No Plagiarism!l99ZUsc5guRGKmmgevNqposted on PENANA 我依稀記得,小時候,我喜歡坐在父親的肩膀上。8964 copyright protection35PENANAffgnVFeXh9 維尼
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那是我見過最廣闊的世界。我低頭能看到母親頭頂的髮旋,伸手就能碰到蔚藍的天空。8964 copyright protection35PENANAypYLYFNAy4 維尼
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父親很強壯,到了小三、小四他還能背得動我。可惜的是我在小五快速抽高,他再也揹不了我,我也感到害羞,不再讓他揹了。8964 copyright protection35PENANANVNF3Blwgs 維尼
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不過每年我們還都是有去野餐。8964 copyright protection35PENANAF8XpJtSHAp 維尼
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從前我坐在父親的肩上玩耍,國中時我開始幫忙準備野餐的道具。8964 copyright protection35PENANAFibQ03grRE 維尼
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國中是個容易多愁善感的年紀,但我似乎沒有經歷過那樣的時期。8964 copyright protection35PENANAslE4LFHGpD 維尼
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我很愛我的家人。母親溫柔能幹,父親很開朗也很體貼。8964 copyright protection35PENANAzywHauiypk 維尼
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一家人總是和樂融融。8964 copyright protection35PENANABMZBOanOP3 維尼
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不過,國三的時候,我的父親去世了。8964 copyright protection35PENANATAu4QEJLYz 維尼
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他在工作的工地遭遇了事故。8964 copyright protection35PENANAADSs8lRuAs 維尼
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被掉落的鋼筋砸到,就這麼離開了。8964 copyright protection35PENANA5Ll6gXlfZN 維尼
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沒有預兆、沒有準備。8964 copyright protection35PENANAoTNtm9NaEt 維尼
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死亡的到來是這麼突然。8964 copyright protection35PENANAjBir6UvBNr 維尼
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我記不太清楚,自己聽到消息時的心情。8964 copyright protection35PENANAd67oEW56Xb 維尼
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我甚至記不得,自己是怎麼得知消息的。8964 copyright protection35PENANApCt7eU5hJB 維尼
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只是,那天衝回家後看的,母親沒有焦距的眼瞳,至今依然深深烙印在我的心中。8964 copyright protection35PENANAghQaiBUA5Y 維尼
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母親好愛父親。愛得好痛。8964 copyright protection35PENANALigyjd1BNT 維尼
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但她沒有哭。8964 copyright protection35PENANAWWdvXW5jPe 維尼
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她以前總是對我笑。那天後,吃飯時,她還是常常笑著問我學校裡發生的事。8964 copyright protection35PENANAuuQO2BRtgT 維尼
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只是,我說的話沒以前多。8964 copyright protection35PENANAsjptgfux3T 維尼
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她也常常發呆,飯都涼了才開始吃。8964 copyright protection35PENANAci88ixZuM2 維尼
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有時我問她問題,才發現她雖然看著我的臉聽我說話,但心不在這裡。8964 copyright protection35PENANAlB9b2EjNU9 維尼
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她的瞳孔無神。8964 copyright protection35PENANAy8ZhV4x6WF 維尼
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就像那天,她還活在那天。8964 copyright protection35PENANAsShZtiAN3D 維尼
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我沒有告訴任何人這件事。8964 copyright protection35PENANAtnlKnEn1T7 維尼
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請喪假的那天,我跟朋友謊稱生病了,在家休息。8964 copyright protection35PENANAiESmZpustl 維尼
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我不希望被擔心。8964 copyright protection35PENANAeJ7YXG1Voi 維尼
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不想變得更悲慘。8964 copyright protection35PENANA3sDXMe9eB1 維尼
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只是,這件事一定是瞞不過雅慧的。8964 copyright protection35PENANAI1QL6YQGmC 維尼
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我們的父母從以前就是朋友,所以父親的葬禮他們也都有來。8964 copyright protection35PENANAW6bw1Nuv3F 維尼
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從小就和我一起玩的雅慧自然知道這件事。但奇怪的是,她什麼都沒說。8964 copyright protection35PENANAXUtZS2T1Ih 維尼
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我以為以她的性格,會過來安慰我,或是找機會跟我講話,要我振作起來。8964 copyright protection35PENANACenS5qkJLJ 維尼
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但她沒有這麼做。8964 copyright protection35PENANAxc3UF4T9AI 維尼
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平常在學校還會來鬧我、開我玩笑,那天以後,卻完全不來找我了。8964 copyright protection35PENANAUbXrtNROWN 維尼
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只是有時候我能感受到她的視線。在我和朋友嘻笑打鬧時,她會盯著我看。8964 copyright protection35PENANAdSe0WOdnD6 維尼
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彷彿有什麼話,她說不出口。8964 copyright protection35PENANAQAFRV7eiaE 維尼
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我們還是會一起回家,畢竟住得很近。8964 copyright protection35PENANAQ81WnSlJrA 維尼
