No Plagiarism!FY67OhOF7sr37tTPdhx0posted on PENANA 我依稀記得,小時候,我喜歡坐在父親的肩膀上。8964 copyright protection36PENANA3eYaluRtIn 維尼
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那是我見過最廣闊的世界。我低頭能看到母親頭頂的髮旋,伸手就能碰到蔚藍的天空。8964 copyright protection36PENANAmkcbX17WSV 維尼
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父親很強壯,到了小三、小四他還能背得動我。可惜的是我在小五快速抽高,他再也揹不了我,我也感到害羞,不再讓他揹了。8964 copyright protection36PENANAOolwTJ5bqd 維尼
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不過每年我們還都是有去野餐。8964 copyright protection36PENANAfa0O53oWeB 維尼
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從前我坐在父親的肩上玩耍,國中時我開始幫忙準備野餐的道具。8964 copyright protection36PENANAfXT13NqKxw 維尼
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國中是個容易多愁善感的年紀,但我似乎沒有經歷過那樣的時期。8964 copyright protection36PENANAhVl17F7BqJ 維尼
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我很愛我的家人。母親溫柔能幹,父親很開朗也很體貼。8964 copyright protection36PENANAWKUB7yR3Bf 維尼
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一家人總是和樂融融。8964 copyright protection36PENANAoplWegdray 維尼
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不過,國三的時候,我的父親去世了。8964 copyright protection36PENANADPpje1rwuG 維尼
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他在工作的工地遭遇了事故。8964 copyright protection36PENANA6rlLb3j3o4 維尼
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被掉落的鋼筋砸到,就這麼離開了。8964 copyright protection36PENANADEIwcsgh63 維尼
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沒有預兆、沒有準備。8964 copyright protection36PENANAd3mI3ziVk8 維尼
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死亡的到來是這麼突然。8964 copyright protection36PENANAqeFTGWbIyB 維尼
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我記不太清楚,自己聽到消息時的心情。8964 copyright protection36PENANATfQ6pW68NB 維尼
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我甚至記不得,自己是怎麼得知消息的。8964 copyright protection36PENANAgMwrHMUGm8 維尼
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只是,那天衝回家後看的,母親沒有焦距的眼瞳,至今依然深深烙印在我的心中。8964 copyright protection36PENANAaGNwra6Eod 維尼
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母親好愛父親。愛得好痛。8964 copyright protection36PENANAqmPfCOwiW7 維尼
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但她沒有哭。8964 copyright protection36PENANAeLmIv6uMEZ 維尼
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她以前總是對我笑。那天後,吃飯時,她還是常常笑著問我學校裡發生的事。8964 copyright protection36PENANASLFlz5GdqP 維尼
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只是,我說的話沒以前多。8964 copyright protection36PENANANEm4wnjHv1 維尼
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她也常常發呆,飯都涼了才開始吃。8964 copyright protection36PENANA4QPWLJvGKk 維尼
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有時我問她問題,才發現她雖然看著我的臉聽我說話,但心不在這裡。8964 copyright protection36PENANANPHr62dx1E 維尼
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她的瞳孔無神。8964 copyright protection36PENANAlWFY8S5bDW 維尼
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就像那天,她還活在那天。8964 copyright protection36PENANAIyM00ip626 維尼
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我沒有告訴任何人這件事。8964 copyright protection36PENANAWe1Hz1Us8s 維尼
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請喪假的那天,我跟朋友謊稱生病了,在家休息。8964 copyright protection36PENANAmFVhkPsc2Q 維尼
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我不希望被擔心。8964 copyright protection36PENANAo1F3dJtCmo 維尼
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不想變得更悲慘。8964 copyright protection36PENANAbkHcMau0Ks 維尼
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只是,這件事一定是瞞不過雅慧的。8964 copyright protection36PENANAJlFiOOBqHL 維尼
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我們的父母從以前就是朋友,所以父親的葬禮他們也都有來。8964 copyright protection36PENANAKlPiVQfEcs 維尼
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從小就和我一起玩的雅慧自然知道這件事。但奇怪的是,她什麼都沒說。8964 copyright protection36PENANAiIRsuSzkwx 維尼
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我以為以她的性格,會過來安慰我,或是找機會跟我講話,要我振作起來。8964 copyright protection36PENANAeq01J4RmBA 維尼
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但她沒有這麼做。8964 copyright protection36PENANARsbEJqvwR4 維尼
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平常在學校還會來鬧我、開我玩笑,那天以後,卻完全不來找我了。8964 copyright protection36PENANA1A0yKBkLbJ 維尼
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只是有時候我能感受到她的視線。在我和朋友嘻笑打鬧時,她會盯著我看。8964 copyright protection36PENANA5umreNBtvb 維尼
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彷彿有什麼話,她說不出口。8964 copyright protection36PENANAJhemCIYLsU 維尼
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我們還是會一起回家,畢竟住得很近。8964 copyright protection36PENANASuZVtMBFe0 維尼
