No Plagiarism!hbNUkpdirprneAoHk3vlposted on PENANA 「每個人情人節都有花收,真好……」8964 copyright protection44PENANAupc8uNu1Lm 維尼
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我隨手滑著手機,螢幕裡是香港的朋友們在社交媒體上曬出的節日合照。照片裡的她們手捧鮮花,眉眼間都是幸福的光。我看著看著,忍不住低聲嘀咕了一句,心底泛起一絲羨慕。8964 copyright protection44PENANA1WLmIQrLUZ 維尼
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「是嗎?」我當時的男朋友,子朗躺在床上,目光始終停留在手機螢幕上,語氣敷衍得像是隨口應付。8964 copyright protection44PENANAxUQlkC6fjK 維尼
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我側過身,看著他冷淡的側臉,頓了頓,還是半撒嬌地開口:「喂,今年週年紀念,可以送束花給我嗎?」8964 copyright protection44PENANA6DAZNUnYWU 維尼
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其實,我知道他會有各種籍口拒絕的,但我只是想聽一次他答應,縱使只是敷衍我。8964 copyright protection44PENANAyWlQFoqAlm 維尼
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見他沒反應,我伸手輕拍他手臂,試圖引起他的注意。8964 copyright protection44PENANAEXTw7W88nC 維尼
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「欸,你別拍我,我在打遊戲!」他煩躁地皺了皺眉,還是不願意抬頭看我。8964 copyright protection44PENANAz1aiifnOjx 維尼
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「喂,魏子朗!我在跟你說話。」我壓下心裡的不悅,又喊了一聲。8964 copyright protection44PENANAwvAFGTBuJO 維尼
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「我應了啊,你發什麼脾氣?!」8964 copyright protection44PENANA3ZVQiC4MKv 維尼
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「但你有認真聽嗎?」8964 copyright protection44PENANAj4HzSs1uRl 維尼
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「那我錯了,可以了吧?」他的語氣裡透著不耐煩,像是急著把結束這場對話。8964 copyright protection44PENANAxOq1oYHMu5 維尼
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「你道什麼歉?!你根本連我為什麼生氣都不知道!」我的胸口和腦袋都悶悶的,像是被什麼堵住了。想說更多的話去辯駁,但一時間卻又什麼話都組織不到。8964 copyright protection44PENANAsyGPNbC3fr 維尼
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子朗一怔,接著語氣冷下來:「你到底想怎樣?我都道歉了啊?有病吧?」8964 copyright protection44PENANAE9v2jnoUow 維尼
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「你這樣根本就不是真的在道歉啊?!」8964 copyright protection44PENANA17Qaszn2t2 維尼
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「現在是怎麼?歉我也道了,是你不接受,你還想我怎樣?」8964 copyright protection44PENANA86hKttXafP 維尼
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我深呼吸了一下,試圖讓自己冷靜,我用自認為最平靜的語氣說:「魏子朗,我覺得我們需要好好談談。」8964 copyright protection44PENANATyM5SqvlSN 維尼
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他猛地坐起來,伸手拿過床頭櫃上的車鑰匙,「要談你去找你的姊妹談,我開車去加油。」8964 copyright protection44PENANAMZZQaG9YW7 維尼
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說完,他頭也不回地甩門離開,只留下一聲「嘭」的關門聲,在這個沒開燈的房間裡迴盪。8964 copyright protection44PENANAmFnKteSGVl 維尼
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窗外的夕陽已經落下,房間裡的光線越來越暗,像是一場無聲的潮水,一點點吞沒了整個空間。8964 copyright protection44PENANAq78eMKpgP5 維尼
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我失笑,他明知道我的「姊妹們」全都在香港啊。我可以怎樣立刻跟身處六千公里和八個小時時差的朋友們說。8964 copyright protection44PENANA7p5KFvpiUo 維尼
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我突然覺得好冷,腿有些軟地滑坐在地板上。我伸手抱住自己的膝蓋,想温暖自己,眼淚卻一直無聲地滑落。8964 copyright protection44PENANAXeHySpEllr 維尼
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「我做錯什麼了嗎?只是想讓他認真地聽我說話,這也有錯嗎?」8964 copyright protection44PENANAgaEDClLrCv 維尼
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那一刻,我無比想拿起手機,打給媽媽,想要像小時候那樣,哭著讓她安慰我。但螢幕上顯示香港的時間是凌晨三點,我不想吵醒她,更不想讓她擔心。8964 copyright protection44PENANAirjlmb5jH8 維尼
