As he left, closing the door behind him, he went to where the kids were waiting.363Please respect copyright.PENANAJYI5TO6Ghg
It was a large bunk room with lots of beds. There were random gray robes resting or working in random spots, but he focused on the kids.363Please respect copyright.PENANAsuvhLfoiqc
They were playing near a chest at the foot of a bed. He knew that was their chest—the church gave everyone a place to keep personal things. He'd never thought about that before.363Please respect copyright.PENANArVn6jUGQJz
As he got close, he could hear Rock practicing a few notes with the flute, and Ziala was happy with her doll.363Please respect copyright.PENANAaMSCWKqGuF
It was then, belatedly, that he knew they were happy. Even in the church.363Please respect copyright.PENANAN6T5xwSnh6
They hated it because he did.363Please respect copyright.PENANAdEGxhs7xM0
The Bishop was right. He dug them into a pit and complained there was no way out. Yet those who followed him were just happy to be included.363Please respect copyright.PENANAG4Qefswa2B
No wonder they saw him as a boss, not a brother. He didn't act like family but a leader, telling them how to live.363Please respect copyright.PENANA8KuPjmXaUB
Resolute, he spoke as if everything that happened was the plan all along. "Listen up. I worked out the details like I said I would."363Please respect copyright.PENANA82E0rtWbOp
"Now we just need to play our part and do what is required."363Please respect copyright.PENANANf5nkKavuH
They both got serious. Rock spoke first. "The plan?"363Please respect copyright.PENANACdyRMqHBje
Ziala looked expectantly also.363Please respect copyright.PENANAEG6nMw2ukF
"For you two, grow up."363Please respect copyright.PENANAaaHMucDnEs
"Learn to be free where you can, and do your jobs required."363Please respect copyright.PENANAUJf1jRlQXN
"For me, I got to train in a guild hall for a couple of years, then fight in a new dungeon."363Please respect copyright.PENANAKX0DYq0vEa
"Till debts are paid. After that, we decide how we live—rat and debt-free."363Please respect copyright.PENANAz4mPNQOawy
They both got excited at the free part. But as they thought about it—363Please respect copyright.PENANAhN82aNaZlj
"So... everything goes back to the way it was before we ran away?" Ziala asked, unsure.363Please respect copyright.PENANAWShLCXRZdx
"Kinda," he said carefully.363Please respect copyright.PENANAHLkSfaKHqk
"What I did, I will never take back."363Please respect copyright.PENANAFZ3yJUSLn8
"It healed both of you."363Please respect copyright.PENANAQBhkeHp6dH
"Isn't the church controlling us?" Ziala asked, still unsure.363Please respect copyright.PENANAbaozLn1cVZ
"The church—" Arlin started, then paused.363Please respect copyright.PENANAPtLqvNggkt
"The church was never evil."363Please respect copyright.PENANAjOTCl5fFAi
"They just made a bad choice. Like me."363Please respect copyright.PENANAbxjOfkVW3f
"You kids just got in the crossfire, and now we're cleaning up the mess."363Please respect copyright.PENANAAZ7n2lLL7a
"Crossfire?" Rock asked.363Please respect copyright.PENANAIUNZwZjxNY
"Aha. It means people fighting, and other people that didn't start the fight or add to it still got pushed into the fight."363Please respect copyright.PENANAAd6VHj8Sma
"So just victims," he said, saddened.363Please respect copyright.PENANAmyTPYxdikS
"Okay, boss," Rock said, then went back to staring at his flute.363Please respect copyright.PENANABuAGW7ykda
Ziala stared for a bit and asked, "You're not going away forever, right?"363Please respect copyright.PENANAqeaCbnJhgN
"No," Arlin said. "Just temporarily. So use that time to learn and grow."363Please respect copyright.PENANACFBT1ozKVX
She nodded.363Please respect copyright.PENANAUmj1ngpUyL
A priest walked up near them. "It's good to see you kids again." He beamed while speaking. "I feared the winter would hurt you, but you all seem well."363Please respect copyright.PENANAVPV837KGDX
