No Plagiarism!GUGwOHVNdzTrPmPl2y2Wposted on PENANA 我依稀記得,小時候,我喜歡坐在父親的肩膀上。8964 copyright protection19PENANAHwel3CW7C9 維尼
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那是我見過最廣闊的世界。我低頭能看到母親頭頂的髮旋,伸手就能碰到蔚藍的天空。8964 copyright protection19PENANAW2g2u2ToPQ 維尼
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父親很強壯,到了小三、小四他還能背得動我。可惜的是我在小五快速抽高,他再也揹不了我,我也感到害羞,不再讓他揹了。8964 copyright protection19PENANAmts0CFEc57 維尼
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不過每年我們還都是有去野餐。8964 copyright protection19PENANA3plir6xY2J 維尼
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從前我坐在父親的肩上玩耍,國中時我開始幫忙準備野餐的道具。8964 copyright protection19PENANAv7tXMhAnC8 維尼
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國中是個容易多愁善感的年紀,但我似乎沒有經歷過那樣的時期。8964 copyright protection19PENANAXR5faWb35S 維尼
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我很愛我的家人。母親溫柔能幹,父親很開朗也很體貼。8964 copyright protection19PENANAeqYuguhscD 維尼
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一家人總是和樂融融。8964 copyright protection19PENANAl6TWX8SNpc 維尼
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不過,國三的時候,我的父親去世了。8964 copyright protection19PENANAAW6o3twOqD 維尼
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他在工作的工地遭遇了事故。8964 copyright protection19PENANAShKoDs4r7I 維尼
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被掉落的鋼筋砸到,就這麼離開了。8964 copyright protection19PENANAdVbOizxEkn 維尼
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沒有預兆、沒有準備。8964 copyright protection19PENANA3OhzbVpmcz 維尼
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死亡的到來是這麼突然。8964 copyright protection19PENANAXiiNMjd4yj 維尼
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我記不太清楚,自己聽到消息時的心情。8964 copyright protection19PENANAS3ZzYvHZi0 維尼
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我甚至記不得,自己是怎麼得知消息的。8964 copyright protection19PENANAzeHMEwrPsb 維尼
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只是,那天衝回家後看的,母親沒有焦距的眼瞳,至今依然深深烙印在我的心中。8964 copyright protection19PENANAyrrJs11SdF 維尼
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母親好愛父親。愛得好痛。8964 copyright protection19PENANAdGkUgaSgSx 維尼
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但她沒有哭。8964 copyright protection19PENANAbQDTZT0mNv 維尼
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她以前總是對我笑。那天後,吃飯時,她還是常常笑著問我學校裡發生的事。8964 copyright protection19PENANADHlc4NjSub 維尼
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只是,我說的話沒以前多。8964 copyright protection19PENANA6Dd9pdTsxh 維尼
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她也常常發呆,飯都涼了才開始吃。8964 copyright protection19PENANAJuHLH0SWsY 維尼
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有時我問她問題,才發現她雖然看著我的臉聽我說話,但心不在這裡。8964 copyright protection19PENANAouG5UOtsZI 維尼
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她的瞳孔無神。8964 copyright protection19PENANAjcUBddf1WW 維尼
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就像那天,她還活在那天。8964 copyright protection19PENANAMTnE9MsbpB 維尼
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我沒有告訴任何人這件事。8964 copyright protection19PENANA6l6CG1rjoj 維尼
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請喪假的那天,我跟朋友謊稱生病了,在家休息。8964 copyright protection19PENANABmbcRKcxFJ 維尼
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我不希望被擔心。8964 copyright protection19PENANAfC9586jk3T 維尼
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不想變得更悲慘。8964 copyright protection19PENANA84IR4dasNd 維尼
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只是,這件事一定是瞞不過雅慧的。8964 copyright protection19PENANAAO9ZyL5Fsy 維尼
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我們的父母從以前就是朋友,所以父親的葬禮他們也都有來。8964 copyright protection19PENANAGex0mpQECh 維尼
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從小就和我一起玩的雅慧自然知道這件事。但奇怪的是,她什麼都沒說。8964 copyright protection19PENANAzhr3Grk5e0 維尼
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我以為以她的性格,會過來安慰我,或是找機會跟我講話,要我振作起來。8964 copyright protection19PENANAsDxdnkaXJh 維尼
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但她沒有這麼做。8964 copyright protection19PENANA3TFpxrE11k 維尼
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平常在學校還會來鬧我、開我玩笑,那天以後,卻完全不來找我了。8964 copyright protection19PENANAsZuMRytJZI 維尼
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只是有時候我能感受到她的視線。在我和朋友嘻笑打鬧時,她會盯著我看。8964 copyright protection19PENANAzu1kFpM5HR 維尼
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彷彿有什麼話,她說不出口。8964 copyright protection19PENANA0eeEPWZuE3 維尼
