II. Melancholic228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBm564Mj5Bl
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when it came time for sleep228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeCWnzV8ck
he had already accepted228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gRGsDoenJ
that it wouldn’t be a sweet dream228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOYagOg03E
for there was never a night228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24g6k7uT0H
in which he slept sweetly228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpihuftmUD
in which his eyes didn’t sting228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPDcxJQkXi
in which his body didn’t throb228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupV5qRnrl1
in which he wasn’t a zombie228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVVIr8oeJh
he hates to be awake228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TnMgbshmb
he wants to be asleep228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPk0hZEq2X
In the heap of a mess228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPqixh23aZ
the young man rests228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JbN7iqlBp
his back against the box spring mattress228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQS3zybt0B
underneath the dreary light228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtt83ciuO8F
of a circular ceiling orb228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5eLhE0BIp
intricately measured to be equally hung228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYRlZlbMtX
centered between the four walls228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPn624JQwal
enclosing around him228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Z3TiIt3Ut
the small, box-like room228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdqNmMOCVj
a little room crowded with too many things228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuWZcIzC2U
full of everything228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iAvRt2eLA
littered amongst the carpet228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSptXxfCWk5
there is books228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGWXxSxKcl
there is paintings228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOBbXmREzi
there is wrappers and trash228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHw8MljUMi
things are stacked and things are hanging228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsYda14Akt
they're placed and leaning on edges228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNT7ejYXuj
things are covered228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTujkrRrOY
and hidden228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlpeCdx25b
and tottering on ledges228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcW8vBsKx0
and eight or nine blankets228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWggj7PaIA2
are piled atop one another228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmCR1w3jF3
heavy on himself, on his bed228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCIGAnMOpP
falling onto the floor228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIdnMTbMJv
like a nest of distraction and228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1o4QgB7Y2
bullshit228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHrUfaD92A
and shadows228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ng4cJJnf4
there are things invisible he can’t see228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjI7QIe2pV
there is always the fear228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7drEFEWFLW
they hide in the darkness228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8klInqcSOt
and are hard not to run into228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EuKVqjc2G
There is a concentration228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡem1Oe8ewxO
to the paranoia228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92KbNZ5lBl
and he maneuvers about the stuffed space228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiighJqw2Z
like he’s looking for that something unseen228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0J1PzpWD6
Don’t let everything fall!228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlh63KSqk76
like a plea228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BmjYrFacq
he is trudging on through228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aRfagp5lB
and heaving and slumping228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXn7tsFm4J
what used to feel safe228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxB4P2VCMbt
like hearth228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGB1S8Iw4d
but now feels engulfed in ice228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjMtd1hsq2
Don’t let it all come collapsing down!228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5u1Sewb9b
He won’t be able to do this much longer228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8C5dCa4qB1
to dance around all of the unseeable darkness228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGTJrSsjx5
that smells artificially sweet228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYJTYL4ScH
and burnt228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISy3ZpbxgO
because of the flickering wicks228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7nDsgUCTB
he has three candles lit228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vWPtlmjcI
their flame tricking his mind into thinking he’s warm228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQM32foxU41
for a second228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYIJub5NED
like a fire is inside him228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlr8lnkyLM
but alas it's cold outside228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZXLRAdZYQ
and the storm has raged all through the night228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPbtj39LHe
The rain falls228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTaHqHhV5m
against the small window228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCd242SaAw
in redundant tap-tap-taps228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawOOU7hIdg
and he attempts to count228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuDJPCSrU5
how many drops fall228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeN2glS25F
against the pane228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALFJ6upjGo
and quickly loses his place228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbagxr9ZceO
and while he enjoys hearing cars drive down the wet road228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1QOFNNZCv
beyond his walls as he writes228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWshm4wsfsP
he wants to sleep228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJa1WQ0HUE
He is alone and contemplative228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXvwUNRRiD
about how it feels to fall228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSD0YdX6A7S
into the insecurity and uncomfortability228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwet24XZMF
of itchy, scarred skin228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhg4Ol5A4C
his brain is screaming because his mind is ramming itself228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIW0MfwbhXq
against the walls228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPv3khoaFi
of the skull228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FvxUwQzzQ
He’s hung a sheet on the blinds228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1UDtbXsOg
to block the breath of night228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMO4F7N2Oge
yet it's still coming in228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRH2Qf7KhHz
like a frosted wind228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfMBrhkUID
seeping through the glass228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDMzQHSBMU
of his windows228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHbBi5GYdv
and the pores of his walls228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mduSRz7uT
breathing over the carpet228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86UxPupx71
and icing the scene with ghostly228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdZQF6nQUs
cold228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7nNKSlUHd
crushing him while he’s awake228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XKD6QqIZ0
the air is too cold228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BQXLHiOO5
and its weighing him down228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0Lsx40zJT
he cannot make out what is in front of him228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KmK9XueVk
with depression like lightning228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNURM7cefnz
striking overhead228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbFot0OXfE
bursting228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGT3TaPWkrg
and splitting his ears with thunder rumbling228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoB8F8rEKsd
and he chokes on his throat228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwX1j5Jnbx4
he is paralyzed in vulnerability228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCVnVWwbPJ
his muffled gargles228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XORvSgK7F
left unheard228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagwpkf3RFi
he can’t move his eyes that are bulging228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQP4V58Lm7
and his color is changing228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpZMkwuWFi
darker and darker228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3REhGvjbb
in horror228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaU8I1Ml4Tf
he forgets how to breathe228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDwIMO0sQb
and his head rushes with blue228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlchFMy1WY
and then darker228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzIO32A3z3
for a trapped, dying expression228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0rDxgKkfB
He is more and more228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXManF9V0bj
unable228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaVytCn3xO
to struggle against228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmniS6RECCU
the darkness228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrI6OATCqZ
he feels inhuman228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnwI8OT6MR
He thinks of how dreamy it would be228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3JqXnlM0j
to have no shadows228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vakY3zPl0
and to encounter a hero inside228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfYKEfRqgq
to put an end to all of the darkness228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm15WzF1SjY
that keeps him useless228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cMiWRpO2q
under the heavy, cold air228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5XU2jIPUE
but he realizes he has nothing left228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFlpnWCZ5y
and his love is lost on those that he loves228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlC7uEEGguY
for they have not given him their hearts228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zfCSXj5UQ
and he breaks his itchy skin228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnJJUGJVt8
because he’s angry with who he’s been228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquHpJn4kvg
and they don’t seem to care228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDRN9oP5om
so he thinks he’s wasted his time228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dFZt2laZj
and they can go fuck themselves228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0J59B7T8RY
because he doesn't want the affection228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qd3v9pp0b
and he doesn’t need the attention228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX56pKUN2S5
from someone who doesn’t love him228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeNGvyW3gM
You don’t need them228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CurpqFzTV
You won’t have any of them228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfkSW9Ub91
Bring light upon the dark yourself228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzun0QZSNsj
He tells himself228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNb21irbywz
there is a way to become healthy228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDK3Z0gsoq7
to be warm and bright228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtf2HAApxZd
but whether due to fate or choice228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvmunlGhid
he has been led down a melancholic path228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbhmbDIU1Q
and dark thoughts disrupt him8964 copyright protection224ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGNJkFDMC5 維尼

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