「即使心有所屬,我仍被他人馴養了……是嗎?」
「許墨……我們分手吧。」21Please respect copyright.PENANAUeJ7UXHsco
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微瀾從未親口說過這句話。21Please respect copyright.PENANA9RpuMu6BWX
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她沒有爭吵,沒有質問,沒有眼淚,甚至沒有任何挽留。21Please respect copyright.PENANAulDbLlyE7a
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她只是——靜靜地收拾好自己的東西,然後用行動,證明了這句話。21Please respect copyright.PENANArESvzBQR3h
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那一天,許墨帶著她最喜歡的白色鈴蘭,還有一個特意挑選的錦盒回到家。21Please respect copyright.PENANAQWnI8oVeWx
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但當門鎖轉動,屋內迎接他的,卻不是熟悉的飯香,也不是她輕輕喚他名字的聲音。21Please respect copyright.PENANAOQl7fJHqPl
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屋內安靜得不像話。21Please respect copyright.PENANANFem4lCXC9
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木質地板上幾道乾涸已久的水漬,彷彿有人曾在這裡站了許久,卻又在最後一刻毅然轉身。21Please respect copyright.PENANAC63mNtpwob
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沙發上的毯子被收拾得整整齊齊,連茶几上的杯子也不見了。21Please respect copyright.PENANAa9ryhvgBE4
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這裡乾淨得不像是一個曾經有兩個人一起生活過的地方。21Please respect copyright.PENANAOAEyBE7VGD
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許墨站在門口,神情淡漠,卻微微皺起眉。21Please respect copyright.PENANAXQ5DVGasZf
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「……微瀾?」21Please respect copyright.PENANAIFN0cGzaI5
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沒人應答。21Please respect copyright.PENANAN96JowcMBN
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他下意識走向臥室,推開門,衣櫃裡的衣物已經空了一半。21Please respect copyright.PENANAsS06yS14f6
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他走進浴室,原本屬於她的牙刷、香氛,全都消失了。21Please respect copyright.PENANADo73WXdbip
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最後,他在書桌上,看見了一張字條。21Please respect copyright.PENANAzpiAKN1ntw
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字跡他很熟悉。
──【許墨,愛情真的不能將就。】
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他盯著那行字,指尖微微顫了一下,心臟像是被緊緊抓住一般。21Please respect copyright.PENANAcVT36NNy2k
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她……走了?
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許墨站在書房裡,指尖撫過那張便條紙,沉默良久。21Please respect copyright.PENANAhVa7Fv3pUq
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他撥打她的手機,但無論多少次,傳來的都是「此號碼已被註銷」。21Please respect copyright.PENANAj2OZ2LHujT
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他去找過她的住所,卻被房東告知,她搬走後就再也沒有回來過。21Please respect copyright.PENANAvY8eO9hcz7
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他甚至試著聯繫她的朋友,卻發現——21Please respect copyright.PENANAa3L7ShpTxH
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——他根本不夠了解她。21Please respect copyright.PENANA6jgQXeUh6y
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他只記得「圍繞著許墨轉的微瀾」,卻從未真正認識「沒有許墨的微瀾」是什麼樣子。21Please respect copyright.PENANAF0ke2kI3QX
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他發現,自己從來沒有問過她——21Please respect copyright.PENANAqM0CAJqVzH
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她喜歡的書是什麼?21Please respect copyright.PENANAKAgeyfWyH6
她習慣的咖啡是哪一種?21Please respect copyright.PENANACHV09iyp5V
她有沒有什麼夢想?21Please respect copyright.PENANAOXd9WnKwUZ
或者,她的未來裡,是否一定要有他?21Please respect copyright.PENANAIPM1ymBduZ
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他一直認為,她會一直在這裡,在他的身後。像過去無數個日夜一樣,安靜地等著他。21Please respect copyright.PENANArYRg7fn9kR
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可是,這一次,她沒有等。21Please respect copyright.PENANA0RYenNrOwM
