「如果我當初沒走呢?」28Please respect copyright.PENANALQKxn7VQ68
「許墨,你有想過,如果我當初沒走呢?」28Please respect copyright.PENANAY4KZaQxF6X
微瀾的聲音很輕,像是藏著一絲遲疑與不確定,她的手指輕輕摩挲著杯緣,指尖微微發緊。28Please respect copyright.PENANAkDEtMA5FQL
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「如果我當初選擇留下來,跟你對談呢?」28Please respect copyright.PENANAqKzryVYzyK
她抬起眼,與他的視線交錯,那雙熟悉的眼眸依舊深不見底,卻多了一抹微妙的波動。她看不透,也不想再揣測。28Please respect copyright.PENANA1fSnrDf1gk
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「如果我們最後……和平地、說好分手呢?」28Please respect copyright.PENANARmJS1rjpvP
她語速放慢了一些,像是在斟酌,又像是在試圖確認這個問題是否真的值得問出口。28Please respect copyright.PENANAdJP3vCIj8s
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許墨沒有立刻回答,長久以來的習慣讓他下意識地沉思,像是在計算某種可能性。但這次,他沒辦法計算出答案。28Please respect copyright.PENANAmpjMyS9yLA
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他的手指輕輕敲了敲桌面,喉結微微滾動了一下,終於開口,嗓音低啞:「……我不知道。」28Please respect copyright.PENANA3OXjxIRVdF
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微瀾怔了一下,沒有想到他會給出這樣的回答。28Please respect copyright.PENANAM4OaSDYfCZ
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「我不知道,因為妳當初真的走了。」28Please respect copyright.PENANAqqbhLk4oNu
他低下視線,像是在檢視過去的自己,「也因為妳的離開,我才開始思考這些問題。」28Please respect copyright.PENANAks1T8REsSp
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「但如果當時我們好好談呢?」她追問,語氣不疾不徐,卻透著一絲壓抑的情緒,「如果我們當時就說清楚,你會發現嗎?你會知道你到底在這段關係裡是什麼樣的心情嗎?」28Please respect copyright.PENANAjEw5XWJPxM
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許墨看著她,指尖緩緩收緊,眼底浮現一絲難以察覺的情緒波動。28Please respect copyright.PENANAH9xECwbXWD
他知道,這是她一直以來的疑問——如果她當初沒有選擇離開,他是否還是會走到這一步?28Please respect copyright.PENANAHO5eRVNxJH
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這是一個無法輕易回答的問題。28Please respect copyright.PENANAyNQOcjBQRN
這也是他最不願去思考的問題。28Please respect copyright.PENANAXFrZPrhBdg
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他沉默了幾秒,喉結微微滾動,像是在思考該如何回答。28Please respect copyright.PENANAoJjONYFFY9
最後,他的聲音低啞地響起:「……或許,會晚一點。」28Please respect copyright.PENANAO0O9WFnlOU
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微瀾的心微微一顫。28Please respect copyright.PENANADTkK2rA85k
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「但最終,若我們仍願意去相信,命運仍會給予我們契機。」28Please respect copyright.PENANAa7Gr2dAbPP
他輕輕吸了一口氣,語氣沉穩卻帶著一絲不確定,「我終會發現,我愛的人……早就是妳。」28Please respect copyright.PENANA6VLXaWhbD9
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他的手指輕輕收緊,像是隱忍著什麼:「可能會再晚一點……但,我仍會找到妳。」28Please respect copyright.PENANA3nATCCUMJC
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微瀾沒有立刻回應,只是靜靜地凝視著他。28Please respect copyright.PENANA99MRhAl9og
這答案……或許是許墨如今唯一能給出的誠實回答。28Please respect copyright.PENANAyB9helcocV
但她的理智卻在提醒自己——28Please respect copyright.PENANAqZQYJYntRe
「如果我當初沒走呢?」這個問題,其實並不重要。28Please respect copyright.PENANAsppYiDPSvM
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她很清楚,過去的自己若是留下來,仍舊會選擇「將就」。28Please respect copyright.PENANAaVemIbMXC4
她會努力去愛、去包容,去試圖成為那個『適合許墨』的伴侶。28Please respect copyright.PENANAK7bai4povG
可當時的許墨,還不懂愛,而她自己,也還沒有學會如何為自己而活。28Please respect copyright.PENANAe9kCmvK0uQ
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如果當初她沒走,結局會如何?28Please respect copyright.PENANA0cHTx1rWdf
