國小二年級的我是一個很受歡迎的孩子。
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYotd8MDCMN
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjvlnGnFsh
「大家快過來看！」159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOshRxFVvs
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LV5yM7tzo
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi04StcirSr
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTspClBsf9
只要我一個號令，同學們就會像嗅到甜味的螞蟻般一窩蜂圍上來。159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlccIa8lQN
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYGZHzDlVR
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Y593jfFLY
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxVDJplGcD
「什麼什麼？」159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1q2shsWFdV
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBSRcZdvpv
「楠楠我也要看！」159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzw2pevRySR
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRL5XLvBIen
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTcfrGPijB
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILjmITkKNx
我回過身看向聞聲而來的同學們，故作成熟的清了清喉嚨。159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7zxHgEe1J
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEFgv9IYCr
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jCcNXDc3z
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbwa2dowfG
「你們看我！」159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmBcyPuAad
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IjEJKZlfA
我亮出掌心約兩個指節長的小紅花，捏住尾端後吸了一口。159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYOPYxgFkk
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjABKm5xda
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtxXMi2CpW
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONfN2S3xDh
隨著蜜香在舌尖擴散，同學們紛紛爆出驚叫。159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnTJ1RqZrq
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpQiNkF8zc
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBzFEU0cB3
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNJFzhTZxO
「楠楠！」一個女生忽然拉住我的袖子哭喊，「老師說吃小草會死翹翹啦！」159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1qBXfYam6
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡis8utYPiF7
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvkB0JyqLg
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXspVnBz3Yr
「嘔…」幾名試圖模仿我的男同學瞬間臉色大變，爭先恐後吐出一堆不知名的草本植物。159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnxtRpZwgX
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaaylvqQne
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xioO92NRT
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LSFXKTVWM
我不哭反笑，「吃這種紅紅的花不會死掉哦！」159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAt03iJkEfR
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3zMA7BOuD
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2LbHa3I7t
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZFlf4k0DN
我指著一叢由幾十朵紅花組成的半圓球體「這是矮仙丹花，和糖果一樣甜甜的。」159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnShi6y9hDV
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vWfotMosU
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUT0Bgh12qN
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCeozn4QOc
我邊說邊遞一朵給方才的辮子女孩，在她小心翼翼地輕啜一口後，臉上的恐懼瞬間被驚喜所取代。「好甜！」159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvD715r0ye
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Pz3Die0tS
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1YesDSyJy
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkJBLriqJN
「對吧～」我勾起嘴角比出一個勝利的V字。159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbl9UisYMVb
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSsSZVPGAX
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokm2LGAavW
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAH8w7G66V
周圍的孩子見此情景漸漸放下心，各自跑開採花去了。一節下課就在眾人的歡聲笑語中度過。159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmCotqe2vR
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbqRABE4CX
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQjTBC7EMV
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhttnHY1cZ
鐘聲響起，我宛如率領羊群的牧羊犬，走在眾人的最前頭。159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfk71ZYDIz
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiYidLTE9G
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BVIvEwWum
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoa9z50os8
「楠楠我們下次玩什麼？」一個女生發問。159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAIBbsAsBX
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzSJBtLtt4
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48whsrOtyB
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2j8Af8tUOW
我笑著回答：「我想玩躲貓貓！」159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLcW4c7C55
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWo5S94vnKK
