「所以你說結果怎麼樣?」馬克西姆坐在床邊,輕聲細語追問我事件下文。82Please respect copyright.PENANANfp7naVF6y
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「女子目前沒事,有醫官的照顧應該不久又能自理生活。」我筆劃手指估算大致時間。82Please respect copyright.PENANAJnSLLsnHEF
82Please respect copyright.PENANAXIqAC1OA4W
「嗯,這樣啊,那挺不錯的,沒人該無辜受罪。」他斷斷續續的點頭,放下警戒心。82Please respect copyright.PENANA6E3nC9HPEm
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「但安迪,你明明是理性又現實的人,怎麼會突然情緒失控打傷別人,儘管他們確實活該受罪。」82Please respect copyright.PENANAIM9er8HqQ4
82Please respect copyright.PENANAV9N1uJUn0r
面對這疑問我呆住了,也不知該如何解釋那沖上腦的快感。82Please respect copyright.PENANA2CaVeFdtan
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「當下一想到她的處境,我便抑制不住自己的意識和情緒,滿腦盡是報復心理。」82Please respect copyright.PENANAbSDl0zi9Pu
82Please respect copyright.PENANAaH9VlZPrI0
馬克西姆:「越是理性感覺越壓抑情感,或許你有時也該擺擺任性,釋放長年積累的負面情緒。」82Please respect copyright.PENANAyHtwrYfrfh
82Please respect copyright.PENANAEuAq1JeLiX
這問題我們討論過無數次,但我總放不下心去體會感性思維,懼怕跌入思想矛盾。82Please respect copyright.PENANAwtCn6ZBOb1
82Please respect copyright.PENANAeGktfI8BbP
看得遠與透是種智慧,也是詛咒,你早已預料未來,卻了無辦法挽救萬物。82Please respect copyright.PENANA6QwxkQ7eHZ
82Please respect copyright.PENANAAp6QkW7SeK
破敗或進化是時間的副產物,當人們抓住了副產品就會想控制主反應。82Please respect copyright.PENANAPPAOCUHzUp
82Please respect copyright.PENANAnJdT3FbX11
而可悲的我雖識破不少凡間騙局,後果則是厭惡、虛無,現實宛如夢境沒有邏輯。82Please respect copyright.PENANAGfCobOizuq
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而失去定則的世界愈漸擴張,正常和病態交換身份,在這氛圍中實在難以樂觀向上。82Please respect copyright.PENANAsUtMI5BFAG
82Please respect copyright.PENANAvWYzYjUwF0
「我也想改變自己,只要世界肯給機會。」氣息染灰四壁,期望能否兌現,我不知道。82Please respect copyright.PENANAqtfR4OwYVG
82Please respect copyright.PENANAMCgIwf0YKp
「我相信你能辦到,有志者事竟成,認識你那麼多年,我自然信任你。」82Please respect copyright.PENANASUsolCJL6G
82Please respect copyright.PENANAKURAU5coil
「嗯,這樣啊。」敷衍的回答他的祝福,雖有不妥但我也無話可說。82Please respect copyright.PENANAA1YJtTgYg9
82Please respect copyright.PENANAsa0bYhAgVH
他露齒淺淺一笑,不像油畫般濃艷,倒和水彩渲染有幾分相似。82Please respect copyright.PENANAw7Of5rmFIW
82Please respect copyright.PENANA5TcSkLAb9y
小燈照耀下,竟顯些楚楚動人,亮麗肌膚、淡粉蜜唇宛如精心調整的彩色照片。82Please respect copyright.PENANA2cO3kHYHyO
82Please respect copyright.PENANAC7cC2acdcX
髮絲蓬鬆四散,睡眼惺忪卻意識清醒,為場景添上朦朧霧感。82Please respect copyright.PENANAW1YHNHGj3c
82Please respect copyright.PENANAaYa8AwsQQJ
輕柔的呼吸聲迎面噗來,我出手用雙指托住他的下巴,另一手撥弄浮空瀏海。82Please respect copyright.PENANAPRbuZ4iqAa
82Please respect copyright.PENANACRbvTSfR82
馬克西姆斜過頭來注視我,撫摸頭髮的手順勢滑下臉龐,被他的雙手接住安穩送回。82Please respect copyright.PENANAzR7kA25gS9
82Please respect copyright.PENANAM6GQXt70gb
雙指改五指抓握臉龐,即便如此他仍不為所動,甚至鼓起臉頰賣弄顏面。82Please respect copyright.PENANA8Czf2aVR9Y
82Please respect copyright.PENANAEF4iApN7Kp