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最後,我只能抱緊自己,像是小時候第一天上幼稚園時一樣,在這空蕩蕩的房間裡,一遍又一遍地低聲哭泣:「我想回家……」8964 copyright protection44PENANANgmxgWD5Vs 維尼
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這個由我們一點一滴堆砌成的「家」,此刻靜悄悄的,只剩機械鐘「滴答、滴答」的聲音,伴著我的哭泣。8964 copyright protection44PENANArNjfIzOxsH 維尼
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突然一個念頭閃過我的腦海中,「如果有一天我們分開了,我會痛苦嗎?還是,只會感到鬆一口氣?」8964 copyright protection44PENANAVFudmwVR0E 維尼
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這個問題,當刻的我並不知道答案;只是覺得分離一定很痛苦。8964 copyright protection44PENANA9TTIeX9hHd 維尼
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我們後來還是和好了,日子恢復如常。8964 copyright protection44PENANAyFSuHpSkgp 維尼
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但那束花,始終都沒有出現在我手裡。8964 copyright protection44PENANARilEl5LTSr 維尼
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我猛然從夢中驚醒,呼吸有些急促。房間裡一片漆黑,只有分離式冷氣機運轉時發出的低鳴聲,帶著微微的震動感,在這本該安靜的房間中顯得更為清晰。8964 copyright protection44PENANAZodgOOLmK8 維尼
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我花了幾秒鐘平復心跳,視線慢慢適應黑暗,才確認自己正身處香港的家中——這是我的房間。8964 copyright protection44PENANA0vvEnfJ80Z 維尼
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我伸手摸索著拿起床側的手機,螢幕亮起的一瞬間,刺眼的光映出時間:凌晨四點三十七分。窗外依舊是一片漆黑,夜色如墨,彷彿宣示着這座城市尚未蘇醒。8964 copyright protection44PENANAisoRUpEIRI 維尼
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我長長地吐出一口氣,喉嚨有些發乾。最終,我還是掀開被子,下床走到客廳,倒了一杯水。玻璃杯碰觸到指尖時,透著微涼的觸感,讓我清醒了些。8964 copyright protection44PENANAbgV0N88r3u 維尼
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我愣了一下,突然覺得臉上有些濕潤。指尖輕觸臉頰,才發現自己不知何時流下了眼淚。8964 copyright protection44PENANAcC69qj60w8 維尼
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就在這時,家裡的貓「金魚」似乎被我的動靜吵醒,懶洋洋地伸了個長長的懶腰,然後慢悠悠地走過來,用她毛茸茸的頭輕輕蹭了蹭我的小腿。8964 copyright protection44PENANA7MNCx3e0Q8 維尼
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我低頭看著她,心裡一陣柔軟。伸手輕輕撫摸著她的頭頂,感受著掌下柔順的金色毛髮,低聲說:「嗯,謝謝你。」8964 copyright protection44PENANAFkZcAe7UzM 維尼
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生活照常如舊,經過那幾星期的沉寂Anson終於對我們宣布跟Ca姐分手了。我一早就有心理準備所以不至於太震驚,Giselle 只是回覆了一個貼圖,也沒什麼反應,彷彿這只是某種意料之內的進展。8964 copyright protection44PENANAYtlzEVwQc0 維尼
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反而最大反應的是朋友圈內的其他人,例如: Arvin。8964 copyright protection44PENANA5OiiFNgbME 維尼
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Arvin:你一早就知道了嗎?8964 copyright protection44PENANAm6FuH8spsz 維尼
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Hina:算是猜到吧。8964 copyright protection44PENANA4nA8y6Zv1B 維尼
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Arvin:真可惜,我以為他們會結婚的。8964 copyright protection44PENANAl9Z0xMajvg 維尼
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Hina:嗯,但一部分的我又好像有預感他們不會走到最後。8964 copyright protection44PENANAXPlZuUEO2J 維尼
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Arvin:為什麼?8964 copyright protection44PENANAewjND94vtV 維尼
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Hina:不知道,純粹是一種感覺吧。8964 copyright protection44PENANAU9gcP9Zgfw 維尼
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Arvin 沉默了一會兒,過了一會兒又發來訊息。8964 copyright protection44PENANA0eLGasOtYo 維尼
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Arvin: 不過其實,我一直覺得他們不太合適。8964 copyright protection44PENANARzDLJL3crH 維尼
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Hina:為什麼?8964 copyright protection44PENANAmAeSUzUy2k 維尼
