是從什麼時候開始的呢…98Please respect copyright.PENANAoSkEI5qZR8
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沈應怕是也難以說清。98Please respect copyright.PENANA58w9gqB0jR
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對連旗說的敬佩陸遐之言,自然是真心實意。98Please respect copyright.PENANAIz1OsPFkKE
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隻是不知從何時起,在他未曾知覺的時候,這份敬佩悄然滲進一絲他意,陸遐隻要在視線能及之處,哪怕不言一字,就這麼靜靜佇立,眸光總是禁不住隨了她身影去,等回過神來腦中浮現的皆是她悄然落淚,苦思傷神的模樣…98Please respect copyright.PENANAx6odUWh1a9
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所以這倔強的姑娘究竟苦惱何事…為何總是不肯說清呢?98Please respect copyright.PENANAWJlQfnN9xa
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暗自猜想著、沉吟著,教她很是苦惱…很是傷神以至於不能入眠的秘密…就真的一字一句也不能對他言嗎?98Please respect copyright.PENANA7Am48LIXxD
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…她推脫的當下,心底不是不遺憾的。98Please respect copyright.PENANAoZlqEXhn7T
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明知以兩人立場,不該過分探究她的心事,明知是牢裏懷疑傷了她的心,陸遐心防之重斷不會輕易吐露實情了,不像昨夜一再試探,眸底的思緒怕是不會泄漏半分,可隻要陸遐仍願意立在身側,方寸間翻騰糾結的心緒像被一雙無形的柔掌撫平似的,如一池靜水般寧定…98Please respect copyright.PENANAWVM4nw9ekC
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而她一向警覺,總能準確地回望。98Please respect copyright.PENANA5WpmddGWbq
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若是…恰好與清泓幽靜的雙眸對上,他得克製再克製將姑娘的秀氣臉容,沉靜神態全然捕捉的無禮念頭,迫自己稍稍調開視線,免得唐突了她。98Please respect copyright.PENANAvUcYndvMB8
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這些說不清緣由的陌生心緒,他也覺無禮的舉措,還是生來頭一遭。98Please respect copyright.PENANAHyRQ5cpzDM
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沈應心頭也曾漫過一絲波瀾、惶恐不安,破天荒生出萬劫不複的預感,甚至還有悵然的若有所失,隨之而來的是一絲…奇詭的暗喜。98Please respect copyright.PENANAnxDrwfH03u
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若不是真的太失禮了,怕是怎麼都瞧不夠…98Please respect copyright.PENANACeDKhuE9MO
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隻有一抹背影,也足以教他心生歡喜。98Please respect copyright.PENANAq6h4YAVljK
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看著她走?98Please respect copyright.PENANAKmhjaG2RG5
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陸遐狐疑側首,男子凜俊的臉容一凝陡然漫上霞紅,麥色臉膚兩團居然再明顯不過,她越加狐疑,有心開口問清楚,對上男子眸光,一時後頸發麻,口中要問何事也記不清了。98Please respect copyright.PENANAQunad3JVPb
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男子生得高大,明媚朝陽遮得嚴嚴實實,將她全然攏進陰影之下照護,喉頭發緊,陸遐總覺得鼻端又聞見他身上清冽的氣息,古怪的燥緊甚至朝方寸蔓延開來,柔唇幾張,她隱約覺得不是開口的好時機…98Please respect copyright.PENANAKIwepFPYOj
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可、可若不說些什麼,不打破眼下古怪、叫人心顫的凝滯,她怕是…就要忍不住…98Please respect copyright.PENANA6L3p1EV7uZ
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環抱雙肩,陸遐強自咽了咽,借捋開鬢邊散落的青絲垂首,“…所以沈將軍是怕我有個萬一…禮尚往來?”就如她方才沒忍住關心他的傷勢。98Please respect copyright.PENANANYGCPF4hXc
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“嗯…是也不是。”沉嗓磁啞,耳朵尖熱意更甚,陸遐聽他嗓音,“…還有…想同你說,雷叔見我勸你喝藥,尋思打趣我罷了,他後來說的那些…怕你不自在,在這裏向你賠罪。”98Please respect copyright.PENANAP70uF5ySl9
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雷叔聊天話裏少不得提起沈應兒時之事,礙於長輩顏麵不好當麵指出,沈應後來也幾次岔開話題了,終究免不了提起兒時種種,雷叔話音像是特意說給陸遐知情,姑娘心思細,定然察覺其中不對勁之處。98Please respect copyright.PENANAyWyExuq4UW
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“…我沒覺得不自在!”他低首垂睫,拱手致歉的模樣肅立端方,陸遐不覺開口,止住他動作,“…他說的沈將軍,與我眼中得見的你,添了幾分不同,我…其實很歡喜”98Please respect copyright.PENANAnFcwdZJ4ro
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又清又亮的眸光驟抬,望進訝然深亮的瞳底,陸遐忍住調開視線的念頭,頂著熱燙的頰溫,嚅囁開口,“…行軍不易,難免讓人覺得軍旅之人性情…皆是肅殺冷硬之輩…”98Please respect copyright.PENANAUmhr8iwsBV