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我們還是會一起回家,畢竟住得很近。8964 copyright protection19PENANAMm01o1VK3o 維尼
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但那天以後,我們聊的東西越來越少。8964 copyright protection19PENANAqYQDYKbiZv 維尼
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總是有點芥蒂,不知為何。8964 copyright protection19PENANATQZQAxPUY7 維尼
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這令我有點煩躁。8964 copyright protection19PENANAiksGuj089i 維尼
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最後我們甚至都不說話了。8964 copyright protection19PENANA1pWqrKHpBF 維尼
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只是一個勁地往前走。8964 copyright protection19PENANAmtQUV4U6Ao 維尼
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某天,我受不了這種沉重的氛圍。8964 copyright protection19PENANAes2jAt1YIX 維尼
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於是我走得很快,想甩掉那個不知道在想什麼的傢伙。8964 copyright protection19PENANAZMGu1XijgF 維尼
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我現在才沒有心情管別人的感受,自己就夠嗆了。8964 copyright protection19PENANAaC0KIUntTr 維尼
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那時的我甚至有點氣雅慧,不知道為何溫柔的她連安慰一下我都不願意。8964 copyright protection19PENANAK4bbLbYPpy 維尼
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明明她是知道的。8964 copyright protection19PENANARPvPQo9gZe 維尼
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明明只有她是知道的。8964 copyright protection19PENANAwhTi1wPgqc 維尼
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我埋頭快走,想甩掉跟在後頭的雅慧。8964 copyright protection19PENANAXAxWnS6Ukb 維尼
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甚至到後面,我開始狂奔。8964 copyright protection19PENANAr2iL6u2hFJ 維尼
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跑得比體育課還快,跑得比平時認真。8964 copyright protection19PENANA72NPjL78dY 維尼
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莫名有股衝動,想要一直跑下去,跑到倒下為止。8964 copyright protection19PENANAtXVUHiyhdA 維尼
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不過,那傢伙卻跟了過來。8964 copyright protection19PENANAFR2Nyyj8SO 維尼
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明明跑得很慢,但她沒有要放棄追我的意思。8964 copyright protection19PENANANQrSai4HNV 維尼
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喘著粗氣,我在前頭甚至都能聽到。8964 copyright protection19PENANAVYAaGGH4oi 維尼
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最後,我還聽見她跌倒在巷子裡的慘叫。8964 copyright protection19PENANAcWC8g4z9lu 維尼
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諷刺的是,這是我那段時間第一次這麼清晰地聽見她。8964 copyright protection19PENANAtiJhrfrqEr 維尼
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......我還是沒辦法丟下她。8964 copyright protection19PENANAaKRBYXpTEE 維尼
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背上的她抽抽噎噎的,聽起來好像真的有點痛。8964 copyright protection19PENANAIzArGENEnV 維尼
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「......幹嘛跟過來。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAynP5oE3hjM 維尼
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「因、因為你突然亂跑......我、我怕你不見。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAB5jR3krOrZ 維尼
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不見? 在說什麼啊?8964 copyright protection19PENANAMCRCq6Oe90 維尼
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「妳不是不想跟我說話嗎?」8964 copyright protection19PENANAZcDKPqBYSt 維尼
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「哪有!」8964 copyright protection19PENANAsX45BZWD7y 維尼
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背上劇烈搖晃,我差點跌倒。8964 copyright protection19PENANAJ97MscqA4G 維尼
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「沒有!我、我只是......」8964 copyright protection19PENANANInKLK3Fsg 維尼
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「只是?」8964 copyright protection19PENANAswQZibE9Uj 維尼
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「我、我不知道要說什麼......」8964 copyright protection19PENANArm62P7yNVF 維尼
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「就、就是,阿伯過世了,我覺得你應該很傷心......」8964 copyright protection19PENANAP5nV3iBrfr 維尼
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「但如果去安慰你,你可能會生氣......」8964 copyright protection19PENANAQZweODD0w1 維尼
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「你明明就會!班上的人都不知道這件事,你明明就不想讓別人知道!」8964 copyright protection19PENANA8nmhruDFyr 維尼
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「你不想讓別人覺得你很慘!你不想被顧慮不是嗎!」8964 copyright protection19PENANA5PsE0C6pwh 維尼
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她怎麼知道。8964 copyright protection19PENANAJ7aZsyPvZZ 維尼
