其實…我地而家係乜嘢關係？ - 八十

自從上次見到Cathy可以好幸福咁同佢男朋友喺埋一齊，我就好似好想拍拖咁，好希望我同晴晴一直都冇分開，係咁嘅話我哋就可以好幸福好開心，一齊行落去

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不過始終晴晴佢選擇咗離開咗我，我又有啲咩可以做到呢？

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晴晴分開咗之後嘅呢段時間，其實都有三年㗎啦，我都一直喺度幻想：如果我同晴晴真係可以喺埋一齊嘅話，我哋究竟會有幾幸福，我會有幾開心呢？

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佢其實而家已經同佢班朋友過得好開心，大家一齊出去玩，出去食嘢

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但係我感覺自己好似靈魂出竅咁樣，我個心好似冇咗晴晴就行到落去

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或者由我一開始，即係小學嗰段時間比晴晴所吸引住之後，我就已經決定咗我人生嘅目標同動力，就係為咗晴晴

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當初晴晴只不過做咗一個好正常嘅舉動，去揀咗一間女校，但係已經可以好影響到我嘅心情

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我嗰陣時因為佢呢個決定傷心咗好耐，我擔心大家去咗唔同嘅中學之後會分開，會冇得再好似之前咁樣見面，但係...

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呢個結局遠比我預期來得差

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定呢個都屬於結局嘅一種？

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呢個月好似...都唔單止係呢幾個月嘅，係呢幾年嚟，都冇乜再繼續讀書或者做其他嘢嘅動力

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讀書其實每個人都唔鍾意讀㗎啦，又要應付考試而去到中六嗰陣時嘅DSE，亦都影響住我哋大學嘅科，亦都影響咗我哋嘅前途，究竟最後我哋會揀咗乜嘢職業，去到乜嘢唔同嘅職位？

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但係我都唔知晴晴佢有啲咩興趣，又可以話我真係了解佢咩

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呢幾年真係過得好快，我好似完全失去咗晴晴嘅中學時期嘅呢段記憶

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由我醒覺嘅嗰下，佢已經嚟到高中呢個時段

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或者可能佢當初有諗過好多嘢，佢想同我講好多嘢，但係我好似冇認真對待過佢咁

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我開始後悔自己冇對晴晴咁好

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嗰陣時仲未識得咩叫愛，究竟愛一個人嘅表現會係點，我淨係令佢好似比一個人滿足咗佢嗰種分享慾，但係我冇真係應到佢個需求

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晴晴好多時同我講嘢，都應該係想我去答佢，或者有時更加想我去問佢有啲咩發生咗，但係我又好似冇做到咁

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其實我哋係咪真係拍過拖？

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因為晴晴冇感受到我哋係拍拖嘅感覺，所以就...咁啦

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同晴晴分開咗咁多年我都未打算去搵啱心水嘅女仔，唔單止因為我鍾意佢，而係我對佢嘅鐘意遠超預期，我好想得到佢，我始終認為我有機會追番晴晴

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