Sorey pov30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65RtynEzTT
"Grumble"30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczNOrskchC
It was a rainy days with thunders, and it is not a peaceful night for me.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLugHVVUorV
In such a disturbing and noisy night, I always cover my ears with my head until I can fall asleep. I don't want to hear the thunder not only because I am afraid of itself, but there is also more than itself to be afraid. I want to have the quick sleep to avoid thinking about it, but I was wrong. As long as I have the thought, it follows me to the dream to reflect----My guilty.
“Grumble”30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XxEUotNyw
Gramps is standing in front of me, saying nothing.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SenhFGCTw
I can't see his eyes as always, they are hidden by his eyebrows. It is nothing different from him, not showing anger or sad, just stand indifferently.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4Tyi0Uk2d
I really feel sorry to Gramps, for killing him, after all, he raised me.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7oojybvzHv
“I am sorry...Gramps” I apologized powerlessly to him.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgR5B4Wz6V
“Grumble!” He cast the lightning artes to strike it on me.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MuwGWetJr
“eh....um.....I am sorry, really!”30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNIW6q9Ig2
He didn't answer, only cast more lightning and chasing after me, like the ghost.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xwNdD0ar3
“Please!! forgive me!! Gramps!”30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtWLmIOREZ
“Gramps” shows no difference at all but chases like an avenger. I realize for his anger, he raised me up but I kill him, I am such a bad child.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdD3v0pS1Ai
“Sorry.....sorry...sorry, I have no choice, please, forgive me” I still think there is no other possible choice for the better situation in that time, and it is not like that was a satisfying decision for me.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoNkcLtnBE
“Er....er.....sorry...sorry” The scene of apologies and lightning chase repeated infinitely.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBh3BMwR1u
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Velvet pov30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzQwat9mYW
At the rainy midnight, murmuring sound from the next door woke a light sleeper such as me. This is abnormal, so I go check for its sources.
I found the source is from Sorey's room, and the door isn't locked.
I slowly open the door of the room next to me which is Sorey's room, while making sure that the smallest creak sound I would make.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbjd81bzx4
“er.....so...sorry...sorry, Gramps....” words leaked out from his half-opened month in crying like murmuring.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTZqS0bxuD
I see Sorey is sleeping with the posture of hugging his head and curling up his body, the fetal position. Laphicet had slept like this when he felt uneasy too, that days, Laphi stated his fear of death. I promised not to let it happens when I didn't want it and I rather believe a better future.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOzwNuPeeo
That time, I embraced him tightly to calm him, just like this situation.
By the time I back to myself, I already embraced Sorey tightly. Maybe it is because he made me thinking of my little brother, full of curiosity to the world, and love books. However, Sorey has lofty eyes sometimes, like looking to the world itself rather just watching where he is. He has eyes with purity and unwavering will, just like the Shepherd vision, I will not be surprised if he is a Shepherd. He is certainly a different type of person to me, he would hate me if he knows who I am and what I did, it is inconvenient, for now.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxaIrUwCdO
Although he is clumsy sometimes, he will try to fix it, never afraid of difficulty. I wonder what things worrying him to make him murmuring. I somehow want to fix this, it is not a good idea to wake others. However, I have no clue of what to do when someone similar to my age comes to cry, so I try the same technique that used to comfort my little brother.
“Grumble” A lightning strikes with a thunder.
“u...ahhhhhhhh.....” He cried painfully like receiving a serious attack and he was shaking.
I wonder if he is afraid of the thunder.
“Sorey!” I can't help but hug more tightly while calling his names to change his attention to the nightmare, but he is not waking.
“GRUMBLE!!”Then another lightning strikes with a larger thunder.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PY1bOHLHQ
“Gramps!Gramps! I...I...don't want to do that.....I... really...such thing...I...Sorry!!” Sorey continued apologizing to someone while shaking his body more greatly.
It is not only related to the thunder, but it reminded him of someone he felt guilty with.
“It is ok, you will be fine! Calm down, Sorey!” I held him more tightly. Repeating those words, I tried and managed to calm him, his breath becomes more stable finally.
“Great” I relieved, the duration was short but felt long, I almost think he is not going to wake. It was not really my business, but I just feel uncomfortable to leave him alone.
