As he left, closing the door behind him, he went to where the kids were waiting.388Please respect copyright.PENANAVH68dM1Fnp
It was a large bunk room with lots of beds. There were random gray robes resting or working in random spots, but he focused on the kids.388Please respect copyright.PENANAYh2FtXEK2R
They were playing near a chest at the foot of a bed. He knew that was their chest—the church gave everyone a place to keep personal things. He'd never thought about that before.388Please respect copyright.PENANAGhN7eJ5MPi
As he got close, he could hear Rock practicing a few notes with the flute, and Ziala was happy with her doll.388Please respect copyright.PENANAb8kAmdD8zm
It was then, belatedly, that he knew they were happy. Even in the church.388Please respect copyright.PENANAfljYIb86fM
They hated it because he did.388Please respect copyright.PENANA3WYR8SjDka
The Bishop was right. He dug them into a pit and complained there was no way out. Yet those who followed him were just happy to be included.388Please respect copyright.PENANAAYkHO3HdPx
No wonder they saw him as a boss, not a brother. He didn't act like family but a leader, telling them how to live.388Please respect copyright.PENANAgptMLIgNDC
Resolute, he spoke as if everything that happened was the plan all along. "Listen up. I worked out the details like I said I would."388Please respect copyright.PENANAaJDiyfr9t0
"Now we just need to play our part and do what is required."388Please respect copyright.PENANAtWTrgdjMoo
They both got serious. Rock spoke first. "The plan?"388Please respect copyright.PENANAgPiTuv0h6M
Ziala looked expectantly also.388Please respect copyright.PENANAQp2e2T7Bzc
"For you two, grow up."388Please respect copyright.PENANAxVQ9OaIXam
"Learn to be free where you can, and do your jobs required."388Please respect copyright.PENANAX2016p7rOX
"For me, I got to train in a guild hall for a couple of years, then fight in a new dungeon."388Please respect copyright.PENANAIsvnYn9u5n
"Till debts are paid. After that, we decide how we live—rat and debt-free."388Please respect copyright.PENANANp8oRToSXi
They both got excited at the free part. But as they thought about it—388Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2JQsFMMf5
"So... everything goes back to the way it was before we ran away?" Ziala asked, unsure.388Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5JwNX1H21
"Kinda," he said carefully.388Please respect copyright.PENANAxildCbZbvh
"What I did, I will never take back."388Please respect copyright.PENANAuKshL6nOG6
"It healed both of you."388Please respect copyright.PENANASm6fWQ6fv8
"Isn't the church controlling us?" Ziala asked, still unsure.388Please respect copyright.PENANAgUNBgxSLKc
"The church—" Arlin started, then paused.388Please respect copyright.PENANAMEM5RSxJ5I
"The church was never evil."388Please respect copyright.PENANAMh4S1qh9He
"They just made a bad choice. Like me."388Please respect copyright.PENANAWRW8wrMPkB
"You kids just got in the crossfire, and now we're cleaning up the mess."388Please respect copyright.PENANAUXfdMdf5Qe
"Crossfire?" Rock asked.388Please respect copyright.PENANA1RGIaSZHTR
"Aha. It means people fighting, and other people that didn't start the fight or add to it still got pushed into the fight."388Please respect copyright.PENANARcqlR95Asu
"So just victims," he said, saddened.388Please respect copyright.PENANAZRyfcHkqm3
"Okay, boss," Rock said, then went back to staring at his flute.388Please respect copyright.PENANASEdix9bUnh
Ziala stared for a bit and asked, "You're not going away forever, right?"388Please respect copyright.PENANAcIaVO5bVkM
"No," Arlin said. "Just temporarily. So use that time to learn and grow."388Please respect copyright.PENANAeqdUvhULwj
She nodded.388Please respect copyright.PENANAy21zhUSEZu
A priest walked up near them. "It's good to see you kids again." He beamed while speaking. "I feared the winter would hurt you, but you all seem well."388Please respect copyright.PENANA1CPoRHzKek
