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我的日記
ISSUE #13
Author: 月墜花折
我的日記
Author: 月墜花折
ISSUE #13
Day13
No Plagiarism!716oOHoYPAMZgWjWZv8Vposted on PＥNAＮＡ

2025.3.18

今天去見了臨床心理學家，他的判斷是有抑鬱傾向和自殺傾向，然而這些都已經是發現很久很久了。

無論是家人還是學校的社工，都知道我會有自殘的行為、自殺的諗法。老師亦會關心我，問我最近怎樣是不是特別累、不開心或者很大壓力。

而每一次的答案都是…

「我很好，只是有一點兒累。沒什麼問題的。」

我想了很久，當老師關心我的時候，我會很想說，我不好，我想自殺，我非常非常的累，我不開心，我想哭但哭不出來！但是這些說話從來沒有說出來。

想說但不知從哪裏開始說，就像我想告訴我的父母我的狀態有多麼的差勁，但就是不知道怎樣跟他們說。即使他們知道我的狀態不是很正常。

我好像總是把這些話或者一些在他們要求聽取我的意見時一樣只在心裏說，不知道為何我說不出口，明明那些話我早已在心裏說了1 千遍1萬遍，但就是說不出口。

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