Its been two months since I last seen Tyler and here I was at this stupid therapy session. I had become so bitter and mean. This was who I was so I decided to look into talking to somebody but he was about to piss me off.
"So are you saying my divorce is my fault." I snapped.
"No do you think you were with him because of comfort. Did you really love him like you think you did is all I'm asking." He said. I was about answer when somebody barged into my session.
"Doc I gotta talk to you." He said and when he turned around I saw Nut. He stared at me and I stared at him. To think his crazy ass saw somebody was wild. After he handled that shit for me I looked into him he was unhinged as fuck. I mean he had a reputation of being mean and cold but the way he was looking at me was like butter.
"Nut you can't just come in here like this." Doc said.
"Wrap this up." He said to me.
"I'm not wrapping shut up I paid my money just like you did." I snapped.
”Wrap this shit up Khemi.” He said.
”khemi we can reschedule.” Doc said. I pulled out my gun and pointed it at doc told him to sit then I pointed it to Nut.
“I am not scared of your big ass. I’m not gonna fight you but if I feel threatened I will shoot your ass and I promise you I have really good aim.” I said.
”You got it. My bad.” He said raising his hands in surrender. He walked out the room. Doc sat down and I put my gun back in my purse. I continued with my session. He tried to pry how I knew Nut but I just told him he’s just an acquaintance. When j walked out Nut was still sitting there leg shaking like he needed this session more then me.
”I apologize for my behavior earlier. Let me take you out to sincerely apologize for my rudeness.” He said I wanted to laugh in his face but I could see he need this and I smiled and touch his arm.
”No.” I said.
”No?” He asked.
”No. If you were my man you definitely wouldn’t be out here acting like that. I know your girl is real embarrassed if that’s how you act.” I said going to walk away but his rough ass hands grabbed me.
”I don’t got a girl but you definitely can be her.” He said. I snatched away and stormed out the office.
I was at my best friend Zoot house telling him what happened. He was over here cracking up. I didn’t find it funny at all. Nut was fine and when I say fine I mean god took his time to make that man. He looked rough his hands were rough shit the way he talked was rough and deep inside I liked that shit. He smelled like a heartbreak waiting to fuckin happen. I just couldn’t do it to myself. I was already going threw it with my ex husband and I ain’t even love him like I thought I did.
”I think you should go for it.” Zoot said.
”Zoot be fuckin serious.” I said.
”Naw I’m serious. I think he would be able to handle your angry ass. Shit you should’ve just slid him the digits. I can slide them for you.” He said.
”Zoot.” I said.
”Too late already did. Khemi seriously don’t let what punk ass Kyler did to you mold you into this bitter bitch. You deserve love. Real love and as off as Nut is I think he can give you that.” Zoot said.
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