中一的自己覺得小學的自己是弱智,中三的自己又想不明白中一的自己在想甚麼⋯⋯237Please respect copyright.PENANArw7dOfq6XH
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每個人都有回望過去的自己,然後想著「我當時到底在做甚麼」的時候。
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「如果他可以努力一點,我覺得他可以考到全級前十名⋯⋯」中一的家長日,班主任孫老師這樣說著。
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我表面上同意她的說法,但心底卻最討厭那些像笨蛋一樣的努力的人。237Please respect copyright.PENANAs9o486LDki
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考試我還是會裸考,反正怎樣也不會滾出前二十名。237Please respect copyright.PENANAMVKamFKygk
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所謂的精英班根本一點都不精英,一堆白痴智障也能進。237Please respect copyright.PENANAPNpewNVwep
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一堆人拼死拼活地努力,和我毫不費力取得的成果一樣,不是很可笑嗎?237Please respect copyright.PENANA8EgAmWAghg
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平常是懶懶散散的樣子,一到重要關頭就展現真正實力——這是想像中的我。237Please respect copyright.PENANAWBigr5Ptr1
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中一下學期的時候,有個戴著紫框眼鏡的女同學成為了我的鄰座。237Please respect copyright.PENANANzqBd2hCA3
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最初我對她的印象很模糊,只是知道她名字叫莊子澄。237Please respect copyright.PENANAz3or44qVEA
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她似乎是一個文靜的人,要說為甚麼我會這樣覺得,大概是因為我有一次不見意地瞄到了她在看《羅生門》,所以形成了既有印象。
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雖然是同桌,但大家沒甚麼交流,彼此間陌生得很,想必我們很快就會再調位,然後從此成為對方回憶中某個似乎存在著的路人甲⋯⋯237Please respect copyright.PENANA927yX0Kbk3
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直到那個破格的數學project。237Please respect copyright.PENANAGp8Mdv2b2i
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我討厭重覆性高的課業,按部就班的工作只會讓我厭倦,而這次創新的數學project正合我意。237Please respect copyright.PENANAFmL25q8p0F
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聽數學老師「陳伯」說,這個活動還是第一年舉辦。237Please respect copyright.PENANAnzlXYa51t2
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其實我感覺他沒那麼老,就是被地中海禿拖累了。237Please respect copyright.PENANANwSf9ENZm3
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好,這次是時候要認真了。237Please respect copyright.PENANAGjow8q4mXf
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我在家中研究著老師發給我的資料冊,看出了不少重點,還幻想了同學有可能作出的不同應對。237Please respect copyright.PENANAkdQAbmsEI2
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做足萬全準備的我迎上了這次數學project。237Please respect copyright.PENANAsozJ0pwQZm
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我早看出名堂來了,這個活動很多地方都是煙幕和誤導,那批按部就班的同學會死得很慘。237Please respect copyright.PENANASsPZbFVKcJ
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「我們繼續甚麼都不用做,讓其他組互鬥吧。」我自信地托著黃框眼鏡,目光如探照燈掃過教室,氣勢凌人。237Please respect copyright.PENANAmLwsgagTus
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「不行,你這樣會害死我們組。」鄰座的她紫框眼鏡後的瞳孔滿是對我計劃的不解。237Please respect copyright.PENANAws6JF24LAP
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妳就是那些典型的按部就班乖學生吧?237Please respect copyright.PENANAfukxZFjvwu
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我確信自己看到的是關鍵,本就比她高的我抬頭俯視她,瞳孔微微下壓,以輕挑的語氣說著:「Well,莊子是吧?我建議你少說一些沒用的說話。」237Please respect copyright.PENANAsAo1La92k9
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不知道是否被我的態度激怒,她語氣激動了不少:「我平時就已經覺得你做事不認真了,你是打算拖我們全組下水嗎?」237Please respect copyright.PENANAjPDiPoCGek
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小姐,你很了解我嗎?237Please respect copyright.PENANArHPswK32WJ
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懶得解釋的我霸氣地站起身,向陳伯提交了我們的決定:「出事的話我負全責。」237Please respect copyright.PENANAYXhezQGWPj
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莊子澄像是認命般閉上紫框眼鏡後的雙眼,神情絕望。237Please respect copyright.PENANAIYcwO9Qn00
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不是吧小姐,我平常表現有這麼差嗎?237Please respect copyright.PENANA9hSqlQeuXW
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「你們沒留意到嗎?背景故事暗藏的玄機。」我的話音剛落,又一輪的結果被公布,其他組別的人還是輸錢居多。237Please respect copyright.PENANAuLxxFGozJa
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我早抄下了前幾輪的開盤結果。237Please respect copyright.PENANAaYr4pmqvCE
