人生在世上,需要經歷一百個秋天,需要度過三萬六千五百個夜晚,活過了歡樂的童年,又享受了青春年華,再褪去青澀的外衣,步入這現實的社會;即便活了如此歲月,又有多少人能明白、認識到自己活在世上的意義呢?
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站在大樓的頂端,望著腳下車水馬龍的街道,感受著喧囂的風拍打在自己的臉上,以及刺骨的寒風鑽入皮膚之中,即使距離死亡是如此的接近,然而我卻絲毫的感受不到害怕。
我思考著我人生的意義,說實在的,我的人生並非坎坷,反之,卻是相當的平穩。
或許對於其他人來說,我應該要對於我自己的人生感到確幸;這麼說似乎也沒錯,相對於「天崩開局」的孩子來說,我是如此的幸福。
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我生於一個小康家庭,父母也十分的恩愛,從小父母親對於我也是愛護有加,我的童年、青少年時期,是如此的美好,是如此的無憂無慮,我也每天自在的活著,對未來存在著美好的憧憬。
我的成績大約在中游階段,高中、大學讀的都是一般的學校,我跟尋著大家的步伐,一步一腳印的生活著。大學畢業後,也與常人一般進入公司成為了一個隨處可見的上班族。
8點上班,5點下班,這是我每天的生活,也是許多人的日常,原本的我,對於這樣的生活也感到滿足。
然而,這樣的生活,就這麼經過了五年,我對於生活,也漸漸失去了熱情,失去了希望。
每天工作了八小時後,拖著疲憊的身軀,回到了自己的屋子,看著雜亂到沒有走道的屋內,我厭煩的踢了踢腳邊的雜物,將皮鞋丟到一旁後,我直接倒在了老舊的椅子上。
桌上的帳單堆得宛如高山一般,唉~,房貸、車貸,水電費、繳稅,唉~。我也不禁沉思起來,想想自己小時候多麼期待成為一個大人,想像中的成年世界,自由,無憂無慮,似乎十分的的繽紛,想要吃什麼就吃,想要買什麼就買,再也不會受到父母的約束。51Please respect copyright.PENANA5fVkyh8ArW
哼—!(笑)曾經的自己是如此的愚蠢啊!
‘’砰—!''忽然的巨響將我的思緒給拉了回來,看著幾秒前還擺放在自己面前的桌子,現在卻倒塌下來,使我不得再次陷入了思考。51Please respect copyright.PENANAR2iKYr7eIT
看啊!這些薄如羽的紙張,每一張是都這麼的輕,呼一口氣似乎都能飄起來,但這些帳單堆疊起來,就連這堅固的木桌都無法承受,更別說,是如此脆弱的我們了~。51Please respect copyright.PENANA4rPR00up5S
‘‘叮鈴鈴~叮鈴鈴~''早晨,鬧鐘一如既往的準時響起。閉著眼將鬧鐘拍掉後,我睜開了沈重的眼皮,有時候我總有種感覺,似乎我像是在輪迴一樣,日復一日的,每天都做著一樣的事;起床,上班,打電腦,下班,回家,睡覺。51Please respect copyright.PENANAJz0Y6ZJTyA
在這樣的生活來到第四年時,我已經感覺到,我身上的色彩已經漸漸的褪去了。在這一年裡,時不時的,我便會開始思考我活在世上的意義。51Please respect copyright.PENANATYsFQ9AkeI
但,越是思考,我卻越想不出人生意義為何。這使得我對於生活,也越來越沒有希冀了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAoRcWLS9yiq
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我,活著,真的,有意義嗎?51Please respect copyright.PENANAg50MqfDeeC
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真的,有意義嗎?51Please respect copyright.PENANA5Q7F7Woyfj
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這個想法一出現,便再也無法消散了,反之,卻是越來越深刻了。51Please respect copyright.PENANA6VvnTpD6AY
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今天回家路上,我一如往常的開車到了地下室,停好車後,我搭上了電梯。51Please respect copyright.PENANAVIPvyTkX4h
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看著頂樓的按鈕,之前的想法又再次的席捲在我腦中,這使得我的手慢慢的朝著按鈕按去。51Please respect copyright.PENANAVrlQd1wxpM
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害怕嗎?不會吧。這生活似乎已經沒有意義了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAShSGqQlTZo
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在大樓的頂層,我嘗試的著踏出一步,我的腳便懸空在約六十公尺的高空。只要我中心往前一斜,那我便會從這世界解脫了。51Please respect copyright.PENANATxiM7KzEr2
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突然,我感覺到口袋一陣震動,我掏出手機,手機上顯示著「媽媽」的來電。我沒想到母親會給我打來電話,畢竟我總是很忙,母親也都只會傳訊息給我而已。51Please respect copyright.PENANAs40p7N7OEC
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我遲疑了一會兒,還是接通了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAHIUGprlXFn
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‘‘喂~孩啊,你在幹嘛呢?’’電話傳來母親的聲音。51Please respect copyright.PENANAmaaKfoneg8
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嗯,有多久沒有聽到您的聲音了呢?51Please respect copyright.PENANAhhtdi0tkpt