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Arvin:你很少跟Ca姐同場吧?她雖然話不多,但有時候挺強勢的。說話有時候也不太客氣,有幾次聚會時候看見Anson在一旁有點勉強的笑容都覺得有點可憐。8964 copyright protection44PENANAuFkkLwMWgN 維尼
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我微微皺眉,回想起過去幾次見到 Ca姐時的場景。她確實不算熱情,但我卻一時想不起Anson的反應。8964 copyright protection44PENANAsol8m8Xqzz 維尼
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Arvin:也不是說她不好啦,只是……我大概不會選擇這種類型的女生當女朋友。8964 copyright protection44PENANAkCIN9vpegk 維尼
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我挑一挑眉,一時來了興趣反問——8964 copyright protection44PENANAwrhXAhzBdF 維尼
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Hina: 哦?那你會選擇什麼類型?8964 copyright protection44PENANAUdEB56drVm 維尼
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他過了好一會兒才回覆。8964 copyright protection44PENANAEppHXY2pzt 維尼
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Arvin: 我覺得私底下怎樣都沒關係,但在外人面前,還是希望能給我留點面子吧。8964 copyright protection44PENANAKSjjaSKSSu 維尼
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我看著這句話,手指懸在鍵盤上,想著該如何回應。不過在我回覆前,已經收到了Arvin的下一則短訊。8964 copyright protection44PENANAAzrkXnxizM 維尼
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Arvin:對了,我聽說M+下個月有王家衛電影馬拉松,有興趣嗎?8964 copyright protection44PENANAmPTEu8Vd6h 維尼
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我盯著手機螢幕愣了一下,沒想到他竟會再次邀約。8964 copyright protection44PENANAiJzkugbZaQ 維尼
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我猶豫了一下,心底浮現出幾種可能的回應。這是普通朋友之間的邀約,還是……?8964 copyright protection44PENANAzq8VXqAAzH 維尼
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不對,我不應該想太多。8964 copyright protection44PENANAEBKeHZGYLy 維尼
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我抿了抿唇,低頭敲下訊息。8964 copyright protection44PENANAnftx1dpveZ 維尼
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Hina: 什麼時候?8964 copyright protection44PENANAKNgKwP5zOx 維尼
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訊息發送出去後,我忍不住盯著手機螢幕,心跳似乎也微妙地快了一拍。8964 copyright protection44PENANABGEAmvJMxb 維尼
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Arvin: 11 號到 14 號連續四天,不過不用每場都看,選一兩場也可以。8964 copyright protection44PENANAvfHgbt4G0M 維尼
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Hina: 你打算看哪幾場?8964 copyright protection44PENANA9nADDI5kpv 維尼
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Arvin: 《花樣年華》和《重慶森林》吧,經典。8964 copyright protection44PENANAECeGYHIF5H 維尼
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我微微挑眉。王家衛的電影確實都是經典,但這兩部……剛巧,都是我最喜歡的。8964 copyright protection44PENANARgOBFszUah 維尼
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原本只打算選一場來看,現在看來,可能兩場都要去了。8964 copyright protection44PENANA8sltPQRLQw 維尼
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指尖輕輕點著螢幕,我思考了幾秒,回覆道——8964 copyright protection44PENANASJxtUabVCi 維尼
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Hina: 好啊,那我們一起?8964 copyright protection44PENANAmsdQeaoXjp 維尼
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訊息發送後,我放下手機,靠在巴士的椅背上,望向窗外華燈初上的夜色。霓虹燈映在滿是雨點的車窗上,像是菲林底片上的光影重曝,朦朦朧朧地透著一絲懷舊的氣息。8964 copyright protection44PENANAbaWRfKgq2f 維尼
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Arvin:好,我再跟你約時間。8964 copyright protection44PENANALPlmYXNHjv 維尼
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