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「你們猜一下為甚麼這次活動會用二十面骰?」我一邊攤開資料冊,一邊看著前幾輪的開盤結果。237Please respect copyright.PENANAsY3tFTHNyI
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「為甚麼?」莊子澄的語氣有種莫名的苦澀。237Please respect copyright.PENANAO7r1UEqQjN
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交出紙後,我笑而不語。237Please respect copyright.PENANAVO4isAiVqM
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沒猜錯的話,最後一輪其實是我們唯一可以預測結果的一輪。237Please respect copyright.PENANAEBp1Owh7IQ
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所以,反轉該來了。237Please respect copyright.PENANA0jz82qeokK
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「18、4、15」投影屏幕上開出三個數字。237Please respect copyright.PENANAKZUCY3vEvN
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「B組三個全中,五倍x五倍x五倍,一百二十五倍。」陳伯宣佈道。237Please respect copyright.PENANADX5uGUlvE7
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B組由零分一下躍至六十二萬五千分,斷崖式領先第二名的一萬多分。237Please respect copyright.PENANAc62w5PDCjE
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聽到這個結果,莊子澄的眼眸回復了澄明。237Please respect copyright.PENANAeb6T8pFE9w
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「我們真的贏了?」她目瞪口呆。237Please respect copyright.PENANAYdjk2YkMVH
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驚訝也是當然,我根本就沒有告訴他們我的計劃。237Please respect copyright.PENANAxeKg3d6Qb3
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這件事自己一個就可以解決掉。237Please respect copyright.PENANAAr4zYi3hcV
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我對這個結果相當滿意,靠著椅背,嘴角微微上揚:「哼,早說了。現在相信我了?」237Please respect copyright.PENANA3minv3gBU9
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她紅著臉地道歉:「對不起,我之前語氣重了一點⋯⋯」237Please respect copyright.PENANAet1WKRp0TT
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沒錯,我最期待的畫面出現了。237Please respect copyright.PENANAQvEM8eqc11
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不只是這樣,現在全班同學都在看著我們這邊。237Please respect copyright.PENANAldXI7RD1r3
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一定是想知道我是怎樣做到的。237Please respect copyright.PENANAJhzCB0ulQ6
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「真不敢相信,有人找到了這個活動的標準答案。」我笑得合不攏嘴,一臉得意地接受陳伯的稱讚。237Please respect copyright.PENANAEwyu5CBIS8
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「下一次,我不會輸!」一個臉上有顆暗瘡的男同學握拳上前,我還以為他想打我。237Please respect copyright.PENANALvwoIExy83
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當時我還沒想過,後來這家伙還會纏我很久。237Please respect copyright.PENANAaIaqGCTwFR
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自那次後,我和她之間交流逐漸變多了。237Please respect copyright.PENANAC5LYAkGXHs
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「我的文章登上了《大頭菜》,你看!」她拿著一本文藝月刊,打開內頁推給我,幾乎蓋在我臉上。237Please respect copyright.PENANAMtylw4x3ZL
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我推開了那本文藝月刊:「與我何幹?」237Please respect copyright.PENANA2f4wuLjqGQ
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嘖,中一就可以上去有點實力啊。237Please respect copyright.PENANAjUKAXp8Zis
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「喂啊,沒有人跟你說過你說話嗆得要命嗎。」她叉著腰盯著我。237Please respect copyright.PENANAbjrcH1l5ip
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「沒有,我同學也知我本性善良。」237Please respect copyright.PENANAhrMPU3uWK0
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「你善良?還是快點修正你那扭曲的態度吧。」237Please respect copyright.PENANAAZiQqP2R6x
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好像和她構成了微妙的關係,大事小事都會嗆一輪。237Please respect copyright.PENANAd1V6a12M8F
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然後是那件事。237Please respect copyright.PENANAO5gyC9uofb
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「錄音真是比想像中的簡單啊,只需要隨隨便便地到手機的程式商店就可以下載,不過你們肯定不知道吧?」想像中友善的學長在我面前露出了真面目。237Please respect copyright.PENANAdbaihJWPAA
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往日的從容態度消失的無形無蹤,我的聲線抖震得就如被迫進絕路的逃犯一樣:「你釣魚執法?」237Please respect copyright.PENANA02nBEWYkP1
