No Plagiarism!ZXOK7E9g3o28Igl9l3zqposted on PENANA 「你們⋯⋯發展迅速啊。」Giselle抿了一口面前的雞尾酒。週末的夜晚,我約了Giselle和Anson去中環喝一杯。笑容有點調侃,「但你還沒問他要不要跟我們一起去沖繩?」8964 copyright protection60PENANA4hdM2I0rXu 維尼
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我嘆了口氣,每次面對他都有點鼓不起勇氣的感覺。雖說因為要看煙火大會,我們的行程推遲到七月尾,但現在都快要六月了,其實我也不能再拖了。8964 copyright protection60PENANAqRtHP8cW4P 維尼
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那天起,我跟Arvin的關係好像進展了不少。閒時,只要他有空我們都會傳幾個短訊。但我總有點害怕他會覺得我剛分手就跟他有點曖昧,是個水性揚花的人。8964 copyright protection60PENANAV2AtkV766v 維尼
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像是看出我的所想,Anson說道:「Arvin是個好人,感覺他活得也挺通透的。緣份來了,不會無緣無故拒絕吧?」8964 copyright protection60PENANAI0VFdN1MfU 維尼
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我伸手拿起我的雞尾酒抿了一口,我心裡明白Anson 說得對,但自己的心裡總是在鬧別扭。8964 copyright protection60PENANAdT3dSSh79B 維尼
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我盯著杯裡的冰塊又嘆口氣,手中拿着玻璃杯輕輕晃了晃,透著柚子香的液體在燈光下泛著柔和的光。8964 copyright protection60PENANAvAXtbI6NyK 維尼
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「我不是怕他拒絕⋯⋯」我低聲說,像是在對自己辯解,「我只是怕,問出口之後,我們之間那種……剛剛好的距離會變得不自然。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAQECMGPJiMt 維尼
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Giselle挑了挑眉,沒說話,只是靜靜看著我,眼神裡有種「妳又來了」的無奈。8964 copyright protection60PENANAWXTso64uVS 維尼
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Anson笑了一聲,把手裡把玩着的檸檬角丟回杯子裡:「妳每次這樣想來想去,最後不是一樣還是會去做?那時候你對着Justin,可沒有想那麼多。」8964 copyright protection60PENANApqAlM1nx9T 維尼
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想起那時候天真衝動的「黑歷史」我瞪了Anson一眼,「但那是以前,」我搖了搖頭,語氣輕得像一聲嘆息,「現在我沒以前那麼勇敢了。再說,也不是十八廿二了,丟不起這個人。」8964 copyright protection60PENANALt9PaZINlA 維尼
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Giselle終於開口了,她語氣依然調皮:「大小姐,沒人要妳現在衝去告白啊,只是問他去不去沖繩耶,又不是問他要不要跟妳結婚。」8964 copyright protection60PENANADN7vUwdYWB 維尼
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我愣了一下,然後忍不住笑了出聲:「怎麼妳講起來好像真的很簡單一樣。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAp0rjn74VYk 維尼
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「因為本來就很簡單啊。」她聳聳肩,「是你想太多了。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAME4GHQVJ2U 維尼
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我低下頭,指尖輕輕滑過杯口,腦海裡浮現出他在街燈下和維港的夜景下替我撥開臉上的亂髮、想起他在我生病時,滿頭大汗照顧我的模樣⋯⋯8964 copyright protection60PENANAKpllMNYByC 維尼
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他沒說喜歡我,但這些小舉動,像是不小心撒落的糖,讓人忍不住想一點一點收集。8964 copyright protection60PENANA35D6D9E1NS 維尼
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「對了,今天我還叫了一個人。」Anson忽然轉頭對我說。8964 copyright protection60PENANAs8sL833shy 維尼
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我有些疑惑地看著他,心裡莫名咯噔了一下,「誰啊?」8964 copyright protection60PENANAu3AwrjWnXJ 維尼
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「Winston。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAKx6eVnlmDc 維尼
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我的手指一頓,原本拿著杯子的動作停住了。8964 copyright protection60PENANATOg3UXdayc 維尼
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Winston跟Anson和Giselle是大學同學,我也認識。畢業後留在了英國,當初我去英國工作也是Anson介紹我去找Winston,也是這樣才認識Winston剛移民到英國的中學同學,子朗。8964 copyright protection60PENANAVyjrUnlgCz 維尼