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但那天以後,我們聊的東西越來越少。8964 copyright protection36PENANASacfCy9hfF 維尼
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總是有點芥蒂,不知為何。8964 copyright protection36PENANAWv8VjwhW8J 維尼
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這令我有點煩躁。8964 copyright protection36PENANAHnn64xpE94 維尼
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最後我們甚至都不說話了。8964 copyright protection36PENANA40UwAONEQ4 維尼
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只是一個勁地往前走。8964 copyright protection36PENANALKxfy193Ey 維尼
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某天,我受不了這種沉重的氛圍。8964 copyright protection36PENANAmH0t90gOOM 維尼
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於是我走得很快,想甩掉那個不知道在想什麼的傢伙。8964 copyright protection36PENANA1sGgeJfNGJ 維尼
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我現在才沒有心情管別人的感受,自己就夠嗆了。8964 copyright protection36PENANAGBlX3zady4 維尼
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那時的我甚至有點氣雅慧,不知道為何溫柔的她連安慰一下我都不願意。8964 copyright protection36PENANAGnzLQIQUXn 維尼
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明明她是知道的。8964 copyright protection36PENANA1R5ScjrHsc 維尼
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明明只有她是知道的。8964 copyright protection36PENANAlaoSC1CdOs 維尼
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我埋頭快走,想甩掉跟在後頭的雅慧。8964 copyright protection36PENANAnBhc11yp3P 維尼
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甚至到後面,我開始狂奔。8964 copyright protection36PENANA8DbbPAdFtq 維尼
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跑得比體育課還快,跑得比平時認真。8964 copyright protection36PENANAaIaxJ4CNSx 維尼
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莫名有股衝動,想要一直跑下去,跑到倒下為止。8964 copyright protection36PENANAUErwId8s06 維尼
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不過,那傢伙卻跟了過來。8964 copyright protection36PENANAWopbJSUPcn 維尼
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明明跑得很慢,但她沒有要放棄追我的意思。8964 copyright protection36PENANAbYcPbxUO1U 維尼
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喘著粗氣,我在前頭甚至都能聽到。8964 copyright protection36PENANAzlu2aaFmnP 維尼
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最後,我還聽見她跌倒在巷子裡的慘叫。8964 copyright protection36PENANApNg64XB28N 維尼
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諷刺的是,這是我那段時間第一次這麼清晰地聽見她。8964 copyright protection36PENANAY8fcF3piR9 維尼
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......我還是沒辦法丟下她。8964 copyright protection36PENANA95a4uxyq8w 維尼
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背上的她抽抽噎噎的,聽起來好像真的有點痛。8964 copyright protection36PENANAlo1ATYwqZF 維尼
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「......幹嘛跟過來。」8964 copyright protection36PENANAcVrO47jfwO 維尼
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「因、因為你突然亂跑......我、我怕你不見。」8964 copyright protection36PENANAHfZIeMF3aX 維尼
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不見? 在說什麼啊?8964 copyright protection36PENANAyTKuDlTDSg 維尼
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「妳不是不想跟我說話嗎?」8964 copyright protection36PENANAF1Bks4DNKL 維尼
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「哪有!」8964 copyright protection36PENANAz9XIZ9AqEJ 維尼
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背上劇烈搖晃,我差點跌倒。8964 copyright protection36PENANAYKfr16PJzN 維尼
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「沒有!我、我只是......」8964 copyright protection36PENANAqotgPCoeKU 維尼
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「只是?」8964 copyright protection36PENANAoFtKxoYStC 維尼
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「我、我不知道要說什麼......」8964 copyright protection36PENANAyk9LeXiGab 維尼
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蛤?8964 copyright protection36PENANAhsgV9QKQgd 維尼
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「就、就是,阿伯過世了,我覺得你應該很傷心......」8964 copyright protection36PENANAcYpto2HwGZ 維尼
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「但如果去安慰你,你可能會生氣......」8964 copyright protection36PENANAUEQlklSn25 維尼
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「我哪會!」8964 copyright protection36PENANA0rfL8t4KL3 維尼
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「你明明就會!班上的人都不知道這件事,你明明就不想讓別人知道!」8964 copyright protection36PENANAvMwiDDyjB8 維尼
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「那是因為......」8964 copyright protection36PENANADnwo7PkAtf 維尼
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「你不想讓別人覺得你很慘!你不想被顧慮不是嗎!」8964 copyright protection36PENANAK7xJEE0KfP 維尼
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「!」8964 copyright protection36PENANA1sntTRfxZG 維尼
