事已至此,大衛明白這刻無論說甚麼也無法辯白了。他又氣又急,但心裡仍希望父親會選擇相信他,選擇無條件的維護他。18Please respect copyright.PENANA9px4t4pbig
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但他也知道這機會十分渺茫。18Please respect copyright.PENANA2b47KAw0Xx
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米利暗仍在狂亂哭喊著,家僕們在外面靜靜站著,房內幾個男人沉默不語。18Please respect copyright.PENANAtr6hx6ju5w
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「出去,唔關事嘅出去。」耶西語氣冷咧而嚴厲。米利暗聽到耶西這句話後,哭叫聲驟然止住。亞干和他的手下靜靜退出去,輕輕關上門。只剩下大衛、以利押、耶西、米利暗四人。18Please respect copyright.PENANARzFEnYI4QO
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「以利押,你覺得應該點處置。」耶西問道。18Please respect copyright.PENANACXPgtse850
「老竇,我都好想幫細佬,但佢今次⋯」以利押故作關心大衛。但大衛知道整件事的始作俑者就是他,那種虛偽實在令大衛惡心。18Please respect copyright.PENANAtInPuqrV6a
「唔好講廢話。你講。應該點做?」耶西續道。18Please respect copyright.PENANAGrLnwG9Aht
「我哋咪需要人放羊嘅?牧羊人唔使同其他僕人一齊做嘢,咁細佬就無咁容易被啲家僕激親。話晒,可能米利暗都有唔啱,所以細佬先會一時諗唔開唧。如果細佬唔使成日喺家僕中間,咁就自然少啲閒言閒語。老竇你覺得呢?」以利押誠懇道,但大衛知道,這全都是虛情假意。18Please respect copyright.PENANAtWTUovv54J
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「就咁話。」耶西回道,然後轉頭就走。離開的時候,他再沒有看過大衛一眼。18Please respect copyright.PENANAg4BdzRJ6Gg
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看著轉身離去的耶西,大衛心中一陣酸楚。以利押和米利暗臉上的陰笑使大衛惱得緊捏拳頭,但他又知道自己實在無可奈何。今天,他是個輸家。無論做甚麼,他都無法改變這個現實。於是他唯有接受這一切。18Please respect copyright.PENANA6BgCfdBvXS
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這不是他第一次被放逐,也不會是最後一次。18Please respect copyright.PENANA91mAsn1gud
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大衛走著,細思著在樹林發生的一切。他看著正午的烈陽,看著在烈陽下工作,那些他好像認識的家僕。看著那些熟悉的工具,鋤頭上啡紅的鏽跡仍是那麼礙眼;那些裝著工具的布袋,依舊滿是討厭的污垢。18Please respect copyright.PENANANlF9dZGkla
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一切都沒有改變。一切都是老樣子。好像今天所發生的事於整個世界而言無關痛癢。他的經歷又有誰在意?他不過是一塊乾枯的樹葉。從樹上掉下來,被風吹走,沒有改變甚麼,沒有帶走甚麼,沒有人留意,就這樣,來了又去了。18Please respect copyright.PENANAVDmYAcx6OQ
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「根本上就無人知,一個都無。無人知,亦都無人在乎。」他暗忖。他憎恨這個世界的冷漠。根本上就沒有人在乎今天發生的一切,亦沒有人在乎他的世界所經歷,翻天覆地的變化。他只是這個渺小世界中一顆微不足道的塵埃。為此,他感到無盡的悲哀。18Please respect copyright.PENANAEuzVbUrEXQ
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「耶和華⋯⋯自細我就聽媽媽講,有一個創造主。佢會看顧我,保護我,供應我一切所需。見到祢嘅景象到底係我發夢,定係祢真係揀選咗我?到底係咪真係有一個咁嘅神,會睇住我,同我經歷所有嘢?」大衛心中波瀾起伏不定。他無法驗證自己的想法,也無法驗證自己的經歷是否只是幻覺。他也找不到一個信任的人可以與之傾訴。他一路走著,一路想著。這一切在他腦海中盤旋打轉,但他始終得不出任何結論。走著走著,失神的他走到了臥房外的庭園。18Please respect copyright.PENANAhnANodBh7I
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拉結看見他,看見他身上班駁的血跡污跡,眼中馬上浮現無限的慈愛與痛惜。她二話不說,跑過來把大衛擁入懷中。「仔,咁多年嚟你受苦喇。你睇,你成個人瘦晒。」她剛開口便開始哽咽。18Please respect copyright.PENANAOKBdAE2Sae
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那一個擁抱持續了好久,但大衛完全不覺時間流逝。在那個溫暖柔軟的擁抱中,他真切地感受到愛。不是他一直在成長自己理性說服自己說父母都愛他,那種在頭腦中,冷冰冰的愛。不是明明感受到被離棄的刺痛,但卻要說服自己道:「係因為佢愛我,要教我,所以佢先要忍痛咁做。」那種有如指鹿為馬的愛。而是一種猶如四肢在冬日凍得發僵刺痛時跳進溫泉,使人顫動的溫暖。是一種難以用任何媒介盛載的感覺。無論是文字、是顏色、還是音樂,這一切的描繪也只不過是在瞎子摸象。18Please respect copyright.PENANALXzEOqaun2
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「仔,你跟我嚟啦。」拉結溫柔道。18Please respect copyright.PENANAG5K5UBvKIV
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第八章.大衛II (8)
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