。他想問:「為何我不是?」卻無一語能出,彷彿不配提問。85Please respect copyright.PENANAsMwaKd6kqK
85Please respect copyright.PENANAJKXlQPji3E
筆冊緩緩闔上,如不願與他對話。85Please respect copyright.PENANAjgob8zsI0N
85Please respect copyright.PENANAs9emmZexOH
他低頭望著自己手中的筆,那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆,卻在此刻,顯得比石更冷,比雪更遠。85Please respect copyright.PENANAvOqcvwQjnD
85Please respect copyright.PENANAKAoBHLREtW
他緩緩放下筆,將筆橫置膝前,低聲說道:85Please respect copyright.PENANAm5mWgW4Vc7
85Please respect copyright.PENANA2D4lwB9KGh
「若筆不再信我之問,那我是否……再無問可書?」85Please respect copyright.PENANAfF68CjYUad
85Please respect copyright.PENANAIyvUPRpyNd
無人回答。85Please respect copyright.PENANAPHdHpVLy70
85Please respect copyright.PENANAL6VbH9PcPd
書頁無聲,筆拒其心。書冊未毀,問已不續。85Please respect copyright.PENANAN7UUAXHJes
85Please respect copyright.PENANA0f6U0zTUAs
他明白,此非筆毀,而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
85Please respect copyright.PENANAhgz0vamo14
85Please respect copyright.PENANAVrr3UYsE1w
問界深處,七宗心盤高臺上,觀測者接連傳來異動警示。85Please respect copyright.PENANACcjIqxvSSF
85Please respect copyright.PENANAXNerJtvUUO
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺,她名喚「厲瑤言」,面容清冷,手執空訣,心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝,聲音清晰卻無情:85Please respect copyright.PENANA1RwGodYvm7
85Please respect copyright.PENANA0tO9W83EE4
「此人筆冊已拒主,書問失綱,應封。」85Please respect copyright.PENANA9TvoSrSfHx
85Please respect copyright.PENANAH1Y9atv1dV
旁側,武衡宗項悲風抬眼,沉吟道:「拒主不等於毀問,或許……是他心問未穩,筆自止。」85Please respect copyright.PENANAWgZcEdcjxR
85Please respect copyright.PENANAx9QuV7SBxu
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座,冷笑聲中透骨:「問者之筆,若不服問者,則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者,便是狂。」85Please respect copyright.PENANAJzAeYBffvz
85Please respect copyright.PENANAukkxqanGoM
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆,記下觀盤紋變,語氣柔和卻不無警示:「筆冊未毀、心象未亂,僅以『拒』判封,過重。」85Please respect copyright.PENANAkuyL0CdQgC
85Please respect copyright.PENANAFFLsQexs0Y
而真籙宗心臺中央,一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂,光紋閃爍間,浮現出無名的心象殘痕,不成字、不成句、亦非象。85Please respect copyright.PENANActIbQKeZOg
85Please respect copyright.PENANAMtYqxhvLvd
真籙宗使者低語:「此為非象之象,或許……非止人之問,乃界之回。」85Please respect copyright.PENANAzVffuEAF03
85Please respect copyright.PENANAsf2uepBSHb
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句:「無象可記者,不可留筆。此例若開,界將無律。」85Please respect copyright.PENANABVOGrxxDRy
85Please respect copyright.PENANAfSE0zwsNhQ
眾聲爭論未決,心盤共振,浮出一句系統性心盤預判語:85Please respect copyright.PENANAQhNLG1pMxM
85Please respect copyright.PENANApPjkc9WyX4
——「問者筆冊失控三級,預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」85Please respect copyright.PENANAnNFCzT78PD
85Please respect copyright.PENANACLeYxkCgfK
此言一出,六宗觀者同時凝神,七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。85Please respect copyright.PENANAuvyX0XQfj6
85Please respect copyright.PENANAEtWk6zZr1m