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她怎麼知道。8964 copyright protection36PENANAQqTsyIF2x4 維尼
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「你以為我認識你多久了?」8964 copyright protection36PENANA7s4TAYzEqr 維尼
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出生到現在。8964 copyright protection36PENANAhsavVUE9Cu 維尼
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「我、我只是,在等你開口......」8964 copyright protection36PENANAapt6fpn7sp 維尼
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「如果你想和我說,不管是什麼事,我都願意聽。」8964 copyright protection36PENANAFyNLXHDFoj 維尼
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她將頭靠在我的肩上。8964 copyright protection36PENANAOscQvTED8g 維尼
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我才知道,原來錯的人是我。8964 copyright protection36PENANAUbPIqSHkL6 維尼
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不是她在避開我,是我避開了她。8964 copyright protection36PENANAfTJzlDpuJV 維尼
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這也是我第一次知道,平常看起來無憂無慮、天真無邪的她,竟然心思如此細膩。8964 copyright protection36PENANA1lfdM5PW7H 維尼
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慚愧的是,她對我知根知底,我卻現在才發現自己對她一無所知。8964 copyright protection36PENANA07F5PYt4C9 維尼
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她一直在用她的方法擔心我。8964 copyright protection36PENANAh1zBC7IKQ2 維尼
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那天的回家路上,巷子裡看到的夕陽,一直存在於我的記憶中。8964 copyright protection36PENANAAEquj2YSV8 維尼
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不知為何模糊的夕照,被汗水與她的淚水浸濕的背,以及我被縫補起來的心。8964 copyright protection36PENANA6nAyJdXHbi 維尼
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40Please respect copyright.PENANAyMCykm1dSy
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我們後來考上了同一所高中。8964 copyright protection36PENANAacSvmCqirE 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAhhP0Iz6lYO
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這是我努力的結果,畢竟以我原本的成績是考不上那所學校的。8964 copyright protection36PENANABOoM0dFeWj 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAPavn0oCmKg
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雖然嘴上沒說,但我心裡很高興。8964 copyright protection36PENANABNjSS2mWNH 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANADHbNe31613
8964 copyright protection36PENANAYsvt7AIZtD 維尼
我發現自己似乎不只把她當朋友。8964 copyright protection36PENANAC2UTw67UGU 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAwBZ6Qn1UjH
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40Please respect copyright.PENANAjfCTSGshGc
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離父親離開的那天過了兩年,我們也高二了。8964 copyright protection36PENANAV4ntzxyA0d 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAEy2IUP2llv
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我家原本是雙薪家庭,父親走後,母親一個人養育著我。8964 copyright protection36PENANAfONA8hQKPi 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAmwYsSvYumX
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由於保險金和公司職員的母親不算低的薪水,我的生活過得並不拮据。8964 copyright protection36PENANAZtXWdtVVyz 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAaVNxYN47fq
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原本我打算上了高中就去打工,但母親並不希望我這麼做。8964 copyright protection36PENANAvJBQtGGR8k 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAeOpKrVqP0e
8964 copyright protection36PENANAaA493jU60m 維尼
她希望我好好讀書,考上好大學。這樣我就沒必要去做危險的工作。8964 copyright protection36PENANALQLdfpLTrL 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAA8fTGvsnjZ
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40Please respect copyright.PENANAzqx8W5Uvtu
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「別像你爸一樣......」8964 copyright protection36PENANAipZWmvDLSH 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAuLtofBZPuF
8964 copyright protection36PENANA0fBMtfvzsw 維尼
她偶爾會不小心說溜嘴。8964 copyright protection36PENANAYJSwn1uUsi 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAYjCG5EzI3B
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40Please respect copyright.PENANAGyvMXXEdeH
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我知道,她還沒有走出來。8964 copyright protection36PENANAHrf6VY21Bl 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANA0D5OJqgDe1
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國中時,我還以為她很堅強,在我面前總是保持微笑,幾乎沒有哭過。8964 copyright protection36PENANAETQ3M0NvWi 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAVb1CrO7WVL
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後來,高中段考前有一天我書讀得比較晚,深夜想去廚房找東西吃,路過母親的臥室,我才知道......8964 copyright protection36PENANA4YaQaIK7Yl 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANA5EVdk46B3D
