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『你想自殺都唔緊要。』8964 copyright protection114PENANAAylHv6yVOr 維尼
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被我從背後環抱著的這個人。8964 copyright protection114PENANADbQLBypzHl 維尼
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沒有了靈魂,沒有了意識。8964 copyright protection114PENANAXjAzqtBehq 維尼
沒有了光,沒有了希望。8964 copyright protection114PENANAYKwOZRhUdj 維尼
沒有了愛...8964 copyright protection114PENANAVCFXusoM1D 維尼
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只剩下軀殼的這個身體。8964 copyright protection114PENANAd3GXmxNMcI 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANApROfbUKsn5
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沒關係...8964 copyright protection114PENANAziYi9RIxWK 維尼
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你要自殺也好...8964 copyright protection114PENANA3qEvSSB1su 維尼
真的,沒關係。8964 copyright protection114PENANAAGAcKqOJFt 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANASV8Dx3eJTv
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可是,如果你真的決定自殺的話。8964 copyright protection114PENANA6C0EcELN9o 維尼
請你務必,要帶上我。8964 copyright protection114PENANAEWWGy9aw6C 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAGyH70DxU3B
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「心音,心音—!!」旁邊的聲音越來越強烈,讓我開始看清楚眼前的映像。8964 copyright protection114PENANAWXlybWfjeS 維尼
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這裡是宿舍。8964 copyright protection114PENANABdAnCgz6vq 維尼
眼淚以及急促的呼吸不能被控制。8964 copyright protection114PENANAkJfXkodFhU 維尼
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...哥哥。8964 copyright protection114PENANAKWB2xPV4rw 維尼
不見了。8964 copyright protection114PENANAiV3PUanFRS 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANA24K0b6QKYM
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你還想死嗎?8964 copyright protection114PENANAVjK4VL8sXI 維尼
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真的,沒有關係。8964 copyright protection114PENANAPBlmbQhFrz 維尼
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我知道你很痛苦。8964 copyright protection114PENANAq0mLregBmK 維尼
我知道你無法在這種黑暗與罪惡感內活下去。8964 copyright protection114PENANAC5YZG3FfE5 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANARdYL0GDsSX
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所以,沒有關係。8964 copyright protection114PENANA59Zea7vBfD 維尼
你想死也沒有關係。8964 copyright protection114PENANAWWekMx2i38 維尼
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可是...8964 copyright protection114PENANASU3mzDdt27 維尼
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如果我不能把你留下來的話。8964 copyright protection114PENANAidcxVo2RQD 維尼
那麼,請你帶走我吧。8964 copyright protection114PENANAfLGeiwYLUS 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANABamsMpR7SP
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「沒事吧?」主影的聲音響起,「做惡夢了嗎?」8964 copyright protection114PENANAg9xyT40zmo 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANANxfOWBAO5G
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...惡夢一般的回憶。8964 copyright protection114PENANAQSig2QM97Z 維尼
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黑暗,不能控制。8964 copyright protection114PENANA1EHhpWa9SR 維尼
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當時的我,只有一個目的。8964 copyright protection114PENANAWTIoqBWgYG 維尼
讓你活下來。8964 copyright protection114PENANAJzdU5nLCCK 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAtxcD7csyIj
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在我調節著呼吸的時候,我才發現自己緊緊地抓住了主影的手。8964 copyright protection114PENANADuMR9DQXWD 維尼
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主影...8964 copyright protection114PENANADwdMQ0dQjC 維尼
非常擔心地看著我。8964 copyright protection114PENANAFiLlB7WzdB 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANA9dgHa1vEEZ
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「...沒事。」我也邊擦著眼淚,邊交待著道。8964 copyright protection114PENANAsQjvMHEUzA 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAYNwp36Y60i