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“...Vel..vet?” He woke with tears.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLxaXLmobB
The night returned peacefully and unwittingly, things are turning good.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRxkjI2EPJ
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Sorey pov
I woke and regained consciousness, no more Gramps and Grumble, but a vigorous heartbeat.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrHmASnbj3
Next thing I know, I'm embraced by Velvet.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOJL6jl2eD
It is a thing I unexpected from her.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51ND2mHW8m
“...Vel..vet?”30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqO7Y9i3Ubz
“...Finally awake, huh?” She released me while asked.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52e5b6tF7I
“...Yeah.” fully came out of my trance, I noticed that my eyes filled with tears. I wiped out my tears and sit up in bed.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1KecfhvAe
“What happened?” She asked concernedly.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZpnqfhmyc
“I...have a nightmare, dreaming about the one who raise me.” I answered truly.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2m0zpUJzX
“Did he do something?” She asked it in a statement tone, surely it is that obvious to see.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFVtU1SRyX
“He summoned thunders while chasing me.......” I answered without notice of the unnatural ability to normal human I stated.
“......Did you do something?”30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVi74h9hfJ
“.....I.....killed him by my hand long ago.” I hesitated to answer, whether I should tell her about this, given that we both barely know each other.
Stills, I explained the story without mentioning Shepherd and Lord of Calamity. I think she may be a good listener, what’s more, I just want to talk this out. I explained how he was important to me and how I didn't want to kill him. The situation just didn't allow me to refuse, Gramps could not be saved from Heldalf. Before Gramps's disappearance, he had shown his gratitude to Mikleo and me, said, we both good children and he was glad to see our growth.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxh3POO5yt
It is no way I can accept it like this, but I had no choice but to accept it in that time.
“.........To praise the kid who kill himself, that's cruel.” Velvet coldly commented.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghzV7bVADD
“No, it is not, Gramps never...” I tried to defend Gramps.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4e9Iwmx65
“Yes, I know, since he is the one who raised you. He must love you. Then, the final words must be his sincere words, to praise, to acknowledge, to comfort his child. However, your sadness is not wrong too.” Velvet stopped me and say unexpected words.
“...Not wrong?”30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrAbcuQTzy
“Yeah,....to lose a family, an important person, it must be a great sadness. I had been sad too when my sister died. It is a normal thing for a human to have emotion for a moment that they lose the important person.”30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOI2SrQHEU
“......” The last thing I expect is that she would sympathize with me and mention her unpleasant past.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIgY92TyGt
“And the world is not so tender to let you make the right or satisfying choice. Don't know the exact time, but you will have to remember the things and forget the sorrow. Your gramps would not want to see you sucked in the sadness.” The words just make her more like a sister.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HTfMvZuXI
“Velvet....Thank you, it is great to know you.”30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tU1TzTiUA
“Sorey....I suppose to say that to you. After all, you saved me.”30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJcqNSKDYz
“That's is not a big due and I am truly glad to meet you.”30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKvVCbI1RB
“Whatever...I just say something I want to say.”
“Why are you in my room?”30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yMxHWOCrM
“Ask at this moment? Well, I am woken from some noisy murmuring.” She teased.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShs1YwzkY1
“Sorry….”30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwhvnpLZwt
“No, you don't have to apologize, I am a light sleeper, I had nightmare too.”
“What kind of nightmare?”
“........Can't remember it. It is not a big due.”30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUMOqgLkTD
“...if you say so.” If she really forgets, she will not know herself had the nightmare. Guess that she is not ready to tell them to me. After all we still nearly strangers.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jI8o2kjzL
Then Velvet back in her room and closed her door.30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxDxUZOBLv
Surely this a shocking incident to me. She shew empathy to me and didn’t comment on my killing. I am surprised she has a soft side and she cares about the surrounding. She never shows herself much in daily life, she keeps being indifferent and less interactive to others. This is the first time, I feel to come closer with Velvet, got to know her other side apart from the Lord of Calamity. Maybe it is not too hard to be friend with her and maybe I will talk more to her after tonight.
Since that night, I tried to talk more about myself to Velvet, the things about my journey, my hometown, with the least related to Seraphim and Shepherd stuffs.
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