真是個傻丫頭，陸遐歎息，這話應該她問才是。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQv0XdOpM6
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威迫挾持，假意套話，怎麼看都是沈應與她行徑更為惡劣，赫連昭與戚遠潮從來沒有做過什麼對不起兩人的事，反倒是兩人利用了赫連昭的關心，累她擔驚受怕。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhaYb4FvRH
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與沈應同來靜月庵，一直以假身份掩飾，也不敢用真麵目與赫連昭相識，便是遭了欺瞞，也是自己欺騙在先，斷沒有埋怨他人的道理。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6GKOnv9gG
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此刻赫連昭問起，該是自己虧欠更多，要知道沈應還沒道出真實身份，臉上還是易容過的模樣。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtQiqK35mR
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沈應臉不紅氣不喘地賺戚遠潮說出實情，哪怕是情勢所需，她也心虛…45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBqKQAgtTr
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實在…對不住赫連昭，小姑娘還反過來怕她惱了，相較之下兩人所為更是卑劣…45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzMuMFZWGA
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假扮有孕互相試探，若問陸遐到底惱不惱赫連昭，答案自然沒有。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXZNCyoKAe
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從來沒有。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18PgfV0x8B
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陸遐滿懷歉意，起身牽過赫連昭袖子，示意她跟自己來，除卻暗道的事，她心裏有好多疑問要問她，小姑娘依她而行，自留了戚遠潮和沈應在屋。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKrjyE1q2V
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橫豎他們要商量再探暗道的事情，又不許兩人跟隨。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iuXfwpJ5K
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陸遐掩上房門，對上欲言又止的琥珀瞳，輕輕搖頭，赫連昭便露出一個釋然的笑，“幸好…我真怕姐姐你惱了我…”45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIv6CRYxUE6
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“…”微張柔唇，陸遐話道嘴邊又停住，哪怕滿懷歉意，她也不能解釋，出城以來連遇追殺，全靠易容才能有這幾天喘息的機會，萬一透露身份，連累赫連昭他們，更加過意不去了。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPRz5Xj3yh
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等到了安州，一切事畢，真能坦誠相待的時候，再向她言明罷。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dpYmqrCzF
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陸遐喉舌受傷，她拉著赫連昭在院子裏坐下，指著屋內抿唇一笑，赫連昭隻一瞬便知道她想問什麼，輕聲細語，“…沒有身孕…夫婦自然也是假的…從頭到尾都是假的…”45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqapmPM0V3
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語意到最後隻餘苦澀、惆悵。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeX9sggzzdh
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她眼神實是深濃，赫連昭對上她溫柔目光，原想瞞著她的，不想讓人知曉半分，不知怎麼地在她眸光底下有了傾訴的欲望，伏在她懷裏呢喃道，“…我真恨自己生得小了…隻能當他妹子…”45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGZJXq4kEt
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對上女子怔然的星眸，她慘然一笑，“他喜歡的，就隻有姐姐一人。”45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhe2fZuipqi
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“照顧我、任我胡鬧，隻不過因為我是赫連昀的妹妹罷了。”45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3lRaTZgsC
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“他、他很…在意…你”陸遐不知如何安慰她，小姑娘香腮帶淚，琥珀瞳水洗過的明淨，眼底蘊著一抹濃重的情思…很是教人心憐。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgmYBRKAmp
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“…因為喜歡著姐姐，連帶著對她的妹妹，也當自己妹妹一般疼著，我從前便知道…他是很好很好的人…”45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pqsvDWVsw
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能被他納入羽翼下照拂，她從前極為慶幸，可不知從何時起，心裏似有苗頭生根發芽，長成了參天大樹，慢慢就變了樣。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWER9qmtkx
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一說起心事，小姑娘又淚眼朦朧了，“…我呀從小就看著他，看了十三年…”45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsWbSNDANQ
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執著地追逐那抹背影，盼著那人能回頭看她一眼，可那抹背影，從來隻將目光放在姐姐身上。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAakGgwoD9