"Let me know if you need anything. Dinner is, as always, the same time."363Please respect copyright.PENANADgtNUe1CrE
Arlin nodded, and so did the kids.363Please respect copyright.PENANAXV22I3yCjy
A random gray robe wandered about with a concerned face. "Arlin?" the gray robe said to the room.363Please respect copyright.PENANAmDzsAmwuDY
"Yes?" he said, unsure. All of them looked at the gray robe.363Please respect copyright.PENANAXzsr9lyBq9
He turned and bowed. "The Bishop wanted to give you a letter to help address the guild to assist you."363Please respect copyright.PENANA5u5ImHLavT
He handed him the letter.363Please respect copyright.PENANASflRykAGuP
Arlin felt bitter. Even now, he'd been carried with more debts.363Please respect copyright.PENANACRNsDGxDDI
"Thank you."363Please respect copyright.PENANAZUrpxmvf9I
"What's that for?" Rock asked, wondering.363Please respect copyright.PENANAKTq1zNJk5v
"It's part of my training. I have magic."363Please respect copyright.PENANA1cMu40T2yb
"But lack skill. If I'm ever going to fight in dungeons, I need more training."363Please respect copyright.PENANA64cEEjrNuY
"Oh," Rock said.363Please respect copyright.PENANACn6kBJanUA
Arlin smiled. "While I get better in dungeons, you practice the flute so I have music to look forward to. Okay?"363Please respect copyright.PENANAbeeoNDJkOU
Rock smiled and said, "Okay, boss."363Please respect copyright.PENANAlQsKVXvVKc
"What about me?" Ziala said.363Please respect copyright.PENANAtvAhT0CTCB
"Whatever you want," Arlin said, sounding dismissive.363Please respect copyright.PENANAJgBDegnNQF
"That's not fair," Ziala said, pouting. "Why do you give Rock a job but not me?"363Please respect copyright.PENANAmt6szWI78Z
"Hmmm." Arlin thought. "Well, if you want to help, I'm not the smartest, and every boss needs a good informant."363Please respect copyright.PENANAVXpCEMjXHA
"That has all the info they need."363Please respect copyright.PENANACjoU1uV3qG
"If you do that, we'll have fighting power, music, and be able to take over the world!"363Please respect copyright.PENANAmjDsySqIkZ
"Wow," Ziala said, amazed. Rock too was amazed and felt his flute was as big a deal after that statement.363Please respect copyright.PENANAb8FTCGGDWh
The priest cleared his throat near them. "It's good to dream, but let's keep them simple for now."363Please respect copyright.PENANAYxBuPKYOzn
"We already have a good king, and I don't think we should be plotting to overthrow him just yet."363Please respect copyright.PENANArkEthy53ok
Arlin agreed. He needed to watch what he said. But they were kids, and nothing was wrong with dreaming big. He didn't push it. Instead, he gave a slight nod and looked at the letter, wondering what info it said.
Tanya,363Please respect copyright.PENANAdI4EOwqcSN
It is me, Bishop Oliver. I know we spoke in the past about this issue many a time, and you wanted no part in it. But as a favor from an old friend wanting to do good, I ask—please reconsider and help your child.363Please respect copyright.PENANA4RzpVts8d8
It can be temporary, and the training will help them grow. All the kids made it back safely. I also know you watched from the side to oversee their safety.363Please respect copyright.PENANAuBlKccNRo5
But Arlin is lost and needs a stronger hand than my own. He wants to challenge the dungeons, and I fear if left alone, we will mourn his loss versus praising what we gain from his adventure.363Please respect copyright.PENANAL4CQj2Shga
Please consider the long-term versus the short-term inconvenient nature of my selfish request.363Please respect copyright.PENANAOL4CrRiwKd
I know I'm forcing your hand in a matter you wanted to walk away from, yet I feel it would be best for you both.363Please respect copyright.PENANAbpPDJ3YJYJ
P.S. Since I know Arlin could not help but read this, trust me when I say we all have a past, and don't judge her for hers. We all loved you, even if not the way you wanted.