或許,他會繼續待在這段關係裡,不去質疑,不去懷疑,不去深思。28Please respect copyright.PENANAMkPlixFEzY
或許,她會漸漸被消磨,習慣性地說服自己:「這樣就夠了。」28Please respect copyright.PENANAukX0RBJa0C
但事實是——不夠。28Please respect copyright.PENANARibYa9Ax8h
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她永遠不會快樂。28Please respect copyright.PENANArJVLiLm8JG
也永遠不夠讓他真正意識到,愛是什麼。28Please respect copyright.PENANAJwrW6igwwE
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「或許……」微瀾緩緩地開口,語氣輕得像是怕驚擾了什麼,28Please respect copyright.PENANAxNDf86GXYF
「如果當初我沒走,我們現在……不會坐在這裡。」28Please respect copyright.PENANAicr2jXvPGh
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她的眼神很平靜,像是在陳述一個無可改變的事實。28Please respect copyright.PENANA648aktjXME
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許墨的呼吸微微滯了一下。28Please respect copyright.PENANAj8eAsmXDYr
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他知道,她說的是對的。28Please respect copyright.PENANApvLHFRrkZg
如果她沒有走,他們之間,或許永遠不會有今天這場對話。28Please respect copyright.PENANAMsZKgnRCoi
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那時候的他,還未曾去思考感情的真實意義。28Please respect copyright.PENANA6EMChefZzC
他習慣理性選擇,習慣站在掌控之內,以為只要條件符合,愛情就能夠被建立、被延續。28Please respect copyright.PENANAlrybAMqJFG
而微瀾——會一如既往地包容,直到某天,或許她終究會在更多的失望與自我懷疑中,漸漸對愛徹底絕望。28Please respect copyright.PENANAW4BCiZvTa5
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他們的結局,不會是現在這樣——更不會比現在更好。28Please respect copyright.PENANAKiPqiARFcn
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「時間無法倒轉。」微瀾低聲道,眼底透著某種難以言喻的情緒,「就算可以……我也不會選擇回去。」28Please respect copyright.PENANAUiaXSusmt9
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這一次,輪到許墨沉默了。28Please respect copyright.PENANA8jBLWump0C
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她的話像是一道無聲的風,輕輕拂過他的心口,卻帶來一陣深深的鈍痛。28Please respect copyright.PENANAT6u5dwvvMq
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他看著她,指尖微微收緊,像是試圖穩住心底洶湧的情緒。28Please respect copyright.PENANAQrQrDQ6pZm
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「……是。」許久之後,他低低地應了一聲,語氣裡帶著一絲苦澀的笑意,「我們都回不去了。」28Please respect copyright.PENANArAVa5BO9gV
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他抬起頭,目光深深地落在她身上,像是想將她的模樣刻進眼底。28Please respect copyright.PENANAlNyQxjtOGf
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「但微瀾,」他的語氣低而溫柔,帶著某種難以動搖的堅定,「我們還能往前走。」28Please respect copyright.PENANAun8g6UlSEI
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她的睫毛微微顫抖了一下,卻沒有回應。28Please respect copyright.PENANAJVZQOTfcdD
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往前走……嗎?28Please respect copyright.PENANAifvmfg4i4f
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這一刻,她沒有答案。28Please respect copyright.PENANAF8IwNBSMzH
但她知道——這一次,她不會再選擇「將就」。28Please respect copyright.PENANAe0hQ2u8Te9
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用餐結束後,微瀾走出店外,許墨喊住了她。28Please respect copyright.PENANAhvg375ohGE
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「微瀾。」28Please respect copyright.PENANAtBUj22sZpJ
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她停下腳步,沒有回頭。28Please respect copyright.PENANAIr2sCRiBfo
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「我很快就要離開了。」他的語氣平穩,像是在陳述一件再普通不過的事,「三天後的飛機。」28Please respect copyright.PENANAmdkyZiJKI2