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但那天以後,我們聊的東西越來越少。8964 copyright protection35PENANA4B2AnyADhG 維尼
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總是有點芥蒂,不知為何。8964 copyright protection35PENANAHsRK9G14r8 維尼
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這令我有點煩躁。8964 copyright protection35PENANAtjdc65sRb0 維尼
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最後我們甚至都不說話了。8964 copyright protection35PENANABrcAGxCV1H 維尼
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只是一個勁地往前走。8964 copyright protection35PENANAQlgoit1yyr 維尼
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某天,我受不了這種沉重的氛圍。8964 copyright protection35PENANA5bX3HdYmGi 維尼
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於是我走得很快,想甩掉那個不知道在想什麼的傢伙。8964 copyright protection35PENANAZD5rFz0ufj 維尼
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我現在才沒有心情管別人的感受,自己就夠嗆了。8964 copyright protection35PENANALdmelfZMic 維尼
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那時的我甚至有點氣雅慧,不知道為何溫柔的她連安慰一下我都不願意。8964 copyright protection35PENANApe83vWEMA4 維尼
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明明她是知道的。8964 copyright protection35PENANA1dY4Gffn9r 維尼
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明明只有她是知道的。8964 copyright protection35PENANARFM4793p4s 維尼
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我埋頭快走,想甩掉跟在後頭的雅慧。8964 copyright protection35PENANADhtZC247Zh 維尼
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甚至到後面,我開始狂奔。8964 copyright protection35PENANAPOS9RhKFBT 維尼
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跑得比體育課還快,跑得比平時認真。8964 copyright protection35PENANAc9cckrghkH 維尼
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莫名有股衝動,想要一直跑下去,跑到倒下為止。8964 copyright protection35PENANA9YspKYcl0j 維尼
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不過,那傢伙卻跟了過來。8964 copyright protection35PENANAiXUiIcmhMO 維尼
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明明跑得很慢,但她沒有要放棄追我的意思。8964 copyright protection35PENANAKDptcjEjCf 維尼
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喘著粗氣,我在前頭甚至都能聽到。8964 copyright protection35PENANApyJ1lL7ulf 維尼
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最後,我還聽見她跌倒在巷子裡的慘叫。8964 copyright protection35PENANA8abrjXBBDl 維尼
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諷刺的是,這是我那段時間第一次這麼清晰地聽見她。8964 copyright protection35PENANAwtgfPTFiuD 維尼
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......我還是沒辦法丟下她。8964 copyright protection35PENANA2H0fWgHZKH 維尼
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背上的她抽抽噎噎的,聽起來好像真的有點痛。8964 copyright protection35PENANAzOYLVwrMQX 維尼
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「......幹嘛跟過來。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAdU9KQqEoud 維尼
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「因、因為你突然亂跑......我、我怕你不見。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAkZyGv1ZIeT 維尼
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不見? 在說什麼啊?8964 copyright protection35PENANAKgzCkwY7DP 維尼
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「妳不是不想跟我說話嗎?」8964 copyright protection35PENANArgyAM2mALC 維尼
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「哪有!」8964 copyright protection35PENANAk3Xa8JgPAO 維尼
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背上劇烈搖晃,我差點跌倒。8964 copyright protection35PENANABEkCNOzl4a 維尼
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「沒有!我、我只是......」8964 copyright protection35PENANAYunPUTqyb8 維尼
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「只是?」8964 copyright protection35PENANAKAXEpZPG6C 維尼
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「我、我不知道要說什麼......」8964 copyright protection35PENANACwXh0Op2mG 維尼
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蛤?8964 copyright protection35PENANAGY0LhyM9D8 維尼
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「就、就是,阿伯過世了,我覺得你應該很傷心......」8964 copyright protection35PENANACbf62CHUV9 維尼
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「但如果去安慰你,你可能會生氣......」8964 copyright protection35PENANAeWXq3fDpvw 維尼
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「我哪會!」8964 copyright protection35PENANAHH0uJGCdBE 維尼
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「你明明就會!班上的人都不知道這件事,你明明就不想讓別人知道!」8964 copyright protection35PENANARyffLi9jP6 維尼
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「那是因為......」8964 copyright protection35PENANAsSzr8G72Rl 維尼
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「你不想讓別人覺得你很慘!你不想被顧慮不是嗎!」8964 copyright protection35PENANA3LuDJTlKqj 維尼
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「!」8964 copyright protection35PENANAlYH1kaJxxW 維尼