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“若不是相處過,誰能曉得…將軍性情如此細膩,神武軍有將軍在,若同心用力,將來…必定能收複齊朝山河,陸遐心中很是歡喜。”98Please respect copyright.PENANAbv1LenwN9S
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…他有細膩的性情,疏闊的襟懷,神武軍是他領軍,陸遐真的很歡喜。98Please respect copyright.PENANAnJnWQg73sQ
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她稍頓,足尖不覺踢了踢小石子,又道,“真說起來,該是我的不是。…路引損毀,身有嫌疑,如今知曉了你從前之事,聽過的種種不能還與雷叔了,沈將軍你說該怎麼辦?”98Please respect copyright.PENANAgYOshZb3f4
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“你沒惱便好,橫豎我在,在場所言亦知情…”他笑聲朗朗,“恕你無罪如何?將來記得留些臉麵予我,萬不要傳出去。”不然街頭巷尾要傳出奇怪的傳言了。98Please respect copyright.PENANAoaTUr4VgpI
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將來嗬…98Please respect copyright.PENANArJKF1t9R5V
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唇畔極清淺勾起一道細弧,她亦是笑著的,靜寧的星眸彎彎,沈應莫名不喜愛她此刻的神色,總覺得笑弧裏含著抹他看不懂的憂色和牽強,“陸遐你…”98Please respect copyright.PENANAE9gqBrP4qm
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“快回去歇息吧,我困得很了。”不等他言,陸遐邁了兩步,回首時沈應仍站在原地。98Please respect copyright.PENANAUeNFA0OKs8
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“…等你入內了我再走。”98Please respect copyright.PENANAqKFC7MohuS
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沈應執意不肯先行一步,陸遐隻得隨他去。98Please respect copyright.PENANAqQIYH8oCdc
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秀挺的身姿飄遠,清絕又淡然的一抹,儼然行走在墨韻的山水畫裏,沈應立在原處遠遠望著,清絕的輪廓倒像在哪裏見過,背影莫名有幾分熟悉之感,沈應擰眉欲要再看,翩然的衣角往門後一閃,人已不見了。98Please respect copyright.PENANAnlIwNpMMxj
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木門將不容忽視的視線隔絕在外,陸遐以額抵門,細指用力得泛白,方堪堪穩住幾近脫力的身軀。98Please respect copyright.PENANANg0kRySoNY
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她吸氣再吸氣,緩緩吐納,試圖緩和心窩處越來越綿密的痛意,不知是告誡自己還是如何,額頭往門上重重一磕,顧不得疼,“…別再想了…”98Please respect copyright.PENANArfDEcfLbiu
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一路究竟如何走回來,她全然不記得,隻知道下意識地邁開重如千斤的雙足,挺直背脊,莫要在沈應麵前露了端倪。98Please respect copyright.PENANA76GxSzvdv9
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幸好這回忍住了,萬一又在他麵前落淚,該叫他困擾了。98Please respect copyright.PENANAFmxErflz5Q
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那個男子…為何總能語意真切地說出意料之外的話來,輕易就教她動心起念,好不容易壓下的心念再起,方寸一再動搖,幾乎就要應了他…98Please respect copyright.PENANAfiOyY5mWhY
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陸遐抱肩跪坐在地,眸底熱潮禁不住地一再上湧。98Please respect copyright.PENANArcFi5mx569
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事到如今…她如何不管不顧,再應他所言呢?98Please respect copyright.PENANA6ow1IfEeWq
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當初…已然一錯再錯,無盡的悔恨、日複一日的懊惱,難道還不足以教她醒覺?98Please respect copyright.PENANAoncNVdB9Ti
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暗道一戰,連累他受傷,隻是皮外傷就如此凶險,萬一是更重的傷勢…98Please respect copyright.PENANASSXXpK9RPN
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陸遐頭皮發麻,喘息漸促,不敢再往下細想。98Please respect copyright.PENANAEa5UxxC26Q
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當日他將性命托付在手,陸遐還能說服自己,最後再任性一回…98Please respect copyright.PENANAfjOiL2vN4O
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不要緊的,沈應知道自己在做什麼,所以不要緊的。98Please respect copyright.PENANAv6kmAe3KZC
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她一再說服自己,沈應能托付與她,想必清楚軍士們的動搖,以他的行事,真到了必要之時,定能做出明智的選擇。98Please respect copyright.PENANAM7wFM0CR1s
