II. Melancholic265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssUSsBrkWt
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when it came time for sleep265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMP1LHGHA3
he had already accepted265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAm6n6L1zl
that it wouldn’t be a sweet dream265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeks43O3UBl
for there was never a night265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xGXJvaj5o
in which he slept sweetly265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmISwfbDbjC
in which his eyes didn’t sting265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0llSynb5gT
in which his body didn’t throb265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnatP9PSdC
in which he wasn’t a zombie265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZLLbvWuQt
he hates to be awake265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡww6YBAIlEK
he wants to be asleep265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4NocdyWOf
In the heap of a mess265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgX28dqQh3
the young man rests265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuUvZ0Dyi0
his back against the box spring mattress265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubpujnvbeN
underneath the dreary light265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixURBKExtu
of a circular ceiling orb265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtuz5syvoZ
intricately measured to be equally hung265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeUB7JGZLG
centered between the four walls265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq81OTUurgx
enclosing around him265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjTxWxx2fw
the small, box-like room265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kV4Rt0CRW
a little room crowded with too many things265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2s1bNVRpyx
full of everything265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoYxdq8NsY
littered amongst the carpet265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ep6AGzatt
there is books265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wAkny1x5c
there is paintings265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UrCk2j0dO
there is wrappers and trash265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sOkU62vM3
things are stacked and things are hanging265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaTotRb42W
they're placed and leaning on edges265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Frlm2BJnE
things are covered265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrCn3zFHrb
and hidden265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsGjKfCsh6
and tottering on ledges265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrQUQRc6Xo
and eight or nine blankets265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTFdZzgrcM
are piled atop one another265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpY1bdZtp4o
heavy on himself, on his bed265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlGUG8LLZM
falling onto the floor265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHGJixSTdu
like a nest of distraction and265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMj6VusF57
bullshit265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFta3HMMOc
and shadows265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONY5H0sSSw
there are things invisible he can’t see265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3tWYCfO2L
there is always the fear265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrJ5KFy3w1
they hide in the darkness265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZVNbC9DDo
and are hard not to run into265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBOQWv7IYD
There is a concentration265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGGduRlUJx
to the paranoia265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MtDsntW1X
and he maneuvers about the stuffed space265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEreBHMP0sD
like he’s looking for that something unseen265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHu83G2HX8
Don’t let everything fall!265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQrUK6By9G
like a plea265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPj9hlc4MbV
he is trudging on through265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrytq9RnQQ
and heaving and slumping265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4BNRzNMCm
what used to feel safe265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hhgckrAVB
like hearth265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyUOssJsuZ
but now feels engulfed in ice265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MSMxI1pvA
Don’t let it all come collapsing down!265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOTK0Xt4mV
He won’t be able to do this much longer265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOwaxziEIV
to dance around all of the unseeable darkness265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjohU4AWCO2
that smells artificially sweet265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5i10HggAi6
and burnt265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8UdsugyOG
because of the flickering wicks265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ528xdFFR1P
he has three candles lit265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KRbY55XIM
their flame tricking his mind into thinking he’s warm265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUk4lAPsxI7
for a second265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXQqDhcF1N
like a fire is inside him265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktgDASscjX
but alas it's cold outside265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7cI8WZUJq
and the storm has raged all through the night265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxt8nWAwTy
The rain falls265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UEdOZuSCh
against the small window265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWd3cJJ4Qs
in redundant tap-tap-taps265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EVAjuu1ho
and he attempts to count265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78RytBDOGw
how many drops fall265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZ7yuQSjkc
against the pane265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EdzMoUoPa
and quickly loses his place265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNilRo7wzBC
and while he enjoys hearing cars drive down the wet road265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mBdvbU3xK
beyond his walls as he writes265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9efzwlXTQx
he wants to sleep265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuATZvFrxk
He is alone and contemplative265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXoqiK7XWE
about how it feels to fall265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhFN029tCr
into the insecurity and uncomfortability265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmp1KsIC1uG
of itchy, scarred skin265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsoojby1Q0
his brain is screaming because his mind is ramming itself265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSzzjEfAQ1
against the walls265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5f7z8n5nlR
of the skull265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZZmGavfZZ
He’s hung a sheet on the blinds265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEhtgj7eNd
to block the breath of night265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpuE6yUTfh
yet it's still coming in265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhRGdZJrbq
like a frosted wind265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuaDEdnly5
seeping through the glass265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeTmOmy2VS
of his windows265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjRGRdItIR
and the pores of his walls265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUFnhodrWE
breathing over the carpet265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8bvhIVzph
and icing the scene with ghostly265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUoy1g7y7Y
cold265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEfv9HLRl7
crushing him while he’s awake265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2hd9qcrrY
the air is too cold265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLNTudJflX
and its weighing him down265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYeNsESlTn
he cannot make out what is in front of him265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zWEEgPEOz
with depression like lightning265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHCYSMGSik
striking overhead265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuonsNaMp0k
bursting265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiifRywUmiJ
and splitting his ears with thunder rumbling265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmLf1lEV5w
and he chokes on his throat265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhd9Dghm6v1
he is paralyzed in vulnerability265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQGVjJEmhl
his muffled gargles265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhflRLmcOao
left unheard265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8XZhXTsK4
he can’t move his eyes that are bulging265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfTqtZO77H
and his color is changing265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKfPM5ghtk
darker and darker265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAoTnPkw0K
in horror265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99waN7g2fZ
he forgets how to breathe265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7F5WHWzc0R
and his head rushes with blue265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBew2jOLIhY
and then darker265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVm9c9qkAFp
for a trapped, dying expression265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZvBiNvwYE
He is more and more265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGIwPRDMxg
unable265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfT013tpgU
to struggle against265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoJi7euf9d
the darkness265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21VFTDxAtS
he feels inhuman265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoD6BJsAL6O
He thinks of how dreamy it would be265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6sfxJ362X
to have no shadows265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNhKss2PId
and to encounter a hero inside265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdP8VzZ3zT6
to put an end to all of the darkness265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpbTVWvimU
that keeps him useless265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qnXJyT21A
under the heavy, cold air265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMuqZqkk8r
but he realizes he has nothing left265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡketdZ1FzSm
and his love is lost on those that he loves265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcPNbGpCTt
for they have not given him their hearts265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryPReOSaHC
and he breaks his itchy skin265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFXbLlEqFW
because he’s angry with who he’s been265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMM02fbdre
and they don’t seem to care265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbeQ4lZO64
so he thinks he’s wasted his time265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNhRUki9PL
and they can go fuck themselves265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjGOsEXie1
because he doesn't want the affection265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFKH8f88S5
and he doesn’t need the attention265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzhP2aE9Tb
from someone who doesn’t love him265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKcL8tPWCp
You don’t need them265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnne6Se0Wbu
You won’t have any of them265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4TyoI5LaM
Bring light upon the dark yourself265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwITrPKsbo
He tells himself265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7S6SPxhzVf
there is a way to become healthy265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWTKvZs3ny
to be warm and bright265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54hzsuPG4n
but whether due to fate or choice265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXnd5hZR9E
he has been led down a melancholic path265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJH94k2Rsvi
and dark thoughts disrupt him8964 copyright protection261ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58APei8grv 維尼

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