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原來母親會在夜裡一個人默默地哭泣。8964 copyright protection36PENANAbUz78LVwx1 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAsdTIUIoX6b
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40Please respect copyright.PENANA2b9Qzc9vqR
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我以為時間能沖淡一切。8964 copyright protection36PENANAziiGoI4cC3 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAJPuz8XPoit
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母親她或許也這麼認為。8964 copyright protection36PENANAQd7QvO71zI 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAcSNHpATsjn
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只是,我高二後,母親不知為何越來越晚回家。8964 copyright protection36PENANAGNWrYp4tXb 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAUy4JhjTRmE
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她說她升職了,賺了很多錢。8964 copyright protection36PENANAXdxLRo2GVm 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANANFXwLUktb7
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她想在事業上更進一步,給我更好的生活,所以會比較晚回家。8964 copyright protection36PENANA9v9Z5nKKd3 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAX36PxRUntR
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雖然我對目前的生活沒有任何不滿,但我並沒有阻止她。8964 copyright protection36PENANAtXqPZpfuG1 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANA1TNUVB4XU0
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我為母親感到高興,因為她的人生有了新的目標。8964 copyright protection36PENANATgMphj5lgW 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAf0o4sWYPLq
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不過,我也擔心,她會不會有點勉強自己,或是她想藉由工作來忘記些什麼。8964 copyright protection36PENANAnxI4GsU89p 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAZU8q7s8Hz9
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那段時間,我上完補習班回家時,屋子裡總是空無一人。8964 copyright protection36PENANAFHSr6zkv4g 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANA36K25DGWRB
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母親大約都在凌晨回家,不然就是乾脆直接住在公司。8964 copyright protection36PENANATf7tMwOA6O 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAg5395xekd8
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見面的次數越來越少。8964 copyright protection36PENANA35LC0UfOaL 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAZmr8mN6lTt
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這讓我感到有點寂寞。8964 copyright protection36PENANAkl9OlckS4q 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAuqnMdOgdvt
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40Please respect copyright.PENANAltUkS044vA
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高三的上學期,母親突然病倒了。8964 copyright protection36PENANAXQj93vfLyl 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAXF9yFeowKm
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說是過勞,還有長期失眠。8964 copyright protection36PENANABEhYF7IER3 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANA035FheNK9H
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我竟然沒有看出來。8964 copyright protection36PENANAe7lFGWt6b5 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAkav1XmmkpS
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我久違地感受到那種恐懼。8964 copyright protection36PENANAfRhfxOLyvx 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAIcdC8iv7u4
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害怕失去的恐懼。8964 copyright protection36PENANALABHWzbEu5 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAdRXg1LoyTW
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害怕預想成真的恐懼。8964 copyright protection36PENANAV4db0TUSyb 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAFhHI0sg6Js
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不過幸好,母親沒有大礙。8964 copyright protection36PENANA03hYaZHRJ4 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAIXAkLGunnf
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在醫院休息幾天後,身體狀況變好轉起來。8964 copyright protection36PENANAHco4LbJTNO 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAGnvK8o7kmA
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只是,她的精神在出院後變得有些不太穩定。8964 copyright protection36PENANAULG3pFmgno 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAHgrotGUcCM
8964 copyright protection36PENANAiRobtr9n4k 維尼
她無神的眼瞳過了這些年,又再次出現在我的面前。8964 copyright protection36PENANAXZJtqsSfS3 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANA31ZPbFT4mA
