「即使心有所屬,我仍被他人馴養了……是嗎?」
「許墨……我們分手吧。」20Please respect copyright.PENANAeq2nYZmsKR
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微瀾從未親口說過這句話。20Please respect copyright.PENANATXaWBi1a2O
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她沒有爭吵,沒有質問,沒有眼淚,甚至沒有任何挽留。20Please respect copyright.PENANA2S1z14KVVm
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她只是——靜靜地收拾好自己的東西,然後用行動,證明了這句話。20Please respect copyright.PENANA3okEQ1njap
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那一天,許墨帶著她最喜歡的白色鈴蘭,還有一個特意挑選的錦盒回到家。20Please respect copyright.PENANAms8iP32atN
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但當門鎖轉動,屋內迎接他的,卻不是熟悉的飯香,也不是她輕輕喚他名字的聲音。20Please respect copyright.PENANAnTkLo2VbAV
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屋內安靜得不像話。20Please respect copyright.PENANAocj0muY3bX
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木質地板上幾道乾涸已久的水漬,彷彿有人曾在這裡站了許久,卻又在最後一刻毅然轉身。20Please respect copyright.PENANAiGZNXUUg5K
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沙發上的毯子被收拾得整整齊齊,連茶几上的杯子也不見了。20Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZN8uUOTdV
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這裡乾淨得不像是一個曾經有兩個人一起生活過的地方。20Please respect copyright.PENANAYzPeg4UTmH
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許墨站在門口,神情淡漠,卻微微皺起眉。20Please respect copyright.PENANACzfnarzTjN
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「……微瀾?」20Please respect copyright.PENANAx9BDpJxE1S
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沒人應答。20Please respect copyright.PENANA06naQAaieg
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他下意識走向臥室,推開門,衣櫃裡的衣物已經空了一半。20Please respect copyright.PENANAhbQ5okiCsj
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他走進浴室,原本屬於她的牙刷、香氛,全都消失了。20Please respect copyright.PENANAeqDPoaThPD
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最後,他在書桌上,看見了一張字條。20Please respect copyright.PENANA4Vi4qRPVQg
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字跡他很熟悉。
──【許墨,愛情真的不能將就。】
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他盯著那行字,指尖微微顫了一下,心臟像是被緊緊抓住一般。20Please respect copyright.PENANAOaiAkAICJi
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她……走了?
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許墨站在書房裡,指尖撫過那張便條紙,沉默良久。20Please respect copyright.PENANAg3wM9qDaGy
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他撥打她的手機,但無論多少次,傳來的都是「此號碼已被註銷」。20Please respect copyright.PENANA2see0r5Huh
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他去找過她的住所,卻被房東告知,她搬走後就再也沒有回來過。20Please respect copyright.PENANA5XLxtdR435
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他甚至試著聯繫她的朋友,卻發現——20Please respect copyright.PENANAF4ALxawTuW
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——他根本不夠了解她。20Please respect copyright.PENANA4XV7oAeSHl
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他只記得「圍繞著許墨轉的微瀾」,卻從未真正認識「沒有許墨的微瀾」是什麼樣子。20Please respect copyright.PENANAFaA4jE7oXD
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他發現,自己從來沒有問過她——20Please respect copyright.PENANAwDqBVEHGW6
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她喜歡的書是什麼?20Please respect copyright.PENANApWOWrtuVNo
她習慣的咖啡是哪一種?20Please respect copyright.PENANAkoGHY6yQav
她有沒有什麼夢想?20Please respect copyright.PENANAbKsAnoW2rv
或者,她的未來裡,是否一定要有他?20Please respect copyright.PENANANekFGJwDZR
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他一直認為,她會一直在這裡,在他的身後。像過去無數個日夜一樣,安靜地等著他。20Please respect copyright.PENANAgtA7gNde0k
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可是,這一次,她沒有等。20Please respect copyright.PENANArnNkjzwFNL
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她走了,沒有留下任何聯繫方式,甚至沒有給他一絲挽留的機會。20Please respect copyright.PENANAusTs9Jb4o5
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如此溫柔的女孩,真的決絕起來,竟能比任何人都要徹底。20Please respect copyright.PENANAROlOGyKeIu
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他站在原地,指尖摩挲著那張便條紙,忽然低低地笑了一聲,卻沒有任何笑意。20Please respect copyright.PENANAIsAlYRxugu
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「……微瀾,妳是真的生氣了啊。」20Please respect copyright.PENANA8fI8YdOupf
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他抬頭看著窗外的夜色,喃喃低語——
他停止尋找微瀾了。20Please respect copyright.PENANA0uv5fFYV7g
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這樣很好。20Please respect copyright.PENANAyV4wNVo200
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雖然她…替我惋惜,但那又如何?20Please respect copyright.PENANA935N5z3WOE
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微瀾沒有義務陪著我這樣耗下去,不是嗎?20Please respect copyright.PENANArPOpRhBIxA
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一開始,他只是想讓微瀾回到這個「適合她的地方」。20Please respect copyright.PENANAAnFH0EIEHh
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可是現在,這個地方,還適合她嗎?
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……「家」,究竟是什麼?20Please respect copyright.PENANAWEQkxFSQAM
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微瀾離開後,他以為自己會回到從前。20Please respect copyright.PENANAjSrq66myFt
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畢竟,在微瀾之前,他也是這樣過的。20Please respect copyright.PENANAxJVNXr2HkC
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可是……他感覺似乎有些不一樣。20Please respect copyright.PENANAydk70eDwW5
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沒有飯香,沒有她輕輕靠在沙發上的身影,沒有她總是準備好的茶水,甚至——沒有她的聲音。20Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5p6Z7DTSB
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一開始,他以為這只是短暫的適應問題。20Please respect copyright.PENANAXFrkGZBwRZ
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跟一個人同住了一年多,總會有些改變的。20Please respect copyright.PENANATFNtxB8urL
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但當他一次次回到這棟公寓,走進這個冰冷的空間時,他才發現——20Please respect copyright.PENANA8nphz1qgDD
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這裡還能被稱作「家」嗎?20Please respect copyright.PENANA73ODz9bE0m
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他甚至開始懷疑自己過去所理解的「家」到底是什麼?20Please respect copyright.PENANAfhVPrtXxkI
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在悠然結婚後,他認為自己已經習慣一個人,不需要被誰牽絆,也不需要誰來填補他的生活。20Please respect copyright.PENANAaLZOZhZcAA
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可是現在,他才發現,那個曾經只圍繞著他的人,竟然悄無聲息地改變了他。20Please respect copyright.PENANACvkrlMaJ3L
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他習慣了有人在客廳裡等他回來,20Please respect copyright.PENANAY2E6fe5yj9
習慣了她為自己準備的咖啡,20Please respect copyright.PENANA6oR2kD2YON
習慣了她會在他看書時,安靜地靠在他身邊不打擾,並適時沏上的熱茶,20Please respect copyright.PENANA7XfYEIF0yj
習慣了她的聲音、她的氣息,甚至——習慣了她的存在。20Please respect copyright.PENANAS7A1EyMo5h
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他習慣了她,卻未曾察覺自己離不開她。20Please respect copyright.PENANAaF4cPwK3x2
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「……即使心有所屬,」20Please respect copyright.PENANAlQLkpYLrsW
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許墨低聲喃喃,視線落在書桌上被護貝的便條紙。20Please respect copyright.PENANAsVy4q6yQiH
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「我仍被他人馴養了…是嗎?」20Please respect copyright.PENANAFoD8QfTRwg
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他笑了笑,笑意卻未達眼底。將紙條收進抽屜裡,像是收起一段再也不可能翻開的記憶。