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「我去倒杯水給你吧?」主影皺著眉問道。8964 copyright protection114PENANAX5ImKRKDj6 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANA71NDc2mcjB
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我沒有回答。8964 copyright protection114PENANANrEcqYRHRc 維尼
顫動著的手卻無法放開。8964 copyright protection114PENANAjjjlUTvwnn 維尼
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「我睡了多久?」我的聲音也沒有全開。8964 copyright protection114PENANAG64sT8aVEI 維尼
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「大約半個小時,我剛才洗完澡出來就看到你靠在沙發上邊睡邊哭了。」主影回答著道,「做了什麼夢?很可怕嗎?」8964 copyright protection114PENANADnawXOR07R 維尼
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...很可怕。8964 copyright protection114PENANAaBMIf32Iou 維尼
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那是我人生中一段最可怕的回憶。8964 copyright protection114PENANAl1JDWTZQ7F 維尼
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每天都很害怕...8964 copyright protection114PENANA1BYLRxP5Cx 維尼
哥哥會死掉。8964 copyright protection114PENANAmAqgtNmHKA 維尼
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出於不想被哥哥拋下的自私心態,所以用盡一切方法留住他。8964 copyright protection114PENANA2XtGeut4db 維尼
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可是...8964 copyright protection114PENANArwyzSqgP4x 維尼
我最後卻竟然拋下他一個人了。8964 copyright protection114PENANA5ExlXdHtqy 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAdtUv1mwmNh
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「你等等,我去拿紙巾給你。」主影摸了摸我的頭髮,然後嘗試往後走。8964 copyright protection114PENANAreofFRHmn0 維尼
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可是,我的手卻抓得更緊了。8964 copyright protection114PENANAIPvcJF0ZjH 維尼
我也不能控制地...8964 copyright protection114PENANAGIWLu11WGu 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAnnOxxDmjtX
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「你真的...」主影看著我的反應,輕輕嘆了口氣,「很不老實。」8964 copyright protection114PENANAdr4fe1iF8z 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAsuBcxw1pni
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我還在為主影的話而猶豫時,已經感覺到自己被抱了起來。8964 copyright protection114PENANA0fRjIrZJGL 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAW1kgz13j91
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「...做什麼?」我驚訝地看著主影問道。8964 copyright protection114PENANATzAtVJHszA 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAq82ejmvXX0
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「進房間睡吧,在這種地方睡的話,更容易做惡夢。」主影平靜地解釋著,走向我的房間。8964 copyright protection114PENANA4wrHvSMJxg 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAADo9ZXOTcW
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...第一次,以這種角度仰視主影的側臉。8964 copyright protection114PENANA6jz57V7Bxo 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAhdy7jyhOVR
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他真的是一個很神秘的人。8964 copyright protection114PENANAPf0o1Czgnl 維尼
常常對我的行為作出讓我意想不到的反應。8964 copyright protection114PENANAHrAodKfJdp 維尼
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可是,卻又不會讓人感到不舒服。8964 copyright protection114PENANAff8W4sG8IA 維尼
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走到我的房間裡,主影把我放了在床上。8964 copyright protection114PENANASMDrRM05VM 維尼
然後,替我把被子蓋好。8964 copyright protection114PENANAKinps41M77 維尼
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「會不會太熱或是太冷?」主影把化妝椅搬到床邊,坐了在椅上。8964 copyright protection114PENANAe6hVxCLBgq 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAqbU5gN1yOx
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「不會。」我也搖了搖頭,「...你不回去睡嗎?」8964 copyright protection114PENANA61WALKw1G1 維尼
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「目前不會。」主影毫不猶豫地回答道。8964 copyright protection114PENANA9mibsA8WUB 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANArip16f8OCB
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「為什麼?」明天還要回公司吧?8964 copyright protection114PENANAcEoSnZpHrT 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANABjsmOka4mk
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「因為,我知道你現在很害怕啊。」主影替我把放在床邊櫃的手機連接到充電器上。8964 copyright protection114PENANAvqpldV4mBb 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAFnJeUn6vSe