Arlin rolled the note back up, lost in thought. Wondering if it was true. If he had a mom that just let him go. And why.363Please respect copyright.PENANAFOlVvzl3hy
"You okay?" a low voice asked, breaking him from his self-reflection.363Please respect copyright.PENANAq67ocR0L7b
He saw concern in Ziala's eyes. Even Rock looked troubled.363Please respect copyright.PENANAsaMHXyOHF6
So he smiled. "Nothing but good news," he lied.363Please respect copyright.PENANAMQH4dLkjoC
"It was just a letter to get me training and had me a bit concerned if I was good enough."363Please respect copyright.PENANA7MFRKezosh
Rock reassured him with conviction. Ziala, still holding her doll close, spoke also that she would also train and be good enough to help him in his adventures.363Please respect copyright.PENANAMbDFaWyk9P
He genuinely laughed. They'd already lived in the streets. They'd already found a way to keep living, even if a bit crooked.363Please respect copyright.PENANAdnhGDH9f2o
They had proven they could survive. But now he was just getting in their way to live.363Please respect copyright.PENANAM7XNsWWmFi
He leaned low and hugged both kids while telling them, "Instead of goodbye, it's just a delay till we meet again."363Please respect copyright.PENANAf5hXz4uCIz
"A tomorrow, even if that tomorrow is a ways away."363Please respect copyright.PENANAWEGSyRq1XS
"We'll all wake up later in life and adventure then. Okay?"363Please respect copyright.PENANANLdYZjRtEw
Ziala was sad, crying. Rock tried to show indifference, but both felt like they were losing him.363Please respect copyright.PENANAqGzjdOuC7u
"You were willing to trust me in the street."363Please respect copyright.PENANAfG9YNVecC7
"Now trust me now while you're here safe," he said, reassuring.363Please respect copyright.PENANAlOuxUX7o38
As he broke away from the kids, both the gray robe and the other priest were awkwardly waiting. For what, he wasn't sure.363Please respect copyright.PENANAK4daxnXc2I
The priest noticed the moment was done and cleared his throat. "When you're settled, children, we need to set times for study and chores. We do believe in freedom."363Please respect copyright.PENANAf9ALFLhQ6O
"But responsibility doesn't go away, not even for kids."363Please respect copyright.PENANAAJ9GOAukjj
The gray robe priest took that as a cue that he also had more things to do and bowed and left.363Please respect copyright.PENANAfD6B6ynPBB
The kids sighed, put away their treasured objects, and left with the black robe to help where they could.363Please respect copyright.PENANANCctMccZmL
Arlin watched them go. He wanted to give them a better life, but it seemed all he did was lead them by the nose on his misadventure.363Please respect copyright.PENANAKo8sY7d9Bw
Maybe this letter will be a better tomorrow.363Please respect copyright.PENANAtYgNXEykIw
The day was getting late, and he wasn't being forced out. Yet he still had the money, so he chose to go stay at an inn. He wanted to get used to his new life, and this would be the start.363Please respect copyright.PENANAwlEL9ysLNO
Lest he encourage more bad choices.363Please respect copyright.PENANAZUMu5oll2Y
The trip to the inn was a quiet one. The random crowds passed him by with indifference, as much as he showed them the same.363Please respect copyright.PENANAqo97uf03ZM
When he made it to the inn, the keeper remembered him from before and greeted him warmly. He even asked where the other two were.363Please respect copyright.PENANABYdm6lMLaC
He said they were safe in another place, and he was the only one getting a room tonight.363Please respect copyright.PENANABPLfbIJepz
The innkeeper didn't pry and offered him a meal with the room, which he ate with no real enjoyment.363Please respect copyright.PENANAGoM0gMeEt6
The random voices carried news—some he knew, some new gossip—but all just mundane info now that he already had plans.363Please respect copyright.PENANAIyEfoA7vja
The room was plain, a simple affair, but it was enough. He slept, focusing on tomorrow.363Please respect copyright.PENANAa8Y3tjfdR6
As he slept, dreaming of shadows—which normally was a comfort—but now as they covered everything, he could find nobody to stand with.363Please respect copyright.PENANAOnj7oDfVLm
He was alone.363Please respect copyright.PENANATAVrroGmGG
He awoke, annoyed that even free and able to do what he wanted, he still felt trapped. But he focused on his end goal.363Please respect copyright.PENANAwP98dIExvN
It helped, even if it wasn't what he wanted.363Please respect copyright.PENANA1lK7dOFjMW
A new person was at the counter, greeting guests. They still offered him a meal for the road, which he was grateful to take.363Please respect copyright.PENANAWTCwFQeEwV
He looked around as he ate the gruel. He was surprised—even now, the inn had business. It seemed this was a place of a lot of business, no matter the hour.363Please respect copyright.PENANAJqTdvvSM7x
