This is a set of two poems :3 149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6qKwrZWIO
(First on love, second on heartbreak.)
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her tears taste like honeydew with a149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGLK9Ji8c5
hint of extraterrestrial redshifting.149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelfCjuBC0T
she walks with the grace of moonlight149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3VqkoIrWH
and has eyes like protostars.149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUntnO9IQ94
she’s not quite up to societal standards,149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9t5XsldR5A
and she lives in the future, not the past.149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3tSF4DnEb
i still chase after her anyways,149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3DOukXaLi
tail wagging, tongue lolling like the dog i am.149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4CiXcHJ10
CW: SH, body dysmorphia/body image149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4loffz2RaN
who taught you to hate?
“who taught you to hate your hair?”149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDkNLyZknu
she did, with her idle remarks149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxu69mVrXs
about how it would look better curled.149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUR1Hvs7TEU
(i curled it into long ringlets.)149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTTvZR5iup
then she said it would be better short149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXrKWunqMW
(i chopped it all off with a swiss army knife.)149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62mpaap3n3
it’s been bleached, stained, and cut149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4zI4NWtlk
in all manners of ways.149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJFLrBE3Js
(still it was never enough.)
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“who taught you to hate your freckles?”149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOx6DNAXVc
she did, tracing constellations on my cheeks149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGK4XDKuVGY
with a permanent red sharpie until it looked like149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0Hh6UBYaQ
i had wept thousands of scarlet tears.149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgfPy7j5JA
(i spent all night scrubbing it to no avail.149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZty9OWVXj
she offered no help, only a faint smile at my struggles.)
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“who taught you to hate your skin?”149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gXCEnieGP
she did, with her languid tongue and149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dsggVdspF
knife-sharp jabs. too pale, not tan enough,149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMpugRt4CR
she said, running fingers down my arm,149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77WTV2OhXA
like a vampire, coming to suck blood.149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NPXKnyAlB
(i dug my nails into what made up my outsides149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxB7U2QyEJ
and tried to pry it off my very bones.)149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBafdXL31D
i’m was left with only scars.
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“who taught you to hate your bones?”149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYQnnk1vCZ
she did in late nights spent curled together149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqwZFWkcmt
in the back of my pick up truck, poking149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aujA15RRA
and prodding at my body, saying that149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6qdjQzPe6
i must be pretty big-boned to weigh so heavy.149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVABD3NAyHs
(i dug my fingernails into my thigh, peeling back flesh149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4L61qe9Kq
until i could claw away at the bone hidden beneath.)149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbFOKJKaaU
the hospital tutted and bandaged me up,149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOrhDLLIVl
and stuck me into a small box with a self-proclaimed149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOV6fbXL8Up
therapist whose only job was to make me feel worse.
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“who taught you to hate yourself?”149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5SxtvdGWT
she did with her loaded gun questions149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyKBghVJks
and sketchy answers. late night calls149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDnCWVAee5
of ‘i love you’s’ and tired apologies149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2kqyHOCIP
when it was never truly my fault.149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnpORP13Xi
she taught me to hate myself.149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevKKOWa0XD
(what is love if not another form of hate?)
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