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嗯,又有多久沒有看到您了呢?51Please respect copyright.PENANA2hsYj9RwtN
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好像已經有4年了吧。51Please respect copyright.PENANA8jhrQdJtZG
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久違跟母親打電話,我也不禁有些感慨。51Please respect copyright.PENANA4RfKTWlW4c
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母親的聲音,是如此的熟悉,卻總覺得有些陌生。51Please respect copyright.PENANAIHmKAg5je6
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‘‘你已經很久沒有回家,有沒有時間回來看我們一下啊?’’51Please respect copyright.PENANAyGnaFNd2YY
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我聽出了母親聲音中似乎帶著點落寞,卻也聽出她聲音中所帶著的期許。51Please respect copyright.PENANAo3BQag21IX
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唉~還是回家一趟在說吧。51Please respect copyright.PENANAFT8pBYYpIO
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‘‘好,媽,我明天就回去吧。’’51Please respect copyright.PENANA6USoATnHvB
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‘‘真的嗎!?好!明天我煮些你愛吃的菜,讓你好好補補啊!’’51Please respect copyright.PENANAJzqjYIBqwT
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‘‘嗯,我先掛了,媽,晚安哈。’’51Please respect copyright.PENANATnlIgiq636
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‘‘嗯嗯,晚安’’51Please respect copyright.PENANANjjildN1RU
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看著掛斷的手機,我的嘴角不禁露出了一抹微笑,就連我自己的不禁有些驚訝。我已經多久沒有笑了,我不知道,我只知道,我已經很久沒有真心的開心過了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAwsY23TWho9
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我轉過身來,拒絕了死神的邀約。51Please respect copyright.PENANAgpoWnPcry0
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我的家人,還等著我回家。51Please respect copyright.PENANAPg0ljnxoMm
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我的人生,還等著我來塗抹上色彩。51Please respect copyright.PENANAJOhssZ7i85
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即便我做不了什麼,但對於親人來說,或許我便是他們的意義吧!51Please respect copyright.PENANACUuLakS6Gv
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人生的意義,不在於你成就了誰,成就了什麼。也不在於你做了什麼有意義的事情。51Please respect copyright.PENANATNhroOfQ6z
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人生的意義,一直以來都不在你的所做所為上,而是,在於你本身—51Please respect copyright.PENANAyTpaKGSUHc
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所以當你迷茫時,不要思考你做了什麼,也不要理會別人說了什麼,只要你做的事情,讓你開心,讓你滿足,那這件事,便擁有了意義,你的人生也將會變得充實。(不過當然是不要違法啦)51Please respect copyright.PENANAqALnVqyPaN
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美國西雅圖一位名叫理查羅素的航空機械員工,在某一天的晚上,劫持了一台無人的飛機,沒有飛行經驗的他靠著摸擬遊戲的經驗將飛機起飛。51Please respect copyright.PENANAMjioEtXkJp
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而他最後卻沒有降落,在空中,他與塔台人員訴說著他從前的夢想,便是成為飛行員,但顯然他並沒有考上。51Please respect copyright.PENANAjDzCJsT0uj
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於是他用了生命,做出了對他來說,人生最有意義的事。51Please respect copyright.PENANAA8ugI36FkV
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與死神共舞,或許讓他這一位普通的人,也能在空中舞上一首華麗的舞蹈吧!
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