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她怎麼知道。8964 copyright protection35PENANA3F64e5Ocaz 維尼
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「你以為我認識你多久了?」8964 copyright protection35PENANA66yKlI7FEO 維尼
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出生到現在。8964 copyright protection35PENANAtvd6gofvjK 維尼
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「我、我只是,在等你開口......」8964 copyright protection35PENANAWB4bXfjUV2 維尼
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「如果你想和我說,不管是什麼事,我都願意聽。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAmv7iy718qk 維尼
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她將頭靠在我的肩上。8964 copyright protection35PENANA8bDNExTix4 維尼
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我才知道,原來錯的人是我。8964 copyright protection35PENANAr0soUn06nV 維尼
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不是她在避開我,是我避開了她。8964 copyright protection35PENANAdnWtvTvLeE 維尼
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這也是我第一次知道,平常看起來無憂無慮、天真無邪的她,竟然心思如此細膩。8964 copyright protection35PENANAVkhCnGuR3p 維尼
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慚愧的是,她對我知根知底,我卻現在才發現自己對她一無所知。8964 copyright protection35PENANAsXGiliSYd6 維尼
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她一直在用她的方法擔心我。8964 copyright protection35PENANACv5gZb1f6E 維尼
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那天的回家路上,巷子裡看到的夕陽,一直存在於我的記憶中。8964 copyright protection35PENANAUWVPLYXRl6 維尼
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不知為何模糊的夕照,被汗水與她的淚水浸濕的背,以及我被縫補起來的心。8964 copyright protection35PENANAXvNeig3V4k 維尼
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39Please respect copyright.PENANA3c9JEZQQzG
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39Please respect copyright.PENANATC28K1ISth
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我們後來考上了同一所高中。8964 copyright protection35PENANARxfWTgixOe 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAJceZvGaj6J
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這是我努力的結果,畢竟以我原本的成績是考不上那所學校的。8964 copyright protection35PENANADBu3cIN0SF 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANArHgogMaoTO
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雖然嘴上沒說,但我心裡很高興。8964 copyright protection35PENANAr4BWX4Wgyt 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAnZN8GO4FIS
8964 copyright protection35PENANAVHWlrHn9cy 維尼
我發現自己似乎不只把她當朋友。8964 copyright protection35PENANAzLKzWXPgU4 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAY2gnwwRliJ
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39Please respect copyright.PENANAp2tMG2FH4T
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離父親離開的那天過了兩年,我們也高二了。8964 copyright protection35PENANA2qpA9xNxuc 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAK5OyyZcaHN
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我家原本是雙薪家庭,父親走後,母親一個人養育著我。8964 copyright protection35PENANACkqkBMQ8jn 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAH3K6jZ27Wj
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由於保險金和公司職員的母親不算低的薪水,我的生活過得並不拮据。8964 copyright protection35PENANAmQHOWIpqwp 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA7YgvCFbWBd
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原本我打算上了高中就去打工,但母親並不希望我這麼做。8964 copyright protection35PENANAEl95JR8JZe 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAq1t9CD4Gno
8964 copyright protection35PENANAa0OzUcu7su 維尼
她希望我好好讀書,考上好大學。這樣我就沒必要去做危險的工作。8964 copyright protection35PENANAGA7D6RoMly 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAC4b1Akza3H
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39Please respect copyright.PENANAinhyULeOkk
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「別像你爸一樣......」8964 copyright protection35PENANAWxFjnYdBDO 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAlW1bn0tKb2
8964 copyright protection35PENANAFEBk9qyiZZ 維尼
她偶爾會不小心說溜嘴。8964 copyright protection35PENANA7Rf6GefCI0 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA76J6jO1Ehq
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39Please respect copyright.PENANA84ohSa4zwj
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我知道,她還沒有走出來。8964 copyright protection35PENANAM5MJ54P4DC 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAw9G6ekWibS
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國中時,我還以為她很堅強,在我面前總是保持微笑,幾乎沒有哭過。8964 copyright protection35PENANAkxuoJQFM6X 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAwKCDir8yLO