He'd never officially tried to join the guild hall, but he knew of it. It was the first place he'd gone trying to find a cure for Ziala before meeting Tommy in the past.363Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZesnyEbC9
It was a very large building, which was surprising, as most of the place was blocked off. He guessed a lot of things went on behind doors.363Please respect copyright.PENANA0LgQ0LY0wZ
As he entered, there were a few lines and people lounged at random tables. But he wasn't too sure where to go, so he picked a random line and waited.363Please respect copyright.PENANAS56Ldnoyvs
It went surprisingly quick, as those before him were no-nonsense and knew their business and moved along.363Please respect copyright.PENANASY53hZdXFM
The person helping him when he was next was a well-dressed older man who asked, "How can I help?"363Please respect copyright.PENANAQNv8sUcTc3
"I'm supposed to see Tanya. I have a letter as proof."363Please respect copyright.PENANAjT7yrpDuEv
The man didn't move and smiled. "Not that I don't believe you, but I need something more to tell her than that."363Please respect copyright.PENANAhXev0HWVW7
"Though I suppose the letter will suffice if you don't know yourself," the man said casually.363Please respect copyright.PENANAARbaz6OZLu
Arlin replied, "I think it will be training."363Please respect copyright.PENANAohg4RuCQ4W
"Requested by the church to help me."363Please respect copyright.PENANAjvwB1w2Pwm
"Really?" the man said, surprised.363Please respect copyright.PENANAbcIveGYx1d
"An honor, I'm sure." He hesitated. "You said requested?"363Please respect copyright.PENANAFP5yWapi4p
"I don't want to be rude, but temper expectations."363Please respect copyright.PENANArC61LBpBaw
"She tends to deny anything she didn't volunteer herself."363Please respect copyright.PENANAJwXEpfXDd7
"Either way, come along. We'll see her and find out!"363Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZENAjTLnD
Arlin wasn't sure if he was encouraging him or letting him down gently.363Please respect copyright.PENANAwctDT6GcUG
Remembering the words in the letter about how she was potentially his mom, it seemed he needed to choose carefully how he addressed this.363Please respect copyright.PENANAjJ4wPXmfky
The man guided him to a stairway that led to a second floor. It was the first door on the right and was already ajar.363Please respect copyright.PENANAb9rdEluFtn
The man still knocked and waited.363Please respect copyright.PENANAFFfMNTpIg1
"I know it's you, Terry. And I take it you have news for me?"363Please respect copyright.PENANAE5HfS42fRO
A female voice spoke.363Please respect copyright.PENANA1wMTNA12rJ
"I do," he said.363Please respect copyright.PENANAquVqxKs6QT
"Your insight is scary at times."363Please respect copyright.PENANA1XzqpmaBtd
He heard a female nervous laugh. "No. This is just my past catching up. It's why the door is open."363Please respect copyright.PENANAXsHnQBaEi4
"Well, are you going to enter, or do you like talking to a door?"363Please respect copyright.PENANA3YD6SPeERE
Arlin wasn't sure what to do, but Terry opened the door with indifference, as if this was a common thing.363Please respect copyright.PENANASd6zuSiorJ
The place was lavish, which surprised him. He thought she'd be more humble, but it seemed she liked nice things. Even her clothes were fine silks with many colors.363Please respect copyright.PENANA1b4kWLKOAm
She was smoking a long, thin pipe. The smoke around her looked like a mist.363Please respect copyright.PENANAUDniyFArtV
The smell was unpleasant, but it also calmed him a bit.363Please respect copyright.PENANALaPPQy4AQm
She had long white hair and deep red eyes.363Please respect copyright.PENANAR6COXRur5U
Surprising him—was she not his mom then?363Please respect copyright.PENANAi0u5RqXMk2
"Don't be so surprised," she said, looking away while inhaling more smoke and gently blowing it out.363Please respect copyright.PENANAP4RHJXXPwP
She looked at him again and smiled, watching him. "It's a form of mana herb that's good for stress, so I like it."363Please respect copyright.PENANAhNNXlrP1GA
"It does have minor side effects."363Please respect copyright.PENANATX1jxmyqUl
He nodded slowly. What did she look like before? My mom?363Please respect copyright.PENANA75pEVB7jSw
Not sure how to follow up on that, Terry walked past him to the sitting woman and handed her the letter, did a short bow, and left.363Please respect copyright.PENANA4MbP7Ny2kW
As he was closing the door, he said, "Good luck with your past, mistress."363Please respect copyright.PENANAEkrXbJJz4A
A book flew and hit the door.363Please respect copyright.PENANAmyMre9bVLi
Arlin was surprised, feeling out of place. He picked up the book to hand it back to her but read the title before he did:363Please respect copyright.PENANA8rVOLmQTRj
