This is a set of two poems :3 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNk3BHPQzI1
(First on love, second on heartbreak.)
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her tears taste like honeydew with a41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9IZo6B1ym
hint of extraterrestrial redshifting.41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgUmeHc4FL
she walks with the grace of moonlight41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwTwm2vBZe
and has eyes like protostars.41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3LG2VFOxF
she’s not quite up to societal standards,41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2520Sj50A
and she lives in the future, not the past.41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0sSFqy9QT
i still chase after her anyways,41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5KMl8YcYL
tail wagging, tongue lolling like the dog i am.41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVRAeokJYa
CW: SH, body dysmorphia/body image41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimVP2EFgkI
who taught you to hate?
“who taught you to hate your hair?”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPIgnIv08c
she did, with her idle remarks41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxAX2BCol6
about how it would look better curled.41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqmPjAsPoZ
(i curled it into long ringlets.)41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2nDiwB4Am
then she said it would be better short41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYGp8OFBXP
(i chopped it all off with a swiss army knife.)41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSPLrKlvdr
it’s been bleached, stained, and cut41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3TPxgHIZh
in all manners of ways.41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTagxWCm5r2
(still it was never enough.)
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“who taught you to hate your freckles?”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7m1ujIDEB
she did, tracing constellations on my cheeks41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgUpi2Q8XA
with a permanent red sharpie until it looked like41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSN55E8cI3G
i had wept thousands of scarlet tears.41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaznYmd66Jk
(i spent all night scrubbing it to no avail.41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAM3GaaJzyw
she offered no help, only a faint smile at my struggles.)
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“who taught you to hate your skin?”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23zjFSFH5B
she did, with her languid tongue and41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyZOdgQBo1
knife-sharp jabs. too pale, not tan enough,41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxkngom6XB
she said, running fingers down my arm,41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdmjuONaWK
like a vampire, coming to suck blood.41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDveJ9sGslR
(i dug my nails into what made up my outsides41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6RAaYNepE
and tried to pry it off my very bones.)41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6cRb7FUmQ
i’m was left with only scars.
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“who taught you to hate your bones?”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikBASExi9K
she did in late nights spent curled together41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡof1aXnIqoW
in the back of my pick up truck, poking41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lgL7SfWKT
and prodding at my body, saying that41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKl7nlJccmZ
i must be pretty big-boned to weigh so heavy.41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCP4AhtUNf
(i dug my fingernails into my thigh, peeling back flesh41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBsz4vm3rY
until i could claw away at the bone hidden beneath.)41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxP6BhQwXv
the hospital tutted and bandaged me up,41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjErSlcskq
and stuck me into a small box with a self-proclaimed41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZGi0TW60b
therapist whose only job was to make me feel worse.
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“who taught you to hate yourself?”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9xCDcqnm9
she did with her loaded gun questions41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTjpcko8Cn
and sketchy answers. late night calls41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvj9F3il3Ak
of ‘i love you’s’ and tired apologies41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdusQxpuuOc
when it was never truly my fault.41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42EPcPNPkI
she taught me to hate myself.41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVeCAyquCt
(what is love if not another form of hate?)
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