"Let me know if you need anything. Dinner is, as always, the same time."388Please respect copyright.PENANAOSTfSKNW2t
Arlin nodded, and so did the kids.388Please respect copyright.PENANAl9Tx77RNhL
A random gray robe wandered about with a concerned face. "Arlin?" the gray robe said to the room.388Please respect copyright.PENANAgIypTz8Kx6
"Yes?" he said, unsure. All of them looked at the gray robe.388Please respect copyright.PENANAtksllQqKmP
He turned and bowed. "The Bishop wanted to give you a letter to help address the guild to assist you."388Please respect copyright.PENANAsFkSb8Bmsd
He handed him the letter.388Please respect copyright.PENANAa4TDk3u297
Arlin felt bitter. Even now, he'd been carried with more debts.388Please respect copyright.PENANAZSTSa9w0VM
"Thank you."388Please respect copyright.PENANAm8ZVqopLOb
"What's that for?" Rock asked, wondering.388Please respect copyright.PENANAy70MIWEZXH
"It's part of my training. I have magic."388Please respect copyright.PENANAcdrB3JueV5
"But lack skill. If I'm ever going to fight in dungeons, I need more training."388Please respect copyright.PENANAO7aL7nPujc
"Oh," Rock said.388Please respect copyright.PENANA3cdKQoTBeB
Arlin smiled. "While I get better in dungeons, you practice the flute so I have music to look forward to. Okay?"388Please respect copyright.PENANA54gPGrRWDe
Rock smiled and said, "Okay, boss."388Please respect copyright.PENANAyutO4jehk7
"What about me?" Ziala said.388Please respect copyright.PENANAAaD0UQH973
"Whatever you want," Arlin said, sounding dismissive.388Please respect copyright.PENANAA4RzqCgmyw
"That's not fair," Ziala said, pouting. "Why do you give Rock a job but not me?"388Please respect copyright.PENANAOsptUjqv74
"Hmmm." Arlin thought. "Well, if you want to help, I'm not the smartest, and every boss needs a good informant."388Please respect copyright.PENANA5Ojz6bxvi3
"That has all the info they need."388Please respect copyright.PENANAs3tCfX1XC7
"If you do that, we'll have fighting power, music, and be able to take over the world!"388Please respect copyright.PENANAHa0tYsMLHi
"Wow," Ziala said, amazed. Rock too was amazed and felt his flute was as big a deal after that statement.388Please respect copyright.PENANAhfwq8kBhOC
The priest cleared his throat near them. "It's good to dream, but let's keep them simple for now."388Please respect copyright.PENANAi9Q1qRvDHR
"We already have a good king, and I don't think we should be plotting to overthrow him just yet."388Please respect copyright.PENANA5jumjtdurQ
Arlin agreed. He needed to watch what he said. But they were kids, and nothing was wrong with dreaming big. He didn't push it. Instead, he gave a slight nod and looked at the letter, wondering what info it said.
Tanya,388Please respect copyright.PENANACCjERazM2f
It is me, Bishop Oliver. I know we spoke in the past about this issue many a time, and you wanted no part in it. But as a favor from an old friend wanting to do good, I ask—please reconsider and help your child.388Please respect copyright.PENANAUDiTzLL06S
It can be temporary, and the training will help them grow. All the kids made it back safely. I also know you watched from the side to oversee their safety.388Please respect copyright.PENANA9dRGf82UAr
But Arlin is lost and needs a stronger hand than my own. He wants to challenge the dungeons, and I fear if left alone, we will mourn his loss versus praising what we gain from his adventure.388Please respect copyright.PENANAQlyKBGytr7
Please consider the long-term versus the short-term inconvenient nature of my selfish request.388Please respect copyright.PENANAtuBjuCRpki
I know I'm forcing your hand in a matter you wanted to walk away from, yet I feel it would be best for you both.388Please respect copyright.PENANAGpwjktUc0C
P.S. Since I know Arlin could not help but read this, trust me when I say we all have a past, and don't judge her for hers. We all loved you, even if not the way you wanted.
