「如果我當初沒走呢？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zvjrjSzsJ
「許墨，你有想過，如果我當初沒走呢？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66TRYRQmVv
微瀾的聲音很輕，像是藏著一絲遲疑與不確定，她的手指輕輕摩挲著杯緣，指尖微微發緊。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4HMof7hc4
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnKPFKJ1cl
「如果我當初選擇留下來，跟你對談呢？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9wcgd5x31
她抬起眼，與他的視線交錯，那雙熟悉的眼眸依舊深不見底，卻多了一抹微妙的波動。她看不透，也不想再揣測。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMHbPdE6O9
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqOjcFomw4
「如果我們最後……和平地、說好分手呢？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cIIyhPR5L
她語速放慢了一些，像是在斟酌，又像是在試圖確認這個問題是否真的值得問出口。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGqzr9wKS8
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LZDBZcR8c
許墨沒有立刻回答，長久以來的習慣讓他下意識地沉思，像是在計算某種可能性。但這次，他沒辦法計算出答案。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9plKMV6e4J
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6niEuyFcq
他的手指輕輕敲了敲桌面，喉結微微滾動了一下，終於開口，嗓音低啞：「……我不知道。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIbBkKLe6X
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WYKVJzUez
微瀾怔了一下，沒有想到他會給出這樣的回答。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzEQNAKLVJ
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaqYOyBJRo
「我不知道，因為妳當初真的走了。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDY5dcDjGw7
他低下視線，像是在檢視過去的自己，「也因為妳的離開，我才開始思考這些問題。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeUfPVDhj6
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddxBtLSFg0
「但如果當時我們好好談呢？」她追問，語氣不疾不徐，卻透著一絲壓抑的情緒，「如果我們當時就說清楚，你會發現嗎？你會知道你到底在這段關係裡是什麼樣的心情嗎？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFO0BsR6Hw9
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSzVFPYizS
許墨看著她，指尖緩緩收緊，眼底浮現一絲難以察覺的情緒波動。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRsLfgYioi
他知道，這是她一直以來的疑問——如果她當初沒有選擇離開，他是否還是會走到這一步？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnaY1kGSTw
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AQrarnrQ2
這是一個無法輕易回答的問題。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLgiYnPKjX
這也是他最不願去思考的問題。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzWmNR21Yi
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjhd1gQkDj
他沉默了幾秒，喉結微微滾動，像是在思考該如何回答。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttimrraPHJ
最後，他的聲音低啞地響起：「……或許，會晚一點。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYH1COzwRMK
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7Ga1y9Gua
微瀾的心微微一顫。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ14P4vXRkG
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzLbIC3z69
「但最終，若我們仍願意去相信，命運仍會給予我們契機。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvNEtEnIsB
他輕輕吸了一口氣，語氣沉穩卻帶著一絲不確定，「我終會發現，我愛的人……早就是妳。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxiQ3R7Sed
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWJZmVIY61
他的手指輕輕收緊，像是隱忍著什麼：「可能會再晚一點……但，我仍會找到妳。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtnOv8264v
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtal6xYpAG
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6Rdm293Hz
微瀾沒有立刻回應，只是靜靜地凝視著他。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CRCC5feUl
這答案……或許是許墨如今唯一能給出的誠實回答。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NSpxP7jOn
但她的理智卻在提醒自己——49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbQNycDJSf
「如果我當初沒走呢？」這個問題，其實並不重要。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCpgCs62kD
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODhyt1lAez
她很清楚，過去的自己若是留下來，仍舊會選擇「將就」。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnz9tgepxqZ
她會努力去愛、去包容，去試圖成為那個『適合許墨』的伴侶。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZ21OABycq
可當時的許墨，還不懂愛，而她自己，也還沒有學會如何為自己而活。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4oDzaiVQu
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BYWoowssF
如果當初她沒走，結局會如何？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWB42noz6SG
或許，他會繼續待在這段關係裡，不去質疑，不去懷疑，不去深思。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhlNjWCBQe
或許，她會漸漸被消磨，習慣性地說服自己：「這樣就夠了。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWRWWh4gmG
但事實是——不夠。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzG3x0szIL4
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhOD1e1utO
她永遠不會快樂。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSV5bTRgXcI
也永遠不夠讓他真正意識到，愛是什麼。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdi1I7Yf67
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjwem2nfSv
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelJn7gEitb
「或許……」微瀾緩緩地開口，語氣輕得像是怕驚擾了什麼，49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJnYew93Ul
「如果當初我沒走，我們現在……不會坐在這裡。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpsPwe7lGT
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqR7tkMQfv
她的眼神很平靜，像是在陳述一個無可改變的事實。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnc6xPvvcK
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgou4ygGhN
許墨的呼吸微微滯了一下。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaNL64hmeU
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlMbh9SxM9
他知道，她說的是對的。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ23rOjnuc8
如果她沒有走，他們之間，或許永遠不會有今天這場對話。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNB4hCqfDA
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xXxRbxPJn
那時候的他，還未曾去思考感情的真實意義。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiri7Tfrdvs
他習慣理性選擇，習慣站在掌控之內，以為只要條件符合，愛情就能夠被建立、被延續。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99pk1wsaAe
而微瀾——會一如既往地包容，直到某天，或許她終究會在更多的失望與自我懷疑中，漸漸對愛徹底絕望。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJD23LWfpT
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvY2AwzTMB
他們的結局，不會是現在這樣——更不會比現在更好。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01BhipfqzW
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoG3ZFUz4cZ
「時間無法倒轉。」微瀾低聲道，眼底透著某種難以言喻的情緒，「就算可以……我也不會選擇回去。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYou7BWXl8
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGO083dYrMg