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出生到現在。8964 copyright protection19PENANASzXTv6Kr37 維尼
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「我、我只是,在等你開口......」8964 copyright protection19PENANAX2jyedB3NQ 維尼
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「如果你想和我說,不管是什麼事,我都願意聽。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAWBAWtA2SlR 維尼
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她將頭靠在我的肩上。8964 copyright protection19PENANAySsDLEpz97 維尼
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我才知道,原來錯的人是我。8964 copyright protection19PENANAbn3A1cUi5K 維尼
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不是她在避開我,是我避開了她。8964 copyright protection19PENANAYW1hpKvWwN 維尼
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這也是我第一次知道,平常看起來無憂無慮、天真無邪的她,竟然心思如此細膩。8964 copyright protection19PENANAMFvsOTjnZs 維尼
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慚愧的是,她對我知根知底,我卻現在才發現自己對她一無所知。8964 copyright protection19PENANAq1WRSx6PJi 維尼
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她一直在用她的方法擔心我。8964 copyright protection19PENANA0DQNuWNsUq 維尼
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那天的回家路上,巷子裡看到的夕陽,一直存在於我的記憶中。8964 copyright protection19PENANAtNINlfzafB 維尼
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不知為何模糊的夕照,被汗水與她的淚水浸濕的背,以及我被縫補起來的心。8964 copyright protection19PENANAzlxCsgNd3y 維尼
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23Please respect copyright.PENANAkFSimwz18o
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我們後來考上了同一所高中。8964 copyright protection19PENANAMnr3nAElYg 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAol0wqYlZTr
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這是我努力的結果,畢竟以我原本的成績是考不上那所學校的。8964 copyright protection19PENANAUEOKaRjeik 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANANI5II9dUkd
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雖然嘴上沒說,但我心裡很高興。8964 copyright protection19PENANAAcjXO3RDw0 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAipzgzJzYSr
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我發現自己似乎不只把她當朋友。8964 copyright protection19PENANAHWqw2h9kHs 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAT0tyY5mkQq
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23Please respect copyright.PENANAhSrPJryLIy
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離父親離開的那天過了兩年,我們也高二了。8964 copyright protection19PENANAiq1jzUGIt4 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANA5fYtq5JfaJ
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我家原本是雙薪家庭,父親走後,母親一個人養育著我。8964 copyright protection19PENANAz7AaS0uvC4 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZIWEF5G9r
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由於保險金和公司職員的母親不算低的薪水,我的生活過得並不拮据。8964 copyright protection19PENANAXmpLIo75De 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAd7BC3AvYGD
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原本我打算上了高中就去打工,但母親並不希望我這麼做。8964 copyright protection19PENANA7kody1KL4Z 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAXUTLrVDcGS
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她希望我好好讀書,考上好大學。這樣我就沒必要去做危險的工作。8964 copyright protection19PENANAbffVvL6YZu 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7CMnCr3fF
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23Please respect copyright.PENANA7AgfowLN7W
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「別像你爸一樣......」8964 copyright protection19PENANAGj3TQrcrLv 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAHfzAtKd54E
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她偶爾會不小心說溜嘴。8964 copyright protection19PENANAFRaOazWYnM 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAbirS6gLjsO
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23Please respect copyright.PENANAJGrKcaSl2M
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我知道,她還沒有走出來。8964 copyright protection19PENANAYSvVNBCcB6 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANA5jvcfrn38H
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國中時,我還以為她很堅強,在我面前總是保持微笑,幾乎沒有哭過。8964 copyright protection19PENANAWpPgfb6kL3 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAowoyP0SucP
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後來,高中段考前有一天我書讀得比較晚,深夜想去廚房找東西吃,路過母親的臥室,我才知道......8964 copyright protection19PENANAoCZ3R0cxzM 維尼