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不過,這次並非一閃而過。8964 copyright protection36PENANAm2vjl4nnXK 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAJgNb3pLMMy
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在這之後,到母親年老過世時,我再也沒見過她過去那炯炯有神的眼睛。8964 copyright protection36PENANA3xZzCVqfST 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAFEiLixQRpD
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40Please respect copyright.PENANAfYhDdy6guK
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母親出院後,慢慢地,出現了失憶的症狀。8964 copyright protection36PENANADBxF1PR42b 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAFOCGU8pWEB
8964 copyright protection36PENANAZhvUorLXc2 維尼
她有時會叫我「建國」,這是我父親的名字。8964 copyright protection36PENANAjBMdBv1ebQ 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAG4mFttTpZH
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她會固定去上班,忘記自己幾個月前已經被公司辭退。8964 copyright protection36PENANAg97jLrA2FJ 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAyu4DlLnnA9
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她會在我面前焦急地找我,因為她不認識長大後的王元鵝。8964 copyright protection36PENANAuk9dcm1qvX 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAc1uHVeOWn9
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40Please respect copyright.PENANAXGJLMCe8NQ
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一開始,我試圖讓她在家中休養。我退掉補習班,想早點回家照顧她。8964 copyright protection36PENANATF7qLnenIA 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANALOEvUWn8Xe
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結果有一次,她自己跑出家門,走丟了。8964 copyright protection36PENANAswX6PvtmqU 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAlKDXDE3BYr
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我不知道該麼辦。報完警後,雅慧和她的父母也幫助我在街上尋找母親。8964 copyright protection36PENANA0GZBcFXNfd 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAswJHmpyc9U
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但我們都無功而返。8964 copyright protection36PENANAv0BLGhZFwp 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAoJ3BkYmcoa
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直到隔天晚上,警察才說找到人了。8964 copyright protection36PENANAebrd4eCkYf 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANApy7mHytyDr
8964 copyright protection36PENANA0hvYLgB2Dh 維尼
母親在外面凍了一整天,還發燒了。8964 copyright protection36PENANAFXYac07sLC 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANARge1fbYpgr
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看著躺在警察局裡不舒服地呻吟的母親,我心頭一緊。8964 copyright protection36PENANAOtC76s8Rg6 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAEVtqehKZFX
8964 copyright protection36PENANAtWmdhHd7hD 維尼
她看起來蒼老了許多。8964 copyright protection36PENANAGHfHJyhdFd 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAe1QuOSRsrb
8964 copyright protection36PENANA1vrKnVvOew 維尼
或許她早就到極限了,只是我一直視而不見。8964 copyright protection36PENANA8M94Wratr0 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAclu9zdkMCi
8964 copyright protection36PENANAoMboE7AT5q 維尼
我應該知道她在故作堅強,我心底的某處應該知道的。8964 copyright protection36PENANA6Riy571sv0 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANA856n4q172T
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只是我不知道該如何分擔她的憂愁,就只是期望時間能解決一切。8964 copyright protection36PENANAFXcDe5TIwY 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANASJ402uvKvs
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這是我逃避責任的後果。8964 copyright protection36PENANAnizbbbdGto 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAsgtAjJmksA
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40Please respect copyright.PENANA7bSMbh3bZb
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後來,在雅慧父母的幫助下,我將母親安置到了某家離家近的失智長期照顧機構裡頭。8964 copyright protection36PENANAPHZ0QBtzeb 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAjdTa0eReX3
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放學後,雅慧會和我一起去看她,然後我們一起在病房裡念書。8964 copyright protection36PENANAam4wdlWjWm 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANApqilZHt5jb
8964 copyright protection36PENANAWNm46lZmxd 維尼
偶爾,母親認出我們了,我們就和她聊聊天。8964 copyright protection36PENANA9L5SOeV27V 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANABVob8ONEe1
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她神智不清時,我們也就順著她的話接下去。像是陳水扁選上了啊、貪汙啦之類的陳年往事。8964 copyright protection36PENANAZHxErKufwq 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANApvKUrlJ4Ur
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40Please respect copyright.PENANABM0tCeQ1rZ