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「甚麼釣魚執法?」他就像電視劇中的惡人一樣奸笑著。「那些說話,難道不是由你說出口的嗎?」237Please respect copyright.PENANAoUftjtC1Lk
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我一直以來隨心所欲的態度,竟然成為了射向自己的子彈。237Please respect copyright.PENANAFWHGHTkEcC
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甚麼平常懶懶散散,一到重要關頭就展現真正實力把事情解決掉⋯⋯237Please respect copyright.PENANApi6V09Yb4M
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真的遜斃了,弱智才有這種想法。237Please respect copyright.PENANAc7QZ9392Xw
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「不是吧⋯⋯」「錄音?」「領袖生也有KPI的嗎?」237Please respect copyright.PENANAD94p6moLJy
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2A的班房充滿著竊竊私語的聲音。237Please respect copyright.PENANAjwjgXUKuwU
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這也難怪⋯⋯平常大家的校園生活那有這麼「juicy」的事發生。237Please respect copyright.PENANArZAW7f6c3S
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看著這荒謬的事發生在我身上,平常巧舌如簧的我卻啞口無言。237Please respect copyright.PENANA86hsKYS5bt
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「領袖生隊長?你是小學生嗎?」早已不是我鄰座的莊子澄緩緩地在看戲的人群中步出。237Please respect copyright.PENANAimlRMsj4Jh
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她毫不留情地數落學長:「下年還總領袖生?唉,真是令人擔心。會炫耀這種事只有小學生吧?」237Please respect copyright.PENANAUq6H9SV5xs
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原來妳有這麼毒舌的嗎?237Please respect copyright.PENANAjSTS6dJdzm
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領袖生隊長身上似有還無的氣勢退了大半,只隨便放了幾句狠話,就局促地離開了。237Please respect copyright.PENANA7GXHpPiZkX
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最後,我被記了一個缺點,大概是抄功課和說髒話兩罪並罰。237Please respect copyright.PENANAph58p9qB3T
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「雖然你平時的口氣是很差,但我覺得不用罰到這個程度。」事後,她那樣跟我說。237Please respect copyright.PENANATmNX0U8ZW4
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明明平時處事認真的她,應該很不齒我這種行為才對。237Please respect copyright.PENANAkOF58VoiWY
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「你平時說話是那副樣子?」237Please respect copyright.PENANAd31kF4xL0d
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「可能是被你教壞了吧。」她莞爾一笑。237Please respect copyright.PENANAEbSN1hgImc
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那次之後,我和她之間好像沒那麼針鋒相對了。237Please respect copyright.PENANA6cxiqMuKKp
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校運會的時候,我還在她當值的時候逗逗她。237Please respect copyright.PENANAD6SjcNe8x8
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「3A16號,不得無故與當值領袖⽣裝熟。」237Please respect copyright.PENANA3Xq8ftge8R
「3A13號,不得無故與同學聊天。」237Please respect copyright.PENANAuH4u3ZSySF
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升上中三的一次放學後,我還留在圖書館溫習。237Please respect copyright.PENANA3oHVoLSkUJ
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那個臉上總有暗瘡的Harry走過來搭話:「我總感覺你最近好像說話溫和了不少,之前明明『串過碼頭咕喱』*。還有你居然會在這裡溫習?」237Please respect copyright.PENANAzg0CdzJxIU
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「只是剛好待會要補習,現在沒事做而已,你還是回你的櫃檯當值吧。」我沒好氣地把他趕走。237Please respect copyright.PENANAnZD4ZAvU6d
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稍微努力過後的我,已經成為了數學全級第一,總成績全級第六。237Please respect copyright.PENANArGWOXNRRHU
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大概是隨著年齡增長的改變吧,我看回過去的自己時常常被自己尷尬到。
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但是現在的我還是遠遠不夠成熟。237Please respect copyright.PENANA0iQcIs7Et1
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否則事情也不會變得現在這樣。237Please respect copyright.PENANAGp50iq2KCr
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我拼上了全力,眼紅地盯著眼前的電腦,生怕會錯過自己想要尋找的事。237Please respect copyright.PENANA1Rq6Dggp98
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我一定可以挽救這個局面。237Please respect copyright.PENANAMzRsNTQQNQ
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為了⋯⋯她。
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*:指別人態度狂妄自大