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後來,高中段考前有一天我書讀得比較晚,深夜想去廚房找東西吃,路過母親的臥室,我才知道......8964 copyright protection35PENANAzocQXMl7Xm 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA2YWwEcUT24
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原來母親會在夜裡一個人默默地哭泣。8964 copyright protection35PENANA1IWguu0xoC 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAI0H0X598gv
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39Please respect copyright.PENANABRvSYriZ1G
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我以為時間能沖淡一切。8964 copyright protection35PENANA0DhoBFR5fq 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAzB9BeICwxC
8964 copyright protection35PENANAT4WGyMsQbp 維尼
母親她或許也這麼認為。8964 copyright protection35PENANAAZT2egZrd3 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA9Mdaelc0FN
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只是,我高二後,母親不知為何越來越晚回家。8964 copyright protection35PENANAJ2Z4MJI6sm 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANArdOPRE5OFG
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她說她升職了,賺了很多錢。8964 copyright protection35PENANAocGHXWE010 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAYM5jHZOPBb
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她想在事業上更進一步,給我更好的生活,所以會比較晚回家。8964 copyright protection35PENANAcXQ0mA3nAA 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANADTikeUxrLh
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雖然我對目前的生活沒有任何不滿,但我並沒有阻止她。8964 copyright protection35PENANA0yi6lPCmzr 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA5niQU42Re5
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我為母親感到高興,因為她的人生有了新的目標。8964 copyright protection35PENANACQJoEvXEy7 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAdFFUjj5WOS
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不過,我也擔心,她會不會有點勉強自己,或是她想藉由工作來忘記些什麼。8964 copyright protection35PENANAnfbuGIbRwf 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAEnKPZNzgiU
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那段時間,我上完補習班回家時,屋子裡總是空無一人。8964 copyright protection35PENANAgja2hShzXS 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANATFesXj52BC
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母親大約都在凌晨回家,不然就是乾脆直接住在公司。8964 copyright protection35PENANAdefxwtfHcz 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANASmRuNkVoVl
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見面的次數越來越少。8964 copyright protection35PENANA0JMVj8xgEf 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAQSbGWgt7a7
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這讓我感到有點寂寞。8964 copyright protection35PENANAZtA4F7OwXS 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA4SlBvPt2Fu
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39Please respect copyright.PENANA9AZSsy4wH7
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高三的上學期,母親突然病倒了。8964 copyright protection35PENANAubXkhOJh8R 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAvOV0OeeVYq
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說是過勞,還有長期失眠。8964 copyright protection35PENANA87DYngsdbF 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANATciC3MItoZ
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我竟然沒有看出來。8964 copyright protection35PENANA4UaKWqn9Sj 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAAEgQgCvbhd
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我久違地感受到那種恐懼。8964 copyright protection35PENANAgz2gBeRIGi 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAz3quHvWgfC
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害怕失去的恐懼。8964 copyright protection35PENANApmu2i7Vtvx 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA9OLW7h6tI7
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害怕預想成真的恐懼。8964 copyright protection35PENANACx8KtLEjcT 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA9w5DjOc8Sn
8964 copyright protection35PENANAO36OspYU7o 維尼
不過幸好,母親沒有大礙。8964 copyright protection35PENANAksRLKsTllF 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANACATdebntyJ
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在醫院休息幾天後,身體狀況變好轉起來。8964 copyright protection35PENANAfo8bIbnSxx 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANATYp8jRHX5k
8964 copyright protection35PENANAZ8GihXI9Od 維尼
只是,她的精神在出院後變得有些不太穩定。8964 copyright protection35PENANA4WnIgNM6Cd 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAuWslPVB3km
8964 copyright protection35PENANAJMcxGAS3Ri 維尼
她無神的眼瞳過了這些年,又再次出現在我的面前。8964 copyright protection35PENANAN8MxsG50bP 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAMJZG9lpnrI