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzZyAbSBLu
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqC5dOB4lT
「好啊！」159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡag3L7TL7rr
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHmEXQTP9d
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSupYfYq2Pz
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6TXLfPboZ
沒有人反駁我的提議，大家的臉上只有期待和欣喜，以及對我的順從。159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLS0xDwygS
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavjr0JlZIt
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41gFijJTZq
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCccTdWbhV
國小二年級的我位於人際關係金字塔的頂端，不僅對自己很有自信，也深得大家的喜愛。159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVw8gfMn0g
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzghYY0v3NZ
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡse0Cm1pBgK
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3smL1lFUKv
無論從哪個方面看來都是個無比幸福的孩子。159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡod9kV7LoXD
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdXExGY6y6
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAueccQEZ6
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaFtxZDPET
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2xDuWaMBw
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuGeCf50yo
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOrCS9J2CK
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJk2eKX1Whh
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcKaGPWzNQ
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mKWxhbWyc
「爸爸！」我邁開步伐朝校門口那個西裝筆挺的身影撲過去。159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEOWQULqFf
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8ZRG02Gqz
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCK7QUidhq
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Ruy6SCh0E
爸爸張開雙臂把我擁入懷中，雙手支撐我的腋下將我高高舉起。159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiO9NRZg2cR
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBoFPrHy0x
我高聲歡呼享受雙腳懸空的快感。159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolyNFzMQsJ
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GjQ4Wfm1a
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMGXItJDsC
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuEWniDk5n
「爸爸今天怎麼這麼早下班？」落地後，我甩開遮住視線的瀏海仰頭看他。159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTBAU391r6
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhKDzP1BE5
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU09XawYf53
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTQT2v7uXK
爸爸溫柔地揉揉我的頭髮：「想給我們家小楠一個驚喜就提早回來啦。」159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2OMes4LU3
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQW418tCYx
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5pGDSKiu2
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTB2CfMj4r
我興奮地跳起來，蹦蹦跳跳走向路邊銀色的小轎車。159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWqgUcnR7t
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsA7s4MHSA
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomHfO9dDae
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDU1hJWdTQ
坐上汽車後座後，爸爸一如往常放了一大把糖果在我的裙子上。159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mrK6Avpcq
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWDrz5ByVZ
車內的燈是亮著的，五彩繽紛的糖果紙閃著誘人的光，讓人目不暇給。159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOZswjb5TR
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OMtqc1xL4
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92yAQQAMyF
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkXhyt2BTM
猶豫再三，我拿起扁平的琥珀色棒棒糖，拆開透明包裝紙放入口中。159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01qBGFjkDi
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifm4bf1E5L
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLR6Z6ifZy
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iw5CGGdBG
「又選棒棒糖？小楠這麼喜歡棒棒糖啊。」159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsuBd1SsgN
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4niJx7F89C
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YKTDTXLLn
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9q2ldaNeBP
「嗯！」我笑得燦爛，「但我更喜歡爸爸！」159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4qhBlMEHu
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmhQkhV731
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGwu0dzSPl
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyPwej5eoV
前座的爸爸溫柔地回應我：「爸爸也好愛妳。爸爸全世界最愛的就是妳跟妳媽媽了。」159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEJHvuSjiz
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0b9g3rKZx
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHO291qDtdW
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Q6k8wyY8q
「嘻嘻爸爸最棒了！」159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7B8lUi3k4