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbI9i1kULD
這一次，輪到許墨沉默了。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7qrTSBKdF
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYRyTLEDFQ
她的話像是一道無聲的風，輕輕拂過他的心口，卻帶來一陣深深的鈍痛。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7nCktBOu7
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CuiiJ0sHq
他看著她，指尖微微收緊，像是試圖穩住心底洶湧的情緒。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5uwVQkiN6
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqhwJfT5cA
「……是。」許久之後，他低低地應了一聲，語氣裡帶著一絲苦澀的笑意，「我們都回不去了。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBzx0nOL3a
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3O3mXoxh3L
他抬起頭，目光深深地落在她身上，像是想將她的模樣刻進眼底。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWsOX18ax5
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KeFZgMgHj
「但微瀾，」他的語氣低而溫柔，帶著某種難以動搖的堅定，「我們還能往前走。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhu9uaVZjA2
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxnzWEcZuo
她的睫毛微微顫抖了一下，卻沒有回應。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6Co9zEZTC
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSw1rTH5dw
往前走……嗎？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWzipzjnC8
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLyA5txWpk
這一刻，她沒有答案。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyyBQXFgTM
但她知道——這一次，她不會再選擇「將就」。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTOcT0dAJW
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YuaLgXaLS
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoJOiX333C
用餐結束後，微瀾走出店外，許墨喊住了她。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kVRI9f7pH
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpO6ejmyYW
「微瀾。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPkk0gZdn8
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7nXEwAAdt
她停下腳步，沒有回頭。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9rYPvlJIX
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpA9XLnXWK
「我很快就要離開了。」他的語氣平穩，像是在陳述一件再普通不過的事，「三天後的飛機。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY56t1Tt1qR
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5vDVmIwMx
微瀾的指尖輕顫了一瞬，卻只是微微低下頭，沒有說話。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0IjUzGlpk
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZH7kktckf
她其實應該早就知道的，從許墨來到這座小鎮開始，他的時間就是有限的。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgVcAKZPqw
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEz7GRLIp1
許墨靜靜地看著她，沒有迴避，也沒有強求，只是誠實地說出了自己的決定。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiJRuKIb7c
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVui11cMCq2
「這次離開後……我不會再打擾妳了。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXkeLOFwKt
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoNYQ5F1NP
這一次，他沒有逼迫她，沒有期待她立刻回答。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrmOuYgfT8
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4fozaN2kC
微瀾的睫毛微微顫動，指尖收緊，卻依舊沒有回頭。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFsJqIIrYh
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPCgSMfLWm
「但不管妳的答案是什麼，微瀾——」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGXmdFbDPv
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwRF8GAthb
許墨頓了一下，像是在讓自己的語氣更緩和些，「我都會一直等著妳。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAH22KEL48y
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVx52XUAVyV
他沒有說「等多久」，沒有說「等到什麼時候」，卻用最直接的方式表達了他的選擇。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0lnJvLAvn
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcPYtN0TUM
「如果妳願意再次選擇我，那我會感激命運仍垂顧著我，讓我還能再有一次機會。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOhpRQGMBU
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAlborUQS7
「但如果妳不願意……」他的聲音輕了些，卻依舊堅定，「也沒關係。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7hOhMEBrS
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhu8doUbFU
「我會等，等到妳願意為止。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdN36z5Tc7n
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6C7YFzsS3x
微瀾的心跳微微亂了拍。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUw3Hi1ABac
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8SY1YMYSO
她不是沒有想過這一天，但當這句話真的落入現實時，她才意識到，這一次，輪到她去做選擇了。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbMqOh5dt0
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzOEZwn2Dw
這一次，他沒有試圖控制她的決定，沒有讓她感受到任何壓力。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18tshOoJ8P
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWD2AeZfYe
這一次，許墨真的將「選擇權」交還到了她手裡。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cUhEWVOGG
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdsMt55pPU
只是單純地告訴她，這條路，她可以選擇要不要走下去，而他——無論如何，都會在原地等待。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcA3Aezzbra
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdx4C2TCU2b
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRG9KP4awHd
微瀾微微閉上眼，輕輕吸了一口氣，然後睜開眼睛，看向他。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeM7HZgffqN
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AlBfgN1fF
「……三天後的飛機？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLJzjfqeRU
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoO7SAOrkJq
「嗯。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtvBjxqv9L
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCAGDeUh7G
「然後呢？」她的聲音很輕，卻帶著一絲難以察覺的顫抖，「之後呢？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qVjwSPrOK
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKy5eVWOPnH
許墨微微一笑，笑意極淡，卻帶著某種柔和的溫度。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjR7zuwy9NG
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJmct9itvA
「之後……」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1FdaZFn2O
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn48YDuSzsm
他頓了一下，聲音低緩而平靜，彷彿在回應她最深的疑問——49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLch5mMrezh
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KPdxpm7Jr
「如果最後我們仍能走回彼此身邊——那或許，我願意相信，命運也曾給予我們機會。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxt9Gy4y08
然後按「加至主畫面」