Abigail’s POV
Sam and I were up all night, our only light source the blue glow of his monitor and the occasional flicker from the half-melted candle we forgot to blow out. We’d ditched our usual Friday night at the Saloon—sorry, Gus—because this was more important. We weren’t just making a song. We were building a piece of Sebastian’s soul.
Sam hunched over his laptop, laser-focused, piecing together every lyric with a kind of reverence I’d only seen him reserve for pizza or vintage guitars. I laid down a few drum samples, hunting for the right beat until one finally clicked—a sharp, echoing rhythm that felt like heartbreak on loop.
Sam used his computer to pull some of Sebastian’s saved synth recordings. They were haunting and mechanical, eerie in a way only Sebastian could make sound intentional. He added a guitar riff that somehow cut through the darkness like headlights in fog. It was beautiful, a perfect match to the pain tucked into the lyrics.
The vocals were trickier. Sam, the usual human golden retriever, had gone full perfectionist. He was determined to do justice to Sebastian’s words, even if it meant twenty takes and losing his voice in the process.
“I think that was amazing,” I said after he finished the final chorus, his voice raw but steady.
He pulled off his headphones and rubbed his eyes. “It still needs more... him.”
I chewed on my thumbnail. “It is him. Every part of it. The dark chords, the synth, the melody, that riff you played, and his words—his words.” I paused. “He’s going to be the only one listening to it, remember? And if he hates it, we’ll scrap it. But if he hears it and sees what we see…”
“If he doesn’t throw a chair at my head first,” Sam muttered, smirking.
I grinned. “I printed out the lyrics, just in case we needed a backup.” I handed him a sheet.
Sam double-checked the printout, then laid it beside the laptop. He clicked a few buttons, and we both leaned in, each taking an earbud.
“A Heart Worth Breaking” (Sebastian’s Song)
[Verse 1]21Please respect copyright.PENANA034oNwNRXR
I need to feel something21Please respect copyright.PENANAyUDxJb5bCC
So my heart won’t turn to stone21Please respect copyright.PENANALenpcqWYZZ
Been chasing shadows in the hallway21Please respect copyright.PENANAMjbkSvaeqr
Just to not feel so alone
My thoughts creak like floorboards21Please respect copyright.PENANAZTiK1bIOQi
In a house that no one owns21Please respect copyright.PENANAiQbCXy9uq7
You came in, said we’d fix it21Please respect copyright.PENANAOAqSd981NU
Then left me here on my own
[Pre-Chorus]21Please respect copyright.PENANAe6fAJJMkSc
There’s hesitation in your voice21Please respect copyright.PENANAEVVN7mf1rY
I wish I didn’t notice21Please respect copyright.PENANA45JHiNw7zJ
You promised me you’d call—21Please respect copyright.PENANAV3DLE4G6Wm
Like I wouldn’t know you broke it
[Chorus]21Please respect copyright.PENANAw8FGUhPlMd
I’m drowning ‘cause you left a hole in me21Please respect copyright.PENANA09cSNB0MNx
Where my lungs should be21Please respect copyright.PENANAyzUSDaEmS2
You took the breath out of me21Please respect copyright.PENANAwDny8ydpLX
Like a comfortable liar21Please respect copyright.PENANAnXLCIGx8Pd
And I’m tired21Please respect copyright.PENANAvCU7KmgwxD
Of laying in this fire21Please respect copyright.PENANAYPtvwp7VQM
The more I see, the less I’m alive21Please respect copyright.PENANAJk7eS7uSkA
Can you tell I’m not alright?
[Verse 2]21Please respect copyright.PENANAAK04DyRtdW
I replay things you said21Please respect copyright.PENANArl13AAvd7y
Like a song stuck in my teeth21Please respect copyright.PENANAJyIvaxM8fW
Words that meant forever21Please respect copyright.PENANALW8uebLmky
Now just rot underneath
You said “we’ll figure it out”21Please respect copyright.PENANAgMT43RIu0Z
But you never said when21Please respect copyright.PENANAs76VMhwxcr
I think I’m starting to believe21Please respect copyright.PENANAvUILUAMnV1
You never meant to begin
[Pre-Chorus]21Please respect copyright.PENANArS4wb6IP05
There’s silence in your absence21Please respect copyright.PENANAhrEkiRfAkF
And it’s loud enough to break21Please respect copyright.PENANAXahScev1Hx
You swore you’d fight the dark for me—21Please respect copyright.PENANAlB1DFhyNNB
Then left me wide awake
[Chorus]21Please respect copyright.PENANATWEdzQCtZq
I’m drowning ‘cause you left a hole in me21Please respect copyright.PENANAewlGOuAl3Z
Where my lungs should be21Please respect copyright.PENANArK0DNkriOx
You took the breath out of me21Please respect copyright.PENANAbCF9J3NGKP
Like a comfortable liar21Please respect copyright.PENANAbDQKWHw9QG
And I’m tired21Please respect copyright.PENANAjRp5BZDqZD
Of laying in this fire21Please respect copyright.PENANAVm8FNW05OI
The more I see, the less I’m alive21Please respect copyright.PENANA6xRtuFDvU9
Can you tell I’m not alright?
