Abigail’s POV
Sam and I were up all night, our only light source the blue glow of his monitor and the occasional flicker from the half-melted candle we forgot to blow out. We’d ditched our usual Friday night at the Saloon—sorry, Gus—because this was more important. We weren’t just making a song. We were building a piece of Sebastian’s soul.
Sam hunched over his laptop, laser-focused, piecing together every lyric with a kind of reverence I’d only seen him reserve for pizza or vintage guitars. I laid down a few drum samples, hunting for the right beat until one finally clicked—a sharp, echoing rhythm that felt like heartbreak on loop.
Sam used his computer to pull some of Sebastian’s saved synth recordings. They were haunting and mechanical, eerie in a way only Sebastian could make sound intentional. He added a guitar riff that somehow cut through the darkness like headlights in fog. It was beautiful, a perfect match to the pain tucked into the lyrics.
The vocals were trickier. Sam, the usual human golden retriever, had gone full perfectionist. He was determined to do justice to Sebastian’s words, even if it meant twenty takes and losing his voice in the process.
“I think that was amazing,” I said after he finished the final chorus, his voice raw but steady.
He pulled off his headphones and rubbed his eyes. “It still needs more... him.”
I chewed on my thumbnail. “It is him. Every part of it. The dark chords, the synth, the melody, that riff you played, and his words—his words.” I paused. “He’s going to be the only one listening to it, remember? And if he hates it, we’ll scrap it. But if he hears it and sees what we see…”
“If he doesn’t throw a chair at my head first,” Sam muttered, smirking.
I grinned. “I printed out the lyrics, just in case we needed a backup.” I handed him a sheet.
Sam double-checked the printout, then laid it beside the laptop. He clicked a few buttons, and we both leaned in, each taking an earbud.
“A Heart Worth Breaking” (Sebastian’s Song)
[Verse 1]153Please respect copyright.PENANAbB1H0N9G0C
I need to feel something153Please respect copyright.PENANAq5niJg5AVC
So my heart won’t turn to stone153Please respect copyright.PENANA5H1PkzfmW1
Been chasing shadows in the hallway153Please respect copyright.PENANAA9GCmGxsDN
Just to not feel so alone
My thoughts creak like floorboards153Please respect copyright.PENANADTVZE8MTaS
In a house that no one owns153Please respect copyright.PENANAtJdFU2NxBb
You came in, said we’d fix it153Please respect copyright.PENANANS0LZ8y5Es
Then left me here on my own
[Pre-Chorus]153Please respect copyright.PENANATMhGqExKfk
There’s hesitation in your voice153Please respect copyright.PENANA3JT9KXDWLm
I wish I didn’t notice153Please respect copyright.PENANAzJEwSHPb8e
You promised me you’d call—153Please respect copyright.PENANA5lGE8sMsNj
Like I wouldn’t know you broke it
[Chorus]153Please respect copyright.PENANA6lPenrzmIW
I’m drowning ‘cause you left a hole in me153Please respect copyright.PENANAYbT0RlTwQN
Where my lungs should be153Please respect copyright.PENANAoXsHBRHRE5
You took the breath out of me153Please respect copyright.PENANA6p3WVa9POH
Like a comfortable liar153Please respect copyright.PENANACQE9psk5d1
And I’m tired153Please respect copyright.PENANApRkGD7hxGj
Of laying in this fire153Please respect copyright.PENANASiydN0yT3Q
The more I see, the less I’m alive153Please respect copyright.PENANAgwQERVpJ4j
Can you tell I’m not alright?
[Verse 2]153Please respect copyright.PENANAcqWDVnaPZz
I replay things you said153Please respect copyright.PENANAZlEMko8QtL
Like a song stuck in my teeth153Please respect copyright.PENANA6XYMHRhGyZ
Words that meant forever153Please respect copyright.PENANAd8R1Eogvg9
Now just rot underneath
You said “we’ll figure it out”153Please respect copyright.PENANAT7dBVamayD
But you never said when153Please respect copyright.PENANAmuVq36ejHN
I think I’m starting to believe153Please respect copyright.PENANAbr89SnfRO4
You never meant to begin
[Pre-Chorus]153Please respect copyright.PENANAekK16BFMgw
There’s silence in your absence153Please respect copyright.PENANAoWPMbkwcTv
And it’s loud enough to break153Please respect copyright.PENANAD7gScIHhcN
You swore you’d fight the dark for me—153Please respect copyright.PENANAljZHnMUKMG
Then left me wide awake
[Chorus]153Please respect copyright.PENANAgxrSsSK8zJ
I’m drowning ‘cause you left a hole in me153Please respect copyright.PENANAXHT3Qsixxt
Where my lungs should be153Please respect copyright.PENANAKLNlYCwmFC
You took the breath out of me153Please respect copyright.PENANAZsJOeroUjU
Like a comfortable liar153Please respect copyright.PENANA26lVt0UKSR
And I’m tired153Please respect copyright.PENANAf2vbbgRNxo
Of laying in this fire153Please respect copyright.PENANAK1qbBRZFgs
The more I see, the less I’m alive153Please respect copyright.PENANAHsXEJ1vTaV
Can you tell I’m not alright?
