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人生總是黑暗的
ISSUE #62
Author: 負E
人生總是黑暗的
Author: 負E
ISSUE #62
我偶爾也想被愛
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被愛是怎樣的呢

是否會像太陽般溫暖

是否會像皎月般純粹

是否會像星辰般閃耀

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有時候 我也想被愛

我不知道「愛」是什麼

也許是一個擁抱 一個說話

又或許 只是一個眼神和一個放在肩上的手

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有時候 我只是想要一點真誠

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世界很複雜

很多事物都彎彎繞繞

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小時候就明確的知道

要擁有一樣東西 就必需做到一樣東西去向別人換取

誇獎 成績 擁抱 鼓勵 等等等等

都需要一樣「契機」

任何事都不會莫名就可以擁有

你想要被誇獎 就必要用成績 行為 去換取

但這些亦要付出許多許多事物去獲得

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不知為何 這世間總是彎彎繞繞

一樣事物的背後注定要用許多事物堆積而成

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這就是世界

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可是「被愛」又需要用什麼東西來換取呢？

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我以為用成績 努力可以換取 

可是原來是不行的

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所有換取的只是建基於事物上的「愛」

當崩塌後 愛亦會隨之破滅

可是 我和「愛」之間隔着許多事物

我看不到 觸不到 亦感受不到

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我有時 只想感受到零星的愛

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為何世界不能像光一樣直線行走呢

為何非要彎彎繞繞 到最後依然什麼也沒有得到

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甚至 複雜的世界 亦把光阻隔了

每個人都困在一個黑暗的角落

像奴隸般奮力建造一個個虛偽的事物

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有時候 我只想被愛 

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所謂的愛不是人與人之間的互動遊戲

而是拆掉那些彎彎繞繞的城牆

所崩塌的是虛幻 而不是那稀少的坦誠

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我偶爾也想被愛

我想把一切阻隔拆掉

感受不屬於事物的溫度

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或許 我想要的只是一句真誠的誇獎

一個發自內心的擁抱

一個不是建基於事物的「愛」

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其實至今我依然不知道什麼是愛

我想要的 亦從來都不是愛

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人生總是黑暗的
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Last updated: May 5, 2026
Total word count: 35,860
Total reading time: 120 Minutes
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