My family’s so excited for the New Year counting. I don’t really want to celebrate this year due to all the cleaning in the end. I have friends to celebrate with so I don’t have time to deal with all this family stuff. This sounds like the whole cliché young adult thing and yeah I’m the type to not like my parents and whole family.618Please respect copyright.PENANA48SQykpxMt
Anyways, there isn’t that much family to celebrate with anyway. My brothers got a job which is pretty much a big deal in his life and my sister has to deal with her family problems so she can’t really come at the moment. It’s just me and my parents. I don’t really have a job so I’m free all the time.618Please respect copyright.PENANARxIibU88NW
I have other ways to earn money and that is through making song covers for a living. I’m pretty famous if you ask me. If you want me to explain it’s pretty simple. It’s like you’re about to walk on a stage expecting only like a population of 12 people to be there to cheer you on, but in the end seeing more than 100.618Please respect copyright.PENANA6iCndOIQRS
The feeling is great to be honest. I like it this way but even though I’m with my parents, I still feel pretty lonely. It’s a terribly nice feeling I must say.618Please respect copyright.PENANA9tEN7M0PWN
“10, 9 ,8 ,7 ,6…”618Please respect copyright.PENANAUDpT9mD4UF
We’re starting the count but I’m working on a song cover so I don’t really have time to do so. My room is clean and I don’t want anyone crashing it. I’m 23 years old and still living with my parents jobless. Pretty sad right?618Please respect copyright.PENANAESzlIi2PGj
“5, ,4 ,3 ,2…!”618Please respect copyright.PENANAznWrnnsu6f
Here comes the big yell. Oh you know what the number one yell is my favorite so I’ll just yell it anyway.618Please respect copyright.PENANAYsrOj2GJPN
“…1!” we all shout out loud together.618Please respect copyright.PENANANDQ0SlSnYY
Since the whole shouting is done I guess I’ll just go back to my room and look at my E-mail. When I opened my mail, I noticed that there was a message in my Promotions. I clicked it and saw a job offer. Finally I can stop going on stage and being nervous all the time.618Please respect copyright.PENANAyXu3qSY4tm
I read it and began to take back what I just said. The job offer was offering me a spot at one of the famous dance studious In New York. They wanted me to make song covers for them to dance to. Which also means when they dance on stage I’m going to pop out and sing in front of more people than I’ve ever encountered.618Please respect copyright.PENANAwCpULVwvbG
My life is a wreck! I mean sure I need a job that also suits me but hell no! I am not singing on stage ever again! I mean it’s been 3 years since I did.618Please respect copyright.PENANAOziaWCrCZb
I wanted to clear my head for a while so I went to the kitchen to get something to eat and trust me, since it was New Year there was lots to eat. When I got back, I saw my mom and dad looking at the job offer with their faces super close to the laptop screen. If you saw my parents, the first thing that would pop out of your mind would be “God that’s unhealthy!”. They were so friggin close.618Please respect copyright.PENANAHBYFx35ebz
My mom and dad were starting to act pretty cheeky which freaked me out. They smiled at me with the creepiest of ways. They jumped on me and started to hug me as tight as they could.618Please respect copyright.PENANA1hqNMVAN0x
“So, aren’t you going to say yes to the job offer?” my mom asked.618Please respect copyright.PENANAE8bN6tmdk0
“No!” I shouted. I really don’t want to actually. It’s tiring to keep on doing that with my voice all day. I’d rather look at a computer talking to people like my big sis.618Please respect copyright.PENANAmeAUz0U1vd
“You have to! So that you could finally move out of this place!” My dad yelled.618Please respect copyright.PENANAs0G8bLMOVy
“Is that all you guys were thinking about the minute you read the job offer?” I asked.618Please respect copyright.PENANATfbAwwOd9h
They nodded which really shattered me. I’m their son and yes it would make sense for parents to say that to the kid I mean, I’m 23 and I don’t even have a job yet! My brother got one the day he graduated. Just thinking about it really makes me jealous.618Please respect copyright.PENANAkYDfURJxHp
To finally get a life, I guess I’m just going to have to accept it. When I did, my mom and dad were so happy that their faces were turning redder than the New Year’s fireworks. I like making people happy. Especially my family.618Please respect copyright.PENANAiQk0Le8d7t
I don’t really hate my family it’s just that we’re all so distant! I can’t even see my 3 nephews. Jay’s so big now while Glen and Ashler don’t even know they have 2 uncles! Now that my fellow audience is what you call a good mother slash sister.618Please respect copyright.PENANAFIduRe5oee
The next day…618Please respect copyright.PENANAWCM4C3e84W
I got up early seeing my parents reading the job offer over and over again. It was annoying but it feels nice since they’re both happy and excited for me. When I got out, I put on my hoodie to avoid any fans and all that kind of stuff. Luckily I didn’t have to walk to much since the building was just a few blocks away.618Please respect copyright.PENANAveQOgn5FdI
