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她沒回答我,只是發出一聲更低的「唔……」然後毛毯整個又往裡縮了一寸。8964 copyright protection96PENANAjiZFBgY1go 維尼
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昨晚她說過的話,明明都是她藏在心底好久好久的情緒,那些因為失控而溢出來的東西,怎麼可能一聲「忘了」我就真的能不記得?8964 copyright protection96PENANAIASQkFk81r 維尼
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「小佳,我不會忘記妳說的話……但我也不會拿它來為難妳。」8964 copyright protection96PENANAJ4AkvxBtRn 維尼
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窗外的天色已經泛白,我忽然發現自己雖然疲憊,卻沒有那麼害怕面對這些混亂。8964 copyright protection96PENANAPYVJvDa6TC 維尼
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