憋不住笑的我即時收手,嘗試低頭遮蓋自己的壞笑,但馬克西姆不打算放過我。82Please respect copyright.PENANAJyt6emtZy9
82Please respect copyright.PENANA6cXuTz972d
雙手夾住我的臉頰把頭端上來,在對視中彼此都沒忍住,笑容難掩的倒在對方懷裡。82Please respect copyright.PENANASsBiYWK56d
82Please respect copyright.PENANACzfSVdxgxh
「你看看,這不輕而易舉的辦到了?我早說過你做得到。」82Please respect copyright.PENANAwbhgMO0qgE
82Please respect copyright.PENANADUnzx4uSYc
「對。」我們止不住笑,滑稽地抱著對方左搖右晃,彷彿回到兒時歡樂時光。82Please respect copyright.PENANAmgO1ZFVTF9
82Please respect copyright.PENANAPKZodf1ka1
「天啊馬克斯,你還是像當初沒變過,我還是猜不透怎麼會跟你同期入伍。」82Please respect copyright.PENANAJpOtauPVm5
82Please respect copyright.PENANAVVRPcagjQU
「思維會改變但本性難移,然而你說的對,我們相識八年多,卻什麼都沒變。」82Please respect copyright.PENANAuBKg0J7yL0
82Please respect copyright.PENANAV52dclqKXv
「不,有變,變了不少。」82Please respect copyright.PENANAXx3glYOEVs
82Please respect copyright.PENANAHl3bORHaM9
馬克西姆疑惑的看著我說:「哪裡?」82Please respect copyright.PENANAgeYirxqhiJ
82Please respect copyright.PENANAp8HCyQw11v
我邪門一笑回答他:「沒變的是你變的也是你。」雙手交疊放在大腿上安靜等候答應。82Please respect copyright.PENANAogU2ySaW29
82Please respect copyright.PENANA8Io9gVSuhb
「我?」他瞪大眼睛,驚訝的指著自己,積極向我尋求解答。82Please respect copyright.PENANAfoDcBq1ipv
82Please respect copyright.PENANAeUtvXQixHX
「沒有錯,你的確變了,你和她關係更近了不是嗎?」他捂住嘴巴掩飾情緒。82Please respect copyright.PENANABoiBLMsUJW
82Please respect copyright.PENANAHKMFCovVe7
「話說,安娜最近怎麼樣?」眼絲飄渺如疊加的波混亂答覆我:「還不錯。」82Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8iH2xxH9w
82Please respect copyright.PENANAppZIXcpGGb
「節奏恰當,按部就班,僅此罷了。」就算不接觸他,也已知其心率和呼吸紊亂。82Please respect copyright.PENANAYx3bxenWNX
82Please respect copyright.PENANAr7LDQS9eBn
「只差結婚這關鍵步。」現在他滿臉通紅,面部僵硬扭曲,手指不安分的上竄下跳。82Please respect copyright.PENANAGjGyWGYSCw
82Please respect copyright.PENANAvYuKCA03UD
見捉弄程度足夠時我收手,並推了推他的肩膀來喚醒他:「好啦,好啦,玩笑結束。」82Please respect copyright.PENANAQvQFblZlKf
82Please respect copyright.PENANAYowYGSKBUG
憋紅的臉龐散去,凝固的面容解放,換上嚴肅外衣,提出無聲抗議。82Please respect copyright.PENANAivqegM1YOr
82Please respect copyright.PENANAiLngMOcGhS
「哼。滿腦子都只想到圖自己一樂呢。」他抬高頭部,眼神不屑的向下蔑視。82Please respect copyright.PENANAdMxFd1mkKy
82Please respect copyright.PENANAs99d2d3Ktz
「向你道歉,我的朋友。請問您是否願意和我去探望那位女士。」82Please respect copyright.PENANApKxFvjjczm
82Please respect copyright.PENANACoXokn4fIT
小心翼翼點觸其軀幹觀察反應,生悶氣的他未正眼看我,起身抓上帽子站到門邊沉默。82Please respect copyright.PENANAwkH5dJYZkW
82Please respect copyright.PENANAg5O2aUnbv3
而我也彈離椅子邁開步伐,成雙成對前往目的地,靴子踏出共鳴闡述樂章。82Please respect copyright.PENANAdZNDEDGxPq
82Please respect copyright.PENANADiqJ4lJs26
軍中秩序越發緊繃,情緒漸進極端,憲兵隊不再隱藏開始接管軍紀職責。82Please respect copyright.PENANAhszoifNpel
82Please respect copyright.PENANApshoURrgYY
現明為深夜走廊、辦公室卻人來人往,所有人忙進忙出處理單位問題。82Please respect copyright.PENANALdE3JCvdk9
