My family’s so excited for the New Year counting. I don’t really want to celebrate this year due to all the cleaning in the end. I have friends to celebrate with so I don’t have time to deal with all this family stuff. This sounds like the whole cliché young adult thing and yeah I’m the type to not like my parents and whole family.752Please respect copyright.PENANA8XTR2d4qii
Anyways, there isn’t that much family to celebrate with anyway. My brothers got a job which is pretty much a big deal in his life and my sister has to deal with her family problems so she can’t really come at the moment. It’s just me and my parents. I don’t really have a job so I’m free all the time.752Please respect copyright.PENANA1sQcYtjMv5
I have other ways to earn money and that is through making song covers for a living. I’m pretty famous if you ask me. If you want me to explain it’s pretty simple. It’s like you’re about to walk on a stage expecting only like a population of 12 people to be there to cheer you on, but in the end seeing more than 100.752Please respect copyright.PENANAzkeBEXnJtt
The feeling is great to be honest. I like it this way but even though I’m with my parents, I still feel pretty lonely. It’s a terribly nice feeling I must say.752Please respect copyright.PENANA08YCzxkgHu
“10, 9 ,8 ,7 ,6…”752Please respect copyright.PENANAnN8D34ihKV
We’re starting the count but I’m working on a song cover so I don’t really have time to do so. My room is clean and I don’t want anyone crashing it. I’m 23 years old and still living with my parents jobless. Pretty sad right?752Please respect copyright.PENANAEGF1Zp6MHc
“5, ,4 ,3 ,2…!”752Please respect copyright.PENANADEHNrKd36B
Here comes the big yell. Oh you know what the number one yell is my favorite so I’ll just yell it anyway.752Please respect copyright.PENANAI8kcvTC4Xe
“…1!” we all shout out loud together.752Please respect copyright.PENANAD8TFgxZgKj
Since the whole shouting is done I guess I’ll just go back to my room and look at my E-mail. When I opened my mail, I noticed that there was a message in my Promotions. I clicked it and saw a job offer. Finally I can stop going on stage and being nervous all the time.752Please respect copyright.PENANA8uYlOC1YpI
I read it and began to take back what I just said. The job offer was offering me a spot at one of the famous dance studious In New York. They wanted me to make song covers for them to dance to. Which also means when they dance on stage I’m going to pop out and sing in front of more people than I’ve ever encountered.752Please respect copyright.PENANAu0Vo2GCI2V
My life is a wreck! I mean sure I need a job that also suits me but hell no! I am not singing on stage ever again! I mean it’s been 3 years since I did.752Please respect copyright.PENANAJTYKZSxOnw
I wanted to clear my head for a while so I went to the kitchen to get something to eat and trust me, since it was New Year there was lots to eat. When I got back, I saw my mom and dad looking at the job offer with their faces super close to the laptop screen. If you saw my parents, the first thing that would pop out of your mind would be “God that’s unhealthy!”. They were so friggin close.752Please respect copyright.PENANAV4CpYztbHr
My mom and dad were starting to act pretty cheeky which freaked me out. They smiled at me with the creepiest of ways. They jumped on me and started to hug me as tight as they could.752Please respect copyright.PENANAAIxtoRGDms
“So, aren’t you going to say yes to the job offer?” my mom asked.752Please respect copyright.PENANAol6DEWb3Ce
“No!” I shouted. I really don’t want to actually. It’s tiring to keep on doing that with my voice all day. I’d rather look at a computer talking to people like my big sis.752Please respect copyright.PENANAgRlyXy4GUO
“You have to! So that you could finally move out of this place!” My dad yelled.752Please respect copyright.PENANAKXwMQnTJQT
“Is that all you guys were thinking about the minute you read the job offer?” I asked.752Please respect copyright.PENANACBeNzkkJo2
They nodded which really shattered me. I’m their son and yes it would make sense for parents to say that to the kid I mean, I’m 23 and I don’t even have a job yet! My brother got one the day he graduated. Just thinking about it really makes me jealous.752Please respect copyright.PENANAJSgUu3VTwG
To finally get a life, I guess I’m just going to have to accept it. When I did, my mom and dad were so happy that their faces were turning redder than the New Year’s fireworks. I like making people happy. Especially my family.752Please respect copyright.PENANAaxLuWiUPB6
I don’t really hate my family it’s just that we’re all so distant! I can’t even see my 3 nephews. Jay’s so big now while Glen and Ashler don’t even know they have 2 uncles! Now that my fellow audience is what you call a good mother slash sister.752Please respect copyright.PENANAwUbALDDZHY
The next day…752Please respect copyright.PENANA4SL5LmpEUk
I got up early seeing my parents reading the job offer over and over again. It was annoying but it feels nice since they’re both happy and excited for me. When I got out, I put on my hoodie to avoid any fans and all that kind of stuff. Luckily I didn’t have to walk to much since the building was just a few blocks away.752Please respect copyright.PENANA3hsZicw3w5