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不過,這次並非一閃而過。8964 copyright protection35PENANAfw8QMH5TGD 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANACwzK6BhnaQ
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在這之後,到母親年老過世時,我再也沒見過她過去那炯炯有神的眼睛。8964 copyright protection35PENANAMCekyR2ktQ 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAveYivw0Nyz
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39Please respect copyright.PENANAUQxCVcWJbS
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母親出院後,慢慢地,出現了失憶的症狀。8964 copyright protection35PENANAsNPyz4ku4y 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA6KvDmyyBa5
8964 copyright protection35PENANAODUx9U5JeR 維尼
她有時會叫我「建國」,這是我父親的名字。8964 copyright protection35PENANApvgfyuGk6L 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAw1y1mWehu7
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她會固定去上班,忘記自己幾個月前已經被公司辭退。8964 copyright protection35PENANABYOXz7kH5c 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAqJZpdr97C9
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她會在我面前焦急地找我,因為她不認識長大後的王元鵝。8964 copyright protection35PENANAeTQ5mPhM2h 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAg8w7VeBpw1
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39Please respect copyright.PENANAhdHEcNvWo8
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一開始,我試圖讓她在家中休養。我退掉補習班,想早點回家照顧她。8964 copyright protection35PENANA6u7QlS9AfV 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAt0uBzblGMx
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結果有一次,她自己跑出家門,走丟了。8964 copyright protection35PENANA7mSpUOsBsZ 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAKG28yNzSUL
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我不知道該麼辦。報完警後,雅慧和她的父母也幫助我在街上尋找母親。8964 copyright protection35PENANANuxvsBhUcI 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAfH01ikMIbF
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但我們都無功而返。8964 copyright protection35PENANAEpoTtkzhXL 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAogobRfdC57
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直到隔天晚上,警察才說找到人了。8964 copyright protection35PENANAk2K124Pnk4 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAaIdnHEjH5I
8964 copyright protection35PENANAFf611rkncw 維尼
母親在外面凍了一整天,還發燒了。8964 copyright protection35PENANACqVmhfGTFf 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAFnYRtKUXXB
8964 copyright protection35PENANAcXTBTVmnyr 維尼
看著躺在警察局裡不舒服地呻吟的母親,我心頭一緊。8964 copyright protection35PENANAUNLzRKvczg 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAy3Q9AJV6Sa
8964 copyright protection35PENANAz5bG7nSlmW 維尼
她看起來蒼老了許多。8964 copyright protection35PENANAY5AF3L0S4E 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANApS56MoXpBK
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或許她早就到極限了,只是我一直視而不見。8964 copyright protection35PENANAdctdDKtYRv 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANATIpFX9Ymkr
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我應該知道她在故作堅強,我心底的某處應該知道的。8964 copyright protection35PENANA6XWqgcdFAh 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANArptindZtMb
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只是我不知道該如何分擔她的憂愁,就只是期望時間能解決一切。8964 copyright protection35PENANAhOt7L5fy2E 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAueLZAs4Jll
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這是我逃避責任的後果。8964 copyright protection35PENANAhMGRuqIeDk 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAShsXiUFahn
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39Please respect copyright.PENANANmfnc9g5BG
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後來,在雅慧父母的幫助下,我將母親安置到了某家離家近的失智長期照顧機構裡頭。8964 copyright protection35PENANAwk9XAecuMg 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAeL8kRR3hnj
8964 copyright protection35PENANAQM98wiKp2D 維尼
放學後,雅慧會和我一起去看她,然後我們一起在病房裡念書。8964 copyright protection35PENANASrUu5y98MK 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAsRhRNQgTwB
8964 copyright protection35PENANAEiJE982TBY 維尼
偶爾,母親認出我們了,我們就和她聊聊天。8964 copyright protection35PENANAenJbmAuZ4Y 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA6Z1zdMOC09
8964 copyright protection35PENANAIh7x8hSNAQ 維尼
她神智不清時,我們也就順著她的話接下去。像是陳水扁選上了啊、貪汙啦之類的陳年往事。8964 copyright protection35PENANA9YMBBknGGA 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAILBnPcFTcu
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39Please respect copyright.PENANAASw9IC1oYE