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原來母親會在夜裡一個人默默地哭泣。8964 copyright protection19PENANA4J1jKIyXef 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANA1In0zMtMun
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23Please respect copyright.PENANAwLle0dA6GG
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我以為時間能沖淡一切。8964 copyright protection19PENANAhLiJbEuOH9 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAqAKn4JWPcV
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母親她或許也這麼認為。8964 copyright protection19PENANAXCJY3VU9sn 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANATJAuXaV2es
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只是,我高二後,母親不知為何越來越晚回家。8964 copyright protection19PENANAlCojeCCxE3 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAI1FDtWxBck
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她說她升職了,賺了很多錢。8964 copyright protection19PENANA7bxHNUc3IC 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANABtAv9t8n3M
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她想在事業上更進一步,給我更好的生活,所以會比較晚回家。8964 copyright protection19PENANAYtRedyvjyR 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANACa0llOog8M
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雖然我對目前的生活沒有任何不滿,但我並沒有阻止她。8964 copyright protection19PENANAFbY87iXJg9 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAG96gTVFQFn
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我為母親感到高興,因為她的人生有了新的目標。8964 copyright protection19PENANAz07dAXM3kh 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAOetaRJOZCG
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不過,我也擔心,她會不會有點勉強自己,或是她想藉由工作來忘記些什麼。8964 copyright protection19PENANAulLHY2U1BS 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAYrm4319UvT
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那段時間,我上完補習班回家時,屋子裡總是空無一人。8964 copyright protection19PENANA0dpXnlVhmv 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANA9wtHeKEsTr
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母親大約都在凌晨回家,不然就是乾脆直接住在公司。8964 copyright protection19PENANAnNBu7967Sp 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANASbizS9vQEn
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見面的次數越來越少。8964 copyright protection19PENANAxXXgj8sHJX 維尼
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這讓我感到有點寂寞。8964 copyright protection19PENANAGWio3j5NAQ 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAvrPsEIgZeY
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23Please respect copyright.PENANAVTnhjGystA
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高三的上學期,母親突然病倒了。8964 copyright protection19PENANA4sj1AOwf26 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAKm3HcEWDWO
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說是過勞,還有長期失眠。8964 copyright protection19PENANA9rblSNd3Hv 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAm1GDtuE2yh
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我竟然沒有看出來。8964 copyright protection19PENANAbbYpirYiZg 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAcIUGtp7qk5
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我久違地感受到那種恐懼。8964 copyright protection19PENANAf50kJfU9xv 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANA9MqSEc63N7
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害怕失去的恐懼。8964 copyright protection19PENANATpGf8sGe04 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAf9ke9Fyr4g
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害怕預想成真的恐懼。8964 copyright protection19PENANAfBIeki7aD1 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAjrCZgTr2tw
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不過幸好,母親沒有大礙。8964 copyright protection19PENANAXSawl81fdo 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANADUzd3tJjgl
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在醫院休息幾天後,身體狀況變好轉起來。8964 copyright protection19PENANAKcrusRdlNo 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAK8yrDxmr9N
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只是,她的精神在出院後變得有些不太穩定。8964 copyright protection19PENANAXNJTP7rApu 維尼
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她無神的眼瞳過了這些年,又再次出現在我的面前。8964 copyright protection19PENANAev8tnmgxgU 維尼
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不過,這次並非一閃而過。8964 copyright protection19PENANApoU7ffdWxH 維尼
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在這之後,到母親年老過世時,我再也沒見過她過去那炯炯有神的眼睛。8964 copyright protection19PENANATaApEYYjnF 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAkQ4DKIsR8O
