「如果我當初沒走呢?」29Please respect copyright.PENANAX4pn25eVZI
「許墨,你有想過,如果我當初沒走呢?」29Please respect copyright.PENANAMdumT3UcXu
微瀾的聲音很輕,像是藏著一絲遲疑與不確定,她的手指輕輕摩挲著杯緣,指尖微微發緊。29Please respect copyright.PENANAIW78c2OPvo
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「如果我當初選擇留下來,跟你對談呢?」29Please respect copyright.PENANAiVneXRF8jj
她抬起眼,與他的視線交錯,那雙熟悉的眼眸依舊深不見底,卻多了一抹微妙的波動。她看不透,也不想再揣測。29Please respect copyright.PENANAr1VyQ0rpo9
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「如果我們最後……和平地、說好分手呢?」29Please respect copyright.PENANAYWGQeVC9Bg
她語速放慢了一些,像是在斟酌,又像是在試圖確認這個問題是否真的值得問出口。29Please respect copyright.PENANAe027IEJxMd
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許墨沒有立刻回答,長久以來的習慣讓他下意識地沉思,像是在計算某種可能性。但這次,他沒辦法計算出答案。29Please respect copyright.PENANArfvr6xRExH
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他的手指輕輕敲了敲桌面,喉結微微滾動了一下,終於開口,嗓音低啞:「……我不知道。」29Please respect copyright.PENANASyuKTeMXGO
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微瀾怔了一下,沒有想到他會給出這樣的回答。29Please respect copyright.PENANAfkzB6QYQWl
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「我不知道,因為妳當初真的走了。」29Please respect copyright.PENANAEGkqQ8fRK5
他低下視線,像是在檢視過去的自己,「也因為妳的離開,我才開始思考這些問題。」29Please respect copyright.PENANAARxaFMZJ3T
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「但如果當時我們好好談呢?」她追問,語氣不疾不徐,卻透著一絲壓抑的情緒,「如果我們當時就說清楚,你會發現嗎?你會知道你到底在這段關係裡是什麼樣的心情嗎?」29Please respect copyright.PENANAGH44HIKjR1
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許墨看著她,指尖緩緩收緊,眼底浮現一絲難以察覺的情緒波動。29Please respect copyright.PENANAXMAaxHXG25
他知道,這是她一直以來的疑問——如果她當初沒有選擇離開,他是否還是會走到這一步?29Please respect copyright.PENANAtgCATCPVCG
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這是一個無法輕易回答的問題。29Please respect copyright.PENANAylrofPRRNr
這也是他最不願去思考的問題。29Please respect copyright.PENANAsGQoVPh4hp
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他沉默了幾秒,喉結微微滾動,像是在思考該如何回答。29Please respect copyright.PENANARtRtB0Akw7
最後,他的聲音低啞地響起:「……或許,會晚一點。」29Please respect copyright.PENANAlyIUi3AZlZ
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微瀾的心微微一顫。29Please respect copyright.PENANAMv9rH35zEc
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「但最終,若我們仍願意去相信,命運仍會給予我們契機。」29Please respect copyright.PENANANDd5nT35zD
他輕輕吸了一口氣,語氣沉穩卻帶著一絲不確定,「我終會發現,我愛的人……早就是妳。」29Please respect copyright.PENANAMlL16ckuB1
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他的手指輕輕收緊,像是隱忍著什麼:「可能會再晚一點……但,我仍會找到妳。」29Please respect copyright.PENANAU7YrBbFJaM
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微瀾沒有立刻回應,只是靜靜地凝視著他。29Please respect copyright.PENANApkwyYIFQGU
這答案……或許是許墨如今唯一能給出的誠實回答。29Please respect copyright.PENANA2j4VMoe8kO
但她的理智卻在提醒自己——29Please respect copyright.PENANAc1vCuBIbf7
「如果我當初沒走呢?」這個問題,其實並不重要。29Please respect copyright.PENANA8v2wpKkGn8
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她很清楚,過去的自己若是留下來,仍舊會選擇「將就」。29Please respect copyright.PENANA0IGdPoXY2n
她會努力去愛、去包容,去試圖成為那個『適合許墨』的伴侶。29Please respect copyright.PENANA5Irn2VuNPG
可當時的許墨,還不懂愛,而她自己,也還沒有學會如何為自己而活。29Please respect copyright.PENANAQZzim03MdQ
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如果當初她沒走,結局會如何?29Please respect copyright.PENANAD68KJ5Nr8R
