「微瀾,這種事……不能將就。」56Please respect copyright.PENANAZhE3XrgVHs
許墨曾經這麼對她說過,語氣輕柔得像是在憐惜,又像是在勸慰。56Please respect copyright.PENANA0JhJ5lYT9C
但她卻始終分不清——他是在對她說,還是在對自己說。56Please respect copyright.PENANAocdoVrmk1D
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或許,從一開始,她就該聽進去的。
後來,那場細雨持續了一整夜56Please respect copyright.PENANAQpFLkttkm8
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微瀾站在屋內,透過窗戶望著灰暗的街道,雨滴敲打著玻璃,映出一片朦朧的倒影。56Please respect copyright.PENANAUgmO1xRuUB
她的指尖貼在冰冷的窗框上,彷彿能透過這層薄薄的玻璃,看見那晚的自己——56Please respect copyright.PENANAMLhc4AQ4zZ
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站在研究所門外,透過玻璃,看著裡頭的兩人。56Please respect copyright.PENANAa0zEVSoWH4
她記得自己渾身濕透,卻比不上心口的那陣寒意。56Please respect copyright.PENANATjihcjWKbO
記得那句輕飄飄的話,落在她耳邊時,像是一道輕柔卻銳利的刃,割開她心底最後的執念。56Please respect copyright.PENANArN5d80zgXx
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「適合」──原來,她一直只是這樣的存在。56Please respect copyright.PENANAfkKhzKBQf8
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她以為自己早就知道這個答案,早就認清現實,可當親耳聽見的那一刻,還是狼狽得無法自已。56Please respect copyright.PENANAaN5ME7eQX8
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她緊閉雙眼,指尖緩緩收緊。56Please respect copyright.PENANAufW8SXl5WQ
兩年多來,她一直努力告訴自己,許墨不是沒有對她好,只是他習慣理性地選擇,而他的選擇裡,有她。56Please respect copyright.PENANAW9NcQMioNh
但是,「適合」?遠比不愛還傷人……56Please respect copyright.PENANA4aYDbc0RY6
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微瀾站在房門前,目光落在門上的鑰匙孔,卻遲遲沒有伸出手。56Please respect copyright.PENANArJC8wxIny7
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這個家,曾經是她花了好大力氣,才讓自己覺得安心的地方。56Please respect copyright.PENANAnUSJ7dF8sd
她以為,只要她努力,總有一天,她也能夠成為許墨的「唯一」。56Please respect copyright.PENANAarzEm542Lj
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但現在,她才明白,她從來不是。56Please respect copyright.PENANAXjw2pPz64v
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她深吸了一口氣,緩緩推開門,室內的空氣依舊帶著他的氣息。56Please respect copyright.PENANAIvulBTQZBV
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書桌上的文件、沙發上的毯子,甚至餐桌上那杯喝到一半的咖啡,都讓她覺得窒息。56Please respect copyright.PENANAIgc5XJbeEZ
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這裡有她留下的痕跡,可是——56Please respect copyright.PENANALPqvvYWVrS
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這裡,從來都不是她的家。56Please respect copyright.PENANAsoziRd86tl
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微瀾坐在行李箱前,指尖顫抖著折疊衣物。56Please respect copyright.PENANAwaw1cFbYXq
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她沒有猶豫,從打開衣櫃的那一刻起,她便已經決定了。56Please respect copyright.PENANAljPRAh2v2Z
她要離開。56Please respect copyright.PENANAaui2yWYRmx
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這一次,她不會再問「他愛不愛她」,不會再等一個模糊的答案。56Please respect copyright.PENANA53hRM30PSK
她已經等夠了。56Please respect copyright.PENANAvOYGOB0JE3
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當行李箱的拉鍊被拉上時,她感覺到一種前所未有的平靜。56Please respect copyright.PENANAjXgywu7wx6
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她終於做了一個,屬於自己的選擇。56Please respect copyright.PENANAscFdnVnk2J
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她站在書桌前,握著筆,在便條紙上寫下最後的話。56Please respect copyright.PENANAfzkBjGoQj3
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她不知道許墨何時會發現她已經離開,也不知道他看到這張紙條時,會有什麼反應。56Please respect copyright.PENANAYmGuepWRZO
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但這一次,她不再在乎了。56Please respect copyright.PENANA4Mmsu2bKMj
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她將紙條壓在桌上,最後看了一眼這個她曾以為可以長久待下去的地方。56Please respect copyright.PENANA6Xj7TdIOCe
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然後,她轉身,毫不猶豫地離開了。56Please respect copyright.PENANAIEZz2Ds7Cb
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──【許墨,愛情真的不能將就。】