No Plagiarism!UjTXPgLkfLhz8cWYoIfjposted on PENANA 我依稀記得,小時候,我喜歡坐在父親的肩膀上。8964 copyright protection17PENANAkYnxe6ds0b 維尼
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那是我見過最廣闊的世界。我低頭能看到母親頭頂的髮旋,伸手就能碰到蔚藍的天空。8964 copyright protection17PENANADOXZW0B2uX 維尼
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父親很強壯,到了小三、小四他還能背得動我。可惜的是我在小五快速抽高,他再也揹不了我,我也感到害羞,不再讓他揹了。8964 copyright protection17PENANAiJZuwOycLj 維尼
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不過每年我們還都是有去野餐。8964 copyright protection17PENANAHoNVIFbyXE 維尼
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從前我坐在父親的肩上玩耍,國中時我開始幫忙準備野餐的道具。8964 copyright protection17PENANAxiGVfHjW2O 維尼
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國中是個容易多愁善感的年紀,但我似乎沒有經歷過那樣的時期。8964 copyright protection17PENANAWLlR38lgsM 維尼
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我很愛我的家人。母親溫柔能幹,父親很開朗也很體貼。8964 copyright protection17PENANA8vGAR4BNIU 維尼
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一家人總是和樂融融。8964 copyright protection17PENANALDTsKxVCIc 維尼
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不過,國三的時候,我的父親去世了。8964 copyright protection17PENANANBp3kLZCT2 維尼
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他在工作的工地遭遇了事故。8964 copyright protection17PENANABgY2zdhKvE 維尼
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被掉落的鋼筋砸到,就這麼離開了。8964 copyright protection17PENANAtmNuQof8ty 維尼
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沒有預兆、沒有準備。8964 copyright protection17PENANAYjqAbdoLRJ 維尼
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死亡的到來是這麼突然。8964 copyright protection17PENANAeuY9l7cr0Z 維尼
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我記不太清楚,自己聽到消息時的心情。8964 copyright protection17PENANA5O6BzhRfYI 維尼
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我甚至記不得,自己是怎麼得知消息的。8964 copyright protection17PENANA08ZKZAp9RA 維尼
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只是,那天衝回家後看的,母親沒有焦距的眼瞳,至今依然深深烙印在我的心中。8964 copyright protection17PENANASyjN7BkTvG 維尼
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母親好愛父親。愛得好痛。8964 copyright protection17PENANAIQHjQ6nOQc 維尼
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但她沒有哭。8964 copyright protection17PENANAnsihqNaGrG 維尼
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她以前總是對我笑。那天後,吃飯時,她還是常常笑著問我學校裡發生的事。8964 copyright protection17PENANALpoD2poTJs 維尼
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只是,我說的話沒以前多。8964 copyright protection17PENANAcqy0ElBBkj 維尼
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她也常常發呆,飯都涼了才開始吃。8964 copyright protection17PENANAIDa0f9gHgT 維尼
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有時我問她問題,才發現她雖然看著我的臉聽我說話,但心不在這裡。8964 copyright protection17PENANAsCeg9pEKdA 維尼
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她的瞳孔無神。8964 copyright protection17PENANAa3EUaxb2ur 維尼
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就像那天,她還活在那天。8964 copyright protection17PENANAmNMLN1HlpN 維尼
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我沒有告訴任何人這件事。8964 copyright protection17PENANAm2xXLSD9Bq 維尼
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請喪假的那天,我跟朋友謊稱生病了,在家休息。8964 copyright protection17PENANA8ECHI2LhKu 維尼
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只是,這件事一定是瞞不過雅慧的。8964 copyright protection17PENANAodZLFAR2HW 維尼
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我們的父母從以前就是朋友,所以父親的葬禮他們也都有來。8964 copyright protection17PENANAAmgjUgEAoz 維尼
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從小就和我一起玩的雅慧自然知道這件事。但奇怪的是,她什麼都沒說。8964 copyright protection17PENANAmX5vZlpd6H 維尼
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我以為以她的性格,會過來安慰我,或是找機會跟我講話,要我振作起來。8964 copyright protection17PENANA3Ufn7XCb3m 維尼
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但她沒有這麼做。8964 copyright protection17PENANALjFUjrPgFE 維尼
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平常在學校還會來鬧我、開我玩笑,那天以後,卻完全不來找我了。8964 copyright protection17PENANAb6hnwR93tg 維尼
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只是有時候我能感受到她的視線。在我和朋友嘻笑打鬧時,她會盯著我看。8964 copyright protection17PENANAskZblpbGg0 維尼
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彷彿有什麼話,她說不出口。8964 copyright protection17PENANAM270jNWAWF 維尼
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我們還是會一起回家,畢竟住得很近。8964 copyright protection17PENANANtllOqVo8O 維尼