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...很溫柔。8964 copyright protection114PENANAj3LLaKr97h 維尼
而且,無微不至。8964 copyright protection114PENANAjrwNBfXcNu 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAQPmxlAFNyD
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「...你總是要睡的。」我也平靜地回答著道。8964 copyright protection114PENANAbDNaR7UjDY 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAbEYr8wO8sr
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「那麼,在你睡之前,我也不會離開你的。」主影嚴肅地回答道,「我不會丟下你一個人。」8964 copyright protection114PENANAFno13G67V8 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAg7OMDjr0OU
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...你到底是為什麼。8964 copyright protection114PENANAtvF3jyoifv 維尼
能這麼容易地說出動搖人的話?8964 copyright protection114PENANArarrtwl4fn 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAFzPKqiy6wJ
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「...聊一下天吧。」我與主影對視著,「我還沒有睡意。」8964 copyright protection114PENANAUXb7b4xrph 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAsW2YLQ2w5D
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「知道了。」主影爽快地答應道,「想聊什麼?」8964 copyright protection114PENANAlweLSOFZLt 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANApPJaxmsp0Z
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「...不知道呢。」一時三刻想不出來,「主影有什麼想聊的嗎?或是想要知道的事情。」8964 copyright protection114PENANAsQ3zkpBSB9 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANANyAtratlGt
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主影聽了我的話,猶豫了幾秒。8964 copyright protection114PENANAbf3btfMBly 維尼
然後,輕輕地深呼吸了一下。8964 copyright protection114PENANA8gvm7eCzvq 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAiUhZGfxOx5
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「有。」主影的表情依然認真,「可是,如果你不想說也沒關係。」8964 copyright protection114PENANAQnDwgHpSBB 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAVlfCQXMwLe
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「什麼?」我先選擇追問。8964 copyright protection114PENANA935gJQtrBo 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAvpyX9uEbUC
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「你或許...」主影想了一會,「有情緒病嗎?」8964 copyright protection114PENANAVPnVe5LPTZ 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANA8KqKVGRv4J
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...該來還是來了。8964 copyright protection114PENANAwcEO2RSaTF 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAFbavfa4DVH
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「為什麼這樣問?」我不解地看著主影。8964 copyright protection114PENANArYArrGpR2J 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9JoOMaEQH
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「...開始時只是覺得很特別,一時間可以很樂觀熱情,一時間卻又悲觀冷漠;一時間很糊塗,一時間卻又能很冷靜地處事。就像是有不同的人格生存在你身體裡那樣。」主影俯視著我,「可是,之後看到你不斷拒絕我的關心,而且心情總是在應該高漲及激動時平靜下來,便開始猜測...這些是不是你不能控制的身體狀態。」8964 copyright protection114PENANAXQEthkFNmV 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAqRlwkSzFHI
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...原來都已經快要兩個月了。8964 copyright protection114PENANAv4ecdU7m1u 維尼
從我自殺的那天開始計起。8964 copyright protection114PENANAAUrTBSe6Nm 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAXEIoAJGhON
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剛開始交換靈魂的生活起,直到現在...8964 copyright protection114PENANAfVAtyiYPY8 維尼
一直陪伴著我,讓我能渡過這段時間的人,是主影與劉夏謙。8964 copyright protection114PENANA45er3RggvE 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAMfLApLxWH8
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世娜姐姐說過,她信任這兩個人。8964 copyright protection114PENANADjYRzuZbeB 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAblhwECh9iD
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那麼,我呢?8964 copyright protection114PENANAvXM41dWa7e 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANA13f3CKUDMq
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我信任你嗎?8964 copyright protection114PENANAVVPH5Lyu5j 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAo9AWAcWQJx
8964 copyright protection114PENANAmI4QXU9fPS 維尼