或許,他會繼續待在這段關係裡,不去質疑,不去懷疑,不去深思。29Please respect copyright.PENANAWZ2GqxUS2W
或許,她會漸漸被消磨,習慣性地說服自己:「這樣就夠了。」29Please respect copyright.PENANAvscIsh2bzR
但事實是——不夠。29Please respect copyright.PENANA9GY8YmUHcL
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她永遠不會快樂。29Please respect copyright.PENANA0hqhb3e9eJ
也永遠不夠讓他真正意識到,愛是什麼。29Please respect copyright.PENANAyCXGYyrNAx
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「或許……」微瀾緩緩地開口,語氣輕得像是怕驚擾了什麼,29Please respect copyright.PENANA9JGFCwFjk7
「如果當初我沒走,我們現在……不會坐在這裡。」29Please respect copyright.PENANApeBZP7Vebo
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她的眼神很平靜,像是在陳述一個無可改變的事實。29Please respect copyright.PENANAKJddBu5eeY
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許墨的呼吸微微滯了一下。29Please respect copyright.PENANAeLeMBhi4Yf
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他知道,她說的是對的。29Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9WitKMima
如果她沒有走,他們之間,或許永遠不會有今天這場對話。29Please respect copyright.PENANADV6cUih9d2
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那時候的他,還未曾去思考感情的真實意義。29Please respect copyright.PENANAamzZaykoaV
他習慣理性選擇,習慣站在掌控之內,以為只要條件符合,愛情就能夠被建立、被延續。29Please respect copyright.PENANAjxYFPR0Pew
而微瀾——會一如既往地包容,直到某天,或許她終究會在更多的失望與自我懷疑中,漸漸對愛徹底絕望。29Please respect copyright.PENANAd3YuMprvMv
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他們的結局,不會是現在這樣——更不會比現在更好。29Please respect copyright.PENANAKp0Fzn6RSo
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「時間無法倒轉。」微瀾低聲道,眼底透著某種難以言喻的情緒,「就算可以……我也不會選擇回去。」29Please respect copyright.PENANAsOcnhLNUD9
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這一次,輪到許墨沉默了。29Please respect copyright.PENANA3Qtgw9vF70
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她的話像是一道無聲的風,輕輕拂過他的心口,卻帶來一陣深深的鈍痛。29Please respect copyright.PENANAnTMZ0dJXBV
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他看著她,指尖微微收緊,像是試圖穩住心底洶湧的情緒。29Please respect copyright.PENANAPxRzKLKcBL
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「……是。」許久之後,他低低地應了一聲,語氣裡帶著一絲苦澀的笑意,「我們都回不去了。」29Please respect copyright.PENANAz8inf8qmMW
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他抬起頭,目光深深地落在她身上,像是想將她的模樣刻進眼底。29Please respect copyright.PENANAs0fGk1zGgd
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「但微瀾,」他的語氣低而溫柔,帶著某種難以動搖的堅定,「我們還能往前走。」29Please respect copyright.PENANAv5ofpqHmvi
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她的睫毛微微顫抖了一下,卻沒有回應。29Please respect copyright.PENANAR3XRanEbYg
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往前走……嗎?29Please respect copyright.PENANA4nPs97Z8kk
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這一刻,她沒有答案。29Please respect copyright.PENANAtDqCiQJhtv
但她知道——這一次,她不會再選擇「將就」。29Please respect copyright.PENANAbzBV8BFZRQ
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用餐結束後,微瀾走出店外,許墨喊住了她。29Please respect copyright.PENANAOvX8CAmjjI
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「微瀾。」29Please respect copyright.PENANAXlWRg86kkT
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她停下腳步,沒有回頭。29Please respect copyright.PENANAlC8kgnKpzi
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「我很快就要離開了。」他的語氣平穩,像是在陳述一件再普通不過的事,「三天後的飛機。」29Please respect copyright.PENANAt9A4cyK05o