項悲風垂首,目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意,冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀,手中空訣凝成碎影,似擬筆裁問。85Please respect copyright.PENANAGm4Brtu3a2
85Please respect copyright.PENANA7VabMSSB8d
筆冊尚未崩裂,議決之聲已先臨。85Please respect copyright.PENANAGw1nyJpNEN
85Please respect copyright.PENANAOBHrYLfvVV
七宗,從觀問轉為審問,從外察轉為內斷。85Please respect copyright.PENANAUouOJgldef
85Please respect copyright.PENANA99F9VrXHDB
此為問界筆冊紀錄中,首次記載:「問者失控,筆冊拒主。」
85Please respect copyright.PENANAWordDG29Zs
85Please respect copyright.PENANA7w8DZKvh5E
無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上,天色已沉,暮色灑落如灰墨,他眼前的筆冊,靜靜躺著,闔上,未再震動,也不再翻頁。85Please respect copyright.PENANAPhNIxUZJNN
85Please respect copyright.PENANAcUAqnc541p
他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中,但像握著一枚冷鐵,無暖、無息、無應。85Please respect copyright.PENANA9qyQIZ3E1O
85Please respect copyright.PENANAnQJdYpyWIk
他曾以為,問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆,筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見,他忽然不確定了。85Please respect copyright.PENANAncoNpiNqWe
85Please respect copyright.PENANAfW0c8eYk5H
「若我無筆,還能問嗎?」85Please respect copyright.PENANAxDmIhLqunD
85Please respect copyright.PENANAXWl9zDSHBc
他問這句話時,無人聽見。楚紅練不在,林慧芳亦不在,丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光,從霧中透出,薄如問影。85Please respect copyright.PENANAxzo1QMAbOf
85Please respect copyright.PENANAGCTjsip4XT
他低頭看自己的掌心,那曾為千問所記之筆冊,如今彷彿從他生命中抽離,不再是器物,而是一段被拒絕的過去。85Please respect copyright.PENANAQrT6DOwsfN
85Please respect copyright.PENANAganGHPuyVx
他忽然想起許久以前,在某個幻界之底,他曾問過:「問,是為了答案,還是為了不斷問?」85Please respect copyright.PENANAJlcXlFY6gU
85Please respect copyright.PENANAWV5eRYAh8q
當時他記下這句話,是想以後回來看——現在他來了,那答案卻只剩靜默。85Please respect copyright.PENANAtB7MCom6k2
85Please respect copyright.PENANAvOoewJwTJu
他試著閉上眼,在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下,心中默問:85Please respect copyright.PENANAXGl3C6fm5G
85Please respect copyright.PENANA0RDnZQa0O2
「我還在嗎?」85Please respect copyright.PENANAUe9jVpfx3o
85Please respect copyright.PENANAm1UJowfCuA
這一問無聲無象,卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響,如無筆之印。85Please respect copyright.PENANAiosStpIDij
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幻界遠處,天際深紋再現,一條極淡之裂,延伸向無名所在之地,如回應他的默問——85Please respect copyright.PENANASPLTMLWDp5
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但無字,無語,只有一道問的感覺。85Please respect copyright.PENANALbsOu26EZH
85Please respect copyright.PENANABVpzvpwusO
他睜眼,第一次明白:問,不必藉筆;念,不需落字。85Please respect copyright.PENANAO0hud4XdIb
85Please respect copyright.PENANATdThIVYTwG
他緩緩收起筆冊,將之懷中藏起,手中空空如初,卻覺得那空,不再只是遺失,而是一種準備。85Please respect copyright.PENANAYnIqLPdVn7
85Please respect copyright.PENANAwoisnkCfoE
「無筆,不是終點。」85Please respect copyright.PENANAN7ARTf3CXP
85Please respect copyright.PENANAlC26VoyTVD
「或許,是我真正要開始問的起點。」85Please respect copyright.PENANACIax7xJLtJ
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此刻的他,不再是筆之問者,而是——無筆之人。
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