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她走了,沒有留下任何聯繫方式,甚至沒有給他一絲挽留的機會。21Please respect copyright.PENANABEwbYKEHej
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如此溫柔的女孩,真的決絕起來,竟能比任何人都要徹底。21Please respect copyright.PENANArvhtJWPuJG
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他站在原地,指尖摩挲著那張便條紙,忽然低低地笑了一聲,卻沒有任何笑意。21Please respect copyright.PENANAYgZWy5UuXY
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「……微瀾,妳是真的生氣了啊。」21Please respect copyright.PENANAx4LGSn8nrk
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他抬頭看著窗外的夜色,喃喃低語——
他停止尋找微瀾了。21Please respect copyright.PENANA3RyVMhVO50
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這樣很好。21Please respect copyright.PENANApfYnVhnFp3
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雖然她…替我惋惜,但那又如何?21Please respect copyright.PENANAJDl5wTiAc5
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微瀾沒有義務陪著我這樣耗下去,不是嗎?21Please respect copyright.PENANAPBqpCDUfzW
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一開始,他只是想讓微瀾回到這個「適合她的地方」。21Please respect copyright.PENANAN5LH6rN4jo
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可是現在,這個地方,還適合她嗎?
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……「家」,究竟是什麼?21Please respect copyright.PENANAqpUC49KzO6
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微瀾離開後,他以為自己會回到從前。21Please respect copyright.PENANA6hksnLG8pT
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畢竟,在微瀾之前,他也是這樣過的。21Please respect copyright.PENANAV2a2RU1NCo
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可是……他感覺似乎有些不一樣。21Please respect copyright.PENANAHRdaG5vcAq
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沒有飯香,沒有她輕輕靠在沙發上的身影,沒有她總是準備好的茶水,甚至——沒有她的聲音。21Please respect copyright.PENANAe74m9AaoP0
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一開始,他以為這只是短暫的適應問題。21Please respect copyright.PENANANDDU3Hcx2p
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跟一個人同住了一年多,總會有些改變的。21Please respect copyright.PENANAY1w4ECB057
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但當他一次次回到這棟公寓,走進這個冰冷的空間時,他才發現——21Please respect copyright.PENANAbs213EaBCN
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這裡還能被稱作「家」嗎?21Please respect copyright.PENANAOj1mz4lCGW
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他甚至開始懷疑自己過去所理解的「家」到底是什麼?21Please respect copyright.PENANAKYflzIAGth
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在悠然結婚後,他認為自己已經習慣一個人,不需要被誰牽絆,也不需要誰來填補他的生活。21Please respect copyright.PENANANG2TRmYzej
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可是現在,他才發現,那個曾經只圍繞著他的人,竟然悄無聲息地改變了他。21Please respect copyright.PENANAi7OfKZANRS
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他習慣了有人在客廳裡等他回來,21Please respect copyright.PENANAL7iLi6IRGA
習慣了她為自己準備的咖啡,21Please respect copyright.PENANAxr1Eub8sux
習慣了她會在他看書時,安靜地靠在他身邊不打擾,並適時沏上的熱茶,21Please respect copyright.PENANA4YLEeqHET8
習慣了她的聲音、她的氣息,甚至——習慣了她的存在。21Please respect copyright.PENANAOUixIFtvnR
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他習慣了她,卻未曾察覺自己離不開她。21Please respect copyright.PENANAdjRXWl6O8T
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「……即使心有所屬,」21Please respect copyright.PENANALCwh7ceEQ7
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許墨低聲喃喃,視線落在書桌上被護貝的便條紙。21Please respect copyright.PENANA28IIIifjqa
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「我仍被他人馴養了…是嗎?」21Please respect copyright.PENANA52Nm5g74Yn
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他笑了笑,笑意卻未達眼底。將紙條收進抽屜裡,像是收起一段再也不可能翻開的記憶。