The Dangers of Dungeons Beyond Level Four, by the Guild363Please respect copyright.PENANABpolTXOVQW
He knew a little bit about dungeons. They got harder the deeper you go, and nobody solo should go beyond level three. He'd never known how deep they really went.363Please respect copyright.PENANAbPHGpnwqOV
He walked the book to her and sat it on the table. She ignored him and read the scroll.363Please respect copyright.PENANAGwLtEHPyw9
He stood awkwardly till she spoke. "Sit, child. It will be a minute."363Please respect copyright.PENANANsPpBZyXAH
"Even if I do read quickly, I won't speak hastily about this matter."363Please respect copyright.PENANAKll4N3Qw8c
He looked around and saw few places to sit, so he chose a bench to the side versus the chair in front of the desk. He didn't want to be so close to an unknown outcome.363Please respect copyright.PENANAhRpnOXSZkr
She didn't look at him, but he saw her with a sad smile all the same. "Wary of me?"363Please respect copyright.PENANAq7bLgx6S5x
"That's out of character for you."363Please respect copyright.PENANAbfjUWiPFYk
"All reports I ever heard have you running headfirst into bad choices. So why the change now?"363Please respect copyright.PENANAYniSqqgDBt
He wasn't sure he was supposed to answer if it was an idle thought she mused out loud, as she never looked at him. But he figured if she was his mom, he would be honest.363Please respect copyright.PENANA7wnVX2czbG
"I was forced to make those choices in the past. Now I can choose."363Please respect copyright.PENANA41OHdsUXDC
She gently laughed at that while placing the paper down.363Please respect copyright.PENANAUxDwu7egiA
"You were not forced to take kids into the streets and make deals with a man."363Please respect copyright.PENANA8qZbnZogqu
"Who loves money more than people. And now seeking help from others."363Please respect copyright.PENANArWg6woQFyw
She kept randomly smoking that pipe even as she said those words.363Please respect copyright.PENANAk6BqTZfs2T
He blushed slightly at being called out. He didn't know what she knew, but the casual way she spoke of his past when she was never there did bother him.363Please respect copyright.PENANAllOdsMpCM0
He sighed at that and got up to leave.363Please respect copyright.PENANA0wyKMkngiX
As he went for the door, she scoffed. "Just like that?"363Please respect copyright.PENANAC7klCe41sM
He refused to listen and tried the door. It would not open, no matter how hard he pulled. It was confusing, as there was no lock.363Please respect copyright.PENANAhAM2Sl1jxx
Magic, he thought.363Please respect copyright.PENANA2s9p20NKVr
"So I'm a prisoner now?"363Please respect copyright.PENANABuVV8A7D5I
"No," she said casually.363Please respect copyright.PENANA5qufiJJoIS
"You are my son."363Please respect copyright.PENANAln5z9S7Vzy
"But are begging for favors."363Please respect copyright.PENANArM4t3ST0sz
"And been very rude."363Please respect copyright.PENANAnTbPmgPGYD
"For no reason. Care to explain why?"363Please respect copyright.PENANAZP5DB7fJ01
He faced her then. She still was relaxed, treating this as a game.363Please respect copyright.PENANAoIqdExok3u
"Because you don't take me seriously?"363Please respect copyright.PENANAFOC86YGHM2
"And you abandoned me."363Please respect copyright.PENANA3LR7eIAk6W
"Is why I'm leaving," he said, annoyed.363Please respect copyright.PENANAMW4Iv0PVJJ
"Yes, I came as a request to help me grow."363Please respect copyright.PENANABpJpIBPvdF
"But I already have two masters telling me I owe them."363Please respect copyright.PENANA3oNrgQcKdj
"I don't want a third from a woman who left me."363Please respect copyright.PENANAKBvn8JgZvd
He stared her down with those words. She may be his mom, but he could make it on his own. He had this long.363Please respect copyright.PENANAthuaDjThHx
She slowly emptied her pipe to the side, refilled it, and lit it to draw on it once more.363Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1IdWUGn6q
She slowly blew out the smoke while watching him with curiosity but also indifference to his plight.363Please respect copyright.PENANAxC3iXJOqK4
"I followed your life since you were at the church. You know that?" she asked.363Please respect copyright.PENANAxW7uR1duTR
He was mildly surprised but not caring. He'd been there his whole life, so she watched him from the side. Why would he care?363Please respect copyright.PENANAZiOPhlwD47
But she went on. And what she said next did chill him.363Please respect copyright.PENANAUi3kiGAmXE
"They wanted me to take you back in and raise you."363Please respect copyright.PENANAh4W4DfANiY
He didn't know how to feel, hearing her say that. They could have been a family. He was hurt but understanding. He was a nobody.363Please respect copyright.PENANAtOb3nnCTHw
