「微瀾,這種事……不能將就。」20Please respect copyright.PENANAcClndlPbC4
許墨曾經這麼對她說過,語氣輕柔得像是在憐惜,又像是在勸慰。20Please respect copyright.PENANALxkiy1d6sn
但她卻始終分不清——他是在對她說,還是在對自己說。20Please respect copyright.PENANAUCnoGHUnYn
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或許,從一開始,她就該聽進去的。
後來,那場細雨持續了一整夜20Please respect copyright.PENANA2yrMYqe0OV
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微瀾站在屋內,透過窗戶望著灰暗的街道,雨滴敲打著玻璃,映出一片朦朧的倒影。20Please respect copyright.PENANAGR2FDH0SdO
她的指尖貼在冰冷的窗框上,彷彿能透過這層薄薄的玻璃,看見那晚的自己——20Please respect copyright.PENANAL25iBhoIm6
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站在研究所門外,透過玻璃,看著裡頭的兩人。20Please respect copyright.PENANASuBJCWjRh9
她記得自己渾身濕透,卻比不上心口的那陣寒意。20Please respect copyright.PENANA5LhcVMJBc3
記得那句輕飄飄的話,落在她耳邊時,像是一道輕柔卻銳利的刃,割開她心底最後的執念。20Please respect copyright.PENANAaOyFZfGwD9
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「適合」──原來,她一直只是這樣的存在。20Please respect copyright.PENANA57hkwRpMh9
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她以為自己早就知道這個答案,早就認清現實,可當親耳聽見的那一刻,還是狼狽得無法自已。20Please respect copyright.PENANANlUDT20E29
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她緊閉雙眼,指尖緩緩收緊。20Please respect copyright.PENANAmUXbrZmeh0
兩年多來,她一直努力告訴自己,許墨不是沒有對她好,只是他習慣理性地選擇,而他的選擇裡,有她。20Please respect copyright.PENANAO5g4p3YVuB
但是,「適合」?遠比不愛還傷人……20Please respect copyright.PENANA1GaLnGjt6Z
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微瀾站在房門前,目光落在門上的鑰匙孔,卻遲遲沒有伸出手。20Please respect copyright.PENANA57g2KOXgOr
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這個家,曾經是她花了好大力氣,才讓自己覺得安心的地方。20Please respect copyright.PENANA0GooiuNHEx
她以為,只要她努力,總有一天,她也能夠成為許墨的「唯一」。20Please respect copyright.PENANA2m5AUEFEqw
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但現在,她才明白,她從來不是。20Please respect copyright.PENANALNfUmPEjTx
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她深吸了一口氣,緩緩推開門,室內的空氣依舊帶著他的氣息。20Please respect copyright.PENANAK8lcaUw6tD
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書桌上的文件、沙發上的毯子,甚至餐桌上那杯喝到一半的咖啡,都讓她覺得窒息。20Please respect copyright.PENANA5tPfA6nk4d
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這裡有她留下的痕跡,可是——20Please respect copyright.PENANAzTudyLFBPI
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這裡,從來都不是她的家。20Please respect copyright.PENANABYNuBGmVV9
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微瀾坐在行李箱前,指尖顫抖著折疊衣物。20Please respect copyright.PENANAeFuY6rXVf1
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她沒有猶豫,從打開衣櫃的那一刻起,她便已經決定了。20Please respect copyright.PENANAUMWZWNnzAZ
她要離開。20Please respect copyright.PENANA7YVsxxwmIy
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這一次,她不會再問「他愛不愛她」,不會再等一個模糊的答案。20Please respect copyright.PENANA5aWNPm67gf
她已經等夠了。20Please respect copyright.PENANAm8HWMT8bF3
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當行李箱的拉鍊被拉上時,她感覺到一種前所未有的平靜。20Please respect copyright.PENANAaQ5u4KCcsV
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她終於做了一個,屬於自己的選擇。20Please respect copyright.PENANAXG9MMW1sHi
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她站在書桌前,握著筆,在便條紙上寫下最後的話。20Please respect copyright.PENANAaHY2iHdDqO
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她不知道許墨何時會發現她已經離開,也不知道他看到這張紙條時,會有什麼反應。20Please respect copyright.PENANAB152effavL
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但這一次,她不再在乎了。20Please respect copyright.PENANAyrMdtFJG17
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她將紙條壓在桌上,最後看了一眼這個她曾以為可以長久待下去的地方。20Please respect copyright.PENANAmlFjGNGkio
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然後,她轉身,毫不猶豫地離開了。20Please respect copyright.PENANAVbaAXyud88
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──【許墨,愛情真的不能將就。】