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微瀾的指尖輕顫了一瞬,卻只是微微低下頭,沒有說話。28Please respect copyright.PENANAJPvNvZo2b7
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她其實應該早就知道的,從許墨來到這座小鎮開始,他的時間就是有限的。28Please respect copyright.PENANARgXOdmo8Pc
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許墨靜靜地看著她,沒有迴避,也沒有強求,只是誠實地說出了自己的決定。28Please respect copyright.PENANA9Me31SiWuW
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「這次離開後……我不會再打擾妳了。」28Please respect copyright.PENANAFt0Y2GAOFV
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這一次,他沒有逼迫她,沒有期待她立刻回答。28Please respect copyright.PENANAWKhfcl3Evr
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微瀾的睫毛微微顫動,指尖收緊,卻依舊沒有回頭。28Please respect copyright.PENANAHppXJhmIGB
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「但不管妳的答案是什麼,微瀾——」28Please respect copyright.PENANApVZC4VkKFH
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許墨頓了一下,像是在讓自己的語氣更緩和些,「我都會一直等著妳。」28Please respect copyright.PENANAUr1BvbZyxZ
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他沒有說「等多久」,沒有說「等到什麼時候」,卻用最直接的方式表達了他的選擇。28Please respect copyright.PENANAjpqncEfKtm
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「如果妳願意再次選擇我,那我會感激命運仍垂顧著我,讓我還能再有一次機會。」28Please respect copyright.PENANA0ffZMGXVEc
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「但如果妳不願意……」他的聲音輕了些,卻依舊堅定,「也沒關係。」28Please respect copyright.PENANAIFTwwQz2Yh
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「我會等,等到妳願意為止。」28Please respect copyright.PENANAxRu0dZ9ObA
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微瀾的心跳微微亂了拍。28Please respect copyright.PENANAS9oko9nGJO
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她不是沒有想過這一天,但當這句話真的落入現實時,她才意識到,這一次,輪到她去做選擇了。28Please respect copyright.PENANAcpxTQTTi5a
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這一次,他沒有試圖控制她的決定,沒有讓她感受到任何壓力。28Please respect copyright.PENANAwM5EO3lwQa
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這一次,許墨真的將「選擇權」交還到了她手裡。28Please respect copyright.PENANAsQnyBxQbWQ
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只是單純地告訴她,這條路,她可以選擇要不要走下去,而他——無論如何,都會在原地等待。28Please respect copyright.PENANAwu6RApjZnI
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微瀾微微閉上眼,輕輕吸了一口氣,然後睜開眼睛,看向他。28Please respect copyright.PENANAQf1Q3UL04x
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「……三天後的飛機?」28Please respect copyright.PENANAj1ZK3Zj8CJ
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「嗯。」28Please respect copyright.PENANAB1PcpEhgaK
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「然後呢?」她的聲音很輕,卻帶著一絲難以察覺的顫抖,「之後呢?」28Please respect copyright.PENANAKhXN2OOBgC
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許墨微微一笑,笑意極淡,卻帶著某種柔和的溫度。28Please respect copyright.PENANAwH9M2th2J0
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「之後……」28Please respect copyright.PENANASf229B0isJ
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他頓了一下,聲音低緩而平靜,彷彿在回應她最深的疑問——28Please respect copyright.PENANAWDbkFqp1x8
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「如果最後我們仍能走回彼此身邊——那或許,我願意相信,命運也曾給予我們機會。」28Please respect copyright.PENANAHSN2aULs8b