權主影。8964 copyright protection114PENANAIEchLvOvWm 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAjy9LHf0zIh
8964 copyright protection114PENANAqiiHDDfuTY 維尼
...我相信你,也沒關係嗎?8964 copyright protection114PENANAZdPrXFWlrn 維尼
把真實告訴你,也不會受傷嗎?8964 copyright protection114PENANALnBfWtxWzk 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAKzLIXnZo4w
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「...即使如果在知道後可能會受傷。」我也認真了起來,看著主影,「也想要知道嗎?」8964 copyright protection114PENANAyPyR9J5zW6 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAvfRN2CN1mC
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「嗯。」主影沒有一絲猶豫,「我要知道。」8964 copyright protection114PENANA3Ho3Z0cxvo 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAabfFsVr2l8
8964 copyright protection114PENANAq6SpPWFJir 維尼
...到底是為什麼?8964 copyright protection114PENANAz0N5TL9YbY 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0gkvF5hyf
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我明明就不能給你什麼。8964 copyright protection114PENANALPjHHiF2D9 維尼
為什麼還要這麼關心我?8964 copyright protection114PENANAKc18KDaDFf 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANA2y5bV8ivGG
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「不算是情緒病。」我輕輕嘆了一口氣,「是人格疾患。」8964 copyright protection114PENANAVrg03ZQxEW 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAidibnRGDvY
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既然如此...8964 copyright protection114PENANAsYge1hYhtA 維尼
既然都到了這一步。8964 copyright protection114PENANAdR5CixxtJh 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAedxjENVfgG
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就賭一把吧。8964 copyright protection114PENANAvPCXVExfT1 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAIn9hSx0M60
8964 copyright protection114PENANAZcOaf84eEm 維尼
「邊緣性人格疾患。」我補充著道,「沒有聽過吧?」8964 copyright protection114PENANAw4SKgO89TQ 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAdjQZknmXv9
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人格疾患,Personality disorders。8964 copyright protection114PENANAB99sg1Q7Kr 維尼
被分類為精神疾病。8964 copyright protection114PENANAQT98GxFipd 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAbJw3yWVYfR
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患者會經常因人格和行為的問題...8964 copyright protection114PENANAZFiWGIXfsb 維尼
導致社會功能的障礙。8964 copyright protection114PENANA0FgY4VRAmd 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAL9NNc3eE0h
8964 copyright protection114PENANAErghC6lqZJ 維尼
而邊緣性人格疾患的患者,很多時會同時出現極端對立的表現。8964 copyright protection114PENANAnuVbp1NMkk 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANA8GkA9vUSR0
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衝動;冷靜。8964 copyright protection114PENANAwEAaFz314F 維尼
熱情;冷漠。8964 copyright protection114PENANANw5Wj4BSpR 維尼
樂觀;悲觀。8964 copyright protection114PENANApfqncjZAi0 維尼
開朗;平靜。8964 copyright protection114PENANAe4o79OVnL2 維尼
光明;黑暗。8964 copyright protection114PENANAcz2MQXABIc 維尼
希望;絕望。8964 copyright protection114PENANAgrYuLv0zVM 維尼
掙扎;服從。8964 copyright protection114PENANASWpxMh4p4D 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANApr0ZtOsIbe
8964 copyright protection114PENANAku6G1BkpLF 維尼
想生存。8964 copyright protection114PENANAUnnmMMblr8 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAFX6MYP3O0E
8964 copyright protection114PENANAUXrJkHQveE 維尼
...想死亡。8964 copyright protection114PENANAx3YFFtk1Zq 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANATGFMHmgWWT
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「...是怎樣發現的?」主影沒有正面回答我的問題。8964 copyright protection114PENANAPBPff1XqzO 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAqr1v3VMNdZ
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「當每一天都處於希望之地與死寂之地的交界,不斷來回時,我便去看了醫生。」我憶述著道,「然後,被確診了。」8964 copyright protection114PENANANVZVGhP4D7 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANA4hsWIuh9a9
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那段時間的我,很不正常。8964 copyright protection114PENANA0EJaubpGYB 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANA2qI5jJHrvt