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她瞠大雙眸，似在沉浸在苦痛的記憶裏，至今不能逃離，“…可姐姐…姐姐說她另有心上人…還讓父親去戚家退親…”45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeOaj7ffj8
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“戚大哥心裏痛苦…我都知道”她擰緊煙眉，睜著眸子，眼底淨是淒楚，“…為何隻能是姐姐，我就不行嗎？…我去求父親…”45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiF8npbhFNH
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“可父親罵我不知廉恥。”眼角滑落清淚，細指淒惶地勾住陸遐的，“…我喜歡他…從小隻喜歡他，因為他曾與姐姐有婚約，所以我喜歡他是不能見光的事兒，是該覺得羞恥的事嗎？”45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGSAhOeTmg
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她拚命壓抑心底的那抹情，不論心怎麼痛，幾乎都要碎了，也不敢在他和姐姐麵前表露一絲，唯恐教兩人為難，明明是姐姐執意與他退的婚，為何她就不行？45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmVB3UUPeG
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戚大哥戀著姐姐，赫連昭從不奢望他能回以同樣的情意，她隻是想陪他，“想陪著他，不忍心他為姐姐退親難過，也是該羞愧的事兒嗎？”45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3L82PVwN1
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懷裏的小姑娘傳來壓抑的抽泣，陸遐輕撫她如緞的墨發，“你…是個…勇敢…的姑娘…自然…該…昂首…挺胸”45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybUWycJR3A
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懷裏的人兒抬眸，睫羽上還掛著淚珠，陸遐遞過帕子與她拭淚，“…不是…誰的錯…隻是…你們…各有…各的…難、難處…”45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEtx2WS6Ad
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她是個勇敢的姑娘，赫連昀自然也是，聽話音，她鼓足勇氣退親，便是不想耽誤戚遠潮，是個讓人敬佩的好姑娘。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcdR9kNixX
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赫連昭父親固然不想二女同許一人，怎知不是為了保護赫連昭？45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRCC2uNpuS
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…畢竟人言可畏啊，厲害起來連心也捅得千瘡百孔，陸遐為難地想。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1eIerLOC5
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隻有一人的付出總歸不得長久，隻怕日子沒過好，這份情就先在人言中傷，以及日複一日的等待裏消磨殆盡了…45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MUaz54Pfu
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至於戚遠潮，他若輕易就變心、移情，也就不值得赫連昭的一腔深情，所以陸遐才會說，他們各有各的難處。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYNcA2Rvkc
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這件事，不是誰的錯。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwQx6sD4on
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不必為了滿腔腔情意羞愧，因著隱晦難言的情思，她這般壓抑自己，小心翼翼掩藏生怕困擾了誰，連陸遐這個外人聽著，心頭也萬般不忍了。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK88el79uT3
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“哇”赫連昭忍不住在她懷裏放聲大哭，這是她聽過的最溫柔的開解。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBplVUMPFE
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其實同姐姐說這些，赫連昭沒想要責怪誰，父親老來得女，有他們兩個已經夠頭疼了，為著婚約的事病過好幾回，她也難過…沒想過要責怪誰的，若要怪也該怪她一人…全怪她管束不住自個的心。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGov97xzL50
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“姐姐胸懷廣闊…真是好性子。”赫連昭賴在她懷裏不肯起來，悶聲道，“換了旁人定要罵我不要臉，罵我肖想自己的姐夫。”45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYptxZ8TEL
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她原以為自己已經練就銅牆鐵壁，此時聽她溫柔的寬慰，委屈一股腦兒冒出來。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnaVncX4GX
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這小姑娘，滿臉的淚痕盡數抹在她袖子上，陸遐失笑，“…我…小時…不是…終日…怨天、怨地”45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcq3GPjfcxA
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赫連昭菱唇微張，似想象不出是何模樣。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJUYPJvTDI
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真的，她可沒有騙人，陸遐輕柔一笑，替她輕捋鬢邊滑落的青絲，“…家裏…為了…口糧…將我拋…在了…尼姑庵…”45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvtAw6xn8P
