No Plagiarism!vaVu3jpbdZ90HdmUNi3Nposted on PENANA 湛霖在夢中掙扎,腳踝被冰冷的無形的力量緊緊纏住,像是在警告她:妳不能靠近。8964 copyright protection14PENANAMn30cbxvyl 維尼
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但她怎麼能不靠近?18Please respect copyright.PENANAsmzXAdKbHE
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那是家瑜啊。8964 copyright protection14PENANAMC8tKdhlvv 維尼
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幾公尺外,那道熟悉卻遍體鱗傷的身影,安靜地趴在地面,雙手被反綁、拉高,背部滿是乾涸與新裂交織的傷痕,像是被世界狠狠拋棄後還硬撐著呼吸的最後一口氣。8964 copyright protection14PENANAyBeA3VKtYf 維尼
那樣的她……根本不像活人,更像是一具即將崩塌的軀殼。8964 copyright protection14PENANAo3UvDonRUc 維尼
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湛霖的指尖顫抖。8964 copyright protection14PENANAkZSX6e3Ff1 維尼
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她想喊她的名字:「家瑜……!」8964 copyright protection14PENANAAVfFLa4GvY 維尼
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但喉嚨像是被什麼掐住,只能發出氣音,聽不見、傳不出——8964 copyright protection14PENANALmv0ycN8j8 維尼
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「家瑜!!」她用盡全力地吶喊。8964 copyright protection14PENANA5WrovOAp4U 維尼
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沒人回應。8964 copyright protection14PENANAtrEi0AZvAD 維尼
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她像被困在透明的牆後,只能眼睜睜看著,那個她拼了命想守護的人,被困在無邊無盡的黑暗裡,連呻吟都沒有,只剩冰冷與死寂。8964 copyright protection14PENANAVFLkIx1pC0 維尼
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「我在這裡!妳聽得見我嗎?拜託……看我一眼……」8964 copyright protection14PENANAi2vLmgyfHU 維尼
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她跪了下來,手抓著腳上的那空氣,紅著眼,哽咽地一點一點往前拖:8964 copyright protection14PENANAmWW531Ik9K 維尼
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「不要關起自己……不要丟下我……家瑜,回來……」8964 copyright protection14PENANALVREx8PSIY 維尼
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突然,那靜止不動的身影,似乎有一絲顫動——8964 copyright protection14PENANAaz1B9htaM4 維尼
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湛霖瞬間屏息,雙眼睜大。8964 copyright protection14PENANAwv4MrPDKJM 維尼
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那人緩緩地睜開眼睛,卻是毫無焦距的雙瞳,像是不認得她了。8964 copyright protection14PENANAFrzP7vlCH8 維尼
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然後她張口,無聲地說出一句話。8964 copyright protection14PENANAEzWaxTsw28 維尼
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湛霖看懂了唇形。8964 copyright protection14PENANAE7oIHeT9XU 維尼
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那句話是:8964 copyright protection14PENANAvM2G0MEipi 維尼
「妳是誰?」8964 copyright protection14PENANA2cw3m9AlmF 維尼
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像是一把刀,毫不猶豫地插進了她胸口。8964 copyright protection14PENANA7WM6HV8V1T 維尼
湛霖的世界在那瞬間全碎了。8964 copyright protection14PENANAHBbvD3mWH6 維尼
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她顫著手,想伸過去,想再靠近一點點。8964 copyright protection14PENANAbjOLglVT5b 維尼
但捆在身上的力量猛然拉緊,將她死死拖回原點。8964 copyright protection14PENANAPu4Ch26EQl 維尼
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「不要啊!!」8964 copyright protection14PENANAPrUA7L915v 維尼
湛霖崩潰地大吼:「是我啊,是我……我一直都在啊!!」8964 copyright protection14PENANABx3UJjkIE3 維尼
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她跪在黑暗中,掙扎、嘶吼,最後只能低頭緊緊抱著自己,在夢境的中心瘋狂地痛哭。8964 copyright protection14PENANAGP4KiS2ZhA 維尼
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她不知道,自己是什麼時候醒來的。8964 copyright protection14PENANA9JkzdGdnwM 維尼
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只知道枕頭早已濕透,喉嚨刺痛,耳邊還回蕩著那一句——8964 copyright protection14PENANAZXVJ46AzG0 維尼