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多虧有雅慧在我身邊,我的心裡頭沒有那麼痛苦。8964 copyright protection36PENANAyR6nUuMVgb 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAS8QmrxVHVr
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我知道我必須振作起來。8964 copyright protection36PENANAP2P1WTEtU8 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANApGnJUeg5C6
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我想要好好照顧母親,同時,我也必須為自己的未來做打算。8964 copyright protection36PENANAgkzzYmBJhU 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAw4TmWGKxDM
8964 copyright protection36PENANAroArgJaNz4 維尼
學測在即,我也很認真念書。畢竟我的母親也是這麼期望的。8964 copyright protection36PENANAamtLZPCdLV 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAiIizEqvoBf
8964 copyright protection36PENANAwiy0jd2Lcf 維尼
台大離我家和機構都不遠,而且雅慧的志願也是台大心理學系。8964 copyright protection36PENANAT2BkaBebB3 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAA8RKwXttCB
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於是,我在心中暗自下定決心。8964 copyright protection36PENANApbEa1vQ15c 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAn40pQRkJw2
8964 copyright protection36PENANATX5tQzDi6K 維尼
我要考上台大藥學系。8964 copyright protection36PENANAsoy8pPVvJi 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANADtQWlYn4GG
8964 copyright protection36PENANABOdmqi1Pqy 維尼
而當我考上台大,就要向雅慧告白。8964 copyright protection36PENANAZw27kbjMCZ 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANA1V6DN2uPg0
8964 copyright protection36PENANAW9Aei5sQoF 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANArErOTmQnLG
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每次我都在母親的房間裡待到晚上,回家也還在繼續讀書。8964 copyright protection36PENANACQsiYcGzvc 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAjj1u2DEPUk
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我知道自己並不聰明,於是我靠死記硬背記了許多考點。8964 copyright protection36PENANA3YQMFAi653 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAqIO2bCCk2p
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一方面是為了考試,或許也有一點想要逃避現實的意思。8964 copyright protection36PENANAgcxc5w10kQ 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANArQOA6ap6Vp
8964 copyright protection36PENANA2tr3VBB6gX 維尼
明明命運常常跟我開玩笑,但意外的是,我卻一次都沒有考砸。8964 copyright protection36PENANA1ReDKAmV8A 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAUtxyfjn0EL
8964 copyright protection36PENANAmIjXME52El 維尼
或許皇天真的不負苦心人吧。8964 copyright protection36PENANAzkYpe9XWr3 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAOE3eDqYEWK
8964 copyright protection36PENANALrqtH3Apld 維尼
我和雅慧一同進入了了台大。8964 copyright protection36PENANArgn6ii64z5 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAqXZ3MI19w7
8964 copyright protection36PENANAugB6bYhkqU 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAAtLzAsrwgX
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至於告白,說起來有點矬,但我是在某個二二八連假約她出去玩時告的白。8964 copyright protection36PENANADDXxZL0QKf 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAAqWdyulPr0
8964 copyright protection36PENANATWE4MybHVO 維尼
其實我情人節就準備好了,不過我那天突然慫了,沒有成功。8964 copyright protection36PENANA4R6w2Vwn3D 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANA4oRxChnQvl
8964 copyright protection36PENANA3pT4MvTQrO 維尼
幸好,二二八我們氣氛不錯,她也同意了我的告白。8964 copyright protection36PENANA3vJtkyeW6i 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAmjHW5q4L08
8964 copyright protection36PENANA61G0pLJ7VN 維尼
對歷史中喪命的那些人有點抱歉,但那天真的是我人生中數一數二幸福的一天。8964 copyright protection36PENANAeASFlHZHeE 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANA7XvalOy6NA
8964 copyright protection36PENANA6Udos8yufC 維尼
從那之後我們就在一起,直到現在。8964 copyright protection36PENANAg4qPn75dT9 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANADymgRasfWq
8964 copyright protection36PENANAChkAjYjRNY 維尼
我在與她訂婚時就下定決心,絕對不會讓她傷心。8964 copyright protection36PENANArJsZ2Q8gdt 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAqPVexxH1I1
8964 copyright protection36PENANAJ6AdoZQVVU 維尼
不會讓她,變得跟我那幾年前過世的母親一樣。8964 copyright protection36PENANADUgnuWZVEw 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANACrT8CzRCmf
8964 copyright protection36PENANAOnhuCQ3pm8 維尼
我不會留她一個人。8964 copyright protection36PENANAC251VK6xbE 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANACViH8kQ1kD
8964 copyright protection36PENANAUWBuyREZ6z 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAXusFCvHkN0
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40Please respect copyright.PENANAxFJkjYgswT
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40Please respect copyright.PENANAJbBAy2PF4b
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