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但那天以後,我們聊的東西越來越少。8964 copyright protection17PENANAvoOdXoeOgD 維尼
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總是有點芥蒂,不知為何。8964 copyright protection17PENANAsOgksHPidE 維尼
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這令我有點煩躁。8964 copyright protection17PENANAx6cEUqBlEx 維尼
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最後我們甚至都不說話了。8964 copyright protection17PENANAwrsIjLuWRh 維尼
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只是一個勁地往前走。8964 copyright protection17PENANAFt6ElQaIgP 維尼
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某天,我受不了這種沉重的氛圍。8964 copyright protection17PENANAmH9LgzMf0M 維尼
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於是我走得很快,想甩掉那個不知道在想什麼的傢伙。8964 copyright protection17PENANAusY9YsBIlP 維尼
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我現在才沒有心情管別人的感受,自己就夠嗆了。8964 copyright protection17PENANAx5E7D5E7o8 維尼
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那時的我甚至有點氣雅慧,不知道為何溫柔的她連安慰一下我都不願意。8964 copyright protection17PENANAEY8YlbkZRS 維尼
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明明她是知道的。8964 copyright protection17PENANAYtEKUZSiVz 維尼
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明明只有她是知道的。8964 copyright protection17PENANAvmIIP0rJFZ 維尼
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我埋頭快走,想甩掉跟在後頭的雅慧。8964 copyright protection17PENANAQSTsC0ml8N 維尼
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甚至到後面,我開始狂奔。8964 copyright protection17PENANAsHJEZV1iBU 維尼
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跑得比體育課還快,跑得比平時認真。8964 copyright protection17PENANAbzEArcOC38 維尼
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莫名有股衝動,想要一直跑下去,跑到倒下為止。8964 copyright protection17PENANAaj0ClCgHen 維尼
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不過,那傢伙卻跟了過來。8964 copyright protection17PENANApqjBXpGKF6 維尼
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明明跑得很慢,但她沒有要放棄追我的意思。8964 copyright protection17PENANAwN9v0525Zt 維尼
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喘著粗氣,我在前頭甚至都能聽到。8964 copyright protection17PENANA7vg1XDy742 維尼
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最後,我還聽見她跌倒在巷子裡的慘叫。8964 copyright protection17PENANAOf1hpoSBcb 維尼
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諷刺的是,這是我那段時間第一次這麼清晰地聽見她。8964 copyright protection17PENANAotyyMZ5iPb 維尼
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......我還是沒辦法丟下她。8964 copyright protection17PENANAjDp1Zr0iik 維尼
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背上的她抽抽噎噎的,聽起來好像真的有點痛。8964 copyright protection17PENANAJScPaxzHeX 維尼
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「......幹嘛跟過來。」8964 copyright protection17PENANASnY27lTwLA 維尼
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「因、因為你突然亂跑......我、我怕你不見。」8964 copyright protection17PENANA7JQVNejML8 維尼
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不見? 在說什麼啊?8964 copyright protection17PENANA92StWBY4ks 維尼
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背上劇烈搖晃,我差點跌倒。8964 copyright protection17PENANAQfxdPSZMs0 維尼
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「就、就是,阿伯過世了,我覺得你應該很傷心......」8964 copyright protection17PENANACoFJtAFOA0 維尼
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「你明明就會!班上的人都不知道這件事,你明明就不想讓別人知道!」8964 copyright protection17PENANAQllnAUEBVx 維尼
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她怎麼知道。8964 copyright protection17PENANAXcmXIOmaDq 維尼
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出生到現在。8964 copyright protection17PENANAdpaC8qqEJK 維尼
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「我、我只是,在等你開口......」8964 copyright protection17PENANAx0ZVEhoycr 維尼
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「如果你想和我說,不管是什麼事,我都願意聽。」8964 copyright protection17PENANAGh0MCqSqz7 維尼
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她將頭靠在我的肩上。8964 copyright protection17PENANAJUMbngWOTW 維尼
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我才知道,原來錯的人是我。8964 copyright protection17PENANAucqPvKVxzF 維尼
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不是她在避開我,是我避開了她。8964 copyright protection17PENANAR3aD3AtQj2 維尼
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這也是我第一次知道,平常看起來無憂無慮、天真無邪的她,竟然心思如此細膩。8964 copyright protection17PENANAluvWUTgGCB 維尼
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慚愧的是,她對我知根知底,我卻現在才發現自己對她一無所知。8964 copyright protection17PENANA8rvBtoPGmK 維尼