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「他⋯⋯回來了?」我努力讓語氣聽起來平靜,嘴角勉強揚起一個笑。8964 copyright protection60PENANAbGPXVqteMG 維尼
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「嗯,好像是回來探親。」Anson喝了一口雞尾酒。8964 copyright protection60PENANAfLGp9MeaIz 維尼
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「是嗎⋯⋯」我低聲應了一句,心底卻升起些許說不出的感覺。8964 copyright protection60PENANA5qHBtcxSHN 維尼
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「你幹嘛找他來啊?」Giselle皺起眉,語氣不太高興。8964 copyright protection60PENANAHsild4z7QK 維尼
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「他不是你師弟嗎?再說,我聽說子朗最近過得不太好,我想說——Hina知道了,心裡可能會多少平衡一點吧。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAaAqIazoKCz 維尼
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Giselle狠狠瞪了他一眼,「Anson,你真的很不懂欸。曾經愛過的人,不管後來怎麼樣,聽到他過得不好,只會覺得心裡更亂吧。」8964 copyright protection60PENANA0FdpqMDQb4 維尼
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Anson怔住,像是沒預料到她的反應,看了我一眼,沉默了幾秒,才低聲嘀咕:「我倒是沒想那麼多⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection60PENANA7Ix2EicMUz 維尼
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我低下頭,指尖無意識地摩挲著杯沿,思緒像被輕輕牽引般,回到那個下著小雨的午後——64Please respect copyright.PENANARVpjb9U6KE
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英國的天氣一向這樣,有點濕冷但又有點迷懞,像是永遠沒醒過來的夢。64Please respect copyright.PENANAGNQxYr9SWP
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那天我從公共圖書館出來,懷裡夾著幾本老舊的電影膠卷修復書籍。Winston在街角等我,撐著一把透明傘,笑說要介紹一個朋友給我認識。8964 copyright protection60PENANA6FfkgPCpya 維尼
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「他剛在醫院輪完夜班,應該有點累,不過還是來了。」他邊說,邊引我進了一家藏在巷子裡的小咖啡館。8964 copyright protection60PENANA6sq5qoau6s 維尼
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門前的風鈴因細雨微晃,發出幾聲輕響。8964 copyright protection60PENANAAtAGd9Afnk 維尼
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我推開門的瞬間,看見他坐在窗邊,望著外頭濛濛的雨。他穿著深色風衣,身型高大瘦削,手裡捧著一杯還冒著熱氣的紅茶,神情有些疲倦。8964 copyright protection60PENANALMNLqKSyy2 維尼
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「Hina,這是子朗。」Winston說。8964 copyright protection60PENANAkDru2lHyb1 維尼
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他回過頭,看著我,語氣淡淡的:「你好,聽說你在修電影?」8964 copyright protection60PENANA1H3vyzSRYF 維尼
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我點頭,「嗯,膠卷那種,很老的那種。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAxKBTyO391U 維尼
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「那是不是像在跟時間說話。」他輕聲說著,聲音不高,但不大的雨聲剛剛好地讓我聽得見。8964 copyright protection60PENANA3IYcqayhdW 維尼
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我愣了一下,那句話落進心裡,有種無聲的重量。8964 copyright protection60PENANAZdPA118gEB 維尼
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我也笑了:「你呢?做醫護,不也總是在和命運打交道嗎?」8964 copyright protection60PENANAcGE9sqXUoY 維尼
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我們在咖啡館聊了很久,雨下得不急不慢,像故意拖延的背景音。我們說起彼此的生活,語氣平淡,卻有一種奇妙的靠近感。8964 copyright protection60PENANAPlsnNr0jMS 維尼
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他跟我完全不一樣——他話不多,步調也慢。說話時眼神總是落在窗外,好像總在思考些什麼,不會急著給回應。8964 copyright protection60PENANAGMhutk0vVZ 維尼
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可我卻被那樣的節奏吸引住了。8964 copyright protection60PENANAPT7jSVVNGc 維尼