[Bridge]153Please respect copyright.PENANA9XmgTI8Kh2
I need to be something153Please respect copyright.PENANA05Z3kOT0Gh
So my past lets me go153Please respect copyright.PENANAie3OMY2JhF
I need to live again153Please respect copyright.PENANAToL7IEY83j
Before this pain becomes my home
You’re fading like a dream153Please respect copyright.PENANA4kdrUUZZiw
That I wake up from too soon153Please respect copyright.PENANAfJZWk7JhX9
And I keep screaming in my head153Please respect copyright.PENANATQtqY6ghkx
But it’s just echoes in my room
[Final Chorus]153Please respect copyright.PENANAHGLuZ4nEJl
I’m drowning ‘cause you left a hole in me153Please respect copyright.PENANAuTXaLJEz4d
Where my lungs should be153Please respect copyright.PENANAlCdG5lkf2G
You took the breath out of me153Please respect copyright.PENANA0zo3Yc2p2R
Like a comfortable liar153Please respect copyright.PENANANVxL4AvoQX
Now I’m colder153Please respect copyright.PENANAY8S3ygu2Vi
But not any wiser153Please respect copyright.PENANAvZEW9GkFpl
The more I see, the less I’m alive153Please respect copyright.PENANACXgPaV8syt
I’m still breathing—153Please respect copyright.PENANA36vW07pmSA
But barely surviving
"Perfect. I think it's ready go, should we listen to double check?" Sam asks. I nod my head as pull on the headphones. One in his ear, one in mine.
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Alex’s POV
I took my usual evening walk, the summer air thick with warmth but edged with the kind of breeze that meant fall was waiting in the wings. Leaves hadn’t started to turn yet, but the way the light hit the trees—it was coming.
I passed Haley and Emily’s place, then Sam’s. The porch light was on, faint music humming through the windows. Probably another one of their all-night band sessions. Honestly, good for them. Stardrop Saloon was a fun gig, but I knew they were itching for something bigger.
The sun dipped low as I passed Marnie’s. Her cows blinked at me like they were judging my haircut. I waved anyway. As I rounded the bend near the pond, I saw her.
Haley. Squatting by the water with her camera, snapping shots like she hadn’t just spent the past five years acting like dirt was a death sentence.
“You know,” I said, smirking, “when you asked me to be your lighting guy, I thought you meant for pictures of you.”
She jumped, then groaned. “God, don’t sneak up on me like that. And no, dummy. It’s for the nature.”
“I didn’t know you liked photography,” I said, genuinely curious.
She turned those ice-blue eyes on me. “Well, maybe that’s on you.”
Fair enough.
“I think it’s cool,” I said. “The camera—it looks vintage. Where’d you get it?”
Her face shifted slightly, voice quieter. “My dad. Before he and my mom… left.”
I didn’t push it. She fiddled with the lens like it would distract her from the weight of what she said.
“You’re really good,” I said instead. “Like… weirdly good. Are you entering that Pelican Town Art Showcase thing next month?”
She looked up, surprised. “No. Why?”
“Because you should,” I said, shrugging. “Your photos feel like they’re telling a story. Like you’re trying to… I don’t know. Freeze a feeling or something.”
Haley blinked at me, and for once, didn’t have a sarcastic comeback. She just stared. Then—
“Okay, philosopher. Who even are you?”
I laughed. “Don’t get used to it.”
She smiled, and it hit me a little too hard in the chest. For a second, the pond, the light, her camera—everything felt like it was supposed to happen.
“Maybe you could be the model next time,” she said, a hint of challenge in her tone.
“Only if I get artistic control,” I replied. “And final approval. And maybe a crown.”
She laughed. “Deal.”
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