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOs1j6R4jDg
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykU9x1YST3
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmWBBG5SgH
我舔著白色塑膠桿上的麥芽糖，麥香伴隨濃郁的甜盈滿口腔。159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXmfUDrjbY
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfJmf4yaQw
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZiRYDZkHk
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyxKslkCNZ
如同我的小學二年級，甜美且純粹。159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLDWyn1s3K
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWprtmJjAC
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJ1smYScm2
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgf5sz4hzu
升上四年級後，我的綽號從「楠楠」，變成了「棒棒糖」。159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAvkqRHF2K
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnhOj44m2L
因為爸爸是糖果食品公司的員工，我們家的零食櫃裡從來不缺吃的。無論是未上市的還是熱銷款，爸爸都可以輕鬆拿到。159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqUKOtjKNp
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TDgUNoJdF
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZ50tHw4K3
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMkAr7ZcTI
而總是把棒棒糖帶來學校的我也因此得到了一個新綽號——棒棒糖159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIrquO23gW
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroCY3HfjsN
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQZCyWMakx
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSuAbmOyiJ
「棒棒糖，你有沒有喜歡的人啊？」159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotJJpEsXRP
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02sqds7Dta
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFX8kDcf6y
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPUFVKimAU
同班四年的好朋友靜琳雙手環抱籃球，像往常一樣談起戀愛話題，對前幾分鐘體育老師的警告置若罔聞。159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGwwUq2ULi
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcigx79eJR
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWGyJxxXAg
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSU6jFGnZ0h
「沒有，而且談戀愛不好玩，我不喜歡。」我用樹枝在沙地上畫起無意義的愛心符號，再給它打上一個大大的叉。159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHpYHCollP
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUPD5ZwXOS
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvb6RqU7XDc
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY62pUc0cxf
靜琳嘆氣：「妳最近變得好無聊啊，以前三年級不是都聊6號有多帥嗎。」159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7JKUDB41G
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5I0Iyj8aJS
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7g4mWuHpS2
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdPLWp2wFV
「他一次喜歡好幾個女生，很噁心。」我抿唇。159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWQNNVnleH
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicCnKVL5RZ
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2VmocHJq7
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesA9I1OULI
靜琳鼓著單邊臉頰鬧起彆扭：「我不管啦！我五年級就要轉學了，再跟我聊一些好玩的嘛！」159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjH0RZMlGo6
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEq08IJ17j
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9yEwtj4L4
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDrxwlpWoQ
靜琳要轉學？！159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxgxkL1MYE
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsb8PVZ4vy
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUO4NuOMFrT
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujYYjJL7El
我驚訝地看著她，呆了好幾秒，最後怔怔地吐出一句話。
「那我們聊妳喜歡的。」159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdemypNqv8
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbRXlSA40m
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4a88cm5Bg5
159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhAJhXHYEU
我們就這樣有一搭沒一搭地聊著戀愛話題，消磨掉一節體育課。
坦白說，靜琳轉學的事情並沒有讓我掉一滴淚，甚至連一點悲傷的情緒也沒有。
我說不定其實是個冷血的人。
今天的家裡格外不安寧，雖然自三年級後半起爸媽的吵架頻率就越來越高，但從來沒有出現過當前的情況。
「小楠，如果爸爸跟媽媽離婚的話，妳要跟誰一起住？」爸爸的語氣沒有以往的溫柔。
我低下頭，不想對上面前兩道冷冽的目光。
「離婚」這個詞我曾在跟媽媽一起追劇時看到過，但我從沒想過有天會在現實生活中聽到「你要跟爸爸還是媽媽」這種經典臺詞。
我以為爸爸媽媽很溫柔，不會當著我的面問出這種話，逼我在兩個最喜歡的人中做選擇。
但顯然並非如此。
「我不想選。」我的口氣異常冷靜，平淡的情緒表達連我自己都不敢置信。心臟仿佛覆了一層霜，除了由內而外的冷以外什麼都感受不到。
沒有人回應我的話，四周的氣氛降至冰點，陷入一片安靜的死寂。
「就說不要在未楠面前提了。」過了半晌，媽媽率先發難。
「她遲早要知道啊！」一向溫文儒雅的爸爸吼了回去。
「張未楠已經不是小孩子了，怎麼可能看不出來？」媽媽的聲音比平時高出不只一個八度。
我默默退到床鋪和牆角連接的角落，小手拽緊床單。
在他們的爭吵中，我只是個局外人。
我把目光投向媽媽，她棕色的長髮如綢段般細緻，額前的碎髮把巴掌大地臉襯得更加小巧，美麗的五官更是絲毫沒有被歲月摧殘的痕跡。
可儘管如此，爸爸依然選擇了另一個女人。拋下了媽媽，還有…我。
爸爸是騙子，大騙子。爸爸說他全世界最喜歡的就是小楠跟媽媽，他說謊。
我的呼吸一窒，左胸似乎有什麼東西摔落在地，碎得徹底。
後來，靜琳果然離開了，去了南部的學校。爸爸也離開了，不知道去了哪裡。可能是那個女人的家？
我不清楚，也不在乎。
我果然是個冷血的人。
之後的日子我彷彿變了一個人。我失去與人交流的熱忱，只是拼命地想考上城裡最好的國中。甚至沒跟任何一個同學說超過五句話就從國小畢業了。
當時唯一能勾起我興趣的只有一套我從小追到大的連載漫畫——<平行悖論>。
而我之所以會如此熱衷於那套漫畫，也僅僅因為那套漫畫的第一集是爸爸送給我的七歲生日禮物。
我有時候會想，如果<平行悖論>中的平行時空真的存在，會不會有另一個我正跟爸爸媽媽幸福快樂地生活在一起呢？
瀏覽著書中的情節，我撕開藍色棒棒糖的包裝紙。
濃烈的薄荷味，好冰、好涼、好苦。
我不喜歡。
ns216.73.216.30da2
然後按「加至主畫面」