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23Please respect copyright.PENANAziSzUTKn4R
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母親出院後,慢慢地,出現了失憶的症狀。8964 copyright protection19PENANAiXTEr64kPz 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANABOIpG0EJfH
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她有時會叫我「建國」,這是我父親的名字。8964 copyright protection19PENANAGjf4JIzl2S 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAskvgb8zdGw
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她會固定去上班,忘記自己幾個月前已經被公司辭退。8964 copyright protection19PENANA2dBWAOgqvo 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANA62fjbNZcTx
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她會在我面前焦急地找我,因為她不認識長大後的王元鵝。8964 copyright protection19PENANAZzwUHOTErC 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZDdO8spD7
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23Please respect copyright.PENANAUTptdXt8i5
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一開始,我試圖讓她在家中休養。我退掉補習班,想早點回家照顧她。8964 copyright protection19PENANAYNVqRhyzVn 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAwr4qjsPJ84
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結果有一次,她自己跑出家門,走丟了。8964 copyright protection19PENANAwHNqhvHuyT 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAGT9LEgRKMo
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我不知道該麼辦。報完警後,雅慧和她的父母也幫助我在街上尋找母親。8964 copyright protection19PENANA8OtFhmJwS7 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAJst8HrS8ov
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但我們都無功而返。8964 copyright protection19PENANAyA5PUOJpkJ 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAuOAwKwiLJr
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直到隔天晚上,警察才說找到人了。8964 copyright protection19PENANAUgMVaBLBYI 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANA7HbIkG8DmV
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母親在外面凍了一整天,還發燒了。8964 copyright protection19PENANAOZgKW6ZkBx 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAwk6akE3uEO
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看著躺在警察局裡不舒服地呻吟的母親,我心頭一緊。8964 copyright protection19PENANAlh1OS49dl4 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAvbq88c41Iy
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她看起來蒼老了許多。8964 copyright protection19PENANApIxccRP6Jq 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANALDNOU242nn
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或許她早就到極限了,只是我一直視而不見。8964 copyright protection19PENANArTamMQMNgR 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAKJIVfCIPEs
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我應該知道她在故作堅強,我心底的某處應該知道的。8964 copyright protection19PENANAhhpreCjpMT 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAb4ts58P5TP
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只是我不知道該如何分擔她的憂愁,就只是期望時間能解決一切。8964 copyright protection19PENANAMB4fnRcwKp 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAM80ptpKa0M
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這是我逃避責任的後果。8964 copyright protection19PENANA8wll5j8SZj 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAo0m2bBUMED
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23Please respect copyright.PENANAxiID7U3xcu
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後來,在雅慧父母的幫助下,我將母親安置到了某家離家近的失智長期照顧機構裡頭。8964 copyright protection19PENANAPCznQiVGFA 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAn4zICdlQ30
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放學後,雅慧會和我一起去看她,然後我們一起在病房裡念書。8964 copyright protection19PENANAQyRu87bYZW 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAFjOcFnvFoL
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偶爾,母親認出我們了,我們就和她聊聊天。8964 copyright protection19PENANA6JaqaQIlxc 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANApSiy8q2wtN
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她神智不清時,我們也就順著她的話接下去。像是陳水扁選上了啊、貪汙啦之類的陳年往事。8964 copyright protection19PENANAryuyCqD4hb 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANA8pqF55Gb0b
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23Please respect copyright.PENANAWbxE9MkRxh
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多虧有雅慧在我身邊,我的心裡頭沒有那麼痛苦。8964 copyright protection19PENANArrdZYm4z9c 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANA2aPAm3AzB6