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後來的日子裡,我們偶爾會在下雨的日子見面。8964 copyright protection60PENANAk0GC2VEUoj 維尼
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有時我下班太晚,他會在巴士站等我,手裡拿著一杯還溫熱的巧克力;有時他從醫院出來,臉上還掛著疲倦,我們就手捧着咖啡,默默坐在橋邊,看河面上映著城市的燈火。8964 copyright protection60PENANAdT3f1sRbyQ 維尼
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他不擅長表達,但我記得有次我感冒沒上班,他特地跑來我家門口放了一袋藥和幾瓶飲料,發訊息只寫了一句:「記得吃。」8964 copyright protection60PENANA8aEhoQsanx 維尼
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那時我以為,我們也許能慢慢地,走進彼此的生活裡。8964 copyright protection60PENANAdxjl2OI1wp 維尼
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Anson把Winston拉過來介紹時,氣氛還算熱絡。Winston一見到我就笑著打趣:「喂,好久不見。你還記得我嗎?」8964 copyright protection60PENANA0g8kmpzEbP 維尼
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我擠出一個微笑:「怎麼會不記得。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAgnaFjYbPp0 維尼
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「你還是老樣子欸。」他嘻嘻地說,「不過看起來氣息不錯。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAALrzkoBHAQ 維尼
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我微微一笑,暗暗地瞪了一下Anson。8964 copyright protection60PENANAxtXcAtnieW 維尼
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隨著和 Winston 一邊喝酒一邊閒聊,氣氛又漸漸熱絡起來。他時不時地看我一眼,像是有話想說,卻總在嘴邊打住。8964 copyright protection60PENANAoeYNpYwjGl 維尼
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我察覺了,卻沒拆穿,只當作沒看見。8964 copyright protection60PENANAILTnpBzqbf 維尼
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直到Giselle和Anson沉迷在他們一對一的喝酒遊戲時,Winston 才終於低聲開口對我說:「其實……子朗最近過得不太好。」8964 copyright protection60PENANA4LJSbZUGSK 維尼
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我剛端起酒杯的手一頓,微微停在半空。8964 copyright protection60PENANAo4PBjSDsvU 維尼
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他看了我一眼,像是在等我的反應。8964 copyright protection60PENANAI0LUMP1G2e 維尼
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「有陣子他幾乎不出門,連球都不打了。」Winston輕輕嘆了口氣,「你知道他那個性子⋯⋯嘴硬又固執,誰勸都沒用。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAN1IT50nMzW 維尼
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我沒回應,只是慢慢地把酒杯放下。8964 copyright protection60PENANAgNrQKxAYG1 維尼
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「我不是來替他說話的。」他補了一句,語氣難得地認真,「只是覺得你有權知道。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAnbNElLL1jN 維尼
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我垂下眼,不知道該說什麼。8964 copyright protection60PENANAXmlXQnHQMC 維尼
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他盯著酒杯,語氣突然變得有點悶:「我知道 Anson 讓我來說這些,是想替你出口氣。但我知道你不是那種會因為他不好過就高興的人。」8964 copyright protection60PENANANKLJKJGB85 維尼
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他苦笑了一下:「對不起。」8964 copyright protection60PENANA1f6WB75Gjj 維尼
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我抬頭看他,有些疑惑。8964 copyright protection60PENANAGdVkIEDxB2 維尼
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他也抬起眼,笑得溫和,卻帶點歉意,「我知道那時子朗對你不夠好。可我作為他朋友,當時卻什麼都沒說⋯⋯你那時一個人在英國,身邊沒人,過得像寄人籬下似的⋯⋯我後來才意識到,肯定很難熬吧。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAcj1ivM4mUp 維尼
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那句「對不起」說得很輕,但像是觸碰到了什麼我一直小心包裹起來的東西。8964 copyright protection60PENANAF3Wd9Y1C54 維尼
