「即使心有所屬,我仍被他人馴養了……是嗎?」
「許墨……我們分手吧。」26Please respect copyright.PENANAmYK3jRwSHP
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微瀾從未親口說過這句話。26Please respect copyright.PENANA4Ul39blf33
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她沒有爭吵,沒有質問,沒有眼淚,甚至沒有任何挽留。26Please respect copyright.PENANAipZ2vc47tn
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她只是——靜靜地收拾好自己的東西,然後用行動,證明了這句話。26Please respect copyright.PENANAtj6pcSjQTP
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那一天,許墨帶著她最喜歡的白色鈴蘭,還有一個特意挑選的錦盒回到家。26Please respect copyright.PENANAnDYl7VrKny
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但當門鎖轉動,屋內迎接他的,卻不是熟悉的飯香,也不是她輕輕喚他名字的聲音。26Please respect copyright.PENANAZNEgGpbl6D
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屋內安靜得不像話。26Please respect copyright.PENANAOlvsBsOpEw
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木質地板上幾道乾涸已久的水漬,彷彿有人曾在這裡站了許久,卻又在最後一刻毅然轉身。26Please respect copyright.PENANAjcDpXf9s6x
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沙發上的毯子被收拾得整整齊齊,連茶几上的杯子也不見了。26Please respect copyright.PENANAqmRJarcjOh
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這裡乾淨得不像是一個曾經有兩個人一起生活過的地方。26Please respect copyright.PENANArqORzaVWhp
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許墨站在門口,神情淡漠,卻微微皺起眉。26Please respect copyright.PENANAJGd0vtKVIy
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「……微瀾?」26Please respect copyright.PENANAI3Lpwp07wq
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沒人應答。26Please respect copyright.PENANAod4j3cTxxh
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他下意識走向臥室,推開門,衣櫃裡的衣物已經空了一半。26Please respect copyright.PENANA4aUcAdsJlf
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他走進浴室,原本屬於她的牙刷、香氛,全都消失了。26Please respect copyright.PENANA619o4XubZh
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最後,他在書桌上,看見了一張字條。26Please respect copyright.PENANAnDGWRI9SIT
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字跡他很熟悉。
──【許墨,愛情真的不能將就。】
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他盯著那行字,指尖微微顫了一下,心臟像是被緊緊抓住一般。26Please respect copyright.PENANAOd6FozfwYT
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她……走了?
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許墨站在書房裡,指尖撫過那張便條紙,沉默良久。26Please respect copyright.PENANALlP2xX2ORM
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他撥打她的手機,但無論多少次,傳來的都是「此號碼已被註銷」。26Please respect copyright.PENANA6xIE0UsES5
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他去找過她的住所,卻被房東告知,她搬走後就再也沒有回來過。26Please respect copyright.PENANAyZVWM3KvXH
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他甚至試著聯繫她的朋友,卻發現——26Please respect copyright.PENANAXkktf6aAuo
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——他根本不夠了解她。26Please respect copyright.PENANA5rFRntRSWS
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他只記得「圍繞著許墨轉的微瀾」,卻從未真正認識「沒有許墨的微瀾」是什麼樣子。26Please respect copyright.PENANARbPOcahwTG
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他發現,自己從來沒有問過她——26Please respect copyright.PENANAugvE7UWMXp
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她喜歡的書是什麼?26Please respect copyright.PENANAlcnh3dwT25
她習慣的咖啡是哪一種?26Please respect copyright.PENANALVpUVIOwQm
她有沒有什麼夢想?26Please respect copyright.PENANArdpHqu7nm9
或者,她的未來裡,是否一定要有他?26Please respect copyright.PENANAV3CIB2cVDZ
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他一直認為,她會一直在這裡,在他的身後。像過去無數個日夜一樣,安靜地等著他。26Please respect copyright.PENANAeUyrtOUG9x
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可是,這一次,她沒有等。26Please respect copyright.PENANAX9GQgPQgAY
