This is a set of two poems :3 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfqeccTg6y
(First on love, second on heartbreak.)
star chaser
her tears taste like honeydew with a148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqY1QIIKnhU
hint of extraterrestrial redshifting.148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFwgxa68Rt
she walks with the grace of moonlight148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGf26DFKB7e
and has eyes like protostars.148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7YD5HvL8V
she’s not quite up to societal standards,148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7aFDckpx2
and she lives in the future, not the past.148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeQKhsrN2E
i still chase after her anyways,148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEJo9d6RxF
tail wagging, tongue lolling like the dog i am.148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDrVRD2Ecr
CW: SH, body dysmorphia/body image148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbCCL0e9i2
who taught you to hate?
“who taught you to hate your hair?”148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9md57FSNI
she did, with her idle remarks148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFv0ok7BZV
about how it would look better curled.148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ761BRQ1KT9
(i curled it into long ringlets.)148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23AYoM7TV6
then she said it would be better short148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjv7wYYngF
(i chopped it all off with a swiss army knife.)148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhWjYWhvf1
it’s been bleached, stained, and cut148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ty0ckt8zf
in all manners of ways.148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemyTKD4wzN
(still it was never enough.)
148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ylxgYG2WX
“who taught you to hate your freckles?”148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9g2cFkkru
she did, tracing constellations on my cheeks148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXcpwQvtP8
with a permanent red sharpie until it looked like148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgDwz9gPze
i had wept thousands of scarlet tears.148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnfW8upjSK
(i spent all night scrubbing it to no avail.148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgUNuDH00p
she offered no help, only a faint smile at my struggles.)
148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5iwKTeZaT
“who taught you to hate your skin?”148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXj92sM4Sq
she did, with her languid tongue and148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡia5nMF9sWO
knife-sharp jabs. too pale, not tan enough,148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUabVYIgPFS
she said, running fingers down my arm,148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2cZh11rrH
like a vampire, coming to suck blood.148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOu8MN5nmLZ
(i dug my nails into what made up my outsides148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMo4rH9Wdc
and tried to pry it off my very bones.)148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjR23E592D
i’m was left with only scars.
148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTN9R8biwjy
“who taught you to hate your bones?”148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4hEITAv5Q
she did in late nights spent curled together148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzC2N4ic9U
in the back of my pick up truck, poking148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZveIpvUXy0
and prodding at my body, saying that148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHEX7B4jGk
i must be pretty big-boned to weigh so heavy.148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7g5zmQfdyJ
(i dug my fingernails into my thigh, peeling back flesh148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0ZF3lXDEp
until i could claw away at the bone hidden beneath.)148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjDhA5p7uG
the hospital tutted and bandaged me up,148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZQxLqNZ3M
and stuck me into a small box with a self-proclaimed148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29YPfcYpTl
therapist whose only job was to make me feel worse.
148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfkUxzmBGm
“who taught you to hate yourself?”148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91v7thocCf
she did with her loaded gun questions148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygvKB7oesh
and sketchy answers. late night calls148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYCoSC5Tsn
of ‘i love you’s’ and tired apologies148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTc3NW48l3i
when it was never truly my fault.148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofT7JYZ2Kt
she taught me to hate myself.148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfaTvupbE5
(what is love if not another form of hate?)
然後按「加至主畫面」