
第一次見到她,是在校園的雪天。35Please respect copyright.PENANAAXwjHlgbut
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穿著黑色制服的她站在櫻樹下,手中提著書包,抬頭仰望著稀稀疏疏的雪花落下。那是三月初,櫻花和白雪同時降臨的奇異季節。35Please respect copyright.PENANAjV8jwlIPpE
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那一瞬間,我甚至以為她是雪中幻化出來的精靈。她有一頭微微泛綠的短髮,與雪和櫻形成了一幅過於不真實的畫面。她回過頭,看見我,微微一笑,嘴角上揚得恰到好處。35Please respect copyright.PENANAVPDMvcA6aT
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「你好。」她輕聲說。35Please respect copyright.PENANA3B3Un6ktHz
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我沒有回答,只是點了點頭。或許是被這個場景震懾住了,也或許是她的目光過於刺眼,讓我無法直視。35Please respect copyright.PENANA1BYKAdfjFw
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從那天起,她的身影就在我的腦海中揮之不去。35Please respect copyright.PENANAMw28RTslIW
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我們的熟悉來得比我想像中快。她叫綾,和我一樣,是高二的學生,住在離學校不遠的小巷裡。綾似乎總是很容易接近任何人,但也總讓人感到一絲無法言喻的距離感。35Please respect copyright.PENANAJtDHgOUg0a
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她喜歡在放學後留在校園裡,有時畫畫,有時發呆。我有一次好奇走近,看見她畫了一幅落雪下的櫻樹,雪花與花瓣幾乎分不清彼此。35Please respect copyright.PENANAzLQRWzdgYh
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「這樣的雪天好像夢一樣,對嗎?」她突然問我。35Please respect copyright.PENANArSisgGxwjT
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「是啊。」我回答,卻有些怯懦,害怕打破這份脆弱的氛圍。35Please respect copyright.PENANAjkgg5voQO4
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「你有沒有覺得,世界上的很多事情,都像這樣,很美,但也很短暫。」她的聲音低了下去,目光落在手中的畫紙上。35Please respect copyright.PENANAcRb3OdsPf0
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我不知道該如何接話,只能默默站在她旁邊,看著那幅畫。35Please respect copyright.PENANA1vvOx9gFbA
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幾天後,她邀請我去她的家。我們在她狹小的房間裡並肩坐著,聽著老舊的唱片機放出的柔和旋律。她說,她一直想找個人一起分享這些歌曲,覺得我應該會懂她的心情。35Please respect copyright.PENANAOG297v7D0I
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那天,我們靠得很近,近到我能感覺到她的呼吸,卻誰也沒有說出口那個隱藏在心底的名字。35Please respect copyright.PENANANWlJutb3t6
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事情的轉折發生在某個清晨。學校的佈告欄上突然貼出一張照片,那是我們兩人一起站在雪中的身影。拍攝者的用意很明顯,照片下附著的留言帶著嘲諷與刻薄:35Please respect copyright.PENANAUL4dr9vX5C
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「百合之戀?」35Please respect copyright.PENANAgOmoHktiRW
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我愣在原地,腦中一片空白。綾比我更早看見,卻只是淡淡地笑了笑,將照片取下,塞進了書包裡。35Please respect copyright.PENANATSu8fTd5ef
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「不必在意。」她說,語氣平靜得有些不自然。35Please respect copyright.PENANAAVHD3UzuT0
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「但……這樣的話……」我想說些什麼,但被她打斷了。35Please respect copyright.PENANATxt2jDCcX1
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「我知道你在擔心什麼,但這些都不重要。」她轉過頭看著我,目光清澈而堅定。「重要的是,你怎麼想。」35Please respect copyright.PENANAFstMRLryqq
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她的話讓我有些哽咽,卻也讓我無法反駁。我從未想過,對於別人的眼光,我竟是如此膽怯,而她,卻能如此從容。35Please respect copyright.PENANAdlklDM1fUr
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接下來的幾天,我們依舊一起放學,一起待在她的小房間裡。但我能感覺到,她開始變得更加沉默,彷彿有什麼東西正在悄悄離去。35Please respect copyright.PENANAGfiQ72SXJU
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某一天,她突然告訴我,她要轉學了。35Please respect copyright.PENANAP8ttwDG7na
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「為什麼?」我急切地問,卻得不到答案。她只是笑了笑,說:「或許是時候了。」35Please respect copyright.PENANAQvrUHvw9N1
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綾離開的那天,天空再次下起了雪。這一次,櫻花早已凋零,只有冰冷的白雪覆蓋著大地。35Please respect copyright.PENANAAArXz4Gb0f
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我站在校門口,望著她消失在雪中的身影,手中緊握著那幅她最後送給我的畫。那是一棵盛開的櫻樹,背景是藍色的天空,沒有雪。35Please respect copyright.PENANAk862qqj1h6
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「這是一個沒有雪的夢。」她離別前說道。「希望你能把它記住。」35Please respect copyright.PENANANKQpLMs96j
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幾年後,我從新聞中偶然得知,她曾在那段時間承受了巨大的家庭壓力,甚至差點輟學。但她從未向我提起,只是將一切壓在心底。35Please respect copyright.PENANAzQwbd44h88
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那幅畫依然掛在我的牆上,每次看著它,我都能感受到她的微笑,和那段禁忌又純粹的記憶。35Please respect copyright.PENANAeTYUS9cD7U
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有些愛情,就像三月的雪和櫻花一樣,稍縱即逝,卻又無比珍貴。35Please respect copyright.PENANAvSNv49SH11