This is a set of two poems :3 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWS0DPpPRu
(First on love, second on heartbreak.)
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her tears taste like honeydew with a43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGo0jHXZ0EK
hint of extraterrestrial redshifting.43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCJAhSZuLB
she walks with the grace of moonlight43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXqnPBTJil
and has eyes like protostars.43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRdzI4oD0G
she’s not quite up to societal standards,43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡub9q9aE0V5
and she lives in the future, not the past.43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUJ1fdaIAm
i still chase after her anyways,43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRSAib9qyp
tail wagging, tongue lolling like the dog i am.43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡervfRIcHnb
CW: SH, body dysmorphia/body image43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5foxW1qqm
who taught you to hate?
“who taught you to hate your hair?”43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7kOkbDLRS
she did, with her idle remarks43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVIOXBiCvO
about how it would look better curled.43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhe4yz186X
(i curled it into long ringlets.)43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqDPpBolPH
then she said it would be better short43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytdMzC8QnJ
(i chopped it all off with a swiss army knife.)43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnb6i2f2qHi
it’s been bleached, stained, and cut43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8B1gyrMNX
in all manners of ways.43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EWoXJsBjt
(still it was never enough.)
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“who taught you to hate your freckles?”43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyZxcgTOBi
she did, tracing constellations on my cheeks43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoQzg5VmCh
with a permanent red sharpie until it looked like43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshNO1AkW8L
i had wept thousands of scarlet tears.43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMG5CXRhu2
(i spent all night scrubbing it to no avail.43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRzgIyXuLN
she offered no help, only a faint smile at my struggles.)
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“who taught you to hate your skin?”43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0u9t7Duhvd
she did, with her languid tongue and43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wyiQyNx9L
knife-sharp jabs. too pale, not tan enough,43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAF2qoOXTpN
she said, running fingers down my arm,43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0JzXEfvWW
like a vampire, coming to suck blood.43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnDuEdj6ut
(i dug my nails into what made up my outsides43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dsHH5MQuI
and tried to pry it off my very bones.)43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnFWcsBrWa
i’m was left with only scars.
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“who taught you to hate your bones?”43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4w7qfGPIAh
she did in late nights spent curled together43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9E80uWsr8
in the back of my pick up truck, poking43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FB76M9viL
and prodding at my body, saying that43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAb1CKEXwN
i must be pretty big-boned to weigh so heavy.43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBfkJdsZsl
(i dug my fingernails into my thigh, peeling back flesh43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoimwyrGypC
until i could claw away at the bone hidden beneath.)43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6scd22jt3s
the hospital tutted and bandaged me up,43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdwWZTr0cF
and stuck me into a small box with a self-proclaimed43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZFzRv2oEL
therapist whose only job was to make me feel worse.
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“who taught you to hate yourself?”43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIp2kmQ35z
she did with her loaded gun questions43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6TFes4yM5
and sketchy answers. late night calls43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGsu770Eee
of ‘i love you’s’ and tired apologies43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiIlwyosuS
when it was never truly my fault.43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQKl86sw33
she taught me to hate myself.43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sJHP0gUEw
(what is love if not another form of hate?)
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