「如果我當初沒走呢？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ88CgtsVh9
「許墨，你有想過，如果我當初沒走呢？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhH3ouezcO
微瀾的聲音很輕，像是藏著一絲遲疑與不確定，她的手指輕輕摩挲著杯緣，指尖微微發緊。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTScSx9qGx
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH82IRO9uIi
「如果我當初選擇留下來，跟你對談呢？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6INXrUBhc
她抬起眼，與他的視線交錯，那雙熟悉的眼眸依舊深不見底，卻多了一抹微妙的波動。她看不透，也不想再揣測。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBWrlX0DmZ
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFnx7CgXaX
「如果我們最後……和平地、說好分手呢？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmUN0lVBKb
她語速放慢了一些，像是在斟酌，又像是在試圖確認這個問題是否真的值得問出口。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPPj0jgBSM
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkbOEiuS9u
許墨沒有立刻回答，長久以來的習慣讓他下意識地沉思，像是在計算某種可能性。但這次，他沒辦法計算出答案。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyyNRiRQUF
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhgxv2UarV
他的手指輕輕敲了敲桌面，喉結微微滾動了一下，終於開口，嗓音低啞：「……我不知道。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3eVpfv4u4
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbAKS7TLEX
微瀾怔了一下，沒有想到他會給出這樣的回答。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhyQoMJKlR
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu27vaOdaT7
「我不知道，因為妳當初真的走了。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHirpekhq1z
他低下視線，像是在檢視過去的自己，「也因為妳的離開，我才開始思考這些問題。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuZy65U5N0
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUphHdVcnKd
「但如果當時我們好好談呢？」她追問，語氣不疾不徐，卻透著一絲壓抑的情緒，「如果我們當時就說清楚，你會發現嗎？你會知道你到底在這段關係裡是什麼樣的心情嗎？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPemVuGhESC
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoF5D9CBTeB
許墨看著她，指尖緩緩收緊，眼底浮現一絲難以察覺的情緒波動。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaW7OAIhl7
他知道，這是她一直以來的疑問——如果她當初沒有選擇離開，他是否還是會走到這一步？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVecFRNHvLp
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdLUHPtmsd
這是一個無法輕易回答的問題。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuch9KdRFU8
這也是他最不願去思考的問題。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYq5LZ187g
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCUFBU5Sfl
他沉默了幾秒，喉結微微滾動，像是在思考該如何回答。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoUVkY4MnP
最後，他的聲音低啞地響起：「……或許，會晚一點。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHof1MmMMHE
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7rHj37Vgw
微瀾的心微微一顫。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbEhnWYLCl
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwUMTkWJi1
「但最終，若我們仍願意去相信，命運仍會給予我們契機。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUsHfNUBWO
他輕輕吸了一口氣，語氣沉穩卻帶著一絲不確定，「我終會發現，我愛的人……早就是妳。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2MHCWTH8Q
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMW6bp4DJU
他的手指輕輕收緊，像是隱忍著什麼：「可能會再晚一點……但，我仍會找到妳。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0Dw4ydJOS
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHVOVgpsEp
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUn95DR2yr
微瀾沒有立刻回應，只是靜靜地凝視著他。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgTkbt7nYf
這答案……或許是許墨如今唯一能給出的誠實回答。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiprmgrtGQk
但她的理智卻在提醒自己——43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLpWYqo8Ha
「如果我當初沒走呢？」這個問題，其實並不重要。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROz8ba3cxD
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenOVeqi3vX
她很清楚，過去的自己若是留下來，仍舊會選擇「將就」。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsS4olp9by7
她會努力去愛、去包容，去試圖成為那個『適合許墨』的伴侶。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmT9lsuuQ68
可當時的許墨，還不懂愛，而她自己，也還沒有學會如何為自己而活。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RJXL6l1tE
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6HxNSHtpx
如果當初她沒走，結局會如何？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQf3bpmeCvS
或許，他會繼續待在這段關係裡，不去質疑，不去懷疑，不去深思。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFrRQbXpqd
或許，她會漸漸被消磨，習慣性地說服自己：「這樣就夠了。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBZ8vWM3Uo
但事實是——不夠。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfafdK2JG4
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLgWI1iGrT
她永遠不會快樂。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoN9LiNnt2n
也永遠不夠讓他真正意識到，愛是什麼。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclTPMQWc4N
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBfr522pAm
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxt3xPqWCc6
「或許……」微瀾緩緩地開口，語氣輕得像是怕驚擾了什麼，43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHqFjz0tCt
「如果當初我沒走，我們現在……不會坐在這裡。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6j9n8CaB5G
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw81GsK1KHS
她的眼神很平靜，像是在陳述一個無可改變的事實。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIrGUt5Poa
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpPrP0NB1w
許墨的呼吸微微滯了一下。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPss4570iyb
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rYIWxvLAU
他知道，她說的是對的。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKR7dVvDJa
如果她沒有走，他們之間，或許永遠不會有今天這場對話。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpYDCxGklh
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQulOcLBZM
那時候的他，還未曾去思考感情的真實意義。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKricmRTe4I
他習慣理性選擇，習慣站在掌控之內，以為只要條件符合，愛情就能夠被建立、被延續。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9RkX3HfXb
而微瀾——會一如既往地包容，直到某天，或許她終究會在更多的失望與自我懷疑中，漸漸對愛徹底絕望。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjC27Njytk
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyf9KLZpRg
他們的結局，不會是現在這樣——更不會比現在更好。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMeV1iScHh
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFbxp3blm3
「時間無法倒轉。」微瀾低聲道，眼底透著某種難以言喻的情緒，「就算可以……我也不會選擇回去。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyurc2uFpU
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLo6ZtPV1Q