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她一直在用她的方法擔心我。8964 copyright protection17PENANAKkJuQtXNQU 維尼
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那天的回家路上,巷子裡看到的夕陽,一直存在於我的記憶中。8964 copyright protection17PENANA44klWTWhWc 維尼
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不知為何模糊的夕照,被汗水與她的淚水浸濕的背,以及我被縫補起來的心。8964 copyright protection17PENANAMDOZ9ebrXZ 維尼
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我們後來考上了同一所高中。8964 copyright protection17PENANAVl8HhH9ZFD 維尼
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這是我努力的結果,畢竟以我原本的成績是考不上那所學校的。8964 copyright protection17PENANA03cJKTuWh9 維尼
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雖然嘴上沒說,但我心裡很高興。8964 copyright protection17PENANAi2BftVqWc0 維尼
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我發現自己似乎不只把她當朋友。8964 copyright protection17PENANAzJTGQK9KTP 維尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAV0TErCg12u
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21Please respect copyright.PENANAb6XL1WxfWd
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離父親離開的那天過了兩年,我們也高二了。8964 copyright protection17PENANAiBnM6USOqI 維尼
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我家原本是雙薪家庭,父親走後,母親一個人養育著我。8964 copyright protection17PENANAHJ8NxNwqk1 維尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANA1NpOOYWGgS
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由於保險金和公司職員的母親不算低的薪水,我的生活過得並不拮据。8964 copyright protection17PENANAlIfhNO5Hgc 維尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAkPIYingdN7
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原本我打算上了高中就去打工,但母親並不希望我這麼做。8964 copyright protection17PENANAXE7NQ8iYsj 維尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANA9JsvIAxWvb
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她希望我好好讀書,考上好大學。這樣我就沒必要去做危險的工作。8964 copyright protection17PENANAz9JENlM0Mr 維尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAo7dyADK1Kr
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「別像你爸一樣......」8964 copyright protection17PENANAd9qOknDHja 維尼
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她偶爾會不小心說溜嘴。8964 copyright protection17PENANAfQPo4iTTgb 維尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAjgGud1oJKJ
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我知道,她還沒有走出來。8964 copyright protection17PENANA4QM6EPMOLp 維尼
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國中時,我還以為她很堅強,在我面前總是保持微笑,幾乎沒有哭過。8964 copyright protection17PENANAW7gObpfxps 維尼
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後來,高中段考前有一天我書讀得比較晚,深夜想去廚房找東西吃,路過母親的臥室,我才知道......8964 copyright protection17PENANAzyU4xIa60V 維尼
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原來母親會在夜裡一個人默默地哭泣。8964 copyright protection17PENANAgWedg86rU7 維尼
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我以為時間能沖淡一切。8964 copyright protection17PENANAUgYXcUZAcD 維尼
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母親她或許也這麼認為。8964 copyright protection17PENANAhYLuOz1Fx1 維尼
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只是,我高二後,母親不知為何越來越晚回家。8964 copyright protection17PENANAn1zw8jwHZJ 維尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAxXGTgEWubI
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她說她升職了,賺了很多錢。8964 copyright protection17PENANAE86vl4KDkQ 維尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANASdIjrssDTU
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她想在事業上更進一步,給我更好的生活,所以會比較晚回家。8964 copyright protection17PENANAPbm78ZyM3R 維尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANARE3f18rcAD
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雖然我對目前的生活沒有任何不滿,但我並沒有阻止她。8964 copyright protection17PENANAuCOzqYVazD 維尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAttJO9MPJfr
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我為母親感到高興,因為她的人生有了新的目標。8964 copyright protection17PENANAW7bLxJV9WD 維尼
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不過,我也擔心,她會不會有點勉強自己,或是她想藉由工作來忘記些什麼。8964 copyright protection17PENANA05froN8Goa 維尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAHPIIACaUt5
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那段時間,我上完補習班回家時,屋子裡總是空無一人。8964 copyright protection17PENANALvkN9eK8x2 維尼
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母親大約都在凌晨回家,不然就是乾脆直接住在公司。8964 copyright protection17PENANAjptfWtKWwV 維尼