When I got in, it was sort of quiet but you could hear loud music coming from the other room. I thought I was ditched to be honest. Usually in my place there would always be someone waiting for you by the hall to escort you to the person I’m gonna have an interview with.752Please respect copyright.PENANAEWvVIyLi3f
“Ah, Bendickson!” a random guy popped out of nowhere said, “Glad you could make it!”752Please respect copyright.PENANA7EK7OPMbjp
He shook my hand so fast that I was starting to feel like a vibrating phone that was non-stop.752Please respect copyright.PENANAqjJiNtBtuZ
“You came here for the interview am I right?” he said.752Please respect copyright.PENANAwpc1Zr7LLw
“yeah, um, where is it?” I replied rudely.752Please respect copyright.PENANAbwGdFNUvTr
He grabbed my arm and dragged me to the room with super loud music. The room looked awesome actually. There were professional dancers everywhere! They were practicing in a studio that looked like one for one of the music videos I watch.752Please respect copyright.PENANAsl9JfoFAbH
Camera men readying their cameras. While I was walking around, I saw the most beautiful person in the world… her name was Buffet Table (Single for Life). She had the most beautiful eyes (Cupcakes with blue Icing) and she had the most beautiful hair (Spaghetti). The owner wouldn’t mind if I took a bite of her would he?752Please respect copyright.PENANAVi8IU42ZeU
“You could eat some don’t worry” A guy said.752Please respect copyright.PENANAytFaoaCIer
“HE REALLY DOESN’T MIND?!” I shouted in my mind of course.752Please respect copyright.PENANA72de6yKC1Z
In reality I just looked shocked. He was wearing a suit and tie which was my Ideal man to be honest. He looked handsome but I am not gonna be with him… hopefully. He was smiling such an innocent smile that when you look at it, your heart will start to feel pretty warm.752Please respect copyright.PENANAcE07EcQKn2
“I’m Anicken Zalishqi, the one who you’re gonna have an interview with” he said waiting for a handshake.752Please respect copyright.PENANAMoQkfbzaOA
[Classy… me likey] at least that’s what I thought, “Kelly Bendickson, it’s a pleasure to meet you”752Please respect copyright.PENANAyXjcQ8ZUGO
“Kelly? Weird name but, okay” he said with his eyes looking up.752Please respect copyright.PENANADVCNvNM3Qm
I shook his hand and smiled as well. That was the first time I have ever put that much effort in my smile, I mean, I usually just smile as if someone just died! He was kind of cute so might as well be cute too. He fixed his necktie and glasses [which made me scream in my mind even more] and told me to follow him to a much more, quieter place.752Please respect copyright.PENANAmS8jI7OcnO
[Why are we going? What are we gonna do there?!] I said in my mind holding my chest with my heart beating faster than a humming bird’s wings.752Please respect copyright.PENANAAHNO9l8s1m
“You don’t have to be so nervous for the interview Kelly” he said leading me to his office.752Please respect copyright.PENANAbGszbpTFPU
“Oh yeah, interview, got it” I said laughing nervously.752Please respect copyright.PENANAmNXDRzFqOM
Man the hallway was empty to the core. While we were on the way to the office, I saw a dark room with only a little light going in it. It wasn’t so clear but I did think I saw a piano. Must’ve been the music room.752Please respect copyright.PENANABeoLwA9XKV
We arrived in the office and I just sat down. Man the chair was so comfy!752Please respect copyright.PENANAhYJJ0RoAwQ
“Make yourself comfortable” He said.752Please respect copyright.PENANAdLs8HLbPkI
“Um hello, do you not see me pretending to dive in this chair?” I said laughing.752Please respect copyright.PENANABc6pjJvXF0
He laughed and smiled at me with that heart breaking smile! It breaks my heart cuz he will never be mine! If you guys are expecting me to be with him in the future, NO, He has a ring. I feel so bitter, I’m always like this in my house.752Please respect copyright.PENANA5VGtToZZSQ
The interview only lasted a few minutes. I don’t think I could walk anymore after seeing him smile almost all the time. He showed me to the dark and scary room which I was right about, it was the music room. It was filled with all the trending instruments, but the only instruments that caught my eyes were the Piano and the guitar.752Please respect copyright.PENANAXUYfkTUBO8
Mr. Zalishqi said he was gonna give me the song I’m going to use as a cover tomorrow. When I got home, I immediately went to my room and typed in my Diary. Pretty girly but who knows when I might lose my memories. If that ever happens, This Diary will let me remember everything!752Please respect copyright.PENANAiaExmsAM1J
Like that would ever happen…752Please respect copyright.PENANAzbhhT1Qojo
I have a job now and I’m really good at it. I’ve changed this far I guess. I found a guy I liked but no thanks, don’t want to ruin his image and turn it into “World biggest Cheater”. Mr. Zalishqi’s now my Manager and has to stay with at all times which really kills me every day.752Please respect copyright.PENANAMbB0GIjSkU
This year has really got me going and it’s the best I’ve ever had. My brother came and also my nephew together with my Brother-in-Law. Happy New Year everyone in the world. This might turn into a good song so I better write it down… To those out there I wish you guys good luck.752Please respect copyright.PENANAcTYG8oIkHd
God Bless you all…
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