This is a set of two poems :3 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDe5Jy0ySdA
(First on love, second on heartbreak.)
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her tears taste like honeydew with a112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJhT5YoMTx
hint of extraterrestrial redshifting.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsO9H5wdz03
she walks with the grace of moonlight112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0NESoORa3
and has eyes like protostars.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJE3V9iaRD
she’s not quite up to societal standards,112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUVaIKkeCr
and she lives in the future, not the past.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeduJPig8qr
i still chase after her anyways,112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsXIVGodQT
tail wagging, tongue lolling like the dog i am.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FXeDDRr36
CW: SH, body dysmorphia/body image112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymJH5zXk1N
who taught you to hate?
“who taught you to hate your hair?”112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBuVYcOcDd
she did, with her idle remarks112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aVMTEkIKy
about how it would look better curled.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxjBhMfUal
(i curled it into long ringlets.)112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwwtrzOtc3
then she said it would be better short112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBd1URoHpjJ
(i chopped it all off with a swiss army knife.)112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV13AB1KbOs
it’s been bleached, stained, and cut112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjA5Bem4S6m
in all manners of ways.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbw5eGFSdjn
(still it was never enough.)
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“who taught you to hate your freckles?”112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeA3Bwj6ohD
she did, tracing constellations on my cheeks112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiyy2sRL1C
with a permanent red sharpie until it looked like112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ukAgs0dXF
i had wept thousands of scarlet tears.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkIuXPLvL0
(i spent all night scrubbing it to no avail.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhlteXMq4L
she offered no help, only a faint smile at my struggles.)
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“who taught you to hate your skin?”112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cFpIERFMu
she did, with her languid tongue and112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NUqjK2acV
knife-sharp jabs. too pale, not tan enough,112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpYCuak7BA
she said, running fingers down my arm,112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbrSTrXy3t
like a vampire, coming to suck blood.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLB0dxz0Ad
(i dug my nails into what made up my outsides112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLAF7b3cLG
and tried to pry it off my very bones.)112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCNFDzaDPk
i’m was left with only scars.
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“who taught you to hate your bones?”112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRIvgLKaVQ
she did in late nights spent curled together112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWgduweHpg
in the back of my pick up truck, poking112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiJX4d9HRE
and prodding at my body, saying that112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNCjsoidbd
i must be pretty big-boned to weigh so heavy.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3ECH5xm2N
(i dug my fingernails into my thigh, peeling back flesh112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnPqAT4xAd
until i could claw away at the bone hidden beneath.)112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Mu02h4AWj
the hospital tutted and bandaged me up,112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWDXXPCHV5
and stuck me into a small box with a self-proclaimed112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCguTm57zC
therapist whose only job was to make me feel worse.
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“who taught you to hate yourself?”112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSt0ffC3wG9
she did with her loaded gun questions112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl42UxhcIPc
and sketchy answers. late night calls112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKKPaD0zWz
of ‘i love you’s’ and tired apologies112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8phUOCFbtv
when it was never truly my fault.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rPLaluIRX
she taught me to hate myself.112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWcbuBwlGf
(what is love if not another form of hate?)
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