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我知道我必須振作起來。8964 copyright protection19PENANAJo0Votdaaq 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAM8YSwMhgCt
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我想要好好照顧母親,同時,我也必須為自己的未來做打算。8964 copyright protection19PENANAAzVAoy0gOt 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAUTgfWbrmQn
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學測在即,我也很認真念書。畢竟我的母親也是這麼期望的。8964 copyright protection19PENANARFbVyLxI3h 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAZAWDFOLhlH
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台大離我家和機構都不遠,而且雅慧的志願也是台大心理學系。8964 copyright protection19PENANAaeu1pzjddp 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAMwYeI5b3O8
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於是,我在心中暗自下定決心。8964 copyright protection19PENANAKezAd7gdZI 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAl3V6oEhlDi
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我要考上台大藥學系。8964 copyright protection19PENANAaXa7CB8OEI 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAzcndgClmJL
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而當我考上台大,就要向雅慧告白。8964 copyright protection19PENANAJk6QnlhCO9 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANARYwpvAlTKt
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23Please respect copyright.PENANAePhzgyoiGJ
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每次我都在母親的房間裡待到晚上,回家也還在繼續讀書。8964 copyright protection19PENANABcbsVIkJnK 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAua69VIWJdL
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我知道自己並不聰明,於是我靠死記硬背記了許多考點。8964 copyright protection19PENANAA4V8zkW6EV 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAfe83gdUkq8
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一方面是為了考試,或許也有一點想要逃避現實的意思。8964 copyright protection19PENANAPtuicXLYXu 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAeae2TufRE1
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明明命運常常跟我開玩笑,但意外的是,我卻一次都沒有考砸。8964 copyright protection19PENANAdVZ0bdbHCv 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAwWKKUbMan3
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或許皇天真的不負苦心人吧。8964 copyright protection19PENANAQUMzARyOra 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAlGBTTETZcN
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我和雅慧一同進入了了台大。8964 copyright protection19PENANAzAekJZWEAt 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAx91U3nTGJg
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23Please respect copyright.PENANAwYiwDiQfY9
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至於告白,說起來有點矬,但我是在某個二二八連假約她出去玩時告的白。8964 copyright protection19PENANA0G7eQQ7LcL 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAnriGoO8nhJ
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其實我情人節就準備好了,不過我那天突然慫了,沒有成功。8964 copyright protection19PENANAChoCkhHRZX 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAATRXehw94i
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幸好,二二八我們氣氛不錯,她也同意了我的告白。8964 copyright protection19PENANAD9A7tD5exL 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAIUZRcEBBgy
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對歷史中喪命的那些人有點抱歉,但那天真的是我人生中數一數二幸福的一天。8964 copyright protection19PENANApLNg5KnX54 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAMT6tMPLUtn
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從那之後我們就在一起,直到現在。8964 copyright protection19PENANA6R1BWzBoDS 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAXbjxIwSUQC
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我在與她訂婚時就下定決心,絕對不會讓她傷心。8964 copyright protection19PENANAj9OtGRaZLP 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAwcPC1Q3Cig
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不會讓她,變得跟我那幾年前過世的母親一樣。8964 copyright protection19PENANA7jiGMQUjAE 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAfrAsaesF66
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我不會留她一個人。8964 copyright protection19PENANAeIu7icJhzr 維尼
23Please respect copyright.PENANAn3nvPgkgWD
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23Please respect copyright.PENANAuctlSMsPrb
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23Please respect copyright.PENANARtWp9tCsJL
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23Please respect copyright.PENANAXFtVkns1iD
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