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfejapxvIW
這一次，輪到許墨沉默了。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfra1TFa5Sg
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03QphgPSNy
她的話像是一道無聲的風，輕輕拂過他的心口，卻帶來一陣深深的鈍痛。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzxYId5EFb
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TBhOpPpU2
他看著她，指尖微微收緊，像是試圖穩住心底洶湧的情緒。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAj8QDfQ1j
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyKH5misMo
「……是。」許久之後，他低低地應了一聲，語氣裡帶著一絲苦澀的笑意，「我們都回不去了。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmKeNdYVxi
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KYFyU9MSt
他抬起頭，目光深深地落在她身上，像是想將她的模樣刻進眼底。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6bWIdtr2Y
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhV0ToyenwU
「但微瀾，」他的語氣低而溫柔，帶著某種難以動搖的堅定，「我們還能往前走。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTrMlFeHme
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3tJKZGiB5
她的睫毛微微顫抖了一下，卻沒有回應。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RAKMfQ4Lx
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5a2xPyaiMH
往前走……嗎？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPULpZDterB
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXda2SZrCo
這一刻，她沒有答案。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozCyWj1rJq
但她知道——這一次，她不會再選擇「將就」。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvi6bfZlKGj
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1UmY4nLTe
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgo51BWNXba
用餐結束後，微瀾走出店外，許墨喊住了她。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZOuIP2sKV
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcsI0Jbeqs
「微瀾。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7s0eEGCWv7
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqIPbUvJJS
她停下腳步，沒有回頭。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkBwASXSsv
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUMk1MPtR5
「我很快就要離開了。」他的語氣平穩，像是在陳述一件再普通不過的事，「三天後的飛機。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXouRHyD16G
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJe57W6uY0
微瀾的指尖輕顫了一瞬，卻只是微微低下頭，沒有說話。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbW8mnplDgk
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8trAsbJ7fp
她其實應該早就知道的，從許墨來到這座小鎮開始，他的時間就是有限的。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TqVM686of
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUufBN4Zo6
許墨靜靜地看著她，沒有迴避，也沒有強求，只是誠實地說出了自己的決定。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaW8oafWkw
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XTrzpF1v9
「這次離開後……我不會再打擾妳了。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xpD9FS9ne
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiK8kZSwrd
這一次，他沒有逼迫她，沒有期待她立刻回答。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVniBVI9Z9N
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuoylHdsKk
微瀾的睫毛微微顫動，指尖收緊，卻依舊沒有回頭。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFSEZo6s3k
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD85EhRrumz
「但不管妳的答案是什麼，微瀾——」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaEzJPQmtB
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWNSJZqNPC
許墨頓了一下，像是在讓自己的語氣更緩和些，「我都會一直等著妳。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOqnuO9gl7
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHnghAGUMW
他沒有說「等多久」，沒有說「等到什麼時候」，卻用最直接的方式表達了他的選擇。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWULeSChXb
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJi6xKL2ohZ
「如果妳願意再次選擇我，那我會感激命運仍垂顧著我，讓我還能再有一次機會。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhd80K8idkv
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7HqQi9Lfn
「但如果妳不願意……」他的聲音輕了些，卻依舊堅定，「也沒關係。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ME55FEu4I
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuUqSkm6Wr
「我會等，等到妳願意為止。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7pccaQFez
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNxuVmkyg5
微瀾的心跳微微亂了拍。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOB1TmfwSy
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8lv7WUcrP
她不是沒有想過這一天，但當這句話真的落入現實時，她才意識到，這一次，輪到她去做選擇了。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07strz3Xd6
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eCcmtf7AH
這一次，他沒有試圖控制她的決定，沒有讓她感受到任何壓力。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKo4dqD2GO
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIU0nWw5qD
這一次，許墨真的將「選擇權」交還到了她手裡。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DkZDiIsMz
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC92wATTPNc
只是單純地告訴她，這條路，她可以選擇要不要走下去，而他——無論如何，都會在原地等待。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdri5cNjPI
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zVEbXx3OA
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2TN4uFbJR
微瀾微微閉上眼，輕輕吸了一口氣，然後睜開眼睛，看向他。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ396DtXb9z4
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1ZGogX9tS
「……三天後的飛機？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPhjT44mjU
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrgqR1rxg9
「嗯。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVGtZHPdHN
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQD184L89HK
「然後呢？」她的聲音很輕，卻帶著一絲難以察覺的顫抖，「之後呢？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOb1MlvIjk
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFjUfiZL4R
許墨微微一笑，笑意極淡，卻帶著某種柔和的溫度。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdjkUFxGOU
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oGEoByPrK
「之後……」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oz1FR59xU
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9XaxyIik7
他頓了一下，聲音低緩而平靜，彷彿在回應她最深的疑問——43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAumCYyuSm
43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxo4XgbYc9
「如果最後我們仍能走回彼此身邊——那或許，我願意相信，命運也曾給予我們機會。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGlx5qpmOP
然後按「加至主畫面」