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見面的次數越來越少。8964 copyright protection17PENANAVEgVTEU6gF 維尼
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這讓我感到有點寂寞。8964 copyright protection17PENANAvk9wgnsmzB 維尼
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21Please respect copyright.PENANAvQJylZQ3Kq
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高三的上學期,母親突然病倒了。8964 copyright protection17PENANAaYNYD1hfnS 維尼
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說是過勞,還有長期失眠。8964 copyright protection17PENANAFeKG3QEhRG 維尼
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我竟然沒有看出來。8964 copyright protection17PENANAse7B2r0p0E 維尼
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我久違地感受到那種恐懼。8964 copyright protection17PENANAZNsi7xiNRP 維尼
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害怕失去的恐懼。8964 copyright protection17PENANAX8NlZPMavK 維尼
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害怕預想成真的恐懼。8964 copyright protection17PENANAb5mdB8lfby 維尼
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不過幸好,母親沒有大礙。8964 copyright protection17PENANAlqSOmhJDBm 維尼
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在醫院休息幾天後,身體狀況變好轉起來。8964 copyright protection17PENANAsYvQem4qzR 維尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANA9xZJxJGUv9
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只是,她的精神在出院後變得有些不太穩定。8964 copyright protection17PENANAucmtciaElo 維尼
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她無神的眼瞳過了這些年,又再次出現在我的面前。8964 copyright protection17PENANA4J6KnvKPvB 維尼
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不過,這次並非一閃而過。8964 copyright protection17PENANAZOcLMgchDZ 維尼
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在這之後,到母親年老過世時,我再也沒見過她過去那炯炯有神的眼睛。8964 copyright protection17PENANAxKv5jvrHQo 維尼
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母親出院後,慢慢地,出現了失憶的症狀。8964 copyright protection17PENANAFwAjJOVq4d 維尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAMrxJoQoHWG
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她有時會叫我「建國」,這是我父親的名字。8964 copyright protection17PENANAFzyPesxhZ1 維尼
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她會固定去上班,忘記自己幾個月前已經被公司辭退。8964 copyright protection17PENANAYBjyYEpojX 維尼
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她會在我面前焦急地找我,因為她不認識長大後的王元鵝。8964 copyright protection17PENANACXPprRLH01 維尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAVnKspcRENM
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一開始,我試圖讓她在家中休養。我退掉補習班,想早點回家照顧她。8964 copyright protection17PENANACkueqWs8hQ 維尼
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結果有一次,她自己跑出家門,走丟了。8964 copyright protection17PENANA8QbT3chtHZ 維尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAhZl3aoggCw
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我不知道該麼辦。報完警後,雅慧和她的父母也幫助我在街上尋找母親。8964 copyright protection17PENANAnxeXCuIHck 維尼
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但我們都無功而返。8964 copyright protection17PENANAfC3edjXAyf 維尼
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直到隔天晚上,警察才說找到人了。8964 copyright protection17PENANAGxlBaM3NOC 維尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAo8RfZzBObB
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母親在外面凍了一整天,還發燒了。8964 copyright protection17PENANADOvsC0H4AS 維尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANA4IHhdItCOt
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看著躺在警察局裡不舒服地呻吟的母親,我心頭一緊。8964 copyright protection17PENANAOtalHMiI8K 維尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAOeGnNhdSbM
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她看起來蒼老了許多。8964 copyright protection17PENANAMd1YthEJ7Z 維尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANA1RthZW0zgF
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或許她早就到極限了,只是我一直視而不見。8964 copyright protection17PENANAjaiCSueGMV 維尼
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我應該知道她在故作堅強,我心底的某處應該知道的。8964 copyright protection17PENANAmyxrNsKAr2 維尼
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只是我不知道該如何分擔她的憂愁,就只是期望時間能解決一切。8964 copyright protection17PENANAQHqsfXSTnN 維尼
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這是我逃避責任的後果。8964 copyright protection17PENANAJcVZ6UIUxK 維尼
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21Please respect copyright.PENANArNm5WLNtpn