Arlin rolled the note back up, lost in thought. Wondering if it was true. If he had a mom that just let him go. And why.388Please respect copyright.PENANAlwtfTvYs04
"You okay?" a low voice asked, breaking him from his self-reflection.388Please respect copyright.PENANAyM0SiHQ1hN
He saw concern in Ziala's eyes. Even Rock looked troubled.388Please respect copyright.PENANABp2CfpOpo9
So he smiled. "Nothing but good news," he lied.388Please respect copyright.PENANAJhPaD5zRO0
"It was just a letter to get me training and had me a bit concerned if I was good enough."388Please respect copyright.PENANAwbPOEDhFWn
Rock reassured him with conviction. Ziala, still holding her doll close, spoke also that she would also train and be good enough to help him in his adventures.388Please respect copyright.PENANAblNradNtQy
He genuinely laughed. They'd already lived in the streets. They'd already found a way to keep living, even if a bit crooked.388Please respect copyright.PENANAchOEIOvhtt
They had proven they could survive. But now he was just getting in their way to live.388Please respect copyright.PENANAS1AbdnJXEt
He leaned low and hugged both kids while telling them, "Instead of goodbye, it's just a delay till we meet again."388Please respect copyright.PENANAXGqdDOLvEB
"A tomorrow, even if that tomorrow is a ways away."388Please respect copyright.PENANAD252as5kf9
"We'll all wake up later in life and adventure then. Okay?"388Please respect copyright.PENANAuWLrs78FQ1
Ziala was sad, crying. Rock tried to show indifference, but both felt like they were losing him.388Please respect copyright.PENANAcUQjFNJyyE
"You were willing to trust me in the street."388Please respect copyright.PENANANgf2O3cf4V
"Now trust me now while you're here safe," he said, reassuring.388Please respect copyright.PENANAjCd7nomtS3
As he broke away from the kids, both the gray robe and the other priest were awkwardly waiting. For what, he wasn't sure.388Please respect copyright.PENANA3kMP8tk4nI
The priest noticed the moment was done and cleared his throat. "When you're settled, children, we need to set times for study and chores. We do believe in freedom."388Please respect copyright.PENANAmcy3ALIDjB
"But responsibility doesn't go away, not even for kids."388Please respect copyright.PENANAi9JhpVzOev
The gray robe priest took that as a cue that he also had more things to do and bowed and left.388Please respect copyright.PENANAX88gfSBTZX
The kids sighed, put away their treasured objects, and left with the black robe to help where they could.388Please respect copyright.PENANAmpeADoVObD
Arlin watched them go. He wanted to give them a better life, but it seemed all he did was lead them by the nose on his misadventure.388Please respect copyright.PENANATINrDciXA8
Maybe this letter will be a better tomorrow.388Please respect copyright.PENANAGeq6kvWDoB
The day was getting late, and he wasn't being forced out. Yet he still had the money, so he chose to go stay at an inn. He wanted to get used to his new life, and this would be the start.388Please respect copyright.PENANAxQqdpTQerp
Lest he encourage more bad choices.388Please respect copyright.PENANA8DFHdZIURf
The trip to the inn was a quiet one. The random crowds passed him by with indifference, as much as he showed them the same.388Please respect copyright.PENANALAl6KelFud
When he made it to the inn, the keeper remembered him from before and greeted him warmly. He even asked where the other two were.388Please respect copyright.PENANAmfvjB2Mu66
He said they were safe in another place, and he was the only one getting a room tonight.388Please respect copyright.PENANAiz6oyo7ucT
The innkeeper didn't pry and offered him a meal with the room, which he ate with no real enjoyment.388Please respect copyright.PENANAjVF1LmgRdS
The random voices carried news—some he knew, some new gossip—but all just mundane info now that he already had plans.388Please respect copyright.PENANAlLAFPNMyjd
The room was plain, a simple affair, but it was enough. He slept, focusing on tomorrow.388Please respect copyright.PENANA3dhFsYuGDk
As he slept, dreaming of shadows—which normally was a comfort—but now as they covered everything, he could find nobody to stand with.388Please respect copyright.PENANAAIhHxYLGCp
He was alone.388Please respect copyright.PENANAcPut9v2vtl
He awoke, annoyed that even free and able to do what he wanted, he still felt trapped. But he focused on his end goal.388Please respect copyright.PENANADY2UX2jjDP
It helped, even if it wasn't what he wanted.388Please respect copyright.PENANAUuEy8iuKRt
A new person was at the counter, greeting guests. They still offered him a meal for the road, which he was grateful to take.388Please respect copyright.PENANAYbc4vV0blF
He looked around as he ate the gruel. He was surprised—even now, the inn had business. It seemed this was a place of a lot of business, no matter the hour.388Please respect copyright.PENANAJxeVP6qgNR
