This is a set of two poems :3 137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvNmrEnlyL
(First on love, second on heartbreak.)
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her tears taste like honeydew with a137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFUWsDLPXY
hint of extraterrestrial redshifting.137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCCmiKy7gf
she walks with the grace of moonlight137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡol53hsr9tr
and has eyes like protostars.137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5GJ1AUt7d
she’s not quite up to societal standards,137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡng2y6AG0Sd
and she lives in the future, not the past.137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzVwqsOOnh
i still chase after her anyways,137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6hB5fZGHb
tail wagging, tongue lolling like the dog i am.137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8XSxZ6giW
CW: SH, body dysmorphia/body image137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vhxiT1nxe
who taught you to hate?
“who taught you to hate your hair?”137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsW4zvGD4L
she did, with her idle remarks137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkSQBuNh9M
about how it would look better curled.137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHlQPcNtAU
(i curled it into long ringlets.)137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4G6utN7w5n
then she said it would be better short137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSeUPLkBgB
(i chopped it all off with a swiss army knife.)137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfQsTowaAg
it’s been bleached, stained, and cut137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98kRZgrN1I
in all manners of ways.137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jkh0AKT9N
(still it was never enough.)
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“who taught you to hate your freckles?”137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyQwkx1F1G
she did, tracing constellations on my cheeks137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrC7BPq3Od
with a permanent red sharpie until it looked like137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOUNOUSgzF
i had wept thousands of scarlet tears.137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNz8icbvnc
(i spent all night scrubbing it to no avail.137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fc4PyumUo
she offered no help, only a faint smile at my struggles.)
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“who taught you to hate your skin?”137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPE45J4O3Q
she did, with her languid tongue and137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTJUCuUECu
knife-sharp jabs. too pale, not tan enough,137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zUbGbtLQG
she said, running fingers down my arm,137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuFyhifmkb
like a vampire, coming to suck blood.137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMyP35j20m
(i dug my nails into what made up my outsides137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCuahkFc5Q
and tried to pry it off my very bones.)137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oJOUmeuGy
i’m was left with only scars.
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“who taught you to hate your bones?”137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHz752TJJBi
she did in late nights spent curled together137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fOtPvboPK
in the back of my pick up truck, poking137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2uFQyomwe
and prodding at my body, saying that137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWyhxhQ3Vj
i must be pretty big-boned to weigh so heavy.137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1wJreqXgI
(i dug my fingernails into my thigh, peeling back flesh137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXA481WkQ8
until i could claw away at the bone hidden beneath.)137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLH4kwHdxgQ
the hospital tutted and bandaged me up,137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgXA7F2TW7
and stuck me into a small box with a self-proclaimed137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCKjlSwcMv
therapist whose only job was to make me feel worse.
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“who taught you to hate yourself?”137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuEYfLGLXA
she did with her loaded gun questions137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdblpaUldH6
and sketchy answers. late night calls137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUG34y3mUGh
of ‘i love you’s’ and tired apologies137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RqHhvT315
when it was never truly my fault.137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9l5ixrAeLU
she taught me to hate myself.137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwk9VT6G1w
(what is love if not another form of hate?)
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