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「妳是誰?」8964 copyright protection14PENANAPA8iHG5plw 維尼
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——她的家瑜,在夢裡忘了她。8964 copyright protection14PENANAct8CG5PsZ5 維尼
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湛霖從夢中驚醒,胸口仍隱隱作痛,彷彿那句「妳是誰?」不是夢,而是真實發生的審判。8964 copyright protection14PENANABLkaTfM1Kz 維尼
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她喘著氣,冷汗浸濕額髮。轉頭望向身旁,那個人正安靜地躺著。8964 copyright protection14PENANAjqPZxlHHe8 維尼
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是家瑜。8964 copyright protection14PENANACq4zFXc3zt 維尼
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她的家瑜——8964 copyright protection14PENANASVC1YdrsY5 維尼
卻也是,那個現在正處於解離中的、彷彿靈魂不在場的家瑜。8964 copyright protection14PENANATjladis8zT 維尼
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她睜著眼,卻沒有焦距;她呼吸平穩,卻像隔著整片玻璃般遙遠。她的手安放在被子外,卻沒回握住湛霖指尖的溫度。8964 copyright protection14PENANAxX3ZRvRKGz 維尼
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湛霖緩緩伸手,試著握住她的掌心。8964 copyright protection14PENANAyyAjoZ46gL 維尼
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但那隻手毫無反應,甚至下意識地微微一縮,像是害怕。8964 copyright protection14PENANAbkopQXrU16 維尼
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「家瑜……」她低聲喚,嗓音因剛剛夢裡的撕裂而顫抖:「是我,湛霖……我在這裡。」8964 copyright protection14PENANA98DISpk9HG 維尼
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對方沒有回應。8964 copyright protection14PENANAHObJZJcPa6 維尼
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湛霖看著那張熟悉的臉,眼眶再度酸脹。8964 copyright protection14PENANAauOgssohws 維尼
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她忍不住伏下身,額頭輕輕抵著家瑜的手背,小聲地說:8964 copyright protection14PENANADyFbSk3r4D 維尼
「夢裡的妳……說妳不記得我是誰……我知道那是假的,可是……我真的,好怕,好怕會有那麼一天……」8964 copyright protection14PENANAIfYTrrd0vM 維尼
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「我怕妳回不來,怕我努力了一萬步,卻只能停在離妳幾公尺的位置,連碰妳一下都不行……」8964 copyright protection14PENANANOQ4FdBjUU 維尼
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她說到這裡,聲音幾近哽咽,整個人抱緊了那副溫熱卻無聲的身體,像是要用自己的體溫換取她回來。8964 copyright protection14PENANAf9kf8IQ4TG 維尼
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「可是沒關係……」8964 copyright protection14PENANAMRabUjCeiN 維尼
她深吸一口氣,語氣一點一點穩下來:「如果妳真的哪天不記得了我……那我就從頭來過。」8964 copyright protection14PENANAJXn6sKwqi1 維尼
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「我會重新介紹自己。」8964 copyright protection14PENANAAXsk1eqslS 維尼
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「我會再一次,一次又一次地愛上妳,讓妳也再一次……愛上我。」8964 copyright protection14PENANAkk34UGs63t 維尼
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她吻了吻家瑜的額頭,輕聲落下那句像誓言的話:8964 copyright protection14PENANALinkB6ydhe 維尼
「即使妳忘記了我,我也不會忘記妳。」8964 copyright protection14PENANAEIflCrAbme 維尼
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「直到妳願意,回來為止。」8964 copyright protection14PENANADdESWXr2DD 維尼
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這時,家瑜微微動了一下,眼皮似乎顫了顫——那是一個解離狀態下的細微生理反應,還不是清醒。8964 copyright protection14PENANAUMu7BdCmoQ 維尼
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但湛霖看見了,就像抓住了光。8964 copyright protection14PENANAF7q7sE3Ly4 維尼
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她輕輕把對方的手放在自己胸口,低聲呢喃:8964 copyright protection14PENANAJlZw65hi2T 維尼
「沒關係的,慢慢來……我不急,我等妳。就像我等過妳一次,也可以再等第二次、第三次——」8964 copyright protection14PENANAF2IoiDkJdA 維尼
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「等到妳記得我為止。」8964 copyright protection14PENANAsJtUGTIt1d 維尼
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《湛霖的日記》8964 copyright protection14PENANAQ8Vdy7ms9I 維尼