"I was young and scared," she said.363Please respect copyright.PENANAfTgfVqHDah
"Still trying to run the guild."363Please respect copyright.PENANAxagYvqOl27
"And I thought, 'I still have a few more adventures in me.'"363Please respect copyright.PENANA73SetCCTRW
"Why would I want a kid to hang off me?"363Please respect copyright.PENANAw2dOAYzIbU
"The Bishop was loving and safe."363Please respect copyright.PENANAHx1ZORpWBe
"You couldn't ask for a better home."363Please respect copyright.PENANAjQn2UQphii
Arlin didn't agree but said nothing. Perhaps she was right, and he'd feel just as trapped with her. But still, he listened. Sooner or later, she'd let him leave.363Please respect copyright.PENANAhPDYejkE5X
She saw he wasn't listening, so she sighed. "The Bishop came to me every month."363Please respect copyright.PENANARyEIzsqUXI
"Because you kept being rebellious."363Please respect copyright.PENANAsAY15jkRaD
"Not happy with your lot in life."363Please respect copyright.PENANASfPFkjfh5x
"Thinking there was something more."363Please respect copyright.PENANAG29kyAvHRX
"I always refused. My stance did not change."363Please respect copyright.PENANAhgPYD9wNCN
"Why does he fixate on me."363Please respect copyright.PENANAt5aoRYcbAd
"When I already abandoned you?"363Please respect copyright.PENANASDN9rgyVb4
"But even as the years went by, nobody came to adopt you."363Please respect copyright.PENANAtq9xmph0UE
"I wondered why. You were not a bad child. Just misunderstood."363Please respect copyright.PENANAqR6knSiMad
"When you got your darkness powers, I felt a bit of pride knowing you were something special."363Please respect copyright.PENANAKBF5br7c5c
"I thought it was the gods' way of showing the world you had worth."363Please respect copyright.PENANA9Q9sGHjCW9
"I thought it would calm you down and you'd seek wisdom and grow."363Please respect copyright.PENANATwQWzL41oZ
"So imagine my surprise."363Please respect copyright.PENANAau3xhG2uQg
"When instead I learn that first chance you get."363Please respect copyright.PENANALDmCoTQpt9
"You take orphans into the streets."363Please respect copyright.PENANACeIxclkgEX
"To try to secure potions and raise them like—" She hesitated before saying the next part but did. "Like rats."363Please respect copyright.PENANABUj5AMTJD0
He laughed darkly. "You speak with concern."363Please respect copyright.PENANAdvYR6Y7ktE
"Yet this is the first time we've really met that I can remember."363Please respect copyright.PENANAyPsc7sFjF4
"And I don't recall you trying to stop me in the street."363Please respect copyright.PENANA6RXrJTRFhV
"Anymore than the church did. So I did."363Please respect copyright.PENANA87FhcchPY0
"What I had to and survive."363Please respect copyright.PENANA6xisQtgJsb
"No," she said bluntly.363Please respect copyright.PENANAQrB1dYKpHL
"You made a series of choices faster than we could counter them. And we did not force you back."363Please respect copyright.PENANA7M1lEKkHG7
"As we wanted you to see your life was not better alone versus what we gave you."363Please respect copyright.PENANAILU6PHNLmo
Still angered, he retorted, "So even you would let those kids suffer for the weakness? Spend their childhood weak and begging for the gods' mercy to bless them?"363Please respect copyright.PENANALZdTmLIWTX
She sighed. "No. We were in talks with Tommy to secure more potions, as he doesn't like making them."363Please respect copyright.PENANAy4RlAkE21J
"The first potion you got, he made for us as a deal to give him more herbs."363Please respect copyright.PENANAjiLZCRiCRR
"But then you interfered, and he made the deal with you instead of us. And then used it against us."363Please respect copyright.PENANADvqNMftN0P
"He then forced on us a new deal to ensure he never pursued you kids, even when you never could pay your debts."363Please respect copyright.PENANAafaC1oUcs3
Arlin was surprised at how much deception and how many layers of debts did he have just trying to be free.363Please respect copyright.PENANA6m0Lh4Fxf3
Defeated, he asked, "So you helped me with some debts." He tried to downplay it.363Please respect copyright.PENANA87mU0LIaFf
"I owe you and will pay it back."363Please respect copyright.PENANAsUtd1TGkw9
"But we're done here."363Please respect copyright.PENANA2MESTCc0KW
"It won't work with us having history."363Please respect copyright.PENANApaW3RfxDj9
She gently laughed at that. "Child, that was just the start!"363Please respect copyright.PENANArgnmoksBFe
He wasn't sure how to reply and kept listening.363Please respect copyright.PENANAbB3dESVgWl
She went on. "You went to the streets stealing."363Please respect copyright.PENANAABTZZvukRH
"Which we paid back with interest."363Please respect copyright.PENANAf4qVAyKEwc
"Tommy did not care what or where you stole."363Please respect copyright.PENANAGbobLo2pyb
"But to keep it contained."363Please respect copyright.PENANAeQJtFig30r
