Abigail’s POV
Sam and I were up all night, our only light source the blue glow of his monitor and the occasional flicker from the half-melted candle we forgot to blow out. We’d ditched our usual Friday night at the Saloon—sorry, Gus—because this was more important. We weren’t just making a song. We were building a piece of Sebastian’s soul.
Sam hunched over his laptop, laser-focused, piecing together every lyric with a kind of reverence I’d only seen him reserve for pizza or vintage guitars. I laid down a few drum samples, hunting for the right beat until one finally clicked—a sharp, echoing rhythm that felt like heartbreak on loop.
Sam used his computer to pull some of Sebastian’s saved synth recordings. They were haunting and mechanical, eerie in a way only Sebastian could make sound intentional. He added a guitar riff that somehow cut through the darkness like headlights in fog. It was beautiful, a perfect match to the pain tucked into the lyrics.
The vocals were trickier. Sam, the usual human golden retriever, had gone full perfectionist. He was determined to do justice to Sebastian’s words, even if it meant twenty takes and losing his voice in the process.
“I think that was amazing,” I said after he finished the final chorus, his voice raw but steady.
He pulled off his headphones and rubbed his eyes. “It still needs more... him.”
I chewed on my thumbnail. “It is him. Every part of it. The dark chords, the synth, the melody, that riff you played, and his words—his words.” I paused. “He’s going to be the only one listening to it, remember? And if he hates it, we’ll scrap it. But if he hears it and sees what we see…”
“If he doesn’t throw a chair at my head first,” Sam muttered, smirking.
I grinned. “I printed out the lyrics, just in case we needed a backup.” I handed him a sheet.
Sam double-checked the printout, then laid it beside the laptop. He clicked a few buttons, and we both leaned in, each taking an earbud.
“A Heart Worth Breaking” (Sebastian’s Song)
[Verse 1]65Please respect copyright.PENANAmf1juesR5K
I need to feel something65Please respect copyright.PENANAU1iucMhgnA
So my heart won’t turn to stone65Please respect copyright.PENANALK6XLYMIwF
Been chasing shadows in the hallway65Please respect copyright.PENANAwZDNjAYKCj
Just to not feel so alone
My thoughts creak like floorboards65Please respect copyright.PENANAEFH6WXLUc6
In a house that no one owns65Please respect copyright.PENANA5DFBjkBq7m
You came in, said we’d fix it65Please respect copyright.PENANACeTb2MChK1
Then left me here on my own
[Pre-Chorus]65Please respect copyright.PENANAgOuoTrzVk1
There’s hesitation in your voice65Please respect copyright.PENANAl6xToQrKnR
I wish I didn’t notice65Please respect copyright.PENANABRmZWHsrB5
You promised me you’d call—65Please respect copyright.PENANADAlo8HHBXN
Like I wouldn’t know you broke it
[Chorus]65Please respect copyright.PENANAOuZvfdUiuh
I’m drowning ‘cause you left a hole in me65Please respect copyright.PENANAFUmAqtpxiv
Where my lungs should be65Please respect copyright.PENANAO1pENappQl
You took the breath out of me65Please respect copyright.PENANAk4oft272FQ
Like a comfortable liar65Please respect copyright.PENANAxF89eV4Ob8
And I’m tired65Please respect copyright.PENANAfREL19fWhA
Of laying in this fire65Please respect copyright.PENANAdBf6l6Hplt
The more I see, the less I’m alive65Please respect copyright.PENANAMKz5SiQ5BX
Can you tell I’m not alright?
[Verse 2]65Please respect copyright.PENANAGHJ5mH3DKy
I replay things you said65Please respect copyright.PENANA0oP49XQML8
Like a song stuck in my teeth65Please respect copyright.PENANAnl1by10myZ
Words that meant forever65Please respect copyright.PENANArLHlXTZ4XA
Now just rot underneath
You said “we’ll figure it out”65Please respect copyright.PENANATFMIQ0V0Q7
But you never said when65Please respect copyright.PENANAVh7KZ6oWJZ
I think I’m starting to believe65Please respect copyright.PENANAst6gJXvRv1
You never meant to begin
[Pre-Chorus]65Please respect copyright.PENANALgJ4KJ3M6Q
There’s silence in your absence65Please respect copyright.PENANAS7BLuLc1iy
And it’s loud enough to break65Please respect copyright.PENANAEQpoQlO2IK
You swore you’d fight the dark for me—65Please respect copyright.PENANAjyloJJynyA
Then left me wide awake
[Chorus]65Please respect copyright.PENANAo8BQ3XDy7g
I’m drowning ‘cause you left a hole in me65Please respect copyright.PENANADU0XLKLGnw
Where my lungs should be65Please respect copyright.PENANAmsFXUb9Eys
You took the breath out of me65Please respect copyright.PENANAXP2qyMZHZJ
Like a comfortable liar65Please respect copyright.PENANACOGwFJXl4Z
And I’m tired65Please respect copyright.PENANAOaW5NTrDkF
Of laying in this fire65Please respect copyright.PENANAtbT0tj2N6s
The more I see, the less I’m alive65Please respect copyright.PENANAzeNtNoYTqW
Can you tell I’m not alright?