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她戰戰兢兢在尼姑庵裏生活，小心揣摩別人臉色，但凡別人照顧她一分，就要回報一分甚至兩分，唯恐欠了別人情分心裏愧疚，總覺得隻要她能夠吃苦…足夠吃苦，那些人…她的生身父母總有一日能接回她，一家團聚。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnY2W537k6G
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以至於幻滅之時，難免心生怨懟。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuanm13ves3
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“姐姐”她笑著將苦難的日子娓娓道來，赫連昭聽她平靜話語不知為何更難過了。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxS9EUP01dw
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“可…師父…說了…不是…我的錯…”45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBH0JfFdwIA
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那個檀香滿溢的懷抱，擁著小小娃兒頰貼著頰，流淚溫柔地勸慰，不忍她一再折磨自個兒，那時她便如赫連昭一樣，心想師父有一副溫柔的胸懷。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cZIfh0OKR
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“處處覺察著別人的好，不是很偽善嗎？”她問過師父，很是猶豫。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxygFLnDH21
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壞人惡意相待，還要報以善意不成？45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Jb5rzkouc
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親生父母拋棄她，難道還要逼自己念著他們的好嗎？45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSJtTIboNA
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小小的人兒有很多疑問，她過早體會人間險惡冷暖，不懂她的師父，因何保有寬厚的胸懷。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvqz0GP4RY
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那時師父已病了，臉頰日益消瘦，眼睛卻還是清亮、悲憫的，她道，“…能溫柔看待萬物，覺察出別人的良善之處，全因寄雪奴是個心地善良的孩子，不必覺得羞恥。”45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWp7E6HylFD
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“世間眾人，苦難各不相同，他人願回以同報自然好，做不到也不用心懷怨恨。惡人、善人你心中應有量度，曉得過猶不及的道理。”45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxAgtKWPyt
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後來，再長大些也就越發懂得師父當年勸慰的深意了。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBTjv4Ungm
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要怪，該怪這世道。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE47iGgVTG8
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懷胎十月，膝下三年，也算成全她與父母情分一場，真要細糾起來三年裏…算不清給彼此的艱苦還是喜樂更多。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gOrlr5dmL
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若以佛家言，歸根結底，還是緣份盡了。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9cVRTqADZ
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當年勸慰她的人已然化作白骨，雖然沒能完全學得師父豁達的胸懷，至今仍在紅塵裏徘徊，看不破、放不下，可師父留與自己的善意和溫柔，若能稍稍撫慰赫連昭那顆幾欲破碎的心，自然再好不過。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CEkVL7Go3
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“姐姐有一位好師父。”懷裏赫連昭鼻音濃重，聽陸遐所言，腦海裏勾勒出一個豁達的女子模樣，赫連昭不免心羨，有這樣的師父，難怪會養出姐姐這樣的性子。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHc6GnGrDui
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說這些卻不是要惹她哭，不過自己確實有一位好師父，陸遐聽了誇讚，眉眼彎彎，眉宇間的柔色與懷念一閃而過，“哭成…小花…貓…戚公子…該、該心疼了”45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNKwn1SECz
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“他才不會心疼呢！”懷裏赫連昭微覺鼻酸，她扯過帕子，眼底又含著一抹輕愁。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUdV0WvP07
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“他…是在…意你…的…”十三年的歲月漫長，她當時隻是一個孩子，心底已然有濃重的情了，陸遐身旁不曾有過這等濃烈、癡狂的心意，她戀得這般苦啊…45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzTtsBD6e3
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更重要的是滿腔情意，未必不能開花結果，陸遐暗想今日試探，至少戚遠潮是在意她的，在意得不顧自己安危。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Gal4pnxoD
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“蕭大哥與姐姐感情恩愛，才讓我心羨，我真替姐姐高興。”45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bS4MJ6NbU
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