"We told him to tell you to keep it in the poor areas."363Please respect copyright.PENANAisdr4r2Ue8
"It was easier to control."363Please respect copyright.PENANAiE6ldiofLP
"And they were much more understanding."363Please respect copyright.PENANAiooZ5N6JT7
"That's why that last theft was a bit costly."363Please respect copyright.PENANA76AProVGD3
"And while I'm proud of your methods."363Please respect copyright.PENANAmwo7LigcON
"It doesn't change what you did was wrong."363Please respect copyright.PENANAKLzBY7xNhC
"And cost us."363Please respect copyright.PENANAI2pk2n4XQj
She finished while breathing in some smoke to blow out slowly.363Please respect copyright.PENANA4l9jueWegE
Arlin had no words to counter that. She hadn't even gotten to the second potion and the new deal with that.363Please respect copyright.PENANAQCUP6Ivkpj
So he left the door and sat in the chair in front of her.363Please respect copyright.PENANARMfCgXtazy
He was trapped.363Please respect copyright.PENANA7gghKCF7iJ
She smiled at him, slowly puffing on her herb pipe.363Please respect copyright.PENANAqlofkkpO2L
After a few moments, she frowned, sighed, blew out smoke, and said, "Three random kids is too many and more trouble than it is worth."363Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZrqRYbi0q
"But I can concede that denying you."363Please respect copyright.PENANAI87YczUiCL
"My child."363Please respect copyright.PENANAtLCLBlE6PK
"Even after years of waiting for answers."363Please respect copyright.PENANAc9K4VXvf31
"Was selfish."363Please respect copyright.PENANA5sxWSjFb9h
"But in that regard, it seems we are the same."363Please respect copyright.PENANApNYXJ87CX5
"Both wanting things our own way versus the better of others."363Please respect copyright.PENANA1Z1tOY3igM
Arlin laughed at that. "Yeah, such a great mother to me."363Please respect copyright.PENANAHu5arbbURp
"That is helping me even now," he said bitterly.363Please respect copyright.PENANAJsT5lcNqfp
"I owe you nothing, child."363Please respect copyright.PENANA68qBZl58uz
"And I'm sorry the gods dealt you a bad hand."363Please respect copyright.PENANA6HKXmaDYXO
"But I do feel you can benefit from me."363Please respect copyright.PENANAlW6GY4dsZ1
"Regardless of our past, perhaps."363Please respect copyright.PENANAlVoPSxUEpW
"I shouldn't have been so open about your past."363Please respect copyright.PENANAn3UC3VfELO
"Or what I knew."363Please respect copyright.PENANAjC853Y2ffU
"But I fear secrets grow with resentment, and I was trying to balance the scales, so to speak, by letting you know where we stand and how we got there."363Please respect copyright.PENANAffz0nZTBRR
Arlin listened, tears in his eyes at the frustrating truth. So sure he was he could be defiant and proud.363Please respect copyright.PENANAn2sNf7HXe4
But still he was seen as a child, and nothing.363Please respect copyright.PENANAGHHbCSSJES
He wanted to go his own way.363Please respect copyright.PENANA7e9FdQfbeg
After a moment of silence, Tanya spoke once more.363Please respect copyright.PENANA365fbUX0pw
"I cannot baby you or carry you, child."363Please respect copyright.PENANA65zhTEVv1F
"No matter how much anyone wished."363Please respect copyright.PENANAPQbZM7SZOx
"But I can give you something you wanted from the start."363Please respect copyright.PENANAd8y4tvWV9V
"Strength and the ability to choose."363Please respect copyright.PENANAgaPFTs8E2V
"Not just to escape, but to truly be free—even from me."363Please respect copyright.PENANA0uzYFvOQs5
He nodded at that. It felt like empty words, but it was why he was here, even if he didn't want to be.363Please respect copyright.PENANAOhBrQ4YaQq
"So where do we start?" he asked resolutely.363Please respect copyright.PENANA5YTX2pxae4
She smiled, though he didn't look up to see it.363Please respect copyright.PENANAj5fLxCaA20
"So easily you're swayed. Unlike me."363Please respect copyright.PENANAXv6yzBm92x
"I liked that about you."363Please respect copyright.PENANAsrlXsB8jPk
"Always pushing forward for what you want, even when it leads to defeat."363Please respect copyright.PENANADMht0VWz2E
"You kept pushing forward."363Please respect copyright.PENANA4mzssDjBx3
"Naively, but always forward."363Please respect copyright.PENANAq0gMwxegWi
"So what really changed?" he asked, wondering.363Please respect copyright.PENANAtzrsoxFC3x
"Going from not caring to accepting the letter with me?"363Please respect copyright.PENANAWjpLR6uii8
He had to know what she got out of this game.363Please respect copyright.PENANAyCtEfNCMD2
She went to draw on her pipe, but it was empty once more. So she frowned, sighed, got up to a shelf, and poured herself a drink.363Please respect copyright.PENANA6amQcdif4B
Before swirling the drink a bit, she sipped it lightly and looked into the distance.363Please respect copyright.PENANAqoS9smjeGE
