剪刀教教主

一間格局只有三張座位的居酒屋。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17syspi9rU
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       麥芽子坐在吧檯最邊緣的位置，喝著威士忌酒一杯接一杯，威士忌酒只剩下三分之一。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rildDmBOE
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       「妳不要再喝了，求求妳不要傷害自己，是我對不起妳，我向妳道歉，我不該拖累妳。」柳葉子百般懇求。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnBcEm6JrL
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     麥芽子不發一語，不露任何情緒，繼續默默獨自喝酒。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAVM5nnmGV
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      喝到酒瓶見底，麥芽子才開口：「妳以為我是為什麼而喝酒啊？我是為了喝酒而喝酒。」說完麥芽子吟唱著一首詩（改編波特萊爾的惡之花詩集同名毀滅一詩）。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoSNW3icVW
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惡魔在我身邊不斷騷動100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvB9R8VvAx
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像不可碰觸的空氣，四面八方飄盪100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDGbV9puwq
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我將他吞下，感受著肺部的灼熱100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgKyMekOzM
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充斥永遠不會消失的罪惡與慾望100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4otDKXurB0
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他知道我對「理想」的執念100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8YldgIcGC
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他化成誘惑的神明100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9Q6aPG26H
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以偽君子的巧言令色100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvesB95frVk
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使我的雙唇習慣於蒙昧的春藥100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoq11QwW6p
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如此引誘我遠離世俗的眼睛100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJk5UqkVS9t
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將疲憊不堪的我，引向100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjeII9sPPe
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迷霧的曠野，無垠且荒涼100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxezMm9oYWN
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向我充滿迷惘的眼中100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKSdlSMvmh
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汙穢我的衣裳，剪開裂口的創傷100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TvvEiF58b
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以及毀滅所有，血跡斑斑的剪刀100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhxQKk1ixV
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       麥芽子的吟詩聲像手術刀般精準地割開柳葉子的內心，柳葉子的懊悔與屈辱全部化為無聲的淚水。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DhFjRTUoL
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     「其實我對妳的恨遠超過教主。教主只是弄髒我的肉體，而妳卻玷污我內在最寶貴的屬性。我恨的是這點，妳明白嗎？」麥芽子冷冷地說。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeOOfFXvoC
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     「我知道，我明白，是我把妳推向了火坑，我本意良善，當時我真的相信剪刀教教主，是我的愚昧害了妳啊！」100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOkmQp5GN7
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      「住口！其實我一點也不想在妳面前扮演受害者，妳沒有那麼重要，我只想讓妳感受被背叛的痛苦，事實上我已經告訴檢察官妳協助教主性侵我。」100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcKX762c15
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     「妳怎麼可以這麼說，我承認錯誤，我不該拉妳進來邪教，害你發生這樣的遺憾，但你說的這件完全是沒有的。」100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4AJ42MhIP
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       「妳真的清白嗎？妳真的對教主的獸性完全不知情嗎？妳曾經不也是被教主強暴嗎？妳為什麼還讓我一個人與教主獨處，而且還是在我喝醉的情況下。」100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkTC5uPEEX
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        柳葉子陷入沉默，自從自己被教主侵犯後，她就喪失部分自我認知的能力，這也許都是為了麻痺痛苦，她的思緒回到事發當天，那是發生在去年的二月。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRoWFArDaD
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       「妳讓我感覺妳的道歉只是作秀，而不是發自內心。」麥芽子不給柳葉子解釋的機會，便到櫃檯結帳，丟下柳葉子一人獨自走出居酒屋。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaFh9YwdaJ
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       我需要原諒一個傷害我最深的朋友嗎？仇恨已經蒙蔽我的雙眼嗎？柳葉子說她沒有陷害我是真的嗎？麥芽子心裡百般糾結，她隨著思緒在街上遊逛，現在已經是半夜三更。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99VhYcrlAT
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        「唉！這樣自甘墮落的日子要持續多久？我對自己的厭惡什麼時候才能化解？」麥芽子對著天上掛起的新月嘆息。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51kY4x9O9i
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         柳葉子我真的很想原諒妳，但我做不到，我連自己都無法寬恕了，更何況是妳啊！妳知道嗎！我好想念妳，也好想念跟妳在一起的自己，但往事不堪回首。麥芽子拿起筆在記事本寫下壓抑在心中的話。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbC18dPFWhm
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       我們說好畢業後一起環島旅行，一起考心理師執照，還要一起完成未來的夢想，我會成為詩人，妳會開一間書店，我們知道這個夢想或許蠻天真的，但我們都是理想主義者，怎麼知道命運對我們開這樣的玩笑……麥芽子寫出這段文字，為破裂的友情深深哀悼。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7iF9G6APc
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     「我們可能回到當初嗎？怎麼可能啊！時光又不會倒流。」麥芽子對著濃霧遮掩的新月嘆息。100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vteHeGapU
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