He'd never officially tried to join the guild hall, but he knew of it. It was the first place he'd gone trying to find a cure for Ziala before meeting Tommy in the past.388Please respect copyright.PENANAz6Zg8UbXtX
It was a very large building, which was surprising, as most of the place was blocked off. He guessed a lot of things went on behind doors.388Please respect copyright.PENANAW4ne8Ge5AJ
As he entered, there were a few lines and people lounged at random tables. But he wasn't too sure where to go, so he picked a random line and waited.388Please respect copyright.PENANAakbnFJtxdg
It went surprisingly quick, as those before him were no-nonsense and knew their business and moved along.388Please respect copyright.PENANAVwFLLtXpGC
The person helping him when he was next was a well-dressed older man who asked, "How can I help?"388Please respect copyright.PENANACopW46lg6M
"I'm supposed to see Tanya. I have a letter as proof."388Please respect copyright.PENANA1ulUndrbaW
The man didn't move and smiled. "Not that I don't believe you, but I need something more to tell her than that."388Please respect copyright.PENANAt8Yr4zr1ZP
"Though I suppose the letter will suffice if you don't know yourself," the man said casually.388Please respect copyright.PENANAY5FBJBRgxx
Arlin replied, "I think it will be training."388Please respect copyright.PENANAG1JHR0yFZL
"Requested by the church to help me."388Please respect copyright.PENANAbLJtlj7Qsg
"Really?" the man said, surprised.388Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6ruvF4F71
"An honor, I'm sure." He hesitated. "You said requested?"388Please respect copyright.PENANAfQLe5Gzkxw
"I don't want to be rude, but temper expectations."388Please respect copyright.PENANAu8Q17QHaQo
"She tends to deny anything she didn't volunteer herself."388Please respect copyright.PENANAZLsFolQf3t
"Either way, come along. We'll see her and find out!"388Please respect copyright.PENANADjcqikEn5w
Arlin wasn't sure if he was encouraging him or letting him down gently.388Please respect copyright.PENANAdPWmyMsIQK
Remembering the words in the letter about how she was potentially his mom, it seemed he needed to choose carefully how he addressed this.388Please respect copyright.PENANAmXc6bqdWK0
The man guided him to a stairway that led to a second floor. It was the first door on the right and was already ajar.388Please respect copyright.PENANAUGBVpzRouB
The man still knocked and waited.388Please respect copyright.PENANALaYa7xMTGt
"I know it's you, Terry. And I take it you have news for me?"388Please respect copyright.PENANAAbE4buCzQX
A female voice spoke.388Please respect copyright.PENANAj5m5SlmKu8
"I do," he said.388Please respect copyright.PENANAnhrfMBtkl1
"Your insight is scary at times."388Please respect copyright.PENANADnLQnXgFUp
He heard a female nervous laugh. "No. This is just my past catching up. It's why the door is open."388Please respect copyright.PENANAiq7WXpWPFy
"Well, are you going to enter, or do you like talking to a door?"388Please respect copyright.PENANAa9RfLTF9KX
Arlin wasn't sure what to do, but Terry opened the door with indifference, as if this was a common thing.388Please respect copyright.PENANA9EcKgTTJfc
The place was lavish, which surprised him. He thought she'd be more humble, but it seemed she liked nice things. Even her clothes were fine silks with many colors.388Please respect copyright.PENANANJtEFmJBKW
She was smoking a long, thin pipe. The smoke around her looked like a mist.388Please respect copyright.PENANAIP2Ssubg7j
The smell was unpleasant, but it also calmed him a bit.388Please respect copyright.PENANALfxOudLpWk
She had long white hair and deep red eyes.388Please respect copyright.PENANACLwaEHUnQ6
Surprising him—was she not his mom then?388Please respect copyright.PENANAebapJKcfXj
"Don't be so surprised," she said, looking away while inhaling more smoke and gently blowing it out.388Please respect copyright.PENANAkrPDGjiBcV
She looked at him again and smiled, watching him. "It's a form of mana herb that's good for stress, so I like it."388Please respect copyright.PENANA7JGNBac4hE
"It does have minor side effects."388Please respect copyright.PENANAiGBq1jw18V
He nodded slowly. What did she look like before? My mom?388Please respect copyright.PENANAzmy8saGoWg
Not sure how to follow up on that, Terry walked past him to the sitting woman and handed her the letter, did a short bow, and left.388Please respect copyright.PENANAV9TKcC6JEq
As he was closing the door, he said, "Good luck with your past, mistress."388Please respect copyright.PENANAzseNMGdZpZ
A book flew and hit the door.388Please respect copyright.PENANAYMKpwJcknH
Arlin was surprised, feeling out of place. He picked up the book to hand it back to her but read the title before he did:388Please respect copyright.PENANAH13V78QaJd