8964 copyright protection114PENANAP0DstSbY9E 維尼
每天都是那樣子...8964 copyright protection114PENANAlZ136VTKUA 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAZjO6N8pTUx
8964 copyright protection114PENANAYeTw6dTfYr 維尼
感到很絕望,覺得看不見未來。8964 copyright protection114PENANAHaFxvDj7Hn 維尼
突然對自己有了信心,認為可以憑自己的力量創造未來的人生。8964 copyright protection114PENANA22IRyrf6yu 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAxpFzfTEYru
8964 copyright protection114PENANATFGVWoZO9r 維尼
覺得這個人生毫無意義...8964 copyright protection114PENANAGnDbgfhd4e 維尼
覺得這個人生能給予人祝福。8964 copyright protection114PENANAVdZkkkMOMQ 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANArEwynVofOR
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每天都在來回地獄又折返人間,不斷循環。8964 copyright protection114PENANAddn5bE3pkJ 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAx6oPe9hfLp
8964 copyright protection114PENANAQUQr3CCGFx 維尼
甚至能每天來回三次...8964 copyright protection114PENANAtRrVBzzDal 維尼
明明一旦發作時,可以無力得無法站起來。8964 copyright protection114PENANAZkjEaXolET 維尼
但又要繼續在別人面前裝作開心與堅強,然後繼續努力上課,繼續努力工作。8964 copyright protection114PENANAoxGH2h3fAt 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAgDR6ylBYmt
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然後,當面對黑暗時...8964 copyright protection114PENANAk24GlgqTHq 維尼
突然湧出那些被壓過去的情緒。8964 copyright protection114PENANAGoFI7xCHEI 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANANF5jlK1tOD
8964 copyright protection114PENANAo6jYGZJbbx 維尼
去死吧。8964 copyright protection114PENANAvVPXLEQmzW 維尼
既然想停止這樣的生活的話。8964 copyright protection114PENANAKrq4HEoZH7 維尼
既然這種生活已經如此沒有意義...8964 copyright protection114PENANAefUbgn1g5Y 維尼
既然已經無法看見未來的話。8964 copyright protection114PENANAQJ9I4zNm56 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAkUywKvSnkF
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「情緒病與人格疾患的分別是什麼?」主影追問著道。8964 copyright protection114PENANAoEbibPRmDv 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAz6OyQP9LSE
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「情緒病,如果找出來源的話,可能可以治好。」我苦笑著道,「人格疾患大多是從成長環境構成,即使找出來源,也已經成為人格的一部分,所以不能治好,只能舒緩。」8964 copyright protection114PENANA0sJefXquL7 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANALOTHttDERi
8964 copyright protection114PENANAjOMAU86eDW 維尼
「...醫生是怎樣說的?」主影靠著床邊櫃看向我。8964 copyright protection114PENANAFLkJk4s7Sv 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAk9UrANcEbF
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「說已經是情況比較樂觀的患者,起碼不會用自殺威脅別人。」我道出當時醫生的評語,「但他可能沒有想到,我會直接自殺。」8964 copyright protection114PENANA8QpgUqc70i 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANArG1ZWHh9UC
8964 copyright protection114PENANAbTto6XCpD4 維尼
...當每天都活在天堂與地獄之間時。8964 copyright protection114PENANAm1BF3uGWEn 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAr4cp0rdUOP
8964 copyright protection114PENANAtnqVzdcijv 維尼
我開始不知道自己到底是誰。8964 copyright protection114PENANATxLtemt3Rd 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAYiP6b6DFgC
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而且,厭世的感覺更深。8964 copyright protection114PENANAo3g3kg8JN1 維尼
因為這種每天被送到人間,又再次被打回地獄的感覺...8964 copyright protection114PENANAjWiIROg4Yj 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAR2uQJm93nh
8964 copyright protection114PENANAde4iWOcSXs 維尼
痛苦得讓人不想再繼續那樣下去。8964 copyright protection114PENANALe1A6w9SaJ 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAYK2wFt1uZv
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「你一時很快樂,一時很平靜的理由...」主影也很專心地聽著我的話,「就是這個?」8964 copyright protection114PENANAosPGcAoIoo 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAqtqZjP9MZh
8964 copyright protection114PENANAcyrHpsRPB0 維尼
「...不完全是,我並不打算把我的性格歸究於任何『病』。」我平靜地敘述著道,「而且,即使邊緣性人格疾患的患者會有很多情緒起伏,但不是每個人都會有解離狀態。」8964 copyright protection114PENANAD3mOgZovN5 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAj7J04NW9to
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「『解離狀態』?」聽到第一次聽的詞彙,主影再次不解地看著我。8964 copyright protection114PENANAnrfmyIlra3 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANA1waVtOSSiZ