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她走了,沒有留下任何聯繫方式,甚至沒有給他一絲挽留的機會。26Please respect copyright.PENANABugyKQZW6H
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如此溫柔的女孩,真的決絕起來,竟能比任何人都要徹底。26Please respect copyright.PENANAEQR5ohbtPI
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他站在原地,指尖摩挲著那張便條紙,忽然低低地笑了一聲,卻沒有任何笑意。26Please respect copyright.PENANAgcaF9vojDZ
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「……微瀾,妳是真的生氣了啊。」26Please respect copyright.PENANA7VWGNTssRG
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他抬頭看著窗外的夜色,喃喃低語——
他停止尋找微瀾了。26Please respect copyright.PENANAUd3capQPhm
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這樣很好。26Please respect copyright.PENANAPln9vX3VOI
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雖然她…替我惋惜,但那又如何?26Please respect copyright.PENANAnEmRt30MQu
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微瀾沒有義務陪著我這樣耗下去,不是嗎?26Please respect copyright.PENANAszt1jYk2uF
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一開始,他只是想讓微瀾回到這個「適合她的地方」。26Please respect copyright.PENANAgUWvzh1IHI
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可是現在,這個地方,還適合她嗎?
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……「家」,究竟是什麼?26Please respect copyright.PENANAsvHgCfJhkB
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微瀾離開後,他以為自己會回到從前。26Please respect copyright.PENANADVRbn3dUtM
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畢竟,在微瀾之前,他也是這樣過的。26Please respect copyright.PENANAuZa3UVdleM
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可是……他感覺似乎有些不一樣。26Please respect copyright.PENANAaBNRQAwc2F
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沒有飯香,沒有她輕輕靠在沙發上的身影,沒有她總是準備好的茶水,甚至——沒有她的聲音。26Please respect copyright.PENANAzK11E2hSh0
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一開始,他以為這只是短暫的適應問題。26Please respect copyright.PENANAnD6KyVsnsA
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跟一個人同住了一年多,總會有些改變的。26Please respect copyright.PENANAG2komSwj9B
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但當他一次次回到這棟公寓,走進這個冰冷的空間時,他才發現——26Please respect copyright.PENANAYkqqlLuPD8
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這裡還能被稱作「家」嗎?26Please respect copyright.PENANA1I3NEMAkia
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他甚至開始懷疑自己過去所理解的「家」到底是什麼?26Please respect copyright.PENANAqTKDnklHJT
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在悠然結婚後,他認為自己已經習慣一個人,不需要被誰牽絆,也不需要誰來填補他的生活。26Please respect copyright.PENANAxL5gjzcnll
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可是現在,他才發現,那個曾經只圍繞著他的人,竟然悄無聲息地改變了他。26Please respect copyright.PENANAMluCtUPZwg
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他習慣了有人在客廳裡等他回來,26Please respect copyright.PENANA8idPqw4xEd
習慣了她為自己準備的咖啡,26Please respect copyright.PENANAhfucNxs3KK
習慣了她會在他看書時,安靜地靠在他身邊不打擾,並適時沏上的熱茶,26Please respect copyright.PENANAkAbGjv2noZ
習慣了她的聲音、她的氣息,甚至——習慣了她的存在。26Please respect copyright.PENANAAA3Wrd4jKM
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他習慣了她,卻未曾察覺自己離不開她。26Please respect copyright.PENANAuWpm6tBUvX
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「……即使心有所屬,」26Please respect copyright.PENANAKUKKbXYKgI
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許墨低聲喃喃,視線落在書桌上被護貝的便條紙。26Please respect copyright.PENANA9fwNtYOK4l
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「我仍被他人馴養了…是嗎?」26Please respect copyright.PENANAZoRvP3lbd5
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他笑了笑,笑意卻未達眼底。將紙條收進抽屜裡,像是收起一段再也不可能翻開的記憶。