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後來,在雅慧父母的幫助下,我將母親安置到了某家離家近的失智長期照顧機構裡頭。8964 copyright protection17PENANALiz1SdO2lq 維尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAMc0dkQu6Vr
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放學後,雅慧會和我一起去看她,然後我們一起在病房裡念書。8964 copyright protection17PENANAgML6LbW52M 維尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAxDDVaTVEhc
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偶爾,母親認出我們了,我們就和她聊聊天。8964 copyright protection17PENANAnUD0RJdAYV 維尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAag750nE8IZ
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她神智不清時,我們也就順著她的話接下去。像是陳水扁選上了啊、貪汙啦之類的陳年往事。8964 copyright protection17PENANAU67bfJMUhB 維尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAaOw3HYINzL
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21Please respect copyright.PENANAEf5Hd6WlMv
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多虧有雅慧在我身邊,我的心裡頭沒有那麼痛苦。8964 copyright protection17PENANAcbVvVgGZaI 維尼
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我知道我必須振作起來。8964 copyright protection17PENANAa1L9rGfIz5 維尼
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我想要好好照顧母親,同時,我也必須為自己的未來做打算。8964 copyright protection17PENANAdaP4A8jCma 維尼
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學測在即,我也很認真念書。畢竟我的母親也是這麼期望的。8964 copyright protection17PENANAVAEsUxrf2r 維尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANA2RQeIxPzFC
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台大離我家和機構都不遠,而且雅慧的志願也是台大心理學系。8964 copyright protection17PENANAW7rZoeFCVf 維尼
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於是,我在心中暗自下定決心。8964 copyright protection17PENANAVRx5k6yxIV 維尼
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我要考上台大藥學系。8964 copyright protection17PENANA16mdvFbyTT 維尼
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而當我考上台大,就要向雅慧告白。8964 copyright protection17PENANAA74mDK7TET 維尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANA9bCR9M8luQ
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21Please respect copyright.PENANAJzp38iP7NU
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每次我都在母親的房間裡待到晚上,回家也還在繼續讀書。8964 copyright protection17PENANAAcxRiT7lPK 維尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANA5Vo1UHMl4N
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我知道自己並不聰明,於是我靠死記硬背記了許多考點。8964 copyright protection17PENANAhIuzfgCbiF 維尼
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一方面是為了考試,或許也有一點想要逃避現實的意思。8964 copyright protection17PENANAY7A88QwNFW 維尼
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明明命運常常跟我開玩笑,但意外的是,我卻一次都沒有考砸。8964 copyright protection17PENANADoyIodYlqR 維尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAWIMX1U4uQK
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或許皇天真的不負苦心人吧。8964 copyright protection17PENANAvCx7Wa0NTy 維尼
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我和雅慧一同進入了了台大。8964 copyright protection17PENANAxujRMECrdn 維尼
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21Please respect copyright.PENANA8MqlGpbuMD
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至於告白,說起來有點矬,但我是在某個二二八連假約她出去玩時告的白。8964 copyright protection17PENANAHZ0TvoqBCX 維尼
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其實我情人節就準備好了,不過我那天突然慫了,沒有成功。8964 copyright protection17PENANAT3flCyn2Xk 維尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANA8lZIxCYZJz
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幸好,二二八我們氣氛不錯,她也同意了我的告白。8964 copyright protection17PENANAEan4OkdaGs 維尼
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對歷史中喪命的那些人有點抱歉,但那天真的是我人生中數一數二幸福的一天。8964 copyright protection17PENANAj8XbrD9PQt 維尼
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從那之後我們就在一起,直到現在。8964 copyright protection17PENANAVWFIxW7sFp 維尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAUoJP0G9AuP
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我在與她訂婚時就下定決心,絕對不會讓她傷心。8964 copyright protection17PENANABYFlUcWupw 維尼
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不會讓她,變得跟我那幾年前過世的母親一樣。8964 copyright protection17PENANAyTkXYOpOG3 維尼
21Please respect copyright.PENANAXJ1wYtsCZV
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我不會留她一個人。8964 copyright protection17PENANACdoXiFCeXu 維尼
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21Please respect copyright.PENANAd0EQg9xaWc
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