[Bridge]21Please respect copyright.PENANAvLN2ooNyHt
I need to be something21Please respect copyright.PENANA3pLuhBtpNl
So my past lets me go21Please respect copyright.PENANAg7RT4XqMcO
I need to live again21Please respect copyright.PENANAhZpM4jtiAB
Before this pain becomes my home
You’re fading like a dream21Please respect copyright.PENANAuU3vIGY1uZ
That I wake up from too soon21Please respect copyright.PENANApSJAxVf1cq
And I keep screaming in my head21Please respect copyright.PENANAGqL9I2fL4w
But it’s just echoes in my room
[Final Chorus]21Please respect copyright.PENANAhn88o3C5MQ
I’m drowning ‘cause you left a hole in me21Please respect copyright.PENANAF1TaRw4Zw6
Where my lungs should be21Please respect copyright.PENANABpwaTmirOO
You took the breath out of me21Please respect copyright.PENANAEEXVFkY9WP
Like a comfortable liar21Please respect copyright.PENANAz2vgvneKfD
Now I’m colder21Please respect copyright.PENANAerhBwAhYLM
But not any wiser21Please respect copyright.PENANApFne2NDKeW
The more I see, the less I’m alive21Please respect copyright.PENANAbeFGB3oAgv
I’m still breathing—21Please respect copyright.PENANAz9euEft4Lv
But barely surviving
"Perfect. I think it's ready go, should we listen to double check?" Sam asks. I nod my head as pull on the headphones. One in his ear, one in mine.
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Alex’s POV
I took my usual evening walk, the summer air thick with warmth but edged with the kind of breeze that meant fall was waiting in the wings. Leaves hadn’t started to turn yet, but the way the light hit the trees—it was coming.
I passed Haley and Emily’s place, then Sam’s. The porch light was on, faint music humming through the windows. Probably another one of their all-night band sessions. Honestly, good for them. Stardrop Saloon was a fun gig, but I knew they were itching for something bigger.
The sun dipped low as I passed Marnie’s. Her cows blinked at me like they were judging my haircut. I waved anyway. As I rounded the bend near the pond, I saw her.
Haley. Squatting by the water with her camera, snapping shots like she hadn’t just spent the past five years acting like dirt was a death sentence.
“You know,” I said, smirking, “when you asked me to be your lighting guy, I thought you meant for pictures of you.”
She jumped, then groaned. “God, don’t sneak up on me like that. And no, dummy. It’s for the nature.”
“I didn’t know you liked photography,” I said, genuinely curious.
She turned those ice-blue eyes on me. “Well, maybe that’s on you.”
Fair enough.
“I think it’s cool,” I said. “The camera—it looks vintage. Where’d you get it?”
Her face shifted slightly, voice quieter. “My dad. Before he and my mom… left.”
I didn’t push it. She fiddled with the lens like it would distract her from the weight of what she said.
“You’re really good,” I said instead. “Like… weirdly good. Are you entering that Pelican Town Art Showcase thing next month?”
She looked up, surprised. “No. Why?”
“Because you should,” I said, shrugging. “Your photos feel like they’re telling a story. Like you’re trying to… I don’t know. Freeze a feeling or something.”
Haley blinked at me, and for once, didn’t have a sarcastic comeback. She just stared. Then—
“Okay, philosopher. Who even are you?”
I laughed. “Don’t get used to it.”
She smiled, and it hit me a little too hard in the chest. For a second, the pond, the light, her camera—everything felt like it was supposed to happen.
“Maybe you could be the model next time,” she said, a hint of challenge in her tone.
“Only if I get artistic control,” I replied. “And final approval. And maybe a crown.”
She laughed. “Deal.”
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