When I got in, it was sort of quiet but you could hear loud music coming from the other room. I thought I was ditched to be honest. Usually in my place there would always be someone waiting for you by the hall to escort you to the person I’m gonna have an interview with.618Please respect copyright.PENANAkeMhsHSGpm
“Ah, Bendickson!” a random guy popped out of nowhere said, “Glad you could make it!”618Please respect copyright.PENANAiYqGmo0llE
He shook my hand so fast that I was starting to feel like a vibrating phone that was non-stop.618Please respect copyright.PENANA4uXvEbrjEa
“You came here for the interview am I right?” he said.618Please respect copyright.PENANAkvaYRkcFYu
“yeah, um, where is it?” I replied rudely.618Please respect copyright.PENANAGg4rBl6uf6
He grabbed my arm and dragged me to the room with super loud music. The room looked awesome actually. There were professional dancers everywhere! They were practicing in a studio that looked like one for one of the music videos I watch.618Please respect copyright.PENANAfiOLqoQtfy
Camera men readying their cameras. While I was walking around, I saw the most beautiful person in the world… her name was Buffet Table (Single for Life). She had the most beautiful eyes (Cupcakes with blue Icing) and she had the most beautiful hair (Spaghetti). The owner wouldn’t mind if I took a bite of her would he?618Please respect copyright.PENANAWZUuuM1IfC
“You could eat some don’t worry” A guy said.618Please respect copyright.PENANApY7yHCJq8M
“HE REALLY DOESN’T MIND?!” I shouted in my mind of course.618Please respect copyright.PENANA6dW4R3nqeP
In reality I just looked shocked. He was wearing a suit and tie which was my Ideal man to be honest. He looked handsome but I am not gonna be with him… hopefully. He was smiling such an innocent smile that when you look at it, your heart will start to feel pretty warm.618Please respect copyright.PENANAoXuX4dSrS2
“I’m Anicken Zalishqi, the one who you’re gonna have an interview with” he said waiting for a handshake.618Please respect copyright.PENANAGii9UzvOju
[Classy… me likey] at least that’s what I thought, “Kelly Bendickson, it’s a pleasure to meet you”618Please respect copyright.PENANACN6mZ2S4Cx
“Kelly? Weird name but, okay” he said with his eyes looking up.618Please respect copyright.PENANAPEQn97gHHS
I shook his hand and smiled as well. That was the first time I have ever put that much effort in my smile, I mean, I usually just smile as if someone just died! He was kind of cute so might as well be cute too. He fixed his necktie and glasses [which made me scream in my mind even more] and told me to follow him to a much more, quieter place.618Please respect copyright.PENANAS7Yz81CIlb
[Why are we going? What are we gonna do there?!] I said in my mind holding my chest with my heart beating faster than a humming bird’s wings.618Please respect copyright.PENANAFwgRmnMfqr
“You don’t have to be so nervous for the interview Kelly” he said leading me to his office.618Please respect copyright.PENANAQfy9IADPEq
“Oh yeah, interview, got it” I said laughing nervously.618Please respect copyright.PENANADPo1bKTu15
Man the hallway was empty to the core. While we were on the way to the office, I saw a dark room with only a little light going in it. It wasn’t so clear but I did think I saw a piano. Must’ve been the music room.618Please respect copyright.PENANAcyi1AUnxkt
We arrived in the office and I just sat down. Man the chair was so comfy!618Please respect copyright.PENANABSAT2cvVHS
“Make yourself comfortable” He said.618Please respect copyright.PENANAsmojseAElc
“Um hello, do you not see me pretending to dive in this chair?” I said laughing.618Please respect copyright.PENANApboXLxWjh7
He laughed and smiled at me with that heart breaking smile! It breaks my heart cuz he will never be mine! If you guys are expecting me to be with him in the future, NO, He has a ring. I feel so bitter, I’m always like this in my house.618Please respect copyright.PENANAfPnQmtY6Q5
The interview only lasted a few minutes. I don’t think I could walk anymore after seeing him smile almost all the time. He showed me to the dark and scary room which I was right about, it was the music room. It was filled with all the trending instruments, but the only instruments that caught my eyes were the Piano and the guitar.618Please respect copyright.PENANA8iFW9OlwZy
Mr. Zalishqi said he was gonna give me the song I’m going to use as a cover tomorrow. When I got home, I immediately went to my room and typed in my Diary. Pretty girly but who knows when I might lose my memories. If that ever happens, This Diary will let me remember everything!618Please respect copyright.PENANAniz4jmMZEv
Like that would ever happen…618Please respect copyright.PENANAmxyDdzuVPS
I have a job now and I’m really good at it. I’ve changed this far I guess. I found a guy I liked but no thanks, don’t want to ruin his image and turn it into “World biggest Cheater”. Mr. Zalishqi’s now my Manager and has to stay with at all times which really kills me every day.618Please respect copyright.PENANAAV2njUv6z3
This year has really got me going and it’s the best I’ve ever had. My brother came and also my nephew together with my Brother-in-Law. Happy New Year everyone in the world. This might turn into a good song so I better write it down… To those out there I wish you guys good luck.618Please respect copyright.PENANAinTBu3qZCi
God Bless you all…
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