82Please respect copyright.PENANANm7X95vcz5
兩次襲擊驚醒了高層,如今他們啟動巨大戰爭機器,以強硬手段解決問題。82Please respect copyright.PENANAGvAyVjg12Q
82Please respect copyright.PENANAnWNcmO0MZV
每分每秒都有預備役被投入行動,建立一支又一支的新軍團,警察加強武裝。82Please respect copyright.PENANAzcahGLDtvw
82Please respect copyright.PENANAhMXfUsyjjT
當前危機迫近,卻接二連三有消息指出失蹤人口激增,而其中不乏前武裝人員。82Please respect copyright.PENANAMg8mEvywMA
82Please respect copyright.PENANAV7szZldzpQ
詭譎情勢引人不安,大家只能硬著頭皮上,沒人知道這齣戲劇將何時落幕。82Please respect copyright.PENANAx06xhqH5Nk
82Please respect copyright.PENANAo2z49AiLXr
爭吵、偏見,各種大小衝突不斷在各處上演,平時的壓抑和不滿潰堤而出。82Please respect copyright.PENANA31mR4fJ0Kk
82Please respect copyright.PENANAgdkufKz4qC
搶奪權限、人力、支持度,明爭明搶,毫不掩飾貪婪的心。82Please respect copyright.PENANAgKCpG1sFMD
82Please respect copyright.PENANA45XoHnaoMM
沿途散落文件與宣傳單,過時的資訊形同垃圾被丟棄一旁,走道混亂無人在意。82Please respect copyright.PENANAvJxRCKwLo9
82Please respect copyright.PENANAm82Hulr9Op
流言蜚語串聯人心搔癢難耐,未知泛起攪動恐懼,但眼下我不在意只想關心女子傷勢。82Please respect copyright.PENANAwkBUZdLtYF
82Please respect copyright.PENANATXFDq39wYL
穿過一群又一群人們,找到了醫官詢問女子情況和病房。82Please respect copyright.PENANAtNKoYt0eYl
82Please respect copyright.PENANAqYuv1vKmEI
向我們簡單說明後,又急促衝回人滿為患的醫務室,在一線擔起重責。82Please respect copyright.PENANAcNyH9G4Qvl
82Please respect copyright.PENANAVzdtiGVdmo
追循簡述,延牆走找到一沒門的房間,探頭望入察看四周,布簾遮蓋床位,護士待命一旁。82Please respect copyright.PENANAmaIobjsNMI
82Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1t5Wm5okA
我們敲擊牆面製造聲響,打盹的護士被驚醒,她連滾帶爬地彈離椅子,又極力克制自己的噪音。82Please respect copyright.PENANA3IYY7LPTtR
82Please respect copyright.PENANA3DAQ6xV4iA
緊張的張望周遭,發覺是士兵後卸下心防調整態度,張口質問我們有何貴幹。82Please respect copyright.PENANAIgzgd4xZvF
82Please respect copyright.PENANAz5s3Thom8O
說明事由後,她又坐回椅子打瞌睡,撥開簾布,看床上那滿頭繃帶的女子。82Please respect copyright.PENANAPqIKX90Glm
82Please respect copyright.PENANATQQIm99oJ4
「你也沒說有這麼嚴重。」馬克西姆轉過頭壓抑情緒說出此話。82Please respect copyright.PENANAO5jireWV6Z
82Please respect copyright.PENANAdJb82Gs5fV
對此我沒有答覆,安靜的伸手檢查傷勢,微微挑開包紮仔細觀察。82Please respect copyright.PENANAw2NPDGop1y
82Please respect copyright.PENANAC0QCHHpBaw
不只覺中雙手摸上她的臉,手勁如絨絲刷掃,深怕造成二次傷害。82Please respect copyright.PENANAdy5PriV4FQ
82Please respect copyright.PENANAKr3d4wZTBQ
順臉頰向下、頸部、肩部、鎖骨,謹慎地翻看和觸摸,感受細密的觸感。82Please respect copyright.PENANAr9xSNZIWCX
82Please respect copyright.PENANA8jGGR2KrmL
她發出輕微呻吟,即使躺在床上仍不時展露不安感,想必仍被那些記憶困擾著。82Please respect copyright.PENANAcrxO4PeM4P
82Please respect copyright.PENANAboKNjk3OPO
見她並無大礙,我停下動作,準備和馬克西姆離開病房。82Please respect copyright.PENANAcIJ31yGoh1
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臨走前我感到些許阻力,回頭發現虛弱的手捏住衣角。82Please respect copyright.PENANAZYb6kJaaYi
82Please respect copyright.PENANAX6cPuFdIhA