時間:凌晨 3:468964 copyright protection14PENANA6ViuPJ1Cly 維尼
地點:床邊,緊緊抱著家瑜的手8964 copyright protection14PENANAkjrKdwNBE5 維尼
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今晚,我夢見了幾公尺遠的妳。8964 copyright protection14PENANAX0X7kGKdW2 維尼
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妳趴在地上,雙手被反綁,像是某種刑場上的囚徒。8964 copyright protection14PENANAT2PC7gcIqf 維尼
妳的背、妳的手臂、甚至妳的臉,都遍布傷痕。8964 copyright protection14PENANAeQbmBt1AYP 維尼
但妳卻什麼都沒說,只是靜靜地躺著,像是早就放棄了呼救,也放棄了回頭。8964 copyright protection14PENANA92fixAdApl 維尼
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我拼命想過去。8964 copyright protection14PENANAgv7gdgNJYr 維尼
腳上纏住的力量幾乎把我整個人撕裂,我不管,我只想把妳抱起來,叫醒妳、帶妳回來。8964 copyright protection14PENANAqATzapIYv0 維尼
可我連一步都走不過去。8964 copyright protection14PENANAnRRadjCHVN 維尼
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我喊妳的名字,喊了無數次。8964 copyright protection14PENANAHCsAiaqAB3 維尼
但妳回過頭來的時候,看著我,卻只是說:8964 copyright protection14PENANACMZ4oeiWtg 維尼
「妳是誰?」8964 copyright protection14PENANASA5cuVndda 維尼
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……8964 copyright protection14PENANA3OJ6uYWeuL 維尼
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我在夢裡哭了,哭得像個快溺斃的人。8964 copyright protection14PENANAAI6K4BoP5j 維尼
我醒來的時候,第一件事就是轉頭看妳。8964 copyright protection14PENANAdbD9tVLoJQ 維尼
妳在我身邊,真的在。8964 copyright protection14PENANAvYNnMDYJh8 維尼
但——卻還沒有完全「回來」。8964 copyright protection14PENANArwI4kuKVV6 維尼
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妳的眼睛睜開著,卻像是不屬於這個房間、不屬於現在的時空。8964 copyright protection14PENANAl245DgbPyB 維尼
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這樣的妳,好痛。8964 copyright protection14PENANAJqBDSzvcef 維尼
比夢還痛。8964 copyright protection14PENANAnbYz3AnlxW 維尼
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妳知道嗎?8964 copyright protection14PENANAqTuFU9kc9q 維尼
這是我人生裡第二次體會到什麼叫「即使人還活著,卻像不在這裡」的感覺。8964 copyright protection14PENANAyHJvm5fz4O 維尼
第一次是我自己,崩壞到失聲的那幾年。8964 copyright protection14PENANAMTCPlCrl3b 維尼
第二次是現在,是妳。8964 copyright protection14PENANADL3OPBS5eY 維尼
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但我不會走。8964 copyright protection14PENANAf7BbQWH3MJ 維尼
我不會像其他人那樣逃掉,我會一直在這裡。8964 copyright protection14PENANAXtNiQ1hhM8 維尼
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如果妳真的哪天不記得我了,那沒關係。8964 copyright protection14PENANAbP88xyEmUH 維尼
我會重來。8964 copyright protection14PENANA56o144S7E3 維尼
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我會重新學著牽起妳的手,重新認識妳的笑,重新學著哪裡能逗妳笑、哪裡不能碰、哪裡是妳的地雷、哪裡是妳最柔軟的角落。8964 copyright protection14PENANAAWfYRiHeLU 維尼
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我會再一次說:「妳好,我是湛霖。」8964 copyright protection14PENANA5jXK1u3ute 維尼
再一次問:「我可以愛妳嗎?」8964 copyright protection14PENANA3HQgWpX2zD 維尼
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再一次,為了擁有妳的心,努力一遍都沒關係。8964 copyright protection14PENANANBNRGOURTh 維尼
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因為我想要的不是記憶裡那個妳,是此刻的妳。8964 copyright protection14PENANAM1qY2lCm7S 維尼
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就算妳現在碎掉了,我也會一塊一塊撿起來,把妳拼回來——8964 copyright protection14PENANAabmJ5kuOp0 維尼
不是原來的樣子,而是新的模樣。8964 copyright protection14PENANAT0SjBdEtPp 維尼
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新的、還活著的妳。8964 copyright protection14PENANA03jvpcCUZa 維尼
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只要妳還在這個世界,我就會留下來。8964 copyright protection14PENANAirlm91Sta6 維尼
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