可能之後我都會遇到一個更好嘅生活環境,例如話出國讀書或者出現咗比晴晴更加好嘅女仔,但係就算呢啲情況出現,我都唔會去揀。我唔想去作出改變,我唔想再去適應一種喺外國嘅生活,去再同另一個女仔開始一段關係。呢啲算唔算安於現狀?
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所以,我好想晴晴留响我身邊。
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另外只要晴晴得閒,佢就會搵我傾偈。而家同晴晴之間嘅傾偈,我都係好想去了解佢種生活,同小學嗰陣時一樣,知道吓究竟佢而家做緊啲乜嘢,佢會有啲咩目標。咁樣可能會有種監視或者叫做控制慾,但係我覺得反而係一個我關心佢嘅感覺。
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有時候我都有意無意咁想去見佢,就算係放學時間或者係假日嘅情況都想去搵佢,不過大家就好似因為唔知咩緣故咁,就冇試過。大家可能都繼續喺度傾緊偈,去分享日常咁樣。
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嗰段時間我都會喺屋企去諗:其實我同晴晴嘅將來究竟會有啲咩發生呢?
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因為最後意見不合而分開咗?
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晴晴鍾意咗第二個男仔而選擇咗離開我?
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或者其實我哋亦都可以好幸福咁樣一直行落去?就好似一啲由學生年代就開始係埋一齊嘅情侶咁:鍾意嘅係一個成年咗嘅人,但係其實佢心入邊所諗嘅,仍然係嗰一個着住校服嘅人
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呢種淨係鍾意一個人嘅內在美,係一種我好嚮往嘅諗法。如果鍾意一個人係因為佢嘅外表,或者身材究竟有幾吸引,咁其實我覺得呢啲嘢係會改變嘅,可以透過整容或者其他嘢去加強自己嘅吸引力,而且係好表面嘅嘢,但晴晴嗰種內在美比我嘅感覺就係…
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佢對我真係好好,
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就係咁,諗唔到其他形容詞
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定係「鍾意一個人唔需要理由」?
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我都需要啲時間去慢慢理解一下我心入面嘅諗法33Please respect copyright.PENANAJX2KyyFFSO