我無奈的俯下身解開繩結,可形勢一轉,被反握一手緊抓不放。82Please respect copyright.PENANAbs9omvDVzV
82Please respect copyright.PENANAN4Y9IWkT0h
不合常理的力道表現令人出乎意料,距離之近甚能品嚐體溫和脈搏。82Please respect copyright.PENANAhlB5JEmRxV
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然而這般力道無法困住我,輕輕甩動掙扎便可脫離。82Please respect copyright.PENANAN46unyhYFe
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但現實並未如此,我托起那焦慮的手,沿著手背上的靜脈和脛骨滑動手指。82Please respect copyright.PENANA85G5LSnUvH
82Please respect copyright.PENANAXIwF30m7xd
次次撫平下,僵硬歸於平靜,緊張解體流淌掌心,我應景的將另一手搭上包裹。82Please respect copyright.PENANAqXwMD6v9pY
82Please respect copyright.PENANA83PFLNyM2w
在溫潤間她鬆弛了,緩漸放開抓握之手。82Please respect copyright.PENANAKuePtyx6x8
82Please respect copyright.PENANAC3yX2mulOb
將手放回床邊,拍了拍後再次起身遠離,這次沒有任何挽留,只有低聲的啜泣。82Please respect copyright.PENANA4L45cyb94M
82Please respect copyright.PENANAoOEU32DAxh
「真溫柔,那看來確實是我變了。」出房間後馬克西姆在我耳邊細語。82Please respect copyright.PENANAYy82vh2Hp6
82Please respect copyright.PENANA57fq8MKRbs
「謝謝理解。」我邊說邊伸手指戳向他的臉頰,活絡氣氛。82Please respect copyright.PENANAf5wKjY62tn
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「也希望光過敏和異教的她,能重新被世人理解和尊重。」我哀聲嘆了口氣。82Please respect copyright.PENANAVq1KQl77Xj
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得知真相的我十分失望,時間如循環,又一次人們因為偏見和誤會造成傷害。82Please respect copyright.PENANAlRlpwz2o3h
82Please respect copyright.PENANAIWuH9JZMes
「錯了,是你理解人們,說實話艾斯曼,有時我也挺敬佩軍隊招到你這人才的。」82Please respect copyright.PENANA8nfrtI8OS3
82Please respect copyright.PENANA5nEOjDVgTr
「話說你當初是怎麼進來的,你也不說說。」他還是那麼關心我。82Please respect copyright.PENANATK5WoSj60U
82Please respect copyright.PENANAvBREp9LieT
「特選來的,因應軍事革新政策,通過軍官們的篩選,編入學籍和部隊。」82Please respect copyright.PENANAp4Q2sTlSte
82Please respect copyright.PENANAizhHAyo6tc
面對他我一五一十的道出,信任讓我無需掩蓋什麼。82Please respect copyright.PENANAa73nNfbLml
82Please respect copyright.PENANAJLm0bG5WCN
「啊,我知道,當時可進行的轟轟烈烈,不過我是走常規路線入伍。」82Please respect copyright.PENANAPeN0tchYIc
82Please respect copyright.PENANANn1z1x9iQC
「我倒也不知道呢!」此話一出,我們同時凍住腳步,瞪著彼此。82Please respect copyright.PENANAylqApRUyXh
82Please respect copyright.PENANAaz50WVY5YF
「噗,哈哈啊。」先是馬克西姆噴笑出來,極力壓制笑容的我也失去忍耐。82Please respect copyright.PENANAmr5efjBsqU
82Please respect copyright.PENANAWZtMvpf2wo
扶著對方靠著牆,情緒失控的東倒西歪,兩個成年人宛若少年玩得不可開交。82Please respect copyright.PENANAmJnVESrpla
82Please respect copyright.PENANAMnLImqASYU
肢體推擠,嬉戲無比,這裡偏僻毫不擔心他人打擾,連黑夜也無法壓制我們的熱情。82Please respect copyright.PENANAg43GaSjguJ
82Please respect copyright.PENANAZf4s3fl2Ph
這徹夜未眠的首都,終於迎來第一件喜事,教堂傳來午夜鐘響環繞全城,為國祈福。82Please respect copyright.PENANAXxSdYJzly2
82Please respect copyright.PENANAnhbHen0yqa
今日已是1922年10月1日,而這大概也是近代我最開心的幸福時刻。
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