The Dangers of Dungeons Beyond Level Four, by the Guild388Please respect copyright.PENANApFx3nzB45F
He knew a little bit about dungeons. They got harder the deeper you go, and nobody solo should go beyond level three. He'd never known how deep they really went.388Please respect copyright.PENANATWisZaw8DB
He walked the book to her and sat it on the table. She ignored him and read the scroll.388Please respect copyright.PENANA4fApW59DPW
He stood awkwardly till she spoke. "Sit, child. It will be a minute."388Please respect copyright.PENANAjKvlax8HLb
"Even if I do read quickly, I won't speak hastily about this matter."388Please respect copyright.PENANAs1FgROhQbA
He looked around and saw few places to sit, so he chose a bench to the side versus the chair in front of the desk. He didn't want to be so close to an unknown outcome.388Please respect copyright.PENANAEZeH5Y3w8u
She didn't look at him, but he saw her with a sad smile all the same. "Wary of me?"388Please respect copyright.PENANA3s7bb31xeR
"That's out of character for you."388Please respect copyright.PENANAuCFmEhrLKV
"All reports I ever heard have you running headfirst into bad choices. So why the change now?"388Please respect copyright.PENANAkGlRBmVl5K
He wasn't sure he was supposed to answer if it was an idle thought she mused out loud, as she never looked at him. But he figured if she was his mom, he would be honest.388Please respect copyright.PENANA0do9DYRrBj
"I was forced to make those choices in the past. Now I can choose."388Please respect copyright.PENANAAhcG7jn37K
She gently laughed at that while placing the paper down.388Please respect copyright.PENANAIz4vaba7w5
"You were not forced to take kids into the streets and make deals with a man."388Please respect copyright.PENANAXSGvUEklo8
"Who loves money more than people. And now seeking help from others."388Please respect copyright.PENANA55RoMcJpui
She kept randomly smoking that pipe even as she said those words.388Please respect copyright.PENANA8WuMBQNMJV
He blushed slightly at being called out. He didn't know what she knew, but the casual way she spoke of his past when she was never there did bother him.388Please respect copyright.PENANAPDtbhDvDFi
He sighed at that and got up to leave.388Please respect copyright.PENANAUIh7d0NXSz
As he went for the door, she scoffed. "Just like that?"388Please respect copyright.PENANAVX4aTAaLla
He refused to listen and tried the door. It would not open, no matter how hard he pulled. It was confusing, as there was no lock.388Please respect copyright.PENANAu5fY9Nw6XK
Magic, he thought.388Please respect copyright.PENANAEEIaHg8HPV
"So I'm a prisoner now?"388Please respect copyright.PENANAZJQu8wtig0
"No," she said casually.388Please respect copyright.PENANA8WEPm6tED5
"You are my son."388Please respect copyright.PENANAotJjlf34wq
"But are begging for favors."388Please respect copyright.PENANAovI8ftkQL6
"And been very rude."388Please respect copyright.PENANA43uJ7I8qZf
"For no reason. Care to explain why?"388Please respect copyright.PENANANErky5bETD
He faced her then. She still was relaxed, treating this as a game.388Please respect copyright.PENANAU1WzwzAEAS
"Because you don't take me seriously?"388Please respect copyright.PENANAuRqfDJEHjE
"And you abandoned me."388Please respect copyright.PENANAkSUHsW6Jij
"Is why I'm leaving," he said, annoyed.388Please respect copyright.PENANAhnKdfDMsmw
"Yes, I came as a request to help me grow."388Please respect copyright.PENANArpuwrbjziw
"But I already have two masters telling me I owe them."388Please respect copyright.PENANAYOfST80kAc
"I don't want a third from a woman who left me."388Please respect copyright.PENANAXzMyc4UzbA
He stared her down with those words. She may be his mom, but he could make it on his own. He had this long.388Please respect copyright.PENANAcX4v7WoNRH
She slowly emptied her pipe to the side, refilled it, and lit it to draw on it once more.388Please respect copyright.PENANAOEjA2FsiXS
She slowly blew out the smoke while watching him with curiosity but also indifference to his plight.388Please respect copyright.PENANA5Dx1Jxz5L1
"I followed your life since you were at the church. You know that?" she asked.388Please respect copyright.PENANAQANcLRcSpV
He was mildly surprised but not caring. He'd been there his whole life, so she watched him from the side. Why would he care?388Please respect copyright.PENANAwu1sH2Ichx
But she went on. And what she said next did chill him.388Please respect copyright.PENANAquxJQOu2bX
"They wanted me to take you back in and raise you."388Please respect copyright.PENANAj3lc1sNmUq
He didn't know how to feel, hearing her say that. They could have been a family. He was hurt but understanding. He was a nobody.388Please respect copyright.PENANAbSYN98Ydnz