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「解離有很多種,而我的那種解離,是會將自己從某些情緒中解離。」我解釋著道,「當想讓人對我留下開朗的印象時,我會把悲傷的情緒全然收起。」8964 copyright protection114PENANAo8bhX30lM5 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAV9w1iP1Cw6
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禁止自己有悲傷的情緒。8964 copyright protection114PENANA6zYUbOctZ1 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAzPCcXf4AX8
8964 copyright protection114PENANApyJ9fsfX2w 維尼
我很記得,自己在年紀還很小的時候...8964 copyright protection114PENANAhyVK3utyVn 維尼
只要一哭鬧,就會被爸媽打。8964 copyright protection114PENANAa4LQqveQ9J 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAqxd3dilvm5
8964 copyright protection114PENANAu3rvYVcF4W 維尼
不能哭。8964 copyright protection114PENANAwgOrvtdFZw 維尼
不能悲傷。8964 copyright protection114PENANAlfijsRdy72 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANATqrfLz96mZ
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笑吧。8964 copyright protection114PENANAflV2G4cF8h 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANABSLKzImaZP
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「久而久之,面對一些會讓我有很真實與強烈的情緒起伏時,我會像『啪』一聲斷了線的那樣,在那一瞬間完全沒有任何情緒,而且忘記剛才發生的事情所引發的情緒。」8964 copyright protection114PENANA7yLuv0xWJa 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAvCsvAUMuXD
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就像是一個碰到重要指令時便會出故障的機械人那樣...8964 copyright protection114PENANA5eKobzKFvu 維尼
即使在開新開啟後能繼續進行指令,但已經無法返回到錯過了的指令。8964 copyright protection114PENANA8nlKZSLLCq 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAXUrKjMLigN
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「為什麼,你會說...」主影的語氣依舊柔和,「如果我知道了的話,會受傷?」8964 copyright protection114PENANArhV3lw6k6f 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANA8f69phJozr
8964 copyright protection114PENANAAdQluOpE1Q 維尼
因為...8964 copyright protection114PENANAN9c3og3g8V 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAFhBo9Faf9s
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對了。8964 copyright protection114PENANA0JvFlr3TIx 維尼
我在做什麼?8964 copyright protection114PENANABxOMWAsvWg 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAoD7TGx8aAu
8964 copyright protection114PENANAUVshNQ8iPr 維尼
我一定是瘋了吧?8964 copyright protection114PENANAMTNz3HapFv 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANA8SeGoUolAP
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「...抱歉,我累了。」我把被子蓋得更緊了,「還是明天再說吧。」8964 copyright protection114PENANAZEsetxZjI4 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAHSxUjuZLpf
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「...知道了。」主影雖然是停頓了一下,但看來明白了我的意思,「明天再說吧,晚安。」8964 copyright protection114PENANAFXdo1idqB4 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAt4p3U6Q6Lj
8964 copyright protection114PENANAvszBBlvzlF 維尼
...我是瘋了嗎?8964 copyright protection114PENANArbLhw9Yu03 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAiRSyeH2m3Q
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就連對劉夏謙也沒有說過的事情...8964 copyright protection114PENANAEKpDDEdKDX 維尼
為什麼要賭在主影身上?8964 copyright protection114PENANAbGqfJAHO58 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANA0JLLAy8vsU
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竟然得意忘形得...8964 copyright protection114PENANAW1I6oHJ41b 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAAve6GUIRug
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忘記了自己受過的傷害。8964 copyright protection114PENANAiNrhikz9A6 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAXP1axBUas2
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不要倚靠任何人。8964 copyright protection114PENANAcGDgvdm46W 維尼
不要相信任何人。8964 copyright protection114PENANATKDcNI58wI 維尼
118Please respect copyright.PENANAsGmZJqsEK5
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反正都已經剩下這麼少的時間...8964 copyright protection114PENANAqV1SVTNEj3 維尼
還是就這樣讓它過去吧。8964 copyright protection114PENANAcpiz9lPquP 維尼
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