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過去的那些記憶像潮水一樣湧上來,讓我有些窒息——那些強求得到對方施捨愛的日子,那些說過「沒事」但夜裡躲在廁所痛哭的瞬間,那些我曾經試著理解、試著原諒、試著 留下的努力,還有那些明知已無可能,卻還想再努力一下的掙扎。8964 copyright protection60PENANA36qCxix9P2 維尼
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我深吸了一口氣,抬起頭看著Winston,輕聲說:「他現在怎樣,跟我已經沒關係了。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAz3FwspBQg5 維尼
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Winston愣了一下,最後只點了點頭,沒有再說什麼。8964 copyright protection60PENANAExKxuVUrMO 維尼
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但我知道,我說得再乾脆,心裡還是有某一個角落,悄悄地,揪了一下。8964 copyright protection60PENANAEy5jSCHTTw 維尼
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他忽然低聲說:「其實當我知道你決定離開的時候,我挺佩服你的。」8964 copyright protection60PENANABBYBizfFEU 維尼
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我灌了一口酒,歪著頭看他。8964 copyright protection60PENANAz6h29JZ9Yb 維尼
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「不是每個人都能這麼乾脆地抽身離開一段有毒的關係。」他說得平靜,「當你意識到彼此已經不合適,能夠如此快抽身,其實很厲害。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAZc4u4eKpMT 維尼
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我手指無意識地磨蹭著冰冷的杯壁,眼前的燈光被酒意映得有些模糊,但我的思緒卻意外地清晰。8964 copyright protection60PENANA9cvukmWgPu 維尼
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我倒是沒有想過這算是乾脆,只當自己是個逃兵。8964 copyright protection60PENANAE2i64i2rJd 維尼
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「不是厲害,是太累了。有天早上醒來,我忽然發現——如果不逃,就會被那種日復一日的無力感淹沒。」我慢慢說,語氣像是在敘述別人的故事,「那個明知道他不會變,但還是一直等的自己,讓我覺得很可悲。」8964 copyright protection60PENANALG9ojZCrrj 維尼
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Winston沒插話,只是安靜地聽著。8964 copyright protection60PENANAP8d4WxBxjP 維尼
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「當時的我⋯⋯很壓抑。」我低頭看著杯中漸漸融化的冰塊,「曾經以為很甜蜜的同居生活成了囚禁着我的牢籠。我自問不是一個很堅強的人,我當時真的太累了⋯⋯沒力氣再等,也沒力氣吵了。」8964 copyright protection60PENANA5SlQNo7MKq 維尼
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Winston輕輕點了點頭,像是懂了什麼:「所以你選擇離開。」8964 copyright protection60PENANABUBPflzfns 維尼
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我笑了笑:「其實連離開也不是什麼灑脫的決定。我花了很久,才說服自己不是因為輸不起才放手。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAmKyw5c5ObW 維尼
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他望著我,眼神柔了下來,低聲說:「你沒有輸。你只是不願意再耗下去了。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAumMesDocfz 維尼
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我一時沒接話,只是默默地望著那杯還沒喝完的酒。8964 copyright protection60PENANAwhakag9U2K 維尼
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「後來呢?」他忽然問,「你回來以後,有好一點嗎?」8964 copyright protection60PENANAmFVvjL1IKJ 維尼
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我想了想,輕輕點頭:「至少,我知道要找一個相處起來舒服的人。勉強⋯的確沒有幸福。」8964 copyright protection60PENANA2L5mFWu8NV 維尼
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Winston望著我,嘴角微微揚起:「見你這樣,我就放心了。」他的語氣十分溫和:「你值得被好好對待。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAGEcjeYJy2d 維尼
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我沒回答,只是看著他,突然有點明白他今晚來這裡的意圖——或許真的不是為了替誰說話,也不是純粹來寒暄,而是想讓我知道:我不需要再為一段錯過的感情感到遺憾。8964 copyright protection60PENANAA5ol398id5 維尼
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也許他的善良來得有點晚,但那一刻,我心裡是真的,輕了一點。8964 copyright protection60PENANAhjWgNxL0Hy 維尼
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