[Bridge]65Please respect copyright.PENANAAEMGaSpYNU
I need to be something65Please respect copyright.PENANAx0bd3CYn4H
So my past lets me go65Please respect copyright.PENANAGXHZ4VTAHV
I need to live again65Please respect copyright.PENANAzEVee60KwP
Before this pain becomes my home
You’re fading like a dream65Please respect copyright.PENANAJSvcEfVdJJ
That I wake up from too soon65Please respect copyright.PENANASnUAypmZo3
And I keep screaming in my head65Please respect copyright.PENANAkQQlEm0AjM
But it’s just echoes in my room
[Final Chorus]65Please respect copyright.PENANAjvEWGPeS53
I’m drowning ‘cause you left a hole in me65Please respect copyright.PENANAQM205BmhzQ
Where my lungs should be65Please respect copyright.PENANAFGCfIRg2aw
You took the breath out of me65Please respect copyright.PENANA3GqcYSl8ZL
Like a comfortable liar65Please respect copyright.PENANAfjX6czMwaw
Now I’m colder65Please respect copyright.PENANAOhbCqueNB4
But not any wiser65Please respect copyright.PENANAR5suWobsgQ
The more I see, the less I’m alive65Please respect copyright.PENANAtW18mHOh7e
I’m still breathing—65Please respect copyright.PENANAonil8mcurd
But barely surviving
"Perfect. I think it's ready go, should we listen to double check?" Sam asks. I nod my head as pull on the headphones. One in his ear, one in mine.
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Alex’s POV
I took my usual evening walk, the summer air thick with warmth but edged with the kind of breeze that meant fall was waiting in the wings. Leaves hadn’t started to turn yet, but the way the light hit the trees—it was coming.
I passed Haley and Emily’s place, then Sam’s. The porch light was on, faint music humming through the windows. Probably another one of their all-night band sessions. Honestly, good for them. Stardrop Saloon was a fun gig, but I knew they were itching for something bigger.
The sun dipped low as I passed Marnie’s. Her cows blinked at me like they were judging my haircut. I waved anyway. As I rounded the bend near the pond, I saw her.
Haley. Squatting by the water with her camera, snapping shots like she hadn’t just spent the past five years acting like dirt was a death sentence.
“You know,” I said, smirking, “when you asked me to be your lighting guy, I thought you meant for pictures of you.”
She jumped, then groaned. “God, don’t sneak up on me like that. And no, dummy. It’s for the nature.”
“I didn’t know you liked photography,” I said, genuinely curious.
She turned those ice-blue eyes on me. “Well, maybe that’s on you.”
Fair enough.
“I think it’s cool,” I said. “The camera—it looks vintage. Where’d you get it?”
Her face shifted slightly, voice quieter. “My dad. Before he and my mom… left.”
I didn’t push it. She fiddled with the lens like it would distract her from the weight of what she said.
“You’re really good,” I said instead. “Like… weirdly good. Are you entering that Pelican Town Art Showcase thing next month?”
She looked up, surprised. “No. Why?”
“Because you should,” I said, shrugging. “Your photos feel like they’re telling a story. Like you’re trying to… I don’t know. Freeze a feeling or something.”
Haley blinked at me, and for once, didn’t have a sarcastic comeback. She just stared. Then—
“Okay, philosopher. Who even are you?”
I laughed. “Don’t get used to it.”
She smiled, and it hit me a little too hard in the chest. For a second, the pond, the light, her camera—everything felt like it was supposed to happen.
“Maybe you could be the model next time,” she said, a hint of challenge in her tone.
“Only if I get artistic control,” I replied. “And final approval. And maybe a crown.”
She laughed. “Deal.”
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