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微瀾的指尖輕顫了一瞬,卻只是微微低下頭,沒有說話。29Please respect copyright.PENANAmvU7GdkisT
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她其實應該早就知道的,從許墨來到這座小鎮開始,他的時間就是有限的。29Please respect copyright.PENANAEEnsXMQ0B0
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許墨靜靜地看著她,沒有迴避,也沒有強求,只是誠實地說出了自己的決定。29Please respect copyright.PENANA5mQetzxRe7
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「這次離開後……我不會再打擾妳了。」29Please respect copyright.PENANA2bodYV5swo
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這一次,他沒有逼迫她,沒有期待她立刻回答。29Please respect copyright.PENANAFPRaX7nZs5
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微瀾的睫毛微微顫動,指尖收緊,卻依舊沒有回頭。29Please respect copyright.PENANAyhHoui0sgH
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「但不管妳的答案是什麼,微瀾——」29Please respect copyright.PENANAwRICYe1wTL
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許墨頓了一下,像是在讓自己的語氣更緩和些,「我都會一直等著妳。」29Please respect copyright.PENANA8k8hASu6Q8
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他沒有說「等多久」,沒有說「等到什麼時候」,卻用最直接的方式表達了他的選擇。29Please respect copyright.PENANABAKBq74CAK
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「如果妳願意再次選擇我,那我會感激命運仍垂顧著我,讓我還能再有一次機會。」29Please respect copyright.PENANAfjP6s7jbKP
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「但如果妳不願意……」他的聲音輕了些,卻依舊堅定,「也沒關係。」29Please respect copyright.PENANAWkr20leLwF
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「我會等,等到妳願意為止。」29Please respect copyright.PENANApvFSFKJulJ
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微瀾的心跳微微亂了拍。29Please respect copyright.PENANAkU2NiJtK7a
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她不是沒有想過這一天,但當這句話真的落入現實時,她才意識到,這一次,輪到她去做選擇了。29Please respect copyright.PENANAw8x8P7IcPb
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這一次,他沒有試圖控制她的決定,沒有讓她感受到任何壓力。29Please respect copyright.PENANAvzKPQSt3nQ
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這一次,許墨真的將「選擇權」交還到了她手裡。29Please respect copyright.PENANAR8SqPf5xjO
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只是單純地告訴她,這條路,她可以選擇要不要走下去,而他——無論如何,都會在原地等待。29Please respect copyright.PENANAOddUoS0rLi
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微瀾微微閉上眼,輕輕吸了一口氣,然後睜開眼睛,看向他。29Please respect copyright.PENANANyvzHF47uS
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「……三天後的飛機?」29Please respect copyright.PENANAVyPOJKEL9Q
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「嗯。」29Please respect copyright.PENANAe9GwiexM6q
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「然後呢?」她的聲音很輕,卻帶著一絲難以察覺的顫抖,「之後呢?」29Please respect copyright.PENANAG2Qj53yOCQ
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許墨微微一笑,笑意極淡,卻帶著某種柔和的溫度。29Please respect copyright.PENANAlUw96BptjB
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「之後……」29Please respect copyright.PENANAnsXgmAtutY
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他頓了一下,聲音低緩而平靜,彷彿在回應她最深的疑問——29Please respect copyright.PENANAekB0eGJuXh
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「如果最後我們仍能走回彼此身邊——那或許,我願意相信,命運也曾給予我們機會。」29Please respect copyright.PENANAIBDHMqnFCT