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多虧有雅慧在我身邊,我的心裡頭沒有那麼痛苦。8964 copyright protection35PENANA46FthbQ2Xz 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAKi8RqpCHUB
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我知道我必須振作起來。8964 copyright protection35PENANAzkIrGaI9fU 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANArlMUioe2fF
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我想要好好照顧母親,同時,我也必須為自己的未來做打算。8964 copyright protection35PENANA9n0Jahx4Qq 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANApxLT2ziVDz
8964 copyright protection35PENANAG3xuGJQL8I 維尼
學測在即,我也很認真念書。畢竟我的母親也是這麼期望的。8964 copyright protection35PENANAEWNIEwQXLs 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAD2AVDSlN2S
8964 copyright protection35PENANAu1XvrNQhcP 維尼
台大離我家和機構都不遠,而且雅慧的志願也是台大心理學系。8964 copyright protection35PENANA0Evxp2BPLa 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA3vJjbk4MLQ
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於是,我在心中暗自下定決心。8964 copyright protection35PENANAKzMwbuNqFu 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAmNqTGBkYtC
8964 copyright protection35PENANAN3b0QUaMEJ 維尼
我要考上台大藥學系。8964 copyright protection35PENANAhRm9BuAkmB 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAqfeg9tpdXS
8964 copyright protection35PENANA1HeZzNBJ4c 維尼
而當我考上台大,就要向雅慧告白。8964 copyright protection35PENANAd8r7y17MqR 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAfG90oaPqSc
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39Please respect copyright.PENANArwqHOg7LWR
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每次我都在母親的房間裡待到晚上,回家也還在繼續讀書。8964 copyright protection35PENANAMzcccoIYiV 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA3x3IsP4Fb0
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我知道自己並不聰明,於是我靠死記硬背記了許多考點。8964 copyright protection35PENANAJXgbodukJq 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAKXT2sxmSGy
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一方面是為了考試,或許也有一點想要逃避現實的意思。8964 copyright protection35PENANAAoylEg7aNh 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA3thkipDFL8
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明明命運常常跟我開玩笑,但意外的是,我卻一次都沒有考砸。8964 copyright protection35PENANANTlQKzQ68M 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANABT7w7h0QLQ
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或許皇天真的不負苦心人吧。8964 copyright protection35PENANAyPHLaVO1VV 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAYxhvH9HPIH
8964 copyright protection35PENANADtEdXGg5ow 維尼
我和雅慧一同進入了了台大。8964 copyright protection35PENANAkbF9fziSDW 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANARlso1pmtF3
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39Please respect copyright.PENANA7Jbp1Hhk0d
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至於告白,說起來有點矬,但我是在某個二二八連假約她出去玩時告的白。8964 copyright protection35PENANADxdeIdItfb 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAfZz0t16h1L
8964 copyright protection35PENANAF7upLZbr3g 維尼
其實我情人節就準備好了,不過我那天突然慫了,沒有成功。8964 copyright protection35PENANA0hFJjhoXdZ 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAmRAzO1pORt
8964 copyright protection35PENANAb2rYfVIUHH 維尼
幸好,二二八我們氣氛不錯,她也同意了我的告白。8964 copyright protection35PENANAYyLu68ctCn 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAGoyA0tkmeb
8964 copyright protection35PENANAHlfzrCTQaR 維尼
對歷史中喪命的那些人有點抱歉,但那天真的是我人生中數一數二幸福的一天。8964 copyright protection35PENANA2f1s9uTZNu 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANARPPaPHGSBJ
8964 copyright protection35PENANALJIwHii3p5 維尼
從那之後我們就在一起,直到現在。8964 copyright protection35PENANAX9yD6M3KpD 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAKX6m6Ewvix
8964 copyright protection35PENANAmqb6v8grDV 維尼
我在與她訂婚時就下定決心,絕對不會讓她傷心。8964 copyright protection35PENANAVteJJCDJQd 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAfJK0Blzaju
8964 copyright protection35PENANAXsS7sdVqCX 維尼
不會讓她,變得跟我那幾年前過世的母親一樣。8964 copyright protection35PENANA0mQWfyMzaN 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAHU0tYd7ipt
8964 copyright protection35PENANAsmUqiZWzcq 維尼
我不會留她一個人。8964 copyright protection35PENANA12JtB1Sqjo 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAFu55ac5ypJ
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39Please respect copyright.PENANAOREQXUD5Ts
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39Please respect copyright.PENANA0iXOU42sBk
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39Please respect copyright.PENANA3fjgpqZQ1u
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