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哪怕屆時…她會是被舍棄的那個…98Please respect copyright.PENANAeWTFh2G7yh
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也不會怨恨誰的。98Please respect copyright.PENANAsjF9qYX3Y1
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陸遐打從一開始便做了最壞的打算。98Please respect copyright.PENANA9ggymn1Uga
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於是她放任自己心安理得地留在靜月庵,妄圖助他一臂之力。98Please respect copyright.PENANADXqnRGbvZ1
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不要緊的。98Please respect copyright.PENANAy6hxQwzxLc
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不過是最後一回。98Please respect copyright.PENANAlEm7sBn4Nx
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陸遐一再告訴自己,她知道後果,隻要靜月庵一事有結果便好。98Please respect copyright.PENANAu25uaht2lp
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她…沒想誰因此受傷的。98Please respect copyright.PENANA6No8hh70u7
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那般信誓旦旦,說竭盡全力不負所托,真看他受傷、虛弱的模樣,陸遐在傷勢麵前幾乎束手無策,也是那時驚覺——98Please respect copyright.PENANAHqK5bgQus8
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她錯了。98Please respect copyright.PENANAEQFJ7nvp6o
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打從一開始,她便錯了。98Please respect copyright.PENANAa9GqDQYlR2
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她…實在錯得離譜。98Please respect copyright.PENANAqqmNqFHBUq
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怎麼會認為,沈應會理所當然地舍棄誰,早在身份未明嫌疑未除之時,他便能語意真誠地向她致歉,怎會輕易舍下任何一人…98Please respect copyright.PENANA3SijNWDXNY
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早該明白,他之心性…斷不容許自己做出這樣的事兒來。98Please respect copyright.PENANAEVAYXhBXEx
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能死裏逃生全賴上蒼眷顧,生死關頭她壓根沒有還手之力,若來的不是恰好與他相識的奔雷,而是其他…憑她之力能阻擋得了幾時呢?98Please respect copyright.PENANAIrH0yM6AdE
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隻是一丁點念想,全因她按耐不住,不聽先生告誡之言,一再動心起念,才會累他受傷至此,才會招致如今局麵,她有何顏麵大言不慚說要相助於他…98Please respect copyright.PENANAyJaIH2imIl
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早知如此…98Please respect copyright.PENANAWVODupYPsG
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若早知心中那點微不足道的奢求,幾乎要以他的性命來換,倒不如…倒不如…98Please respect copyright.PENANAMlnHBiCAtS
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“師父…求您保佑…萬不要讓寄雪奴再錯了…”一室寂靜,唯剩唇間哀哀歎息。98Please respect copyright.PENANA9JA9lHTtjS
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陸遐在一片白茫茫中睜目。98Please respect copyright.PENANADZqXVNSb7i
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麵前又是雪嗬,無盡的大雪。98Please respect copyright.PENANAq67cJre653
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白雪紛飛。98Please respect copyright.PENANAasuKwqYQXC
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雪花落在肩頭,一頭青絲染上白霜。98Please respect copyright.PENANAITZghschGb
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蝕骨的寒意如影隨行,似無形的枷鎖,她困鎖在其中。98Please respect copyright.PENANAPZhNd938kx
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無窮無盡蒼茫的雪色,在凜冽的寒風中狂躁地傾灑,像要抹去世間萬物,掩蓋住一切暗色。98Please respect copyright.PENANA6mtbtRBNv1
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啊,她又做夢了。98Please respect copyright.PENANAOESHiLQPul
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陸遐轉目四顧,夢裏走不出這片雪色,怎麼也無法尋得。98Please respect copyright.PENANABvKyHvny7w
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她那小小的心願嗬…總是如洋洋灑灑的雪花,似近卻遠。98Please respect copyright.PENANAUl6hgGalyT