"The truth of why I wanted nothing to do with you, child."363Please respect copyright.PENANAvMcqlrSvro
"Or anyone, really."363Please respect copyright.PENANAYXQWXGph5z
"Is when I was an adventurer."363Please respect copyright.PENANAnjiC8Rt3BX
"I was very idealistic. The only limit was oneself, much like you in that regard."363Please respect copyright.PENANAfK0ZhgUFOr
"Well, that truth led me to beastkin tribes and how they view things."363Please respect copyright.PENANAN70M7fgaSX
"They were very much in favor of abandoning those without magic."363Please respect copyright.PENANAeOcdA65FyT
"Or unworthy of their time."363Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5Zcx3plaa
"I hated it, so I tried helping them find a home."363Please respect copyright.PENANATFcK8V9IWn
"Even though I found others to accept those types of kids, like the churches or different tribes."363Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZwqSOOgqd
"I did not like them looking at me with love and hope."363Please respect copyright.PENANAxJXkyI0QAX
"When I didn't want to be a mother."363Please respect copyright.PENANA1jGDDgtyZ5
"I wanted adventure. So it killed me a little more every time."363Please respect copyright.PENANA8oB2xdfDu3
"Well, one of those adventures escaping my life led to your birth."363Please respect copyright.PENANAQMQGUPSW6a
"And I trusted the church versus being able to raise you."363Please respect copyright.PENANA1WSHWDKKQV
"Oliver overseeing the church never understood."363Please respect copyright.PENANAmiKMPYmHkV
"So I lied. I told him I was much too busy with work."363Please respect copyright.PENANA3pGJ9JsQKC
"So he persisted, thinking your age was the issue, and kept me informed about you as you got older and caused trouble."363Please respect copyright.PENANASAx364hAzy
"I had my own team track you and keep you safe."363Please respect copyright.PENANAnJneO6Ck2v
"This went on for a while. Years, in fact."363Please respect copyright.PENANAEpiZu6mjaV
"The cat and mouse. And you never knowing."363Please respect copyright.PENANARDalvE0irV
"I was the cat while you wandered for cheese."363Please respect copyright.PENANAjdft5g4ndo
She amused herself.363Please respect copyright.PENANAzmcOMJT9zI
Arlin just listened.363Please respect copyright.PENANAhydnJrGtTr
She sighed and offered him a drink. He refused, so she downed her glass, watching him once more.363Please respect copyright.PENANAtVcOjuj696
"I'm old, child, despite my looks."363Please respect copyright.PENANA3leLzckTB2
"Magic does wonders," she smiled.363Please respect copyright.PENANAP3sK2XtvPY
"But it doesn't help the mind."363Please respect copyright.PENANAmZp0onCw4f
"I do feel after all this time, I should be involved."363Please respect copyright.PENANAXHbI76e6XG
"At least a little bit more. If not as a mother."363Please respect copyright.PENANAUxsrQvckZ8
"Then as a teacher. Help you live and break free of the life you feel chains you."363Please respect copyright.PENANAeh2ZrHORTi
He was happy to hear that. So no games, just life choices catching up, much like his. He understood, at least a little.363Please respect copyright.PENANAoWmEgtD5L8
He'd tried to push his desire on the kids, and now, despite the promises made, he wasn't sure what was real anymore.363Please respect copyright.PENANAlCKgBL6y7E
He felt like a child playing adult. And that was only after so many real adults pointed out to him that he was acting like a child.363Please respect copyright.PENANAi2dKDHfIN6
"The dungeons can be cruel, and your skills can also be worth their weight in gold," she spoke, breaking his thoughts.363Please respect copyright.PENANAU5ZdJ34VdC
"Darkness magic is very powerful if used right, even at level one."363Please respect copyright.PENANAaYmQE14oM1
"People tend to believe you are limited in what magic can do."363Please respect copyright.PENANAD5rXYbx7GK
"But the real limit is how far you're willing to push."363Please respect copyright.PENANAL4x4ndRYox
"Your element to be more."363Please respect copyright.PENANAn7xalCer9R
"People hear a number and give up if not blessed level two or more."363Please respect copyright.PENANAzMf7V9BOjZ
"Masters make the magic matter, not a number."363Please respect copyright.PENANAut0Z635UlN
"I will have a room made for you."363Please respect copyright.PENANAH566tT4RN6
"We can start training in a few days after you settle. We will work out the details in time."363Please respect copyright.PENANAEYJOEfUeL1
"Perhaps you will never like me."363Please respect copyright.PENANApjICwJ8YT9
"Which is fine."363Please respect copyright.PENANArw0Ni7HGIu
"But you will learn how to master darkness, and that will be enough."363Please respect copyright.PENANA4qTAEgAyeo
"What you choose from there is what will make you an adult or a still child that never grew up."
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