This is a set of two poems :3 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUSMgeDIQI
(First on love, second on heartbreak.)
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her tears taste like honeydew with a79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVPMpjamEV
hint of extraterrestrial redshifting.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3mGJT9zhV
she walks with the grace of moonlight79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEScoKFBay
and has eyes like protostars.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNMrqbrP2f
she’s not quite up to societal standards,79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8s0JiCvVoc
and she lives in the future, not the past.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJ8p4iG3DB
i still chase after her anyways,79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijM4fSvOHQ
tail wagging, tongue lolling like the dog i am.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlPxP7h1Gt
CW: SH, body dysmorphia/body image79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6yTW94aM0
who taught you to hate?
“who taught you to hate your hair?”79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezJOkMR7HY
she did, with her idle remarks79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqlbuv4JQP
about how it would look better curled.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0UX2CoGA4
(i curled it into long ringlets.)79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vGod4v22h
then she said it would be better short79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq378ToS6Uo
(i chopped it all off with a swiss army knife.)79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEQFJ2pcGa
it’s been bleached, stained, and cut79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUAGapJdce
in all manners of ways.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9cwCmQda4
(still it was never enough.)
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“who taught you to hate your freckles?”79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5b90WcR8s
she did, tracing constellations on my cheeks79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFvFiuGRFi
with a permanent red sharpie until it looked like79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6DaXxAVW5
i had wept thousands of scarlet tears.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVYz8TRQLy
(i spent all night scrubbing it to no avail.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rYAnIJA80
she offered no help, only a faint smile at my struggles.)
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“who taught you to hate your skin?”79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDtZbsnVB0
she did, with her languid tongue and79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbICT0LKWVI
knife-sharp jabs. too pale, not tan enough,79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PFbTiZf3X
she said, running fingers down my arm,79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlFd0NCr8r
like a vampire, coming to suck blood.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWJf0gWYZu
(i dug my nails into what made up my outsides79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBitjxKJgTf
and tried to pry it off my very bones.)79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWpINEZpw4
i’m was left with only scars.
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“who taught you to hate your bones?”79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmC2XyCqsV
she did in late nights spent curled together79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56BGA1G59f
in the back of my pick up truck, poking79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj35ODnBzmz
and prodding at my body, saying that79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwfty53RXg
i must be pretty big-boned to weigh so heavy.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsV1GbalhFQ
(i dug my fingernails into my thigh, peeling back flesh79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2TBeZNRzI
until i could claw away at the bone hidden beneath.)79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TwPh0YFA5
the hospital tutted and bandaged me up,79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkBU2ddGrb
and stuck me into a small box with a self-proclaimed79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaoIjIRxCL
therapist whose only job was to make me feel worse.
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“who taught you to hate yourself?”79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡim7BgWAMCd
she did with her loaded gun questions79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWvDaRLwg4
and sketchy answers. late night calls79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDJ8jElDYZ
of ‘i love you’s’ and tired apologies79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprzXF6exn1
when it was never truly my fault.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3s04HGTgfG
she taught me to hate myself.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ027B1Mt7HU
(what is love if not another form of hate?)
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