"I was young and scared," she said.388Please respect copyright.PENANAjb5Pl1ISz4
"Still trying to run the guild."388Please respect copyright.PENANAMOn4wfYNhQ
"And I thought, 'I still have a few more adventures in me.'"388Please respect copyright.PENANA5rniaXxqEa
"Why would I want a kid to hang off me?"388Please respect copyright.PENANAk397n4mUxe
"The Bishop was loving and safe."388Please respect copyright.PENANA92ect9h1nK
"You couldn't ask for a better home."388Please respect copyright.PENANAH98WoFa9rN
Arlin didn't agree but said nothing. Perhaps she was right, and he'd feel just as trapped with her. But still, he listened. Sooner or later, she'd let him leave.388Please respect copyright.PENANAGEuFjxdKOz
She saw he wasn't listening, so she sighed. "The Bishop came to me every month."388Please respect copyright.PENANArUMYxKwqBE
"Because you kept being rebellious."388Please respect copyright.PENANADvcwVOxqeE
"Not happy with your lot in life."388Please respect copyright.PENANAgSZ4m5vyvB
"Thinking there was something more."388Please respect copyright.PENANAMkF4Y5eASC
"I always refused. My stance did not change."388Please respect copyright.PENANAfHPzavrIsQ
"Why does he fixate on me."388Please respect copyright.PENANA99nfWM2aXw
"When I already abandoned you?"388Please respect copyright.PENANAySIrOcmGGn
"But even as the years went by, nobody came to adopt you."388Please respect copyright.PENANAIRlvuW2ZRr
"I wondered why. You were not a bad child. Just misunderstood."388Please respect copyright.PENANAWnA15vJMWM
"When you got your darkness powers, I felt a bit of pride knowing you were something special."388Please respect copyright.PENANARXFqa4HTxX
"I thought it was the gods' way of showing the world you had worth."388Please respect copyright.PENANABLf8I4jxBU
"I thought it would calm you down and you'd seek wisdom and grow."388Please respect copyright.PENANA583rpJ1QPt
"So imagine my surprise."388Please respect copyright.PENANAFPAlDwMjIi
"When instead I learn that first chance you get."388Please respect copyright.PENANAlTfPxmY4vf
"You take orphans into the streets."388Please respect copyright.PENANAkvfZL61HNU
"To try to secure potions and raise them like—" She hesitated before saying the next part but did. "Like rats."388Please respect copyright.PENANAgyvOHfThN1
He laughed darkly. "You speak with concern."388Please respect copyright.PENANAqiaDJCNKvc
"Yet this is the first time we've really met that I can remember."388Please respect copyright.PENANAecgTvr6YLY
"And I don't recall you trying to stop me in the street."388Please respect copyright.PENANAFWxe3Rrprj
"Anymore than the church did. So I did."388Please respect copyright.PENANAnUoZejAp1b
"What I had to and survive."388Please respect copyright.PENANA17579y5az9
"No," she said bluntly.388Please respect copyright.PENANAq5N9020Lwu
"You made a series of choices faster than we could counter them. And we did not force you back."388Please respect copyright.PENANANIBEGfDSth
"As we wanted you to see your life was not better alone versus what we gave you."388Please respect copyright.PENANANxRedopSAr
Still angered, he retorted, "So even you would let those kids suffer for the weakness? Spend their childhood weak and begging for the gods' mercy to bless them?"388Please respect copyright.PENANADZUeWDH67M
She sighed. "No. We were in talks with Tommy to secure more potions, as he doesn't like making them."388Please respect copyright.PENANAFVrcPfam26
"The first potion you got, he made for us as a deal to give him more herbs."388Please respect copyright.PENANAUe8mM4oYSZ
"But then you interfered, and he made the deal with you instead of us. And then used it against us."388Please respect copyright.PENANAtjO0fWN8Zf
"He then forced on us a new deal to ensure he never pursued you kids, even when you never could pay your debts."388Please respect copyright.PENANAa1NA7bWXdH
Arlin was surprised at how much deception and how many layers of debts did he have just trying to be free.388Please respect copyright.PENANArlWacrOdVg
Defeated, he asked, "So you helped me with some debts." He tried to downplay it.388Please respect copyright.PENANAciTuDSYbPq
"I owe you and will pay it back."388Please respect copyright.PENANAZbXqcIhw1h
"But we're done here."388Please respect copyright.PENANAjIkRW3ISGG
"It won't work with us having history."388Please respect copyright.PENANAnI1ahpCFxp
She gently laughed at that. "Child, that was just the start!"388Please respect copyright.PENANAVlP9tJDezt
He wasn't sure how to reply and kept listening.388Please respect copyright.PENANA64vtGVOiSc
She went on. "You went to the streets stealing."388Please respect copyright.PENANAxYSIsbODu3
"Which we paid back with interest."388Please respect copyright.PENANAilVEFDOmXn
"Tommy did not care what or where you stole."388Please respect copyright.PENANAMhlOhlmWcw
"But to keep it contained."388Please respect copyright.PENANA2AL5gf7wOL