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越是心焦地尋覓、探求,方寸翻滾、緊絞的懊惱和悔恨便濃一分。98Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6ho9BitPB
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風雪也就刮得更猛烈了。98Please respect copyright.PENANAw9OaZCX4eS
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到底何時才是盡頭…98Please respect copyright.PENANA39idsEm29f
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明明…明明就在不遠處的,為何不見了?98Please respect copyright.PENANAf9JleA3fDy
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風聲刮耳,陸遐含淚咬唇倉皇四顧,難掩心焦。98Please respect copyright.PENANA3aksskPEnY
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在哪裏呢?98Please respect copyright.PENANAjNPDjZaogo
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會在哪兒呢?98Please respect copyright.PENANA9ahDnAdT8t
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雪下得這般大,那株危在旦夕的梅花…教她一再牽掛的梅花…究竟在哪兒呢?98Please respect copyright.PENANAb2ZZGFf8Cm
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夢裏的盡頭…為何總是遍尋不得?98Please respect copyright.PENANAKy2hqRvUf3
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因何四時堂的回廊和院子也不見了…98Please respect copyright.PENANARJ7wQfR7Mo
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是因為先前的夢裏,她幾乎出口的賭氣之言麼?98Please respect copyright.PENANAn0QUBKvNax
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因為她忘了。98Please respect copyright.PENANAfu0gx02zrw
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陸遐心口一窒,忽覺心尖處漫上沉鬱得化不開的痛楚。98Please respect copyright.PENANAWbgPmbvux3
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啊…這是對她的懲罰。98Please respect copyright.PENANAaUANKjlAgf
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是了,它定是覺著自己被拋下了,所以惱了、怒了,不願再輕易讓她靠近了?98Please respect copyright.PENANASKduuTtFqx
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不成的。98Please respect copyright.PENANA1n8JfETA8F
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陸遐倉皇失措地在及腰處的深雪中前行,氣喘籲籲,青絲淩亂。98Please respect copyright.PENANAYSSZRwVoc5
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不能這樣…98Please respect copyright.PENANA7zqWzfB2ir
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頰邊的淚怎麼也止不住,就算它再惱,再怒也罷,隻要仍安好…隻要能目睹它仍安好…98Please respect copyright.PENANAMOzfoWz7I0
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她便能在絕望無盡的深夢裏,多撐一會兒了。98Please respect copyright.PENANAlFuljzs4H5
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她錯了,真的知道錯了。98Please respect copyright.PENANAmGUxQwXgZe
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“…我會管束自己…不貪心了…真的不會貪求更多了…”98Please respect copyright.PENANA1wxjkIJ4sg
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所以…不要走嗬…98Please respect copyright.PENANAXQEHPnihoA
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寒風夾雜雪花撲麵,風灌盈袖,臉上刀割般的刺痛,淚眼也模糊,陸遐步伐蹣跚。98Please respect copyright.PENANAvQBdJR0I8q
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暗色裏有誰在…?98Please respect copyright.PENANACCopuVqWBK
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誰的眼睛隱在暗處,陰鷙的,如影隨形,寒意似附骨之蛆,自咽喉處襲來,陸遐下意識地打了個寒顫。98Please respect copyright.PENANAX7isx2xRyF
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看她猛然驚醒,大口喘息,雪容上滿是潤意,來人咧唇,“逮到你了!”98Please respect copyright.PENANArhrCG20VT2
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