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人生總是黑暗的
ISSUE #78
Author: 負E
人生總是黑暗的
Author: 負E
ISSUE #78
以愛之名
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其實.. 我有時想問問你103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wj0xPlf3l

你會否曾為我傷痕累累的身體而感到一絲心疼

我費盡心思想感受一個無形的答案

到底是遐想 還是真實存在的

我分不清

也許是同時存在的吧

又或許 不去想就是存在吧

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他們都說「沒有父母會不喜歡自己的孩子」

我是相信的 也許是沒有理由不相信

但…我努力在腦海中尋找你愛我的依據

可是…我怎麼怎樣也找不到一絲氣息

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也許你曾熱烈地愛過我

也許你曾滿心期許我的誕生

到底是從何時開始 一切都已經磨滅了呢？

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是我一次又一次的失敗

還是說我的不懂事

我好像一直都達不到你心目中所期許的那樣子

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到底你喜歡的是怎樣的「我」

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有時我感到沉重

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啊 原來靈魂也是有重量的

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那麼你在十月懷胎的時候 是否會感受到沉重

你會否會感受到我們兩個靈魂交織的重量

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但後來我才發現

你愛的只是沒有靈魂的我

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我深信 在我還沒有記憶的那幾年

你是如此的愛著我

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科技發達也許是好事

我看到你曾經的社交媒體上 全部都是寫滿著你對我的愛

是如此的熱烈 如此的令人羨慕…

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但科技發達也許是一件壞事..

讓我看到你曾經的愛

是那麼的豐盛..

讓我怎樣都恨不下你…

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但明明一切都是那麼真實

為什麼我的記憶中一絲你愛我的痕跡都找不到

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他們都說「打罵 是父母對子女無言的愛」

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也許是吧

也許「愛」本就是扭曲的

無論是愛者 還是被愛者…

103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpAYvOkIfK

我們都是在自我催眠

是愛 還是諷刺

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誰知道呢？

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或許「愛」只是自欺欺人 安撫自己的藉口罷了。

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人生總是黑暗的
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Last updated: May 5, 2026
Total word count: 35,860
Total reading time: 120 Minutes
Writer:
負E
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