"We told him to tell you to keep it in the poor areas."388Please respect copyright.PENANAIR21n5jIqy
"It was easier to control."388Please respect copyright.PENANAYrjybNNrKK
"And they were much more understanding."388Please respect copyright.PENANA1n7OCYGGAE
"That's why that last theft was a bit costly."388Please respect copyright.PENANArSggws7mcP
"And while I'm proud of your methods."388Please respect copyright.PENANA1KpF0xlsBi
"It doesn't change what you did was wrong."388Please respect copyright.PENANAsZQdPqsH1v
"And cost us."388Please respect copyright.PENANA3rgAzzdvnI
She finished while breathing in some smoke to blow out slowly.388Please respect copyright.PENANALhuLsAEkgQ
Arlin had no words to counter that. She hadn't even gotten to the second potion and the new deal with that.388Please respect copyright.PENANAoP8DW0qIRM
So he left the door and sat in the chair in front of her.388Please respect copyright.PENANAaCNVu4Wyfl
He was trapped.388Please respect copyright.PENANAx8eL5YGTbV
She smiled at him, slowly puffing on her herb pipe.388Please respect copyright.PENANArjfwBa4KA1
After a few moments, she frowned, sighed, blew out smoke, and said, "Three random kids is too many and more trouble than it is worth."388Please respect copyright.PENANA8pHo7b6GKB
"But I can concede that denying you."388Please respect copyright.PENANAEjET86wM0m
"My child."388Please respect copyright.PENANALuGaFvotai
"Even after years of waiting for answers."388Please respect copyright.PENANAkqjABaTJLm
"Was selfish."388Please respect copyright.PENANAtWMLhqa6ZJ
"But in that regard, it seems we are the same."388Please respect copyright.PENANAmo9yPhHYXi
"Both wanting things our own way versus the better of others."388Please respect copyright.PENANApLlElixb7u
Arlin laughed at that. "Yeah, such a great mother to me."388Please respect copyright.PENANA0anWw0WwyD
"That is helping me even now," he said bitterly.388Please respect copyright.PENANAc1tCoMfx0X
"I owe you nothing, child."388Please respect copyright.PENANAp7zdTnBGRP
"And I'm sorry the gods dealt you a bad hand."388Please respect copyright.PENANACxSJhjtIGm
"But I do feel you can benefit from me."388Please respect copyright.PENANArjIM3Q1Lqm
"Regardless of our past, perhaps."388Please respect copyright.PENANAYf3ltV9V4k
"I shouldn't have been so open about your past."388Please respect copyright.PENANAVN1pIjSlPV
"Or what I knew."388Please respect copyright.PENANArATnaZK8gZ
"But I fear secrets grow with resentment, and I was trying to balance the scales, so to speak, by letting you know where we stand and how we got there."388Please respect copyright.PENANAUhumOZbkJo
Arlin listened, tears in his eyes at the frustrating truth. So sure he was he could be defiant and proud.388Please respect copyright.PENANAWqr4pzHYLQ
But still he was seen as a child, and nothing.388Please respect copyright.PENANAi6f7N5yKGk
He wanted to go his own way.388Please respect copyright.PENANA6caDP2vljg
After a moment of silence, Tanya spoke once more.388Please respect copyright.PENANA5mQn8mYRTL
"I cannot baby you or carry you, child."388Please respect copyright.PENANAB0Dc7iw5qq
"No matter how much anyone wished."388Please respect copyright.PENANACXVzsEdRi6
"But I can give you something you wanted from the start."388Please respect copyright.PENANAm5KLz1VvYX
"Strength and the ability to choose."388Please respect copyright.PENANA718A50FIHW
"Not just to escape, but to truly be free—even from me."388Please respect copyright.PENANAGeYKL0TSvy
He nodded at that. It felt like empty words, but it was why he was here, even if he didn't want to be.388Please respect copyright.PENANAfPjmDLpFa8
"So where do we start?" he asked resolutely.388Please respect copyright.PENANA8BLE3jKRp6
She smiled, though he didn't look up to see it.388Please respect copyright.PENANAasOYk7Uwxs
"So easily you're swayed. Unlike me."388Please respect copyright.PENANAx5ZMA43G0s
"I liked that about you."388Please respect copyright.PENANAasP222MIlh
"Always pushing forward for what you want, even when it leads to defeat."388Please respect copyright.PENANAOSwtJegNyQ
"You kept pushing forward."388Please respect copyright.PENANAdD1LXwC7c4
"Naively, but always forward."388Please respect copyright.PENANAxX4rrmYlEz
"So what really changed?" he asked, wondering.388Please respect copyright.PENANA6sVPS5YC3e
"Going from not caring to accepting the letter with me?"388Please respect copyright.PENANAbsal8oHfoh
He had to know what she got out of this game.388Please respect copyright.PENANAdTGA84bCZ2
She went to draw on her pipe, but it was empty once more. So she frowned, sighed, got up to a shelf, and poured herself a drink.388Please respect copyright.PENANApUmpNSTdSr
Before swirling the drink a bit, she sipped it lightly and looked into the distance.388Please respect copyright.PENANAC2ENCeepyC
"The truth of why I wanted nothing to do with you, child."388Please respect copyright.PENANAJRd9VZiWJE
"Or anyone, really."388Please respect copyright.PENANAsoRytsUECl
"Is when I was an adventurer."388Please respect copyright.PENANA6IkKVeZhgZ
"I was very idealistic. The only limit was oneself, much like you in that regard."388Please respect copyright.PENANAArXFX98MBQ
"Well, that truth led me to beastkin tribes and how they view things."388Please respect copyright.PENANAjVArBq7qZs
"They were very much in favor of abandoning those without magic."388Please respect copyright.PENANALeD7lv8Bh4
"Or unworthy of their time."388Please respect copyright.PENANAdQxcpyv64e
"I hated it, so I tried helping them find a home."388Please respect copyright.PENANARwYufWkRHM
"Even though I found others to accept those types of kids, like the churches or different tribes."388Please respect copyright.PENANA7o8ySD649t
"I did not like them looking at me with love and hope."388Please respect copyright.PENANA3cxKfES6B9
"When I didn't want to be a mother."388Please respect copyright.PENANAv2S3l5TjQ0
"I wanted adventure. So it killed me a little more every time."388Please respect copyright.PENANArDZNNpZc1U
"Well, one of those adventures escaping my life led to your birth."388Please respect copyright.PENANAepMlZArL9u
"And I trusted the church versus being able to raise you."388Please respect copyright.PENANA4sMuPs8XAZ
"Oliver overseeing the church never understood."388Please respect copyright.PENANAODIE4WCcbI
"So I lied. I told him I was much too busy with work."388Please respect copyright.PENANAiGPQfka1Rs
"So he persisted, thinking your age was the issue, and kept me informed about you as you got older and caused trouble."388Please respect copyright.PENANAYgHIgEnqaC
"I had my own team track you and keep you safe."388Please respect copyright.PENANA7bKZVUUVsC
"This went on for a while. Years, in fact."388Please respect copyright.PENANA2eTOQ1yy6v
"The cat and mouse. And you never knowing."388Please respect copyright.PENANAyrEoHgtlqA
"I was the cat while you wandered for cheese."388Please respect copyright.PENANAzQWbLlpdug
She amused herself.388Please respect copyright.PENANANaTBmEGZTA
Arlin just listened.388Please respect copyright.PENANAbgHWCxjpYu
She sighed and offered him a drink. He refused, so she downed her glass, watching him once more.388Please respect copyright.PENANA7UW85Ji1T9
"I'm old, child, despite my looks."388Please respect copyright.PENANAdZAHmaq0mn
"Magic does wonders," she smiled.388Please respect copyright.PENANAn4Bm40yqDD
"But it doesn't help the mind."388Please respect copyright.PENANAhnNiMW12pn
"I do feel after all this time, I should be involved."388Please respect copyright.PENANAxUw9tR5r8S
"At least a little bit more. If not as a mother."388Please respect copyright.PENANAAby2ngkkGR
"Then as a teacher. Help you live and break free of the life you feel chains you."388Please respect copyright.PENANAuIpkZ180qF
He was happy to hear that. So no games, just life choices catching up, much like his. He understood, at least a little.388Please respect copyright.PENANA6DAefKUMBP
He'd tried to push his desire on the kids, and now, despite the promises made, he wasn't sure what was real anymore.388Please respect copyright.PENANA2uRasoq82m
He felt like a child playing adult. And that was only after so many real adults pointed out to him that he was acting like a child.388Please respect copyright.PENANAeVo3GrwkLB
"The dungeons can be cruel, and your skills can also be worth their weight in gold," she spoke, breaking his thoughts.388Please respect copyright.PENANAyQJc66brE3
"Darkness magic is very powerful if used right, even at level one."388Please respect copyright.PENANAPbWLVEVWLI
"People tend to believe you are limited in what magic can do."388Please respect copyright.PENANAidgl38kads
"But the real limit is how far you're willing to push."388Please respect copyright.PENANAfJAgtT1DWX
"Your element to be more."388Please respect copyright.PENANAC9DF9A14eO
"People hear a number and give up if not blessed level two or more."388Please respect copyright.PENANAOSP7GY5FrL
"Masters make the magic matter, not a number."388Please respect copyright.PENANAF8Dkn3AiQ7
"I will have a room made for you."388Please respect copyright.PENANA1wriFgsxEY
"We can start training in a few days after you settle. We will work out the details in time."388Please respect copyright.PENANAiXweU4prTW
"Perhaps you will never like me."388Please respect copyright.PENANAYEjUMsfH6R
"Which is fine."388Please respect copyright.PENANAQndxtEzVaD
"But you will learn how to master darkness, and that will be enough."388Please respect copyright.PENANAa4uMz